my wishful wolf

Chapter 55 Face, this is our war (2)
"Desperately burying myself in work, what does Lawyer Rong want to bury?"

She smiled and said nothing.

Li Yingyue said, "You are so stupid if you don't say something 'drunk' while you are drunk."

Rong Yan looked at Li Yingyue, her slightly drunken eyes were stained with tears, but after saying that and crying, she really felt a lot easier.

Rong Yan thought for a while and said, "I just gave up on a love that seemed to be hanging, so I need a transition period."

Li Yingyue looked at her, "What does this mean?"

Rong Yan said, "If there is such a man, no matter how much you love him, he will never love you, what will you do?"

Li Yingyue looked at her holding the wine bottle.

She said, "I told you once, my sister and I fell in love with the same man, his name is Lin Junyao, he..."

Her face calmly narrated her own story, those ignorant, joyful, and painful pasts were narrated from her mouth for the first time, to a person she had known for less than a month.

Probably, she always felt that she and Li Yingyue always had something in common, for example, they were both labeled as bad women, but still smiled and pretended to know nothing, and lived on.

Rong Yan briefly described it, and then said with a smile to her, "If this is a story about a beautiful childhood sweetheart, then I am the bad sister who stands between the two of them doing evil, and I am the vicious supporting actress between them, I am the one who is often written in that story, lurking beside them with a hypocritical appearance, showing that I have no intention of caring for that man, but secretly doing small tricks, secretly drawing that man to my side, and using various means to make them The ugly character of the man separating from my sister..."

Li Yingyue finished listening, but said, "I think you are really strange, why do people find all kinds of excuses to justify themselves when they do bad things, if there is no other excuse, at least say one thing, I did it because I love that man so much , love is fair and so on, but you keep talking about yourself in the same way that others say about you, your appearance, you are so stupid."

With a smile on her face, she is so stupid, she has always been arrogant, and she is unwilling to say a word for herself.

Li Yingyue said, "However, you are obviously married, so why did you take the initiative to leave him? I think you are really generous, just giving him to your sister."

Rong Yan took a sip of wine, and she said, "No, I didn't give up on Lin Junyao because she was my sister. I'm not such a virgin. There is only one reason why I gave up on him, that is, he didn't not love me."

"But he never said it."

"He also didn't say he loved me."

"But... maybe he loves it."

"It's just maybe. I don't have confidence in myself. It's you, a good girl, and a bad woman like me who is always scolded. Which one would you choose? A man would choose my sister instead of me."

Li Yingyue said, "You gave up just because of this, Yanyan, no woman is as decisive as you, it was me, when I found out that I no longer love Chen Zhensheng, I have realized that my feelings for him are just my temporary greed, I I also didn't want to talk about breaking up, and in the end I was forced to have no choice but to have a showdown with him, but when you found out, you immediately filed for divorce and walked away."

"I just don't want to become the passive one. I know that he is with me, but it's because Rong Yu is not there. I know that Rong Yu is back, and he will return to Rong Yu. I still want to fight for that. There is a little possibility, because of such a little hope, I let myself wait for him by his side, I can't do it, I am not decisive now, and reality will force me to be decisive in the future, why don't you do it yourself..."

"Look at you, it's like the cactus that just died in my house, you know, the cactus is a very sad plant, I don't really like to raise it, but someone gave me it, so I had to accept it, the cactus is so cute I hate it, it has thorns all over its body, and no one is allowed to approach it, so I hated it when I saw it, and I didn't care about it for a long time. When I found it again, it was dead, and I threw it away. It fell into the trash can , cracked, and the inside has been dry and rotten, but its thorns are still standing there." Li Yingyue smiled wryly, and said, "So you see, it didn't know it until it died, because it was so long that it made people feel it. I hate the thorn, that's why it died, and on the day it died, it was still stubborn, not letting itself show a little weakness... face, the reason why you are hated may not be because of what you do, but because you don't care about it. Whatever you do, you don't want to show weakness, and you don't even bother to explain."

"Yeah, but from the beginning, my values ​​have been like this, no matter how others scold me, I will still be like this."

Li Yingyue laughed and clinked glasses with her.

Li Yingyue said, "But listen to you, the two of you are not without feelings."

"I also thought about it, maybe he loves me, but... it's just my illusion. When people pay too much attention to others, there will always be illusions. When you look at him, you feel that he is looking at you. Actually It's not... I love him, so I thought he was in love with me, but he just hadn't made up his mind at that time, he just couldn't refuse the woman who came to his door. "

Li Yingyue looked at her, didn't speak any more, just raised her wine glass and touched her.

Rong Yan knew that she was going to be drunk, but maybe she was already drunk, so she became unscrupulous and kept drinking cup after cup.

I don't know how long she drank, but she finally got really drunk and didn't know what to say.

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She had a dream. In the dream, she seemed to see Lin Junyao's face. He still looked like a child, still childish, but his eyes were still gentle and his movements were still domineering. He hugged her face, dragged her to the bed, and forced her to She covered her with a quilt, and he said, you don't want to kill your face, do you? Why are you correcting any test papers when you burn like this.

Oh, she still remembers this dream. When she was in high school, she insisted on correcting the test papers for the director because of illness. She almost fainted in the library. When she was falling asleep, it was Lin Junyao who broke into her Come, pick her up and take her away.

She was taken by him to his apartment outside, and he forced her to sleep, not to care about the test papers, she was unwilling, she said that she would do what she promised, Lin Junyao grabbed her hands Arm, looked at her for a long time, and then he still forcefully pressed her on the bed, let her sleep peacefully, then, he took the thick stack of test papers, and read it beside her.

At that time, he had always been the top student in the school, but he was not someone the teacher could hire, so it was the turn of a student like Rong Yan to become the teacher's favorite.

That night, he finished grading all the test papers in less than two hours.

And she kept shrinking her head like a tortoise, pretending that she had fallen asleep, lying under the quilt, silently looking at his side face.

She is happy even when she is sick.

That time, she thought he had some feelings for her, maybe he didn't know it himself.

However... everything is an illusion.

If he loved her, he wouldn't leave because of Rong Yu, so angry and angry, he wouldn't tell her that I don't want to see you in my life, and he wouldn't hate her for eight years because of Rong Yu.

Now she fell into this dream again. Lin Junyao in the dream was so real, she could almost feel his warm body temperature and the smell of aftershave on his body.

She thought that if she went back to that time, she would no longer be so stupid, thinking that was an expression of love. If she went back to that time, she would have grabbed him and asked him why he didn't love her, and he always gave her the illusion, why? If you don't love her, you still want to get close to her.

As much as she loves him, she hates his tenderness.

She looked at his approaching face, and grabbed his arm forcefully, "Stay away from me, get out! Get out!"

In the dream, his expression was stern, and Mo Tong stared at her.

After a long time, he slowly patted her on the back, and said softly, go to sleep, go to sleep, good boy, go to sleep.

She thought, Lin Junyao in her dream was so beautiful, she was greedy for beauty.

Under his sound of hypnosis, she slowly fell asleep.

When she woke up, it was already dawn, she was a little dizzy, leaning there, remembering that she was so drunk yesterday that she even forgot how she got back.

Sure enough, I got drunk and made a mistake, and I have to go to court today. If I delay for a while, I'm afraid I will delay the real work.

When I met Li Yingyue in the courthouse, she didn't look very good, her hangover paleness was very obvious on her face, she saw her face and said, "Hey, how are you, do you feel refreshed today?"

Rong Yan just glared at her, "Huan Hua fart, I can't fall for you next time, I went to hangover with you, I almost missed the time."

"Hey, it can't be me who made you miss the time, the one who made you roll yesterday should be the culprit."

After hearing this, Rong Yan stopped and looked at her, "What made me roll?"

Li Yingyue stared at her with mockery in her eyes, "Don't play dumb with me, don't you know that Lin Junyao carried you back yesterday?"

The handsome face of the face is stuck there.

She didn't know, she didn't remember a thing.

Li Yingyue said, "I used to think that Lin Junyao was a philanderer, so he is such a man, looks, I think you should have a good talk with him, I don't think he looks like he hates you , he obviously treats you well."

"Okay, the court will start soon, do you want to lose the lawsuit?"

"Hey, okay, I won't say anything, I'll just shut up..."

They entered their rest room and it was time for court. When they went out, they saw Chen Zhensheng coming out with a child. He was surrounded by many people who took the initiative to help Chen Zhensheng, who was weak and in need of sympathy. is full of contempt.

They walked into the court together, all the procedures were unnecessary, and today's protagonist is the child.

The child stood in the court, biting his finger, looking at the crowd, trembling, arousing affection.

The judge lowered his head and asked her, "Chen Meimei, how old are you?"

She dared not answer.

The judge smiled and said, "Chen Meimei, tell uncle that Mom and Dad have separated. Do you want to live with Mom or Dad?"

She raised her head and looked at Chen Zhensheng.

Chen Zhensheng looked at the child with an almost expression on his face: "Choose a mother, how did I tell you?"

Li Yingyue was almost agitated by Chen Zhensheng's expression, but she was pushed down by Rongyan, who told her not to cause trouble.

Encouraged by his father, the child finally raised his head and whispered softly, "Choose a mother."

Chen Zhensheng looked at Li Yingyue with a triumphant expression.

Li Yingyue jumped out angrily, "Chen Zhensheng, you are a coward, you are a bastard, why are you so despicable!"

Rong Yan didn't hold Li Yingyue down, and watched her run out. The judge shouted from above, "Silence, silence." But no one could listen.

Chen Zhensheng also stood up and cursed, "I'm mean or you are mean, whoever wants to abandon the child, you mother and beast, you dare to scold me!"

Li Yingyue was pushed down by two policemen, and Chen Zhensheng was also pulled down.

Rongyan hurriedly pulled Li Yingyue down, but Li Yingyue still couldn't help it, and cursed, "A bastard who can only use children, I gave birth to a child to be used by you, you bastard..."

Rong Yan hugged Li Yingyue, and hurriedly said, "Stop making trouble, the camera is filming, please calm down."

"I'm so calm, you dare to laugh without looking at him, he finally succeeded, didn't he, didn't he want to see me destroyed, well, let them shoot, I can't hide it anyway, my parents It is estimated that I will know the existence of this child soon. If my mother is pissed to death, I will not be afraid of anything. If he does not destroy me, he will feel sad all his life..."

"Okay, okay, let's take a long-term plan. The judge hasn't made a decision yet, so don't panic! Listen to me, Yingyue, listen to me, and I'm still here!" Rong Yan shouted loudly.

Li Yingyue gasped, and finally stopped, looking at her face.

Rong Yan said, "Let's go, follow me, don't say anything, if you say something in a fit of anger, you will regret it when you get angry." She pulled Li Yingyue out, and within a few steps, she saw Qin Sang bringing Rong Yu. up.

Rong Yu stood there, watching her pull Li Yingyue, she didn't know what expression was on her face.

Rong Yan glanced at her, knowing that now was not the time to talk to her, so she turned around and dragged Li Yingyue to continue walking outside.

She brushed past Rong Yu, and the background was the disgusting noise. Chen Zhensheng connected with the scolding voices of those volunteers, pointed at Li Yingyue, and scolded her face together.

(End of this chapter)