my wishful wolf

Chapter 56 Face, this is our war (3)
When she got outside, Li Yingyue sat in the car for a long time before she recovered. She couldn't help but wanted to cry. She covered her face and said, "What should I do, face, how should I explain to my family, how should I tell them, they know I must be very disappointed, I must be very angry, I said that I will be obedient and filial to them in the future, but I did one thing wrong, and everything in the future will be wrong, could it be that I really leave Are you not going back..."

Looking at her leaning over in front of the car, Rong Yan didn't know what to say.

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At this moment, Rong Yan saw Rong Yu standing in front of the car.

Rong Yan got out of the car and walked towards Rong Yu. She said, "What are you doing here? It's a mess here. If something happens, it's possible to accidentally injure someone. You still..."

"Sister, why do you want to help her? She is a bad person, so why don't you help her?"

Her face was interrupted by her, looking at her sincere face, her face paused, she sighed, walked over, and said, "Go back, this is my job, I have already accepted it, so I can't refuse."

"So this is not your intention, right? Sister, you are not a bad person, this is just your job, right, sister, I believe you."

Rong Yan looked at her, but didn't speak. She looked at Rong Yan expectantly. This simple girl has been abroad for eight years, but she hasn't grown up yet.

Rong Yan said, "No, you don't believe me, that's why you are here."

Rong Yu's face froze.

With a smile on her face, she walked over, took out an umbrella from her handbag, and handed it to her, "The sun is very poisonous, and you don't have a car. Use an umbrella on the road, so don't get sunburned."

Rong Yu stared at her blankly, she smiled at Rong Yu, turned around and went back to the car.

Rong Yu really stayed there, her heart was like a balloon, originally airtight, she firmly believed that she was living in it and was well protected, but now, she knew how much it was A fragile place, as long as there is a method, then a light poke, the balloon will deflate, and there will be nothing left.

What she said is right, Rong Yu herself understands that she doesn't believe it, that's why she came to ask, in fact, she is the most hypocritical one, she obviously doesn't believe it, why did she say that I believe you, She didn't know it herself, probably everyone would tell a lot of lies unknowingly, but she didn't know it, she said it so naturally, she was deceiving herself in the end, and went to blame others for being dishonest.

She bowed her head, her face was that of a bad person, and she was not much better.

Rong Yan drove away with Li Yingyue, and Li Yingyue looked at the face holding the steering wheel with the usual expression, and said, "What's the matter, you are with me, and you should also be scolded, otherwise you should leave this case alone, anyway, I see through it." I won't give up until Chen Zhensheng kills me, no matter what the consequences are, I will bear them myself, and I won't implicate you."

Yan Yan looked at her, "No, you must be involved."

Li Yingyue looked at her strangely, not knowing what she meant.

Rong Yan said, "You have to win, even if you lose the lawsuit, you have to win, not only for you, but also for me, and I will let you win, believe me."

Li Yingyue felt that her usual indifferent face seemed to suddenly have fighting spirit, she was no longer a bystander, she really wanted to help herself, Li Yingyue could feel it, although she didn't know why her face was like this.

When Rong Yu walked back silently, Qin Sang was standing there waiting for her. Seeing Rong Yu's unhappy look, she walked over and grabbed Rong Yu, "Okay, don't be unhappy about that kind of person anymore, you I didn’t see so many volunteers going to help Chen Zhensheng today, condemning that irresponsible mother and that bad lawyer who helped to abuse others. It is because of such people in the world that the law becomes unfair. It’s really strange how she acted to a lawyer."

Rong Yu shook her head, "Stop talking about her, Qin Sang, she did the right thing, that's her job."

"Rong Yu, why are you so stupid."

"Okay, stop talking, Qin Sang, I will never come to see her in court again, it will only make me feel bad, Qin Sang, she is not good enough, but we are not perfect, I look back Look, I realized that I never had any reason to hate her."

"How is it possible, she stole your boyfriend away."

"No, she didn't take my boyfriend away. I found out later that love can never be taken away..." She said quietly, she remembered the day of the tsunami, she was taken away by Lin Junyao He was temporarily staying in the apartment outside. After she took a shower, she saw him repairing the lights in the room outside. She patted the ashes on her hands. He came down and told her to rest early. He was leaving. She looked at him, a little I was scared and said, don't go, okay, I am very scared by myself.

But Lin Junyao just looked at her and said, "You called me first, I think you are at the seaside, it is more dangerous, so I will bring you here first, but you know how to call me for help, but there is a person very Stupid, stupid, even if she is afraid, she is still unwilling to show weakness, she will hide in a corner and tell herself over and over again that she is not afraid, but she will never call me, so, for such a person, I only To allow myself to cooperate with her more, I can only pretend that she is a strong child, and then I silently watch her from behind and protect her, that's the way to go."

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Li Yingyue's case finally came to the final trial.

Chen Zhensheng first made the final statement on behalf of the defendant. He stared at Li Yingyue and said, "It was she who came to me and stayed with me on the initiative back then. We had sex and gave birth to children. It was a matter of mutual affection. I love her very much, for her, I have quarreled with my family, left home, I am even willing to die for her, yes, I have no money, love is not bread, I can understand her pursuit of a better life, but she can not Me, the child is innocent. She left the child to me alone. The child has been sick since birth. I have to take care of the parents and the child. I am heavily in debt. I feel that I have no ability to raise this child and give this child a good environment, but she still refuses to have a child against her will. I have never seen such a heartless child without motherly love. I want to ask Li Yingyue, you will have another in the future Child, how do you explain your behavior to her? How do you say it. "

Sitting there, Li Yingyue saw her holding her hand tightly, looking ahead, there were volunteers pulling up banners for Chen Zhensheng, cheering for him. He looked at her with his eyes, but she only looked at the front.

When it was her turn to make the final statement, she stood up, glanced at Chen Zhensheng, at the judge, and then at those who were listening.

She said, "I don't know where you know about us. I haven't read the report, and I don't know what kind of heinous person the report has written about me. I just want to ask you, if you were me, what would you do. "

She looked at Chen Zhensheng, the first time she looked at him calmly and without emotion, "Chen Zhensheng, this time, you really let me see your true face clearly, and you want to use this way to redeem my love for you." Is your relationship right? You tell me time and time again that you still love me and hope that I will be with you for the sake of the child? But, you have pushed me farther in such a shameful way Yes, Chen Zhensheng, when we were together, we were only 17 years old. You and I were still children, so I understand a lot of things you did at that time. I don’t deny that the mistake was our two. Committed together, I was at fault."

The corners of Chen Zhensheng's lips twitched, wanting to say something, but in the end he gave her a glare and simply looked away.

Li Yingyue said, "Chen Zhensheng, that's right. Back then I fell in love with you first, and then I took the initiative to find you. I even didn't hesitate to leave home, leave school, go to you, and be with you. You are only 17 years old. , so you didn't persuade me not to do this, you didn't persuade me that I was still a student and didn't understand anything, I should focus on studying, I don't blame you, because we are all still children and don't understand anything."

She took a deep breath and said with a smile, "But I ask everyone here, you criticize me, say that I am an irresponsible mother, why can't I continue to live with him for the sake of the child after I gave birth to the child, say I hate the poor and love the rich, so I left him, but if you, for a man, give up the opportunity to go to school, give up my own parents, give up my original life, live with him, endure hardships and hunger together, But he still doesn't care about you, he can't support a family, and makes you feel pressured, what will you do? Chen Zhensheng, when we didn't have a penny, I beg you to borrow money from others so that I don't starve. What do you say? You said you were embarrassed to borrow money from others, so I was hungry for a month, and I didn't have a full meal until you paid my salary. I didn't leave you at that time. I think you are just young. We Can make it through."

"Later, I was pregnant with a child, I said I was only 17 years old, I still wanted to go to school, I couldn't have a child, what did you say, you irrationally advised me to kill the child, but coaxed me to give birth to the child, Okay, you are still young, you don’t understand, but your family members, they are all adults, but they still coax me with you, let me have a baby, and then forget it, I remember I will go to you At home, how crazy was your sister to drive me away? She wanted to drag me out of the room and let me get out, do you remember how your family pampered your sister at that time, just because they doted on her? Do you remember When I was pregnant with my child, I still had to work to subsidize the family, I still had to wash and cook for you, and when it was cold in winter, did my hands wash your clothes in ice water? Do you remember how you blamed My family, no matter how much I beg you, let you show favor to them for me, when you are not willing?"

She looked at everyone, "He is such a man who never matured and didn't know how to love someone. You let me live with such a person for the sake of my child, and you made me ruin my whole life for the sake of that child." , are you willing to be with such a man? When your family sees you suffering with such a man, will they be happy or sad?"

She smiled and shed tears, because thinking of the sufferings she had suffered in the past, she said, "I admit that I am selfish. In order to escape the shackles of his life, I abandoned my child. I no longer make excuses for myself. I was wrong. I I shouldn’t give up this child for my own happiness, but he, he also don’t want to use the child to hold me for life. Didn’t he say that he can’t raise the child? He didn’t want to embarrass me and coax the child to choose me , as if he coaxed me to give birth to a child back then? Well, I did what he wanted, I want a child! I am willing to raise the child alone, and I don’t even need him to pay the child support, but, I want a child, I Don't want him, even if my current boyfriend and his family can't accept me, even if my family is sad, I will pay the price for my impulse and bear the consequences, I will no longer be a coward, I am willing to come out and admit my mistakes , Make up for my mistakes, I am willing to accept this child!"

Chen Zhensheng was completely stunned. He stood up slowly and looked at Li Yingyue in a daze.

The people behind who were filled with righteous indignation also looked at her quietly.

She looked at Chen Zhensheng, "Chen Zhensheng, even if I want to be single in this life, I will never come back to you again, because you finally let me see clearly about this matter, it's only because I was young and human It’s the dog who didn’t see clearly. I paid the price for my ignorance and rebellion in adolescence, so I have suffered with you for so many years. I, who never said I regretted it, confessed to you today. make a mistake!"

She looked at those people with a sneer again, "As for those who hold high flags and curse me, I can understand your enthusiasm and love, but in this world, no one wants to be a bad person. If she accidentally becomes a bad person, she must There are her reasons, so when you are eliminating harm for the people, you can also think about it carefully.!"

After she finished speaking, she finally looked at the judge, "Your Honor, that's all I want to say."

The judge also did not expect that the mother who had originally refused and disagreed with raising the child would suddenly have such a big reversal.

The entire courtroom was so silent that you could hear a needle drop.

After a long time, the judge coughed dryly, and then discussed with the jury. A few minutes later, he solemnly announced, "Okay, this court now pronounces that Chen Meimei will be brought up by her mother, Ms. Li Yingyue, and her father, Chen Zhensheng, must pay Ms. Li Yingyue 1000 yuan a month. Regarding child support, if you still have doubts, you can continue to appeal to the higher court and leave the court!"

There was an uproar at the scene, but Li Yingyue seemed to have lost all her strength and just sat in her seat in a daze.

(End of this chapter)