Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 778 Love That No One Can Understand

Zhao Bai'an's mouth grew wide at this moment, she couldn't believe it at all!In her heart, she couldn't quite understand why they broke up.

She still remembered that the two had reconciled before she left, so she asked Yang Zichen again.

"Zi Chen, didn't you reconcile before departure? Weren't you very happy when you were in the mall?"

Yang Zichen was startled suddenly: "Xiao An, how do you know?"

Zhao Bai'an felt that times had changed, and there was no need to hide anything today, so she simply told the truth.

"Hey, Zichen, let me tell you the truth. In fact, I was behind you all that day, and I was the one who gave you things."

Yang Zichen was surprised again, and then fell into a burst of memories.

She did remember that when Ji Qiu gave her a gift, he seemed to be looking for something sometimes, and he was always in a variety of situations.But she was immersed in her own emotions at that time, and didn't think about it too much. Now that I think about it, there are indeed many doubts in it.

Yang Zichen remembered a detail, that is, the gift Ji Qiu gave him was taken out suddenly for no reason.

She didn't feel much at the time, but now that she thinks about it, it's really weird.

Suddenly at this moment, even Ji Qiu's expression that day became fresh in Yang Zichen's mind, and she had to admit that Ji Qiu was indeed in a tense state that day.

She even remembered that after she got into trouble that day, when Ji Qiu was arguing with that man, he had nothing in his hand, but then he suddenly took out a bag.

She suddenly remembered the appearance of that bag very clearly, and then Yang Zichen couldn't help but continued to ask: "Xiao An, that day...you have been following us behind us?"

Zhao Bai'an felt that there was nothing more to say about the matter, so she replied honestly: "That day, when you were in a hurry to leave the coffee shop, Ji Qiu left his things there because he was chasing you. I had no choice but to chase after you. I went, but I was afraid that you would get angry, so I could only hide in the dark and help him."

Yang Zichen really understood everything this time, and then she took the initiative to explain everything to Zhao Bai'an.

"So that's what happened. Ji Qiu really moved me a little that day. At that time, I really wanted to forgive him and make up with him as before."

"But when he took me home in the evening, we inadvertently discussed where we would go after graduation. As we talked, I discovered that he had no plans for his future, let alone about us. The two of us There was an inexplicable quarrel, and then we broke up."

"What?" Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but exclaimed, she couldn't believe it, she wasn't even sure what she heard, she couldn't figure out that the reason why Ji Qiu and Yang Zichen broke up was because of this.

Zhao Bai'an felt a little unbelievable, but thinking about it, sometimes emotional matters are really confusing.And Yang Zichen would indeed prefer brave boys who have their own opinions and ideas.

So although she feels sorry for the two of them, and thinks this matter is absurd, the facts are the facts.

So she didn't say anything more, just tried to comfort Yang Zichen as a friend and said: "Zichen, since the matter is already like this, let it pass."

Yang Zichen vaguely agreed on the other end of the phone: "Yes."

Then Yang Zichen suddenly remembered something, and asked softly: "Xiao An, do you think I hurt Ji Qiu?"

Zhao Bai'an was a little sad today, and her negative emotions were unknowingly exposed during the conversation and chat, she sighed: "Zi Chen, don't you think that one of the two said the heartless words first, and the latter Will people be pitiful?"

Yang Zichen froze for a moment and fell into deep thought.

She secretly wondered whether Zhao Bai'an would blame herself. Although she and Zhao Bai'an were also friends, she knew that Ji Qiu and Zhao Bai'an were old friends.The friendship between two people is not two or three years, but they have known each other for more than half of their respective lives.

So Yang Zichen couldn't help apologizing to Zhao Bai'an: "I'm sorry..."

Zhao Bai'an was slightly taken aback, she didn't understand why Yang Zichen apologized to herself.

She asked back full of doubts: "Zi Chen, why do you want to apologize to me?"

Yang Zichen replied weakly: "You don't blame me for breaking up with Ji Qiu?"

This made Zhao Bai'an react, and then explained: "Zichen, no matter which of you two breaks up first, it's your own business, and I won't get involved too much, but I think the relationship between us It's a pity that the relationship between them ended like this."

"Actually, you don't think there is any major problem between you, do you? However, no matter which one of you decides, I will show absolute respect."

Listening to what Zhao Bai'an said, Yang Zichen felt rippling in his heart.

In fact, she is not feeling well these days. Although she proposed to break up first, her emotions are still affected.

She has nowhere to confide, and always feels that there is an uncontrollable low pressure in her heart that will burst out anytime and anywhere. Although she looks strong on the outside, it is only in front of others.

When it's just me alone, it's inevitable that there will be some sadness. After all, she and Ji Qiu have been together for so long, and it would be a lie to say that the two of them have no feelings for each other.

In her heart, Ji Qiu is really a good person, but Yang Zichen knows what she wants, so she always feels that Ji Qiu is a little bit short of her goal.

She once tried to give Ji Qiu a chance, thinking that the two of them would continue to have a closer look, but the longer the time, the more she saw herself and Ji Qiu clearly.

In the end, the slightest illusion in my heart was completely shattered.

When thinking of this, Yang Zichen suddenly remembered a sentence in a song: The more I want to make it, the more I find it is impossible to make it.

So she felt that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. She gave Ji Qiu a decision, but it also left a scar on her heart.

Originally, she wanted to hide this scar and not let anyone see it, but now that Zhao Bai'an talked about it, she suddenly really wanted to talk about it.

Yang Zichen continued what Zhao Bai'an said just now.

"Xiao An, actually I don't want to be like this either, do you believe it? I used to be confused and didn't know what I really wanted, but it was because of Ji Qiu's appearance that I saw myself more clearly."

"For a long time, I have been influenced by Wang Yichuan, and I feel that it is a happy thing to find someone with a soft personality who can coax me."

"But when I met Ji Qiu later, I found that people with too soft a personality really made me feel very insecure."

(End of this chapter)