Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 777

This thought made Zhao Bai'an extremely uneasy, and then she could only keep giving herself psychological hints as if to comfort herself.

Impossible, impossible, how could it be Moriyama?This must not be true, it must be my own wild imagination!

Zhao Bai'an is really panicking now, she is very afraid that the person who jumped from the building is Mori Shan, so she can't be brave, she shrinks back and subconsciously dodges.

She kept denying her own thoughts, but what Mori Shan said on the phone just now was still floating in her heart.

She remembered that Moriyama said: "It has been decided".

Zhao Bai'an really didn't understand what this meant, she asked herself secretly, what did he decide?
And she remembered Moriyama saying: "You don't have to worry anymore".

Zhao Bai'an asked himself again, what does this mean? What does "never again" mean?
The current Zhao Bai'an is really ridiculous, she started to play guessing games with herself, the most ridiculous thing is that she actually forced herself to a dead end.

In the end, without a clue, she began to feel distraught.

And Zhao Bai'an didn't have a better way to confirm everything he guessed, so he made several calls in a row, but Mori Shan still didn't answer.

Helpless, she could only send another message to Moriyama, but soon, the message showed "not sent" plus an exclamation point.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't believe it, his eyes widened and he sent several times unwillingly, but in the end he could only accept the fact that Mori Shan had blocked her.

This cruel fact plunged her into darkness completely. She lost even the last bit of faith and stubbornness, and almost collapsed.

Zhao Bai'an was at a loss as to what to do under the control of this emotion.She only felt very cold, but she didn't give herself any conscious instructions to dispel the cold, instead she just walked back and forth in the room in a daze.

She is like a floating ghost now, and she doesn't know how long she has been around, she finally walked out of the dead end, and then changed her mentality and thinking.

Zhao Bai'an told himself that Moriyama said that he wanted to break up, but it was his own decision to decide everything. This does not mean or affect her heart for Moriyama.

So she had to wake herself up, she thought comfortingly, maybe only in this way, she could wait for Moriyama, and when she figured it out, maybe she would get an unexpected surprise — Moriyama took the initiative to contact her.

So Zhao Bai'an temporarily decided to take a cold shower, she wanted to free herself from self-pity and self-sorrow.She wants to reduce her heartache, and she wants to restore her ability to think.

After all, she reviewed Moriyama's actions carefully, and there are many unreasonable questions about him now.So she must be strong, even if she can't be strong, she must have the courage to face it.

Zhao Bai'an took a deep breath, then picked up the washing tools and strode towards the bathroom.

The cold bath water poured down on her body, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help shivering, but she didn't have any thoughts of ending it.

She just endured it quietly, and then continued to think about her dream and what Moriyama meant in the process of taking a bath.

She re-analyzed and considered in her heart. According to the past rules, there are two kinds of her dreams, weird and real.

In the real dream, she only dreamed about what happened in the past, even if there was only half an hour of time difference, it was only the past after all.

And after she had this dream, she talked with Moriyama on the phone...

Zhao Bai'an was lucky to think, according to this rule, does this mean that Mori Shan should not be the one who jumped off the building?

But she still didn't understand that since it wasn't Moriyama, the person who jumped from the building should be someone close to her, otherwise she would never appear again and again in her dreams...

Zhao Bai'an frowned and thought, but before she could breathe a sigh of relief, she suddenly became excited again——she thought of Yang Zichen for no reason!
Zhao Bai'an didn't know why she had such thoughts, but she just couldn't restrain it.

She suddenly remembered a dream she had before going abroad!In the dream, Ji Qiu gave Yang Zichen a handmade gift, and Yang Zichen wore it on his body, but he still broke up with Ji Qiu.

She remembered that the reality at that time was that the gifts hadn't been given out yet, so Zhao Bai'an thought everything was just a nonsensical dream.

But later, more than two months ago, when they first set foot on American soil, Yang Zichen was still wearing the Eye of Horus given by Ji Qiu.

Zhao Bai'an clearly remembered that she was still guessing whether the two had reconciled.And before she left, Yang Zichen and Ji Qiu both experienced a little romance, and she felt that it was impossible for the two to break up.

She really couldn't figure it out, what happened?
Moreover, Zhao Bai'an clearly remembered the scene in the shopping mall, the two of them were clearly hugging each other.She still remembered a lot of details, and she remembered the happiness of the two of them at that time.She even recalled the expressions of the two of them immersed in that emotion at that time.

Thinking about it this way, she couldn't really dream through the curtain.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but guess at this moment, did the two get back together or broke up?

Zhao Bai'an was already struggling to extricate herself from depression, but now she was caught in the gap of memory, she felt that someone was strangling her neck, which was really unacceptable.

No.

Zhao Bai'an was really uncomfortable being suppressed, so he could only hastily end the cold shower.After quickly getting dressed, she ran into the house and picked up her mobile phone, and called Yang Zichen immediately.

Yang Zichen quickly answered the phone, while Zhao Bai'an quickly asked her: "Zichen, how are you and Ji Qiu doing?"

Yang Zichen suddenly froze on the other end of the phone. She was dumbfounded by the question. She originally thought that Zhao Bai'an called her because she was not feeling well, and at worst, she should be asking about some academic matters, but she didn't expect...

Zhao Bai'an spoke too suddenly, which made Yang Zichen very stuck.

And Zhao Bai'an really couldn't wait, she urged on the phone again: "Zi Chen, how are you and Ji Qiu?"

Yang Zichen still didn't answer Zhao Bai'an this time, but instead asked: "Xiao An, what's wrong with you?"

Zhao Bai'an was so anxious that she almost went crazy, she quickly responded to Yang Zichen and said, "It's nothing, I'm just curious about how you two are doing."

Both ends of the phone suddenly fell silent, one side was waiting, while the other side was hesitating.

Afterwards, Yang Zichen told the truth to Zhao Bai'an: "We broke up."

(End of this chapter)