Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 774
The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.

Zhao Bai'an insisted again and again, only thinking that she was ridiculous, but who knew that just when she thought Mori Shan would not answer and wanted to hang up, the call was connected.

Zhao Bai'an's heart trembled and he was extremely nervous.

Before she could say anything, Moriyama's indifferent and hoarse voice came from the phone.

"What's the matter?"

This sentence seemed extremely strange, bitingly cold, and suddenly shortened the distance between them.

The most important thing is the potential meaning in this sentence. Mori Shan seems to be telling Zhao Bai'an not to call him casually.

Zhao Bai'an was a little cowardly, but she didn't decide to give up, she just hesitated for a while, and then asked softly: "Sen Shan, are you okay?"

With the same frosty attitude, Moriyama responded simply, "I'm fine."

Afterwards, both of them were silent, and the surrounding air seemed to be stopped suddenly at this moment.

At this time, there are thousands of mountains and rivers between the two people, but they can hear each other's breathing.

In this environment, the two have their own concerns, and there is a layer of window paper between them, which is not far or near, but neither of them has the strength to pierce it.

It seemed a bit embarrassing, but in the end it was Moriyama who took the initiative to end the conversation.

"What's the matter with you? If you're fine, just hang up." He said to Zhao Bai'an again indifferently.

Zhao Bai'an's heart trembled, and he almost lost his grip on the phone.

She was hurt again, but she still didn't give up.

In fact, she was already mentally prepared before making this call.

Although she was extremely heartbroken, she did not forget the basic rules of life, nor did she forget to be calm.

For Zhao Bai'an, she had already heard the worst, so how bad could things be?It was just a fact that she didn't want to believe before.Although this fact was extremely cruel, she couldn't ignore it after all.

She really cares about Moriyama, but it is precisely because of this care that she can't bear Moriyama's deception to herself. Maybe love is all selfish.

It is said that the road of love is very narrow, and no third person can be allowed to intervene. She has this feeling deeply now, no matter how big-hearted she is, it is impossible not to get hurt.

Although Zhao Bai'an was thinking a lot at the moment, it was precisely because of this appearance that she said the words in her heart without detours: "Sen Shan...do you have other girlfriends? Is it because of this incident? ...and not me?"

At last she spoke, tremblingly speaking.

But after she said it, she regretted it a little, and even said that she was a little bit at a loss.

Zhao Bai'an's mood is really complicated now, she is afraid of hearing the answer from Mori Shankou, but she is very eager to know the truth.

She was caught in the cracks and couldn't extricate herself, it was hard to escape, her heart was almost crushed and crushed at this moment.

She even felt that it was difficult for her to breathe, and she even had that dizzy feeling again.

The hand holding the mobile phone was sweating non-stop. She was very nervous, but she didn't show it.

She just took a deep breath in secret.

She didn't want to let her breath out, and she didn't want Moriyama to feel that she had been knocked down.

She tried to make the other party feel that she was very calm, and she wanted to leave a very rational impression on Mori Shan.Of course, she was also afraid of missing any voice on the phone because of her agitation.

But Zhao Bai'an's thoughts were in vain after all, there was no sound on the phone, only the sound of each other's breathing and the embarrassment before.

Mori Shan was completely silent on the other end of the phone. In fact, like Zhao Bai'an, he was also in a very complicated mood.

He also had some words stuck in his chest, and he was also thinking about something, so his mood also changed.

There is also an emotion hidden in his heart, and there are many unbearable and unspeakable things.

He was trapped in the cracks of emotions, and was completely trapped by consciousness.

And Zhao Bai'an, who didn't get a response for a long time, also had a sensitive insight into something, and she also secretly guessed whether Mori Shan was thinking about something.She even thought in that second that things might turn around, she thought that everything might be just a misunderstanding, and everything might not be what she thought.

She was looking forward to the coming of good things, but nothing changed in the end.

After all, Mori Shan did not change any of his original intentions. Although he hesitated, he finally answered Zhao Bai'an's words.

Still with that indifferent attitude.

"Don't think about it, I just don't think the two of us are suitable."

After Zhao Bai'an heard it, she tilted her head, feeling both happy and worried. She was happy that Moriyama denied her statement, and she couldn't help repeating in her heart that he had no other girlfriends, and he had no one else.He didn't abandon himself because of anyone, he was still the Moriyama he knew.

But in the next second, her heart hurt like a knife, because Mori Shan's attitude of breaking up was so firm, so clear, and so merciless.He didn't even give himself any room for repentance, nor did he leave any hope for her.

Zhao Bai'an sighed, how lightly he said that sentence, a simple sentence, without any emotional color, without any emotional waves.

Then how should she deal with herself?
The depths of her heart were filled with overwhelming and gushing emotions.She really couldn't take it anymore, the pretended strength he made and her care seemed insignificant at this moment, and all that was left was the helplessness of leaking emotions and all kinds of grievances in her heart.

Zhao Bai'an cried, tears falling down like broken pearls.

She was enduring it, but the humming sound reached Moriyama's ears.

He couldn't bear it at all. In fact, when he made this decision, he knew that this day would come, but he ignored his feelings for Zhao Bai'an.

Even if he could calm down, he couldn't bear Zhao Bai'an's tears after all.

"Oh!" Moriyama sighed in distress.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Moriyama's voice suddenly became hoarse.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an couldn't bear it anymore, Mori Shan's sorry uttered completely tore up her little remaining strength.

Panting, she gradually lost control of herself, and yelled hysterically: "Moriyama, why on earth? I don't want your apology, don't we get along well? Why do you want to hurt me so much? Why?"

After finishing speaking, Zhao Bai'an added with great reluctance: "Sen Shan, don't we have a chance? In this way, as long as you take back what you just said, I don't care about anything. I...I won't be angry, and I won't Sad, I'll just pretend that what happened today never happened, are we still as good as before?"

(End of this chapter)