Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 773 Between the Cracks
Yang Zichen suddenly understood Zhao Bai'an's meaning, and she stepped forward to comfort him with empathy and said, "Xiao An, forget it, don't feel sorry for the money, but think about why you fainted?"

"To be honest, I haven't asked you these days. What's the matter with you? You always act weird. And just now you were so dizzy for no reason. Is it just because Moriyama didn't reply to your message? Or do you really have something? Uncomfortable? You have to tell me, let me have a mental preparation in advance. "

"We came out together. I really don't want to see you suddenly get sick and interrupt your studies because of other things."

She said this from the heart, and she couldn't help saying it.As a good friend of Zhao Bai'an, she really hoped that the two of them could advance and retreat together.

Moreover, Yang Zichen could clearly feel that Zhao Bai'an had been sneaking around during this period of time, and his mood was not right.

She was really worried, especially in class today, she was even more confused.Usually she knows better than anyone else how much Zhao Bai'an cherishes this opportunity to study abroad, and she knows even more how serious Zhao Bai'an is usually, but today he doesn't attend class.

And the most terrible thing is that Zhao Bai'an suddenly fainted, which really can't make people not worry.

Although she went to the infirmary with Zhao Bai'an before, the doctor made it clear that there was nothing unusual about Zhao Bai'an's body, but this made Yang Zichen feel uneasy and wanted to seek a result.

Zhao Bai'an naturally knew Yang Zichen's good intentions, but she was really not in the mood to discuss with her now.

Her mind is very messy now, and she just hopes that she can be quiet for a while.

So she changed the subject, and said to Yang Zichen pretentiously: "Oh, Zichen, don't worry, Moriyama's failure to reply to the message is just an episode, I won't think about it later, and I don't have much energy to think about it anymore, I didn't even listen carefully in class today, so leave me your notes later."

A gleam of light flashed in Yang Zichen's eyes, she felt a lot better after hearing what Zhao Bai'an said, and her worries were also reduced.

However, she was still very worried about Zhao Bai'an's body, so she asked again: "Xiao An, do you still feel uncomfortable?"

Zhao Bai'an answered truthfully: "I don't feel uncomfortable at all, I feel pretty good all over, but this sleep makes me very excited now."

After she finished speaking, she deliberately stretched herself, and wanted to get off the bed when she moved.

Of course, the reason she did this was to reassure Yang Zichen, but Yang Zichen was really terrified. To her, Zhao Bai'an was still a minor patient, so she hurried forward to help her.

Zhao Bai'an smiled and refused: "Okay, I'm not really sick. Looking at you, I seem to be dying. Well, it's getting dark now, so you should go back first."

Yang Zichen still stubbornly refused to leave.

But Zhao Bai'an didn't want to bother others too much, so she quickly turned her head and made up a reason for fainting to make Yang Zichen believe it.

She told Yang Zichen: "Zichen, I'm really fine. My fainting may be caused by studying too hard recently and not being able to adapt to a different environment from China."

"This feeling is a bit like... Do you remember that you fainted once because of the tension of going abroad, and I sent you to the infirmary of the school."

When Zhao Bai'an said Yang Zichen in this way, he remembered that people may indeed cause a series of problems due to emotional tension, just like the time she had done before, it was even a bit ridiculous to think about it.

Yang Zichen suddenly felt that the matter might not be that serious, she half-jokingly said: "Oh, tell me, is this a feng shui turn? Last time you sent me to the infirmary, this time I accompanied you."

Zhao Bai'an smiled slightly, and echoed: "That's right... Feng Shui turns around, but last time, I let you rest right away."

Yang Zichen heard that there seemed to be something wrong in the words, pouted and asked Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao'an... what do you mean? Killing the donkey without killing the mill? Do you think I'm bored? You even tried to let me go in a different way! "

Zhao Bai'an quickly waved his hands and shook his head: "No, I'm just anxious to review, or you will stay with me tonight?"

Yang Zichen pouted, and complained: "Huh! Forget it, you fell asleep just now, but I've been by your side the whole time. I'm so tired, I'd better go back and rest."

After the decision was made, Yang Zichen didn't say any more, just left a note and left.

The surrounding environment instantly became quiet, and Zhao Bai'an was left alone in the empty room.

Her mood began to become depressed, as if with Yang Zichen's departure, the bad memories she had temporarily discarded burst out again at this moment.As if there was an omen and a discussion, all the emotions that she hadn't noticed before were constantly flashing in her mind at this moment.

She was alone and helpless, despite the constant suppression of her emotions, there was nothing she could do.

Zhao Bai'an was like this again and again, uncontrollably thinking about Mori Shan's words in her heart, she felt like she was stuck in a gap where dreams and reality overlapped, like a page of origami.

She was really uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she didn't know what to do, and she couldn't sit on the bed anymore, so she had to take out her phone again.

She didn't know what to do at the beginning, but it was a coincidence that her phone hadn't switched apps at all, turned on the lock screen, and everything was frozen in the state before she passed out.

The screen of the phone stayed on the last message Moriyama sent to himself.

As soon as Zhao Bai'an turned on the phone, she saw the news that made her feel extremely heartbroken. It was like self-avoidance, but also like a forced confirmation. She began to unconsciously read the message that Moriyama sent to herself over and over again.

The whole sentence, every word, every word.

She was heartbroken.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help recalling her dream again, and suddenly, unexpectedly, her eyes went dark again, but luckily she didn't faint.

She was a little dazed just now, but after self-adjustment, she soon recovered.

It's just that Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt very depressed, so he got up and opened the window.

A burst of fresh air suddenly poured in from the window, she took a few deep breaths to calm herself down, and she seemed to feel much better.

Standing by the window for a long time, Zhao Bai'an kept sorting out his chaotic thoughts.

It wasn't until her cheeks were blown unconscious that she finally mustered up a bit of courage, held a glimmer of hope, and called Moriyama again.

At this time, she was full of doubts, she couldn't figure out what was going on, and from the bottom of her heart, she didn't want to believe that Mori Shan would deceive herself like this.

She knows Mori Shan well. Although he usually looks too cold, he is definitely not a person who will play with other people's feelings.

So she wanted to ask clearly, she wanted to hear Moriyama tell herself the truth of the matter.

(End of this chapter)