As deep as you are as hell

"Miss Chen, sir has told you not to go out. I can call your family doctor first. As for going to the hospital, why don't you wait for me to call and ask sir?"

My voice was sharp: "I just want to go to the hospital!" Even so, do you need to seek Chu Ting's opinion?

The white porcelain bowl in my hand fell to the ground and shattered with a clang.

"Miss, don't make things difficult for us." The housekeeper lowered his head, but his words were firm.

The person who finally saw me was the family doctor.When he asked me about the symptoms, I looked up at the clear blue sky outside the house, and suddenly had the illusion of not knowing what day and night it was.

"Can't eat, can't sleep well." I replied concisely.

The doctor pushed on the gold-rimmed glasses, his body was clean, and his voice sounded young: "Miss Chen, can you tell me about the symptoms? Although I belong to Mr. Chu, you are my patient, and I need to do it." It is only responsible for you."

I sat on the soft leather single-person sofa, and the headache hit me again, dizziness blurred my vision in front of my eyes, and the whole world began to spin again.

Half an hour after I recovered, I asked He Xin: "Then today's medical results, will you tell that person?" I don't want to mention Chu Ting's name, so I always use "that person" instead .

He Xin was obviously stunned for a while, but a smile slowly appeared in his eyes: "This is up to you, you can tell me not to tell or tell, or tell me which part you can tell me clearly. But the premise Yes, you must be sincere to me."

I rubbed the Hegu acupoint, and began to tell him about my physical condition in the past month.

"I often feel sick when I eat. I don't know if it's because of the hot weather and my appetite has deteriorated, so I often don't want to eat. Over time, I can't eat."

He Xin suddenly raised her eyes to look behind me, there was obviously a moment of astonishment in her eyes, but she suppressed it quickly.

I didn't notice the change in his eyes, nor did I notice that the door behind me was pushed open a small gap, and the sunlight elongated and elongated a tall figure.

"I can't sleep well at night, and I can't fall asleep until four or five in the morning. But I will be woken up by nightmares soon, and sometimes I can't sleep all night." I began to feel that the night was long, so long that I didn't know how to pass the time.

He Xin wrote down the medical records seriously: "Ms. Chen has been in poor health since she was a child? Or did she suffer from some kind of illness before?"

I shook my head and added: "I have often felt weak in the whole body in the past month, and I also feel dizzy and can't see clearly for no reason."

But I think it's all because of my lack of rest.

He Xin's question made me feel more and more wrong.I also vaguely guessed something in my heart, but I didn't choose to ask it out.

"Miss Chen, remember that you still have to make yourself feel better. After all, you hurt your emotions internally, and a bad mood can also induce many diseases..." He Xin tried to be as tactful as possible.

"Then can you..." After he prescribed some common medicine for me, I grabbed the corner of my clothes and asked, "Can you prescribe sleep medicine for me?"

I can't count how many nights I haven't had a good night's sleep.

But even this last hope was dashed.

He Xin told me that only the hospital can prescribe sleep medicine, and he has no channels to get regular sleep medicine.

As soon as I walked out of the room, my stomach felt sick again, and my vision blurred again.

In a daze, I seemed to see Chu Ting's figure, but I couldn't help laughing at myself, how could he appear in Qiushan Villa?Maybe he has forgotten all about me.

Suddenly there was an exclamation in my ears, and I saw a lot of people running towards me in a hurry.

The back of my head seems to have delayed receiving the pain signal, and there is a sudden light in my lower abdomen, as if something is slowly passing away.

When I was hugged by Chu Ting, I was about to struggle, but suddenly I found that there were big tears in his eyes.

But what is he crying for?
I looked back, and Shen Meng was also crying.

And on the high stairs, there is a pool of blood so bright that I can't ignore it.

I covered my upper abdomen, warm blood dripped out from between my legs, my eyes widened, and the last string in my brain collapsed.

"Quick! Send to the emergency room!"

"The patient's family members cannot accompany him in! Please don't interfere with our operation!"

The red light in the emergency room was blinking, and when it turned green, the doctor came out with bloodstained hands and tiredness that couldn't be concealed on his face.

"How many stairs did the pregnant woman fall down? She was seven months pregnant and was about to give birth, and no one at home took care of her?" Otherwise, how could I fall like this alone and be sent to the hospital ?
"Also, if you decide not to have children, wouldn't it be more convenient to come to the hospital for surgery? Why are pregnant women taking blood-activating and stasis-removing drugs? How much impact has it had on the fetus? You can't mess with our doctor's mentality like this."

"However, pregnant women are malnourished, low blood sugar and low blood pressure, and the child's nutrition cannot keep up. To put it in a bad way, even if this accident did not happen today, the pregnant woman has a very small chance of giving birth to a healthy baby."

The doctor calmed down a little, and told Chu Ting to pay close attention to my emotional state and take care of my body.

After I was transferred to the general ward, I was sober once.

I rolled my eyelids and saw Chu Ting reprimanding Shen Meng.

"Why did she take the medicine for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis? Or did you change the recipe on your own initiative?"

Shen Meng was so frightened that he knelt on the ground: "Mr. Chu, this must be nothing. I cook according to the dietitian's recipe every day. There are small dishes left in the refrigerator. Sir, you can check it... and I stay by Ms. Chen's side for three meals a day and watch her eat, it is impossible for her to eat something she shouldn't eat."

"Aunt Shen..." Chu Ting's body was filled with low air pressure, and Shen Meng was terrified by the claim, "Has the Qiushan Villa already installed surveillance? Do you want to confess yourself or wait for me to go back and send someone to check the surveillance?"

My eyelids closed feebly again, but I still heard Shen Meng's words clearly.

What should be said and what should not be said are all frank.

"Why is Chen Jiao's body so poor?"

"We don't know about this, but she told us that she often felt dizzy and fainted a few times. But every time she told Butler Wang that she wanted to go to the hospital, she was prevaricated. I I begged Steward Wang to call you, but he said that I am nosy with a mouse, and that you are so busy, sir, that you can't do it for such a small matter as Ms. Chen..."

"Who said that Chen Jiao's matter is a trivial matter to me? You are servants, and this is how you usually take care of her?"

Shen Meng was terrified, suppressed tears, and refuted with a strong attitude: "The gentleman kept saying that he cared about Miss, but he left her in the villa for a month. All the servants speculated how much Miss's identity was. How much does Mr. Tongue, who can't see the light and chews behind his back, know?"

"When the lady tosses and turns every night and can't sleep, where is the husband? When the lady has nightmares and says your name, where is the husband?"

Is caring and caring all based on one mouth?

So what is dumb?
Shen Meng rubbed his sore knees and stood up, "Mr. is so powerful, if you want to imprison Miss, you can find a big house to lock her up. She won't let her see the light of day or go out to show her face, and cut her off from anyone else. contact with relatives and friends... this is illegal, does sir know?"

Shen Meng knew that this would offend Chu Ting, why did he still fight for me?Two tear streaks meandered from the end of my eyes, but fortunately no one noticed.

I tried very hard to open my eyes, but the eyelids drooped heavily.

The long-lost sleepiness hit me, and I could finally sleep peacefully.

"Don't, don't...don't take my child away."

"What did I do wrong, why did you treat me like this... Please, let me go?" The night was getting dark, and I was lying on the hospital bed like a nightmare, and I started to murmur, but over and over again, those words sentence.

My brows were tightly frowned, no matter what Chu Ting couldn't caress me.

He bent down and coaxed me gently: "Chen Jiao, no one is going to steal your child. Be good, I'm here."

I suddenly began to cry bitterly, but my consciousness has not yet come to life, and I feel in a trance that all this is like a dream.After all, how could Chu Ting talk to me so gently?

"I'm in so much pain here..." I pointed to the position of my heart, crying helplessly.

"I know, I know." Immediately, I fell into a warm embrace, someone patted my back lightly, coaxing me warmly.

I woke up repeatedly throughout the night and shed tears repeatedly, and finally fell asleep with my pillow on Chu Ting's arms.

When the first ray of skylight poured in through the window, the sky was still very chaotic, between the realm of the unknown.

I seemed to hear who Chu Ting was calling, his words were hoarse, and he seemed to be at a loss and flustered.

But among so many words, I only remember one sentence: "I seem to have lost her, and I can never find her again."

By the time I woke up, three days had passed.

I had plaster casts on my arms and legs and it hurt to move.And my head is heavy and chaotic, and I can't remember things.

Zhong Rong stayed in the ward, saw me wake up and quickly poured me a glass of water: "How is it? Is there something wrong with your body?"

"Where is this?" My voice was extremely hoarse, and my throat seemed to be on fire.

"Hospital. Hey, you can't move around now." She tentatively tried, "You should still remember what happened before?"

My mind went blank for a moment, and my eyes were fixed on my flat stomach.

"Where's my child?" I asked in a daze.

Those flustered and hasty footsteps, those anxious and nervous expressions flashed by, and the memories were rewound by me, back to the step where I stepped on the empty stairs.

Because my eyes suddenly turned black, and because that figure looked like him from a distance, I buried my child with my own hands?
"There will be children in the future. The doctor said that as long as you take good care of your body, you will definitely be able to conceive again in a year or two." Compared with her, I am very lucky. I still have the opportunity to be a mother, Zhong Rong Rong was completely deprived of his qualifications for cleanliness by the disease.

In the ward, the atmosphere was tense for a moment.

I wiped my tears: "Can I go out for a walk?"

When I got into the wheelchair, I could clearly feel Zhongrong's surprise: "Why are you so light?" She carried me into the wheelchair with ease, and brought me a blanket to cover my knees.

Jincheng has four distinct seasons, and dead leaves can be seen everywhere on the cobbled roads.

Along the way, Zhong Rong was talking jokes, trying to ease the atmosphere, but I couldn't laugh no matter what.