As deep as you are as hell

As soon as my eyes fell on my flat stomach, the feeling of nausea with a splitting headache and overwhelming guilt surged from my heart, trying to drown me deeply.

This child clearly has a chance to come to this world, Chu Ting and Ji Jiarui raised him up, so he might not be able to grow up happily.

It was I who made the decision for him.

"Chen Jiao." Zhong Rong suddenly squatted down, his eyes were full of distress, and he held my hand tightly, "Everything will be fine."

I nodded indiscriminately, not understanding where the pain in her eyes came from.

Until she took out a handkerchief and began to wipe the tears on my face.

"Actually, Chu Ting cares about you far more than you imagined. The time when he was with you was the day when I saw him smile the most." Zhong Rong picked up a leaf and covered one of his eyes, "Everyone can see and perceive the world from the angle of view, like a glimpse of a leopard through a tube. It's the same when looking at people."

Zhong Rong knows that I am in a bad mood now, and also knows that I don't want to hear anything about Chu Ting from her, but I always want to know some news.

"Actually, that night at the hotel on February [-]th... Chu Ting, like you, was also set up by someone. At that wine party, someone put medicine in his wine, and after Cheng Xunsheng sent him into the room , Chu Ting saw a woman lying on the bed, and already wanted to leave."

I really know how good Chu Ting's self-control ability is, and this is exactly like his style of handling things.

"But the door of the room was locked from the outside, and then Chu Ting went to take a cold shower and survived by himself..." At least until then, he never thought of touching me, let alone having sex with me any intersection.

Zhong Rong recalled the past, and his eyes slowly turned red: "But you are so much like Ye Qinglan, I was shocked when I saw you for the first time. In the middle of the night when Chu Ting thought all was well, , yes..." I hooked Chu Ting's neck first, mistook him for Qin Lang, laughed and threw myself into my arms.

It wasn't until I was pregnant that I realized that it wasn't Qin Lang who was in the hotel that night.

"On the night you picked up the Buddha beads, Chu Ting was being hunted down by people from Chu Luojing... You know all about the dirty deeds and intrigues of the Chu family. It's simply not a place for people to stay alone. Chu Luojing didn't think about it at all. Let Chu Ting survive." In order to fight for the family property, uncles and nephews have been fighting openly and secretly for decades.

"Later Chu Ting told me that he actually recognized you that night," when he smelled the fragrance of my hair, "but he still planned to draw a line with you and never thought of involving you in his life .”

His world is too dangerous.

But things in the world often fail to meet people's wishes. I didn't expect that the opportunity for us to meet would come so quickly.

So the two parallel straight lines began to intersect at a certain moment, and began to overlap slowly.

"On the day of the fire, Pei Cheng was so angry that he jumped up and scolded Chu Ting for being crazy. But Chu Ting said, he couldn't lose you." It was the first time Zhong Rong had seen such a Chu Ting to admit his feelings so frankly. court.

"For the necklace on your neck, it took Chu Ting three months from drawing the blueprint to polishing it into shape. His hands are covered with scars, and I felt very distressed when I saw it."

"He also plans to wait for this year's annual leave. You can travel wherever you want, and he will accompany you to the end... Chu Ting was born in a rough childhood, and he didn't know how to be kind to a person, and he was not kind Words. When he treats someone well, he always gives what he owns with both hands, and then silently guards and stands behind her."

Even if no one knows about his love, even if he suffers the blame and charges that should not belong to him.

Zhong Rong's palm was warm: "Chen Jiao, I didn't say this today to plead with Chu Ting, I just told you everything I know. Because you have the right."

As for what kind of judgment I want to make, she will not interfere at all.

Zhong Rong's pupils are light brown. If the eyes could speak, I think she was asking, why can't I let go of the past and be with Chu Ting?
But, how can I fall in love with someone who takes away my innocence?

Even if I took the initiative that night in the hotel, and it was your love and my wish, but the hurdle in my heart couldn't even be overcome by myself.

Besides, Chu Ting and Ji Jiarui are a pair of talented men and women, so what should I do with myself?
"Zhong Rong, you know that Chu Ting and I can't go on anymore." My voice was dry, and tears began to flood again.

Looking back on the road that Chu Ting and I have stumbled along, I can still see the gap between us that is gradually widening, which is difficult to bridge.

We're all like two people stuck in a game and can't find a way out.Leaving is clearly the best way.

"He will marry Ji Jiarui, and people will praise them as a match made in heaven. And since I don't have a child, for him, the use value is long gone. Zhong Rong, if you really treat me as a friend, I beg you Please, let Chu Ting let me go, okay?"

There was a faint expectation in my eyes, but it was completely wiped out by the bucket of water at hand.

Zhong Rong said that she couldn't help with this job.Because she couldn't see Chu Ting either.

"Miss Chen is here. It's too windy outside, why don't I take you back to the ward?" A clear female voice sounded behind me, and soon a girl stood beside me, and naturally supported the wheelchair pusher.

The girl didn't look very old, her long hair was tied into two braids hanging next to her ears, and she had no makeup on her face, but her whole person looked crisp and neat.

"Oh, by the way, I almost forgot to introduce myself. My name is Qing Ning, and Mr. Chu asked me to take care of Ms. Chen. In the future, if Ms. Chen has anything to do, just ask me." She smiled brightly, capable and mature.

I frowned: "Where's Aunt Shen?"

Some fragments sporadically flashed into my mind, could it be that Shen Meng was fired by Chu Ting because of my refutation?
"Mr. Chu thinks that she has good ability, but she is old enough to enjoy life in peace, so he transferred her to another easier position." Qing Ning said casually, "Miss Chen doesn't have to be afraid of me taking care of her." No, I'm a child from a poor family in the countryside, and I can do things with ease."

I feel uneasy in my heart, and I feel that what she said is not three points credible.But is Chu Ting's purpose of letting her take care of me really simple?

Qing Ning and Zhong Rong simply nodded, counting it as a greeting, and then pushed me back to the ward.

She also cooks lunch.She has a lot of specialties, and the first dish served is soft-boiled eggs.But next to the plate were peeled tomatoes.

After I moved my chopsticks a few times, I lost my appetite. I pushed the dish forward to express that I didn't want to eat it.

Qing Ning talked a lot, like a chirping bird: "Miss Chen, Mr. Chu told me that your physical condition is very poor, you should take good care of your body. Or is the food I cook not to your liking? Tell me you Whatever you want to eat, I'll go and buy it."

I shook my head: "I can't eat it."

An unreasonable irritability set fire to my heart, and moths flew close.

"But no matter what, Ms. Chen should force herself to eat more..." The chattering words from her mouth gradually blurred, and I could only see her lips opening and closing.

The moths were burned by the fire, leaving only ashes.

"What qualifications do you think you have to say these things to me? I said I don't want to eat, but I don't want to eat! Why do you keep forcing me to do things I don't want to do!" The dishes were suddenly thrown to the ground by me, and the debris scratched across my mouth Palm, bleeding out.

My emotions are like a volcano that has found its eruption point and is suddenly ignited.Where the fire burned, not a single blade of grass grew, only barrenness remained.

Qing Ning knelt on the ground, her deer-like eyes were full of fear.

At that moment, in her eyes, my figure was like a ferocious monster.

"Forget it, you go out. Let me be alone for a while." I sighed, propped my forehead, and tried to ease my tone.

"But Mr. Chu said, let me follow you every step of the way..." As if she was afraid that I would get angry again, Qing Ning's head drooped deeply, and she didn't dare to meet my gaze.

Tears rolled down my cheeks: "I just want to be alone for a while, can't I?"

Since when did I actually have to ask others for permission first to do something I want to do or not to do?Why do I always feel like I'm living in Chu Ting's shadow?
Others keep saying "Mr. Chu", so what am I?Chu Ting's accessory, or his "prisoner"?
Qing Ning was obviously struggling, and after a while she let go and agreed: "Miss Chen, take a good rest. If there is something to do, press the alarm, and I will come in."

She cleaned up all the debris on the ground, and the door slowly closed, and finally I was the only one left.

Outside the window is the bright scenery, the mountains are winding and rolling, and the trees are green.But I feel that there will never be another spring in my heart.

After taking the medicine, the effect of the medicine took effect quickly, and I began to feel sleepy again.

Suddenly, someone covered my mouth, and my eyes were quickly covered with black cloth strips.Before I even had time to struggle, I was slapped across my shoulders and hurried out.

Soon, I was stuffed into the back of a car.

The car started and quickly disappeared into the sea of ​​cars.

"Chen Jiao's feet are injured, how can she escape with a plaster cast on?" In the ward, Zhong Rong put one hand on his hip, pushing back the broken hair beside his ear irritably.

"But..." Qing Ning said timidly, "The traces left in the ward really look like Ms. Chen is planning to escape. I just went to the doctor to get the report, and the doctor said that Ms. Chen's hands and feet are fine. I can move freely. And when Ms. Chen got angry at me for no reason, I still felt strange. But if she tried to drive me away, wouldn't it explain it?"

Qing Ning walked to the window sill and dragged the long, knotted white sheet up: "And this sheet, it couldn't have appeared here out of thin air, could it? Between 01:30 p.m. and [-]:[-] p.m. Only Ms. Chen is alone in the ward."

Chu Ting rubbed his forehead, his headache was extremely painful.

And I obviously didn't know the violent storm that happened in the ward at this moment, I was bumped in the car, and I also heard the sounds from the outside slowly falling silent.

The car seems to have driven from a noisy urban area to a remote road.