As deep as you are as hell

The movements of my hands seemed to be out of my control. I wanted to not even glance at the letter, but in the end the letter was unfolded in front of me.

The pen is vigorous and powerful, and the handwriting is smooth and flowing.

"I've never betrayed you. It won't be possible."

So Chu Ting never thought of apologizing to me?Did I fall out with him these days and give him a bad face, or am I ignorant of flattery and have no vision?
I started looking for my mobile phone all over the house, trying to call Jin Ye, but I couldn't find it.

The door was pushed open at once, and it was Chu Ting who left and returned.

I retreated to the window sill, and I held a pair of scissors tightly in my hand: "Don't come here, I don't want to see you now." My thoughts were very confused, and I really couldn't figure out how I should talk to Chu. Get along with the family.

He is the one who really pushed me into the abyss!

It is impossible for me to forgive him.

Chu Ting was standing at the door, not going any further, but not planning to leave either.

"Where is my mobile phone? Did you take it?" I have my own fixed place to put things, and my mobile phone will only be placed under my pillow, and now I can't find it.

"Who do you want to call?" Chu Ting asked calmly.

As soon as he asked, the answer in my heart was almost the same, and my emotions were jumping around again and again, but I couldn't find a point of balance.

"The mobile phone is my personal property, who should I contact to report to you?" I put the scissors across my neck, "Don't come here!"

The next moment, the scissors were snatched by Chu Ting. While I was struggling, the scissors slashed across his palm and opened a big hole.

My wrist was pulled by him with one hand: "Chen Jiao, can you stop making trouble!" His words were full of dark clouds and thunder and lightning.

I squatted down aggrievedly, trying to curl up, and my words started to choke up uncontrollably: "I just want to return my phone...Chu Ting, can you let me go from here? I'm of no use to you now." , I beg you to let me go..."

Chu Ting's eyes were bloodshot, he bent his legs and squatted down, but his fingertips were still hot on my wrist.

I used to like him with all my heart, so I did a lot of things that seem silly now, like going to Yancheng regardless of the weather, or making a lot of promises that I couldn't even fulfill.

Thinking about it now, these past events are like a knife stuck in my heart, which always makes me feel densely painful.Why did I plunge into Chu Ting's scam without hesitation even though I have experienced a marriage failure once, and I like him so much that I can't help it?
"As long as you let me go, we will treat the past as if nothing happened. You cut off my career and owed me a debt, and I don't care about it..."

I clearly felt Chu Ting's flustered, because his tone was hasty and nervous that I had never heard before.

"Chen Jiao, why did you even think about leaving in the end?" He pulled my hand faintly with increased strength, and there were red marks on my wrist.

He took out a recording pen from his jacket pocket, and threw it to the ground almost angrily: "Then what explanation should you give me for these things you did?"

"Since when did you start partnering with Jin Ye and Tang Tinglu to deal with me? And why did you install a pinhole camera in my office?!"

The last sentence pierced my heart like a sharp arrow.

Chu Ting said clearly: "Chen Jiao, am I not good enough for you?" It was clearly a questioning sentence pattern, but it was in an affirmative tone.

Chu Ting lifted my chin, blood was still gurgling from the cut in my hand.

"Let's take a step back each. You give birth to the child honestly, and I will naturally let you go when the time comes."

It was a long time later that I saw such a passage in Chu Ting's diary: "When she curled up on the ground and begged me to let me let her go, I froze for a moment, remembering that she was the first to say that she liked her." I."

But at the moment, the word "fertility machine" stung me severely, and I almost blurted out: "Chu Ting, it was an accident that night! You don't like this child at all, why did you stubbornly let him come to this place?" World?"

"The Chu family needs him!"

I looked up, and I could see the blue veins on Chu Ting's neck, as well as his clenched fists.

He seemed to be trying to suppress his emotions: "Don't worry, we will give him the best growth environment and the most favorable conditions. Ji Jiarui also said that he will raise him with all his heart."

I couldn't believe it, my eyes were full of lustrous water again.

"Who is 'we' referring to? I am the child's biological mother, why should Ji Jiarui raise him?!" I widened my eyes, and even began to wonder if Chu Ting had thought about everything today, so he now To say such words so coldly.

"Ji Jiarui doesn't want to..." Chu Ting stopped several times and did not continue.

My long nails scratched the skin surface of his palm, leaving deep bloodstains.

"Ji Jiarui doesn't want to have children, but you need a reason to get married. Marrying a child is the best excuse, right?" If Chu Ting can't say it, let me speak for him.

"The child is your own child and the blood of the Chu family. So what if you are an illegitimate child? As long as you have a child, you and Chu Luojing will have more bargaining chips to compete for the property of the Chu family. I will think highly of you."

And as long as the baby is over the breastfeeding period, Chu Ting will promise to give me the freedom I want, and my life will return to the right track.

But how can I be reconciled, seeing my child named Ji Jiarui's mother, seeing their family being harmonious and beautiful?

On the verge of despair, my tone was so calm that there was no emotion: "But Chu Ting, do you want me to sell my child in exchange for half my life's freedom? This is what you call treating me well and protecting me? !"

Chu Ting seemed puzzled, and his expression clearly said: Chen Jiao, you are still young, in a few years, you can find another man to give birth to a child.And you can't continue in the venture capital business, and you are now unemployed. Why do you still need to bring a drag bottle to find a job?

"We can discuss the conditions again. You can ask for as much money as you want. But the child... can't be yours. Even if it goes to court, this is the only result." Chu Ting seemed to compromise, seeing the end of my eyes After a string of teardrops fell, he reached out and wanted to wipe away the tears for me, but I dodged him.

There was a sneer in my heart, money and power, what a dirty deal.

What Chu Ting took away was not only my right to be a mother?
When he talked about money, I had already guessed the image of myself in his mind.I'm just, just no different from the women he's been in contact with before.

And now I am reluctant to let go, just because I still want to ask for more money.

I turned my head to the side, sending a signal to suspend the negotiation and communication with Chu Ting.

When the door was slammed heavily, I was deafened.

The darkness returned to the room, and I was like a shadow, but I still felt that there was nowhere to hide.And the whole room was filled with the cold cedar smell for a long time.

In the next few days, Chu Ting never came to Qiushan Villa again, probably the last quarrel really angered him.And I think it's okay, we can live in peace without seeing each other.

Although I can't see him, I can always hear various news about him.

For example, Yuanshui Group fired Lin Xi and forced her to the point of banning her. Even Jin's Huazhou Bank couldn't tolerate her anymore.For another example, the project of Yao Meng Garden was finally won by Chu Ting, and everyone congratulated him for getting his wish.

In early August, at the wedding of Tang Tinglu and Hu Yanyan, some hooligans made a big fuss at the wedding. They played all the indecent videos of Tang Tinglu's downfall and being played by others, and ripped off the Tinglu's last fig leaf also disgraced the Hu family.

The Hu family turned their backs and refused to admit it. The new daughter-in-law was not allowed to come in anyway.

So the white wedding dress dragged across the roof, and it became a desperate jump. The blood bloomed the most brilliant flowers on the ground poured with concrete, and was washed away by the heavy rain.

Everyone knew that the troublemaker at the wedding couldn't have appeared so coincidentally, but they just shook their heads and sighed: "The only thing to blame is Tang Tinglu for offending someone who shouldn't be offended."

In mid-August, Huazhou Bank suddenly declared bankruptcy, saying that it was illegally raising funds and offering shares, and embezzled a huge sum of up to one billion.

The young son of the Jin family fled abroad overnight, but also lost his whereabouts.

Those who planned to frame Chu Ting at the beginning were all retaliated by Chu Ting with vigorous means.And Chu Ting naturally clarified those false news, and his net worth has doubled due to his relationship with Ji Jiarui.

Everyone said that Chu Ting's turnaround this time was really beautiful, and they were really or falsely happy for him.

Shen Meng saw that I started to read the newspaper again early in the morning, and brought over the freshly made mung bean porridge: "Miss, why don't you rest for a while? Or did you stay up all night? Miss looks quite haggard... Sigh. "

The last sigh was very soft, Shen Meng turned his back and wiped away his tears.

"What else can I do?" I rubbed my temples and put the newspaper aside.

I haven't been able to get my phone back since the last fight.But Chu Ting has restricted my personal freedom, and I can only pass the boring time by reading and sleeping every day.

I once thought about running away, but I didn't run very far, and was caught by the bodyguards again.

The housekeeper did not punish me for her routine work, but simply withheld Shen Mengke's salary for half a year when she turned around, and was always picking on her work.

When I ran away for the second time, I was quickly caught and returned.

This time, not only Shen Meng was deducted from wages, but also my bodyguard.So many people knelt down to me in unison, begging me to stay in the villa safely, crying together.

Since then, I have never dared to put the thoughts in my head into action.The housekeeper, Wang Quanbin, saw that my performance has improved a lot recently, and began to send people to bring me many newspapers and books.

The mung bean porridge was put into my mouth, and it was sweet and sweet, but the next second I spit it out with a "wow".

Shen Meng was shocked, and hurriedly stepped forward to pat me on the back, I waved my hand: "Go and invite Uncle Wang."

When Wang Quanbin arrived, I vomited again and was rubbing my heart, but I still couldn't relieve the nausea.

"I want to see a doctor, you can arrange a car for me and take me to the hospital."