Begonia sleepless tonight

"You really think I don't know you. The meals you cooked in the past were not edible. Although you are really honest, but..." Xiaoyang deliberately adjusted his tone to be more cheerful, just hoping Sun Yun was able to feel better under his influence.

However, Sun Yun said in a serious way: "I cook very delicious food now, and I can cook you delicious and delicious meals."

Xiaoyang looked at Sun Yun's serious appearance, couldn't help but chuckled, and then held his face and said affectionately: "Since you think your cooking is already delicious, then cook it for you now." Can I eat well?"

Sun Yun stood up and nodded, turned and walked towards the kitchen.

The meal was quite enjoyable, but Sun Yun's performance made Xiaoyang somewhat worried. After all, Sun Yun's performance is so cautious now, in Xiaoyang's opinion...

This point of caution still makes the two of them dare not take the initiative to touch easily.

It took about half a month without embarrassment like this, until one day, when Xiaoyang was taking a bath in the bathroom, Sun Yun would push the door in from the outside, saw Xiaoyang froze for a moment, and then quickly turned around , and at the same time helped him close it, and said apologetically outside: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were taking a shower."

Xiao Yang turned off the faucet, sighed slightly, wrapped herself up with a bath towel, opened the door, and looked at Sun Yun with a slight frown: "I think the two of us really need to talk."

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong with me? That makes you feel unhappy?" Sun Yun was cautious immediately, looking at Xiaoyang nervously, like a primary school student waiting for the teacher to criticize .

Although it is possible to make a boyfriend so loyal to him and fear him so much, it might be really happy to be replaced by another girl, but Xiaoyang is not.

After all, seeing Sun Yun being so obsequious in front of him, and the cause turned out to be because of guilt towards him, the relationship between them has already become strange, and it is no longer normal as before, the relationship that men and women should have.

Xiaoyang sighed, sat on the sofa a little tiredly, looked at Sun Yun quietly, suddenly gave a wry smile, rubbed his brows and asked: "Are you sure you want to continue to get along with me in this way?" ? Don't you think it's hard? I'm already very tired."

"I'm sorry..." Sun Yun sighed, not only did not sit down, but stood in front of Xiaoyang and worked blankly, like a child who had done something wrong.

"I know you are still guilty all the time, thinking that it is because of you that I have been lying in the hospital bed for so long, but it is really not because of you. , the two of us will definitely not be able to go on, don't you think the relationship between the two of us has become very strange?"

This is not the feeling that Xiaoyang wants, she has always been an independent, complete, and personality girl, she knows what kind of life she wants and what kind of life she should live.

Although Xiaoyang knows that if he accepts Sun Yun's appearance and continues to go on, even in the future, he can completely use Sun Yun to do whatever he wants with Sun Yun, but Xiaoyang knows that this is not what he wants. feelings, he wants equal feelings.

"Is it because I didn't do well enough? Or because of something?" Sun Yun still didn't get to Xiaoyang's point.

Xiaoyang sat on the sofa a little tired, sighed, looked at the ceiling and said slowly: "It's not that you are not good enough, but that you are good enough, but it's because you are so good. Yes, I need you, sometimes I burst out some small emotions that belong to you, I need you to be a real person in front of me, not a thing full of... guilt."

Sun Yun looked at Xiaoyang not to say anything, but just looked at her quietly.

"Can you give me a word? Don't always look at me like this. I want to know what you really think in your heart. You should know it too. You are alone in front of me. If you are alone, is it right?" Xiao Yang looked at Sun Yun with teary eyes.

Sun Yun sighed, then sat down in front of Xiaoyang, smiled helplessly, and said to Xiaoyang: "I really have no choice, do you know? As long as I think that you are almost killed because of me... I have nothing to do with you, I will always feel guilty towards you, this feeling is not something I can understand if I say you can understand it, not just if I say I want to be a person in front of you."

Xiaoyang listened to Sun Yun and said that he felt very distressed in his heart. In fact, he also knew that Sun Yun really couldn't let go in front of him. Maybe the relationship between the two of them can only come to an end in the end, so that they can find each other .

At the moment when this idea came to mind, Xiaoyang fell in love with Sun Yun, his eyes were full of deep reluctance, but in the end he sighed and continued: "If this is the case, then forget it, the two of us Let's go our separate ways in the future, okay? I don't want you to completely forget who you really are because of this? I don't want to..."

Sun Yun suddenly raised his head to look at Xiaoyang, his eyes widened in shock, his breathing even began to be a little rough: "What did you just say, you want to break up with me? You woke up, so you don't need me anymore, Right? Is it because I hurt you too much? So you don’t want me anymore, do you? I have nothing but you!”

Seeing Sun Yun like this, Xiaoyang was so distressed that he didn't know what to say, his heart ached, he could only breathe continuously, and then said: "I don't want to break up with you, I just want to break up with you. I don't think you're in a good position right now..."

"I can change it, as long as it's for you, okay? You don't want me now, wait a minute, can't I?"

"I don't want you to be so humble, don't you understand? I really think why I just got sick, but you seem to be a completely different person?"

Sun Yun kept apologizing to Xiaoyang: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I will never be like this again, but please don't leave me behind, okay? I really have nothing but you Oh, you don't know how hard I've been through this period of time, in order to wait for you to wake up..."

Seeing Sun Yun's humble appearance, Xiao Yang couldn't take it anymore, rushed over and hugged her in his arms, then tremblingly said: "Okay, I won't, I won't, don't worry .”