Begonia sleepless tonight

At this moment, Xiao Yang had already thought about it, maybe she might break up with Sun Yun. In fact, after Xiao Yang woke up, she always felt very insecure. During that period of time, Sun Yun frequently changed girlfriends. It's not that I don't know about the matter, it's because I know that I dare not mention it.

But looking at Sun Yun's abnormal performance today, Xiaoyang felt a thump in his heart, as if that feeling had come back again. When he just woke up, he had deliberately ignored the relationship problem. At this moment, he had to go directly Facing it made Xiaoyang feel suffocated, but he also understood that if he didn't face it, there would be problems in their relationship for a long time to come.

Since you have to face it sooner or later, it is better to take the initiative to choose to attack.

"Do you want to break up with me because you met a better-looking girl outside? If so, I don't mind..." Xiao Yang avoided Sun Yun's gaze when he said this, obviously saying He said it very cautiously, and said it very nervously, and the tears in his eyes continued.

In fact, this kind of personality is not Xiaoyang, because he has never been this kind of personality before, he dares to love and hate, and he hopes to be the one who is taken care of.

But he never went too far... Asking Sun Yun, but looking at Sun Yun's painful appearance, Xiaoyang thought about it, if he really wanted to break up with him, then he didn't mind giving him freedom.

"How could you think that I want to break up with you?" Sun Yun sat down on the sofa in front of Xiaoyang dejectedly, looked at the ceiling with a long sigh, and asked Xiaoyang very remorsefully, "All these years Don't you ever hate me?"

Xiao Yang who asked this question was stunned for a moment, looked at Sun Yun in a daze and said, "Why do I hate you? You mean..."

"The reason why you became a vegetable back then was entirely because of me, and that group of people also came to you because they wanted to trouble me. If you didn't have a boyfriend like me, how could you be in vain? Lying in the hospital? A year? As long as I think that you may never wake up, I can't wait to hack myself to death, how can I bring harm to you?"

When Sun Yun said this, his voice was a little choked up.

Xiaoyang never expected that this question was actually raised by Sun Yun. While her heart warmed, it was also more of a sour test. She looked at Sun Yun and said solemnly: "Since I chose you , and since I chose to be with you, I thought about taking future risks with you, and taking on your past. Even if I wasn’t with you and replaced with another man, wouldn’t it be possible for me to be with you? Is there no risk on my body?"

"Although this is the case, after all, it is because of me that it caused you..." Sun Yun wanted to say something more, but was suddenly interrupted by Xiao Yang.

"We are already healed, I have completely recovered, and there is no problem. Although the body will indeed leave some scars because of this, we are all growing forward, and we will definitely encounter problems during the growth process. The setbacks and pain along the way will also leave me with indelible marks and irreparable damage."

Xiaoyang looked at Sun Yun very positively. He understood Sun Yun's mood. This kind of self-blame and guilt entangled made Sun Yun very fragile, and he recalled memories over and over again.

What tormented Sun Yun even more was the "what if" that didn't become a reality.

What if I'm really lying in bed? What if I really can't wake up?
Just thinking about it in this way can completely drive Sun Yun crazy, so Xiao Yang doesn't allow him to continue thinking about it. He holds her face and lets her look at him and speak softly.

"Open your eyes and look at me, I'm right in front of your eyes now, we're made for each other, I'm ready, okay? Don't think about the past anymore, and those people have been caught and punished Don't punish yourself for the past, okay?" Xiao Yang tremblingly said.

Xiaoyang is really afraid that Sun Yun will fall into this guilt and cannot get out. The biggest enemy of a person is himself. If he restrains himself, then in the future getting along, there will be some restraints. Situation happens.

"I almost made you unable to wake up..." Sun Yun was still chattering, "You should hate me, you should even lose your temper at me, you shouldn't speak so softly like me, you It makes me feel even worse about myself."

"If you think that if I slap you, you will be more comfortable, then I will definitely give it to you, but I hope you can continue to love me with this guilt, and then become better, and take me with you , I become better together. You can also see that I don’t know anything now, and I don’t understand anything. Since you are now in this self-blame, then your task is to lead me to become better and let me fight for it. Climb to management early."

Xiao Yang gently kissed Sun Yun's eyelids, and continued: "Got it? Don't get caught up in those unnecessary emotions, and don't get caught up in past events. Next, the two of us should work together. Let’s hold hands and go in a better direction.”

Even if Xiao Yang didn't say that, Sun Yun would definitely do it, but Xiao Yang gave Sun Yun a reason, and also gave him a shackle on his center in the future.

But such shackles, Sun Yun is happy and even willing, he hopes that he can treat Xiaoyang better in the days to come, and let Xiaoyang only have all the good things in his life, all because of him of.

"I know, even if you don't say this, I will do it, but since you said it, then I will definitely do it 100% in the future." Sun Yun held his hand, gently Kissed the tender and delicate fingers, scraping his lips.

Sun Yun suddenly felt extremely satisfied.
His lover woke up, his lover came back, and they will go forward together in the future, and the same thing will never happen again, and they will definitely be able to move forward hand in hand when encountering all difficulties.

"In this case, I'm hungry, can you help me prepare dinner now? What time is it? You can't starve your princess, can you?" Xiaoyang looked at Sun Yun coquettishly with a smile in his eyes Yi, looked into his eyes.

"What do you want to eat? I can make you whatever you want."