Begonia sleepless tonight

"But you broke up with me today, why? Because I'm not the one you like anymore, right? Because you don't like me anymore, right? Because you don't need me anymore, right?" Sun Yun suddenly grabbed Xiaoyang's wrist tightly, and looked at her with burning eyes.

Xiao Yang shook his head and said, "No, it's not what you think, can you stop thinking like this?"

"But don't think so, I really have no other way! Apart from you, what else can I do?" Sun Yun grabbed Xiaoyang's wrist tightly, and then said, "I'm really very, very I need you, so don't leave me alone, okay?"

Feeling Sun Yun's humbleness, Xiaoyang couldn't take it anymore, and cried with her, hugged him tightly and said, "No, don't worry, I won't leave you behind. Don't worry so much anymore, okay?"

Sun Yun's mood finally stabilized, but he looked at Xiaoyang still cautiously, or more cautiously than before.

His carefulness even made Xiao Yang feel as if he could not breathe. Only now did he realize that it was not because she wanted to end the relationship between them. The relationship between them was already deeply rooted. Their lives have been entangled together, and they have already penetrated so deep that it is already impossible to separate them.

It turns out that they have become the shackles of each other's existence in this world. It turns out that they are no longer an existence that can be easily separated, and it is only at this moment that Xiao Yang fully understands.

After this incident, there were no other problems for a long time. Although the gradual gap made many people feel very painful, it has passed, and there is no problem anymore.

The work is still going on, and everything is going on in an orderly manner, but the atmosphere between the two of them has changed, and they seem to be more cautious, or in other words, they have entered a tense state, which makes Xiao Yang feel completely at ease. There is no way to accept it, but they are now a community of destiny, and it is impossible to separate them.

When they were cooking together, Sun Yun felt Xiaoyang's unhappiness more clearly, so Sun Yun would be more careful about this matter, and would even be so nervous that he dropped the knife, and immediately looked at Xiaoyang.

Xiao Yang would frown slightly at this moment, as if he looked a bit disgusted, but Sun Yun immediately said that he was almost on his knees.

"Did I do something wrong again? This time I did something wrong, so you can just tell me, okay? Don't choose to leave me, okay?" Sun Yun looked at Xiaoyang with a very low profile and said.

Bie Ru shook his head, picked up the props carefully, and said: "It's not as serious as you think, it's just a knife dropped, please don't be so careful all the time? I hope you can help me Let go a little bit in front of you, can you do it yourself?"

Only then did Sun Yun breathe a sigh of relief, but he became very cautious in the next second. He kept recalling what Xiao Yang said in his mind. What did he mean by these words?

Looking at Sun Yun's obsequious look, Xiaoyang knew that Sun Yun's suspicion had begun again, and he sighed involuntarily. Although he was really angry, he didn't say anything after all. After all, he knew that at this time No matter what you say, Sun Yunjiao may become very fragile. This is something that cannot be repaired. Xiaoyang is also very clear that Sun Yun's fragility at this time will make Sun Yun very uncomfortable in the future.

"I really didn't think about anything, okay? Don't be so sad, I love you all the time in my heart. Don't worry, don't think so much, okay? I won't let you leave, I like you so much."

"Do you really like me? Didn't you still say... want to break up with me? Why?"

Xiaoyang sighed helplessly and said: "I wanted to break up with you before, wasn't it because I had no choice? At that time, I thought that if I broke up with you, your condition would be better. I'm sorry, I didn't think about it, it would only make it worse. You were injured, I never thought about it, in fact, you need me to take care of you at this time, I forgot, I am the thread you need to hold you."

"Do you really think so? Do you really think that I am the one you need?" Sun Yun suddenly began to doubt himself deeply.

"Of course, don't forget, you dragged me back from another world. The reason why I don't want to be with you anymore is because I don't want to make you sad, because I think it's because of me. Existence, that's why the humble you appeared, but if you lose me and you are even more humble, then I am absolutely not willing to let go."

"You have always been the only existence for me. Only you can bring me back to life. If I lose you..." Xiaoyang took a deep breath and continued, "I think I may have nothing but you in my life. Besides, there is no one left, so I hope you can accompany me for the rest of my life in peace, okay?"

"Actually, it doesn't matter, right? Even with me, you can get better little by little, right?" Xiao Yang looked at Sun Yun expectantly.

Sun Yun nodded with difficulty at this moment and said: "Yes, because of you, I can get better, yes, because of you, I will get better little by little. "

"Yes, I believe we will all get better, so...we have to love each other, but don't forget to love yourself, right?" Xiao Yang hugged Sun Yun tightly, feeling her tenderness Collapsing tightly, he let out a breath slowly.

Maybe from that time on, they have become like this, and they will never...or can they really not let go of each other anymore?Although the life after that will become very difficult and go very slowly, but Xiaoyang believes that as long as the two of them persist in walking, they will definitely usher in a good result.

In other words, life is actually fruitless, there will always be growth going forward, there will be no pause, good things are happening, and bad things are always happening, and it is impossible for anyone to keep their emotions at one point above.

So they may not be able to heal each other forever, and may even bring harm to each other, but it doesn't matter, life goes slowly, doesn't it?