A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I said I would leave without ambiguity. I packed up my luggage that night, because there were too many things and it was a bit cumbersome, so I simply threw them away.Xu Yan was not surprised by my actions. From the beginning to the end, she just sat on the sofa in the living room and watched me busy, and she had no intention of coming to help.

Well, I admit that I am too hypocritical. In fact, except for the clothes and laptop that I can carry with me, I found that I can't take anything else with me.

I was busy until eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and I was stunned to realize that I was already sleepy, so I had to pack up and prepare to go back to the room and fall asleep.

When entering the room, Xu Yan was leaning against the head of the bed, playing with her mobile phone. When she saw me coming in, she gave me a meaningful glance, which made me a little puzzled.

It seemed like he wanted to say something to me, but he didn't know how to say it.

I waited patiently for a while, and seeing that she still had no intention of speaking, I went back to bed, lay down and fell asleep in peace.

Because I didn't sleep well last night, I slept very soundly this time.When I woke up again, it was already noon the next day.

Today's sunshine is particularly glaring, the dazzling white light shines from the outside to the inside of the house, looking through the hazy windows, wherever the eyes can see, there are pieces of crystal clear white, so white that it is dazzling.

Xu Yan was lazily nestled on the sofa in the living room. When she saw me get up, she hurriedly greeted me, "Get up, the rice cooker in the kitchen is heating porridge! Hurry up and wash up and go eat."

"Yeah," I replied, without further ado, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

After finishing my work, I walked into the living room, only to find that Xu Yan still kept the posture just now, "Have you eaten?" I asked in a low voice, a little lack of confidence. .

"I've eaten, go and eat, I have something to tell you." Xu Yan looked at me with a different expression, extremely serious, and even her tone became a little lower.

"Okay." I didn't say anything more, picked up the bowl and drank the porridge under Xu Yan's surprised gaze, then put down the bowl in my hand, and sat down at a seat far away from her , took advantage of the opportunity to burp, "Uh... I'm fine, just tell me."

"Lin Xi, do you want to be so serious?" Xu Yan casually picked up the small pillow placed on the sofa and threw it at me, muttering dissatisfiedly as she threw it, "Sure enough, as long as it touches An Jinnian Things, you're always so positive."

Although Xu Yan's voice was very low, I still caught the word An Jinnian. I stared at her blankly, my eyes full of doubts, "What did you say..."

"Cough..." Xu Yan pretended to cough twice, and saw that I had been staring at her without blinking, so she sat up and stopped the slapstick movements in her hands, "That...Lin Xi..." Xu Yan's eyes kept flickering, and even her speech became hesitant. "Calm down first, don't get excited." She said, turning her face away, "Just now, my boss called me and told me that there will be a press conference tomorrow, and asked me to rush back to interview...the person I want to interview... It's...it's An Jinnian..."

Her words came out slowly, without any tone.But the words An Jinnian hit my heart over and over again, and I suddenly couldn't breathe because of the pressure.

It was a different kind of feeling, sad, heartache, but faintly mixed with excitement, melancholy that wanted to see but dared not see.

Yes, at this moment, I suddenly felt a feeling of fear, afraid that all this was just a dream, afraid that the young man named An Jinnian would disappear from my world again and never appear again.

The feeling of being at a loss as if he was in the abyss of deep understanding made the pain in his heart gradually become stronger and more painful.

No one would know if Lin Xi, who met An Jinnian again, would be able to bear the despair and pain of his leaving again.Even... I don't know...

"Lin Xi, what's wrong with you, are you okay..." Seeing my paler face, Xu Yan's face also became ugly, she sat close to me, stretched out her hand and kept shaking my arm, thinking To wake me from my meditation. "Lin Xi, don't scare me, what's the matter, just snort."

"I'm fine..." It took a long time for me to recover from the painful contemplation, but the pain in my heart became more and more serious. "Xu Yan, let's go, let's go today..." Yes, I have to admit, at this moment, I want to see him, want to see him crazily and almost obsessively.

"But uncle and aunt..."

"It's okay, we will call my parents when we arrive in Jiangzhou, Xu Yan, let's go, let's go now, okay?" I looked at Xu Yan with some emotion, and when I heard her explain that maybe tomorrow It can be seen that after seeing An Jin, the last shred of rationality in his heart completely lost his composure.

"Lin Xi, why are you bothering? It's been four years, you've been living in An Jinnian's dream for four years, but I've always been in a trance as if I saw you four years ago, so fragile, so unbearable One blow. Lin Xi, do you know how much your heart hurts when you look like this."

"Xu Yan, tell me, if you fall in love with someone, how much obsession does it take to become like me."

"Lin Xi, don't you look like this, okay? Whenever I see you like this, I feel terrified. I'm afraid that you will live in a muddle like you did back then."

"Xu Yan...Xu Yan..." I murmured and repeated Xu Yan's name, and my heart was already deserted.

Perhaps it was because of seeing me like this, Xu Yan felt helpless, "Okay... okay, I have already booked the air ticket, don't do this, okay." Xu Yan patted me on the back soothingly, "I know that I am safe. What does Jinnian mean to you, so I booked the ticket early this morning." Xu Yan took out her phone to check the time, then looked at me, and said, "It's one o'clock in the afternoon, and I booked it for seven o'clock in the evening Please go and pack it up, time is tight." Xu Yan pushed me.

"Well, good." Without too many words, I hurriedly got up from the sofa and went back to the bedroom.

I originally planned to take advantage of the time to go home and say hello to my parents.But he was afraid of showing his emotions in front of them when he went back.

In the end, I just chose to call them and said a few words.

Most of the furniture in this house was there when I moved in, so I can't leave anything valuable after I leave.

In addition, the landlord is also a very talkative person. I just made a phone call to talk about the subsequent cancellation of the lease, and the landlord readily agreed without too much embarrassment. Even liquidated damages, she even mentioned Didn't mention it.

By the time everything was arranged, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

The rest of the time was spent busy and waiting, until I boarded the plane on time at seven o'clock in the evening, my beating heart was a little quiet.In fact, even I myself don't know what I am afraid of.But as long as I think of An Jinnian, my heart will beat without rhythm, even with a little panic, affecting all my emotions at any time.

Maybe it's because I'm about to arrive in Jiangzhou. The short two-hour flight feels like a century. My heart trembles every minute and every second.

It was nine o'clock in the evening when the plane arrived at Jiangzhou Airport.

I never thought that one day, I would be able to come back here in this way.

Perhaps, even Xu Yan didn't know that in the past four years, I would come back here twice a year, one trip was in summer, when I met An Jinnian.Another trip is winter, the season that carries all the good memories of me and An Jinnian.

When a person's obsession goes deep into the bone marrow, you will know that all the bad things in the world can be created because of a person's departure.I think, that's what I am.

As soon as we got off the plane, Xu Yan dragged me back to her house by taxi, and kept nagging me along the way, "Hey! Lin Xi, I finally took a vacation. I haven't had enough fun yet, and I have to go to work again. I can't bear to part with it... ah... when I think about the days when I was running around, I feel that there is no love in my life, hey..."

Facing her unreasonable report, I can only express my incomprehension as a bystander.I thought that when she was preparing to enter the reporter industry, I tried to persuade her for several days, but it didn't play a decisive role in the end.But now, in the face of her inability to complain, I can only express a few more rolls of my eyes.

The place where Xu Yan lived was in a prosperous area in the center of Jiangzhou. There was a lot of traffic along the way, and it was quite congested. By the time I got there, it was already midnight.

"I'm finally back, I'm so tired..." As soon as she got home, Xu Yan plunged into the sofa, unwilling to get up.

The house with two bedrooms and one living room is decorated in a simple and warm style, with all kinds of furniture. Compared with my rental house in Beijing, it is much better.

I pulled my luggage into the guest room and put it away, and then I went to the living room to see if there was anything to eat in the refrigerator. After all, I haven't even had a sip of water since I got on the plane, so I'm so hungry.

As a result, the moment I opened the refrigerator, I was stunned.I saw that the upper and lower floors of the refrigerator were filled with instant noodles, all of which had different flavors.In this regard, I couldn't help sighing, "Xu Yan, you are good enough, just live a good life as a local tyrant, but you have to learn how to eat instant noodles every day like a down-and-out daughter, why didn't you have this awareness when you were at my house .”

Xu Yan's displeased voice came, "Is that comparable? I only cooked for you for the sake of my uncle and aunt. Otherwise, you think that with your small face, you can invite me to cook, Hmph, you are only enough to eat instant noodles with me..."

Uh... how come there is a feeling of being underestimated.

Why!People under the eaves had to bow their heads.I took two bags of instant noodles and went to the kitchen.

When I returned to the living room with the cooked instant noodles, Xu Yan was already fast asleep on the sofa. "Xu Yan, Xu Yan, wake up..."

"Hmm... okay?" Xu Yan stretched out her hand and rubbed her eyes, then woke up sleepily.

"Okay, eat quickly, go to bed after eating..." I patted her face, walked to the dining table first and started eating.

Xu Yan got up and walked over, yawning again and again. "Lin Xi, the guest room hasn't been cleaned up yet, so you can sleep with me first." She said as she picked up the noodles on the table, and began to eat without any image.

"okay"

"Also, go to bed after eating, remember to get up early tomorrow, we still have interviews!"

"okay"

"Remember to dress up nicely." Xu Yan threw out a sentence without beginning or end, which really surprised me.

Dress up?I looked at Xu Yan in astonishment, not knowing what words to answer her.

I can't remember how long it has been since I didn't dress up properly, and I usually even dress casually, but after hearing Xu Yan say that I want to dress up, I am lost in thought.

"What's the matter." Seeing my dumbfounded face, Xu Yan looked disgusted, "Lin Xi, don't tell me that you don't even know how to dress yourself up."

I was a little embarrassed, "How could there be?"

"It's fine if you don't have any." Xu Yan put the empty bowl in front of me, "I don't need to clean up the bowls and chopsticks tonight, just put them away and wash them tomorrow. Go to bed early after eating."

"Okay, my Miss Xu..." After watching Xu Yan enter the bedroom, I yawned and carried the bowl, and went into the kitchen to wash the pots and dishes.

After returning to the bedroom after busy work, Xu Yan had already fallen asleep comfortably on the bed, her sleeping posture was swaying, which was very interesting.

I shook my head helplessly, and pulled the quilt kicked away by her to cover her again.Then he turned off the light in the bedroom and went to bed driven by sleepiness.

Maybe it was because he was too tense all the way, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep after a while.