Marriage is heart-wrenching: please take your beautiful wife into your arms

"Shen Chuan...you, are you okay?" Tang Zhi asked worriedly, "The contents of these diaries..."

"It's okay, I'm fine. Then you said, didn't you say that you might be able to find some clues in the diary? Since her diary is so detailed, you should be able to find some information about her preferences, right?"

"I'm watching, you wait."

"Well, then you can continue to read."

Shen Chuan sat down, those diaries were in his hands, but he didn't even want to take a look at them.

Tang Zhi could understand Shen Chuan's mood. Although Shen Chuan usually seemed to be indifferent to everything, it was related to his mother after all, so the meaning was naturally completely different.He felt that Shen Chuan didn't seem to want to read it now, but he didn't know how to read it, and he didn't have the courage to read it.So Tang Zhi helped him read and help him find those useful clues.

Shen Chuan looked at the things in the house from time to time, that was the eyes of memories... He was indeed recalling the things that happened before, recalling the things that his mother took him to play and told him stories.Shen Chuan, who was caught in the memory, seemed a little confused. He felt that he still missed his mother in his heart. Even though that woman did not fulfill her responsibility as a mother, he also understood that she had difficulties.

"Do you think she will have a good life now? If it was you, you have been with someone who doesn't like you but you like very much for so many years, will you have a new life after you leave him? Is it right to leave? Does it mean giving up? Since she has given up what doesn't belong to her, she should start her own new life, right?"

"Everyone thinks differently."

"What if it were you? What would you do?"

"Me?" Shen Chuan thought that his current situation was indeed similar, and couldn't help smiling bitterly, "I think I may not forget it, unless I really find a man who can make me fall in love again, otherwise I may never forget it in my life , can't let go."

"Why? I know it's already in the past."

"It's because of deep affection. Women are emotional animals, they can give everything for the person they like, they can do nothing, and they can concentrate on love. Even if this relationship is destined to be fruitless, it will definitely not be moved so quickly. Love is not in love. Of course, in reality, there are indeed many things that have just separated from one person and then get together with another person. I don’t know what those people think, but I think maybe they have feelings for a long time, and then they get together Yes. After all, it takes time to cultivate a relationship, and there is love at first sight, but if you already have a man you are attracted to, it would be ridiculous to want to fall in love with someone else at first sight, wouldn't it?"

"You can see clearly."

"I don't see it clearly. I just think about my own way. What I think about is what I would do if I encountered this kind of thing."

"Then what do you think my mother will do?"

Tang Zhi thought for a while: "I haven't met her before, and I don't know who she is. But... But from her current diary, I think her affection for your father is really deep. Should not be a person who will easily forget a relationship and start a new one."

"If she had been outside alone for so many years, hadn't started her new life, and kept thinking about that man, how sad would her life be." Shen Chuan supported his head with his hands in pain, "But my son I can't do anything. I don't think it was a wrong decision for her to leave this home, and I support her very much, but why did she leave so completely...without hearing from you at all? "

Seeing Shen Chuan's painful appearance, Tang Zhi felt a little uncomfortable, walked to Shen Chuan's side, and patted Shen Chuan's shoulder with his hand.

"Okay, don't be too sad now. What I just said is just my guess. I don't know your mother well. Maybe it's not the same as what I said."

"No matter what, I can't imagine what kind of life she has lived outside alone for so many years. My son is really not filial. I haven't found her for so many years. I still refuse to enter this room. I still Running away... how could I be so stupid?"

"It's not your fault, it's not your fault..." Tang Zhi said softly, "It's hard for us to figure out what happened in the previous generation. They must have thought it through when they made this decision. We are not them , I don’t know what they were thinking at the time, so I really shouldn’t make too many guesses.”

"Didn't you say I was not filial before? Why, now you think I am filial again?"

"You are only filial to your mother, but you treat your father as an enemy. It is true that you are not filial to your father." Tang Zhi paused, "I know you are complaining about your mother, but Look at these diaries, although she hates your father, she can always find a reason to forgive him. In the end, she didn't hate your father, but was disappointed, but she didn't want to continue to waste time here, thinking instead of delaying each other It is better to fulfill them..."

"You said my mother never hated them?" Shen Chuan shook his head. "Impossible. You must have misunderstood her meaning. Those two people brought so much pain to my mother. How could she not have any resentment?"

"No, I read the diary."

"Maybe she hasn't had time to write yet."

"But maybe not at all."

Shen Chuan clenched his hands tightly, he was not willing to accept this result.Compared with his mother's reassurance, he hoped that his mother would hate those two people to the bone, so that he would have reason to be dissatisfied with them, otherwise he would be a joke.

"If your mother really didn't hate them a long time ago, then you Will you change your attitude towards them?"

"I do not know."

"Actually, in this matter, I find it difficult to tell who is right and who is wrong. It is undeniable that your father and Shen Hao's mother did have feelings for a long time, but they had to separate due to external pressure. You may not like to hear what I said. In fact, you and your father have experienced very similar experiences. When you were with Yang Xin, you were also opposed by them, but do you still insist on being with Yang Xin? You think, If they had arranged for another woman for you at that time, would you have resisted? If the resistance failed in the end, what would you do? You will most likely follow the path your father is now on."

"Impossible." Shen Chuan stood up, "I can't be like him."

"You haven't had such an experience yet, how can you be so sure that you won't be like him?"

"Impossible, it is impossible for me to do such a useless thing, it is impossible for my beloved to suffer for me, it is impossible to implicate so many people, even the children are not clear about it."

"You are not in the position that your uncle was at that time. He must have a hard time. So Shen Chuan... don't continue to quarrel with them, okay? Even if you can't let go of all the grievances and grievances of so many years at once, but you At least try to stop hating and try to get along with them, isn't it good? Shen Hao's mother is actually good to you, she cares about you, and they are not bad people. "

"But they forced Yang Xin to death!"

"Although I don't know much about this matter, I think it was just an accident. They didn't really commit the crime of murder. They cared about you and worried that the people who were with you had other purposes for you. Didn't Yang Xin come out It's just the car accident... you just give them all the responsibility, isn't that right?"

Shen Chuan looked a little distressed: "After listening to you say so much, what do you think I should do? Reconcile with them and pretend that the previous things never happened? Then what have I become? What will they think of me? What do you think? I am nothing more than that, and will continue to manipulate my life in the future."

"How can you think so? They are your family members, not your enemies. You use your heart to get along with them, not these calculations. If you and your family can't be honest with each other, then who else can you treat?" Honesty? People say that home is a safe haven, and family members are people who will never betray you, but you are ruthlessly denying your safe haven and people you can trust, don’t you think it’s too hasty? "

With red eyes, Shen Chuan said angrily: "If it were you, if the person who encountered these things was not me but you, what would you do? Do you know what I have endured for so many years? My mother Don't want me anymore, my father brought other women home, and brought back a son who was older than me. Do you think it is absurd? My mother is the woman who got a marriage certificate with him, but he had an affair and brought him back His child is actually older than me, his official one. What have I become? Do you know how many people ridiculed me during that time? They all said that I was not as good as an illegitimate child. No... Later, I finally got someone I like. They usually don’t want to care about me, but at this time they all came out to pick on the person I like, and finally caused her to have a car accident. You say this to me Is it fair? You said that if it were you, would you pretend that nothing happened, and then forgive them frankly? Can you do it? You only know how to make sarcastic remarks, because the person involved is not you."

Shen Chuan was very emotional, Tang Zhi didn't say anything, she just watched quietly by the side, didn't say a word, just acted as a listener, waiting for him to vent the dissatisfaction and grievance in his heart.He really needs to spit out all these words, otherwise it would be too hard for him to bear it alone... He has been suffering in silence for so many years. Although she is not the person involved, she was not there when these things happened. She didn't see it with her own eyes, but just hearing what Shen Chuan said made her feel very uncomfortable, and she couldn't imagine how Shen Chuan went through it...

"What do you say I should do?"