Marriage is heart-wrenching: please take your beautiful wife into your arms

Tang Zhi heard Shen Chuan's helplessness.

Tang Zhi was both surprised and not surprised. What surprised her was that such a man was usually treated coldly no matter what, as if he had no feelings at all... Oh no, he did have feelings, but his feelings Put it all on Yang Xin's body.But she also felt that there was nothing surprising about it. Even if he usually looks too strong, he is actually just pretending to be strong. He just doesn't want others to think that he is having a bad life. He doesn't want to write about his unhappiness and discomfort. On the face, so I can only hold on.

For such a man, what exactly is he bearing in his heart?
"Shen Chuan, I understand the pain in your heart. It's okay. Tell me what you are suffering. Don't keep it in your heart. How uncomfortable is this?" Tang Zhi stood beside Shen Chuan and gently held Shen Chuan with her hand. Chuan's hand, "I am your listener, you treat me like a trash can, tell me whatever you have to say, and I will share it for you."

"You help me share?" Shen Chuan's eyes were full of doubts, "How can you help me bear it? What can you help me bear?"

"Don't you know? As long as you say those sad things, don't keep pressing them in your heart, they won't be so sad."

"Oh, is that so? Is there such a saying?"

"Of course. If you keep holding it in your heart, you will only suffer more. So instead of being a burden in your heart all the time, making your pain grow bigger and bigger like a snowball, it is better to speak out. Although I help Not for you, but I'm willing to listen."

"Listen? You want to hear my jokes, right?" Shen Chuan smiled wryly, "I don't believe you don't feel happy seeing me like this at all."

"Why should I feel happy? On the contrary, I feel sad seeing you like this."

"Sad? Why are you sad?"

Tang Zhi shook her head: "I don't know, there should be no reason."

Shen Chuan didn't speak anymore, but he didn't push Tang Zhi away either, he just held Tang Zhi's hand like this, and he was in a daze, while Tang Zhi was beside him, didn't do anything, just quietly accompanied him.

After a while, Shen Chuan spoke.

"You read my mom's diary, so you know the answer?"

"I saw that my aunt wrote a few places in the diary. I don't know if I have read all of them. I think I will continue to read and look more carefully."

"What place?"

"Auntie mentioned three places in her diary. One is her hometown, where she grew up. She mentioned that she misses the joy of living in her hometown when she was a child. The other place is where she and your father went on vacation. There is another place that she has always liked and longed for."

"Where do you think it should be? Looking at her diary, where do you think she is most likely to go?"

"If she does go to one of those three places, I think it might be Paris."

"Paris?"

"Yes, this is the place my aunt longs for, and she has always wanted to go. She wrote in her diary that she once looked forward to going with your father, but it probably didn't happen in the end. Maybe she went first after leaving you To realize her own wish, although I don’t know if she will settle there, but I think she should have been there.”

Shen Chuan didn't speak.

"I don't know if my analysis is reliable or not. After all, I haven't met Auntie, and I don't know Auntie."

"Maybe what you said is right. I remember when I was a child, my mother always told me that she liked Paris, she always liked to read poems about Paris, and told me that it was a place she wanted to go. After so many years It’s been over, I don’t know if she has changed her favorite place, I don’t know if she only went to Paris occasionally for so many years, or lived there, but I think she must have been there.”

"Have you looked for it?"

Shen Chuan shook his head angrily: "No. I'm really not a good son. If it wasn't because you read her diary, I would have forgotten about this place a long time ago. Fortunately, you read the diary, and I also have a new one. Clues. I probably really should go to Paris to look for it, although the chances of finding it are slim, but... as long as I can find her and see her from a distance, I will be content."

"You can muster up the courage to meet her."

"Still not. It's not a good thing to meet me. She will think of those unhappy things when she meets me, and she will think of people she doesn't like...Why bother? I believe that in such a place she likes, she will definitely I am living a good life. It is better for me, who is related to her past, not to go into her current life. There must always be a dividing line between the past and the present, so that we can really live a good life. As her son, I I just want her to be happy. Seeing her is just my obsession, if seeing her will affect her life, then I would rather not see her."

"You really don't think about yourself at all."

"Me? What am I? Do I have to think for myself? I may have been rejected by others, by my own father, by my own mother. Now at least I can't be a trouble to others. If she already has New family, my presence will only cause misunderstanding for them."

"Well, I respect your decision on this matter, and I will support you whether you want to see me or not." Tang Zhi shook Shen Chuan's hand, "Don't worry, I will always be by your side ...as long as you don't dislike me."

Shen Chuan's body froze, he looked at Tang Zhi... Tang Zhi was a little nervous, she was worried that Shen Chuan would push her away if he found out that the person beside him was her.

The two of them just looked at each other, and Tang Zhi felt nervous and embarrassed... She smiled wryly, and wanted to let go of Shen Chuan's hand, but Chen Chuan grabbed it tightly instead.

"Shen Chuan..." Tang Zhi looked at Shen Chuan in surprise, "You..."

"Thank you."

"No, you don't have to thank me, I didn't do anything."

"No, you've done a lot and you've helped me. I wouldn't have stayed if you hadn't been sick. I wouldn't have seen this if you hadn't insisted on being here. Frankly, I've been here before , but I... never had the courage to open these diaries, I was afraid of seeing what I didn't want to see."

"What do you not want to see?"

"What else could it be? Isn't it just the things my mother probably hated about me... If I didn't see it, I can comfort myself that she didn't leave without saying goodbye because she hated me, and never see me again ..if I see it...then I can only wonder if I'm really that obnoxious."

"No, there is no mother who would not like her child. You can't understand the difficulty of being a mother in October. Even if she hates your father and doesn't want to have any contact with him, she won't Because of this, I took my anger out on you."

"You seem to know everything?"

"I actually don't know anything."

"Then you still say? Are you just trying to persuade me?"

"But I believe what I say is true."

"Thank you." Shen Chuan said again, "I treated you so badly before, but you were still willing to help me and persuade me... But I was really too narrow-minded before, knowing that you were innocent, but I still dragged you You go into the water. Don't you hate me?"

"No, you are actually pretty good to me. You take good care of me. I have food, drink, and a place to live. My life is pretty good. Although your temper is really bad, and you occasionally restrict my freedom, Doubt me, sometimes yell at me, but I can accept it."

Shen Chuan laughed: "I treated you like this, can you still accept it?"

"Yes, you also have difficulties in your heart. I also felt wronged at first, but when I think about you suffering more than me, you are also very embarrassed, so I forgive you."

Shen Chuan looked deeply at Tang Zhi, and slowly hugged Tang Zhi.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have treated you that way before."

"It's okay, I don't blame you, really."

Shen Chuan lowered his head and kissed Tang Zhi deeply...

It wasn't the first time they kissed, but Tang Zhi obviously felt that this time was different from the past.In the past, Shen Chuan was cold to her, but this time he has feelings... The previous kisses were cold and without warmth, but this time his lips are warm and hot...

She responded, deepening the kiss.

She didn't know whether Shen Chuan knew who the person she was kissing was at this moment, but he didn't drink alcohol, he was sober... He shouldn't mistake her for Yang Xin.

The two hugged each other tightly, and Tang Zhi felt a little nervous. She was afraid that Shen Chuan would suddenly realize that what she did was wrong, and then push him away... But at the end, she did put her last little Worries are also left behind.

Forget it, no matter what, regardless of whether he will regret it in the end, the most important thing is to enjoy this moment...

Tang Zhi woke up at dawn the next day, she subconsciously looked towards her side, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when she saw Shen Chuan still lying beside her.

Maybe he didn't admit the wrong person, he should know what he did.

The most hurtful thing is that after everything happened, he left resolutely, and woke up the next day in a deserted place with no one to accompany her... This is the kind of life she lived before, and this is the first time she found Shen Chuan after waking up. It's still there.

Tang Zhi turned to look at Shen Chuan.

Shen Chuan's face is really good-looking... He has a very delicate and handsome face, like a whirlpool, which makes people sink in after seeing it, and wants to continue looking...

She reached out and gently touched the bridge of his nose with her index finger.

Well, such a high bridge of the nose should be natural and original. If it is fake, it should not feel like this.She touched Shen Chuan's lips again... soft, with a hint of warmth, he used these lips to kiss her...

"Have you touched enough?" Shen Chuan said with his eyes closed.

Tang Zhi was startled, and quickly withdrew her hand, like a child who has done something wrong.