Marriage is heart-wrenching: please take your beautiful wife into your arms

Although Tang Zhi was ill, her mind was still very active.She felt that Shen Chuan was reluctant to stay, and it was because of her that he stayed, so she seemed to have the responsibility to do something for Shen Chuan... But her ability is limited, and there are not many things she can do, then I can only take Shen Chuan to recall.

Tang Zhi didn't think that she was also a difficult person, but this time she really put in a lot of effort to "coax" Shen Chuan to be happy and to keep him from getting angry. Finally, under Shen Chuan's speechless eyes, the two finally got together Still standing at the door of the room where Shen Chuan's mother lived before.

"This should be your private space. I can wait for you at the door. Go in by yourself."

Shen Chuan glanced at Tang Zhi indifferently: "You asked me to come here. You tricked me into coming here by talking so much, but now you won't come in?"

"No, it's not that I don't want to go in, I just respect your opinion."

"come together."

"it is good."

Tang Zhi was a little surprised... She didn't expect Shen Chuan to be willing to share his past with her... Is this a further development of their relationship?Thinking of this, Tang Zhi couldn't help feeling a little depressed, no matter what Shen Chuan thought, but after getting along with her for this period of time, her feelings for Shen Chuan had indeed changed, and she didn't know if this was considered a breach of contract.

The room is not locked, it is cleaned very clean, and the things are neatly arranged. Although no one lives here, and no one will come, there are still people cleaning to maintain the cleanliness of the place.

There was a picture on the table of a young woman with a baby in her arms, smiling but not very happy.

"Is this your mother?"

"Yes." Shen Chuan felt nostalgic looking at that photo, "I haven't seen these photos for several years."

"Why don't you take these into your own home?"

"I think since my mother chose to leave me at the beginning and never contacted me again, I think she probably doesn't like me either." Shen Chuan smiled wryly, "I can understand her feelings. I am her and a person who has let her down. People say that a child born by a man is the crystallization of the love of the parents, but they have no love. I am just a product of the family, and it is their task. Although my mother likes that man, but that man from the beginning to the end I never gave her any affection. That man has always been so indifferent to her, but she still wants to stay by his side, continue to swallow his anger, and have no tolerance for the women and children of that man outside. Maybe she originally thought that her tolerance could get that man A man's feelings, even if he has no feelings, he should be grateful, but she was wrong, and the result was nothing, and she couldn't stay here any longer, and finally chose to leave. You are also a woman, what would you do if it were you ? You will hate that man, right?"

"You can only hate so much if you have loved."

"She must have loved that man very much, but it's a pity that there was no good result in the end." Shen Chuan touched the old photos and said with emotion, "I think she must be living well now, she is with someone who really loves her. Together, that person treated her very well and loved her very much. They got married, had children, and had a very happy and warm family. Try to find..."

"You think maybe it's best for her if you can't find it."

"I don't want to ruin her life because of my insistence. Her current family may not know what happened to her before, and they don't know that there is another me. If I go to the past and her current family knows, then She will be very difficult."

"You are also very filial."

"Why, do you think I'm not filial?"

"At least you treat your dad..."

"He doesn't count."

"Okay." Tang Zhi looked at the room, "Do you want to see if there is any diary that my aunt wrote before? Maybe it records a lot of her mood, and maybe it will write about what she likes. But it's so personal. Only you can read things, it would be bad for an outsider like me to peek into the diary."

"I looked at the diary and haven't found it yet. I'm not sure if there is such a thing. You're starting to be curious, right? What are you pretending to do? If you're curious, look for it together."

Tang Zhi touched her nose: "I'm really not that curious."

"Well, I'm not curious either, so let's go back now."

Tang Zhi pulled Shen Chuan back: "No, that's not what I meant, then let's look for it together."

Shen Chuan glanced at Tang Zhi, and pulled Tang Zhi onto the bed.

"You should just sit here and wait, you are still sick, I don't want to be complained by Shen Hao that I didn't take good care of the patient."

Shen Chuan's tone of voice was still indifferent, and Tang Zhi could still feel the concern in it.

What an awkward man.

Shen Chuan opened the drawer and rummaged through it.

"Is it necessary for you to keep pretending that you have a bad temper and are always unhappy?" Tang Zhi whispered what she was thinking, "Actually, you are obviously a very gentle person, and you are not a cold person in the first place. Why do you have to pretend to be indifferent?"

"It's not an act."

"I don't believe you have this kind of personality."

"If you also grew up in this kind of family, if you have also experienced the things I have experienced, you will know how normal it is for me to become like this." Shen Chuan touched a notebook while talking, and he punched the card After taking a look, "It seems that what you said was true. This should be the diary you mentioned."

"Just one book?"

Shen Chuan searched again, and found that there were two other books like this.

"This is your mother's diary. Now you can learn about her through the diary, and maybe know where she is now."

Shen Chuan hesitated holding the notebook.

Tang Zhi looked at Shen Chuan holding the notebook in a daze, without any further action, and asked puzzledly: "What's wrong? Don't you want to read it?"

Shen Chuan shook his head: "It's not that I don't want to, I just don't know what mood to read. I'm worried that what I see after I open it is different from what I imagined. I'm worried that many things I thought before will be read after reading the diary. It's been different since then."

"Are you afraid you won't be able to face it?"

"of course."

"That……"

Shen Chuan handed the diary to Tang Zhi: "You should read it first."

"Ah? Me?" Tang Zhi shook her head, "No, this is your mother's diary. What do I think? I can't accept this task."

"You wanted to come by yourself, and I wasn't very curious at first." Shen Chuan froze and forced the diary into Tang Zhi's hands, "Look."

"What am I looking at?"

"You can read the diary as you like. Just tell me what you read after reading it. If it's not something good, don't tell me."

"I think……"

"The thing is in your hands now, let you see it."

Under the threat of Shen Chuan's burning gaze, Tang Zhi finally opened the diary.

Tang Zhi turned two pages, and there wasn't much to write, so she read it carefully.

Tang Zhi was reading the diary, and Shen Chuan was looking at Tang Zhi.

After a while, Tang Zhi actually started to wipe away tears, and Shen Chuan frowned slightly, thoughtfully.I don't know if he is sober and thankful that he didn't watch it, or he is regretting that he should have watched it.

After a while, she didn't know why she laughed again, and she seemed to be smiling happily.

"What the hell is going on? Why are you crying and laughing? Are you crazy?"

"I think Auntie is a very interesting person. Her life is full of fantasies, and she has a lot of yearning for her own life, although the results didn't turn out as she wished... In addition, I can see that she is real. I like you very much, she is a good mother. What you said before may not like you, this does not exist. If you look at her diary, as soon as she writes about you, she is full of maternal love, and the words look like that Warm. You said if she doesn't like you, how can she write such gentle words? "

"Did you laugh just because of what you saw?"

"That's it. I saw that she wrote a lot of interesting things about you when you were a child." Tang Zhi glanced at Shen Chuan, then thought of the diary she saw just now, and accidentally laughed out loud.

Shen Chuan's expression was very subtle.

"Feel sorry."

"I regret letting you watch it now." Shen Chuan's tone was a little low, "I warn you, no matter what you see here today, you can only rot in your stomach and you can't tell anyone. "

"I know, this is your private matter, of course I won't say it."

"Then what did you see and cry again?"

This was a heavy topic, and Tang Zhi's smile immediately disappeared.

"I saw your mother's feelings for your father... She liked your father very much before she got married. They knew each other a long time ago. The young aunt thought she could marry her uncle and live a happy life. The marriage is very promising, but I didn't expect you to have another woman, and you refused to marry her, she was very sad. Although the two of them got married later, but the uncle ignored her and ignored her, every day Being with her is like a routine. Later, under the pressure of the parents on both sides, the aunt finally lived up to expectations and became pregnant, but the uncle did not treat the aunt well because of this, and even stayed away from her when she was pregnant, and did not go home... In the middle There were times when she felt unwell and almost had a miscarriage, but at that time her uncle was not there, and she was very desperate."

Shen Chuan was expressionless.

"Then you were born, and your uncle wasn't there when you were born..."

"Oh, during that time he must have been with that woman outside, and that woman's child, of course he didn't care about my mother and me. Do you think my mother loves that man very much?"

Tang Zhi nodded: "Yes, but the deeper the love in the front, the more painful it will be in the back."

"Of course, she's just too stupid. If she could recognize this man's face earlier, she wouldn't be in such pain, and she wouldn't be sad by herself."