The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

"Can I end this game?" Ye Zhe didn't want to play this garbage game anymore. This is not an opportunity to change his life at all, it's just a distorted space with an irreversible ending.

"No." The blurred electronic voice of the system has no emotion.

"Forcibly restart the game." The system doesn't care whether Ye Zhe wants to start again.

This time Ye Zhe did not choose to change history.

He came into contact with racing games and met A.

"Parents..." Ye Zhe hugged the dead parents' bodies. He had forgotten how many times this was. He was numb and deeply saddened but couldn't cry.

Destiny began to proceed exactly the same as the beginning of the other world.

After finishing high school locally, they will be sent abroad.

"Ye Zhe, let's go." Big cousin Mu Yixuan pulled Ye Zhe to the airport together.

"I don't want to go abroad, I just want to stay here and not go anywhere." Ye Zhe pushed Mu Yixuan away. This Mu Yixuan was also someone he hadn't seen for a long time. This is the eldest cousin.

Later, the eldest cousin left, and the second cousin was also called Mu Yixuan and became a substitute.

"But is there a place for you to stay here? We are doing this for your own good. You don't have to be afraid of anything when you go to study abroad and wait for you to return home." Big cousin Mu Yixuan persuaded Ye Zhe.

Ye Zhe's heart was ashamed, and he finally went. After all, he was just an ant now, and it would be better to wander in a foreign country than to live under the fence.

Ye Zhe came to the familiar school, but he was very sad and unhappy here, because everyone here didn't like him, and he didn't have any friends.

He was even gossiped, saying that he didn't have parents to tell him how he was, and how he became an isolated object because he was a yellow race.

How can some proud white people recognize other races?

For living expenses, because the eldest cousin left, Ye Zhe didn't know at that time that his second cousin named No. [-] had become the substitute of the eldest cousin.

From then on, Mu Yixuan was another person, and Ye Zhe was another person.

This time the system did not pop up to start over.

Is Ye Zhe's life going to continue like this again?

Others are cynic and sarcastic, which is not welcome.

Wandering around, hungry.

Language barrier, no friends.

He was isolated and beaten in various ways.

Stained with blood, doing all kinds of evil.

Ants at the bottom, depressing life.

These are all Ye Zhe's lives. Originally, these lives were things he didn't want to mention, but then he experienced them again.

Ye Zhe has a high IQ but dropped out of school early, because he is really not suitable to stay with those people. Those people don't care how old you are, how good your academic performance is, and they don't care about you No matter how hard you work to live, they only care about the color of your skin.

Ye Zhe is not a very optimistic person, but he always has a hippie smile on his face, because laughter is the last way to cover up pain and panic.

Life was not good, and later returned to China.

Because the aunt asked him to come back to help, for the equity in the hands of the second cousin.

Afterwards, I don't know what to do, and I got deeper and deeper, probably because my second cousin Mu Yixuan really wanted him well.

In his dark life, the first light is Mu Yixuan.

In fact, Ye Zhe was also very surprised. One thing is why Mu Yixuan also experienced darkness. He has been invisible and can only be used as a substitute for his big cousin.

He can still live well, and even become Ye Zhe's light.

After forming QTQ, Ye Zhe actually felt sorry for Micah. If he hadn't used Su Lan to induce Su Lan to commit suicide, Micah would have been happier than now.

However, many things are often regretted until the end, but I found that there is no medicine for regret.

However, Ye Zhe still didn't feel guilty at all, because he was a complete villain.

Time continued, and it was the day when A asked him to race.

"Ye Zhe, do you want to play racing? Let me introduce you to a team. My opponent is very good."

"I won't go, you can play by yourself." Ye Zhe didn't have the courage to go.

But at this time, another line pops up: Please choose again.

time back and forth.

"Would you like Ye Zhe to play racing? I'll introduce you to a team. I'm a good match." A is going to call Ye Zhe because this is the last time he will race in China.

"Okay." Ye Zhe was forced to agree.

He fears the system will start all over again, back to before his parents died, powerless again.

A few words popped up in front of my eyes: Ask someone you like to go racing together.

Ye Zhe broadcast Tian Xiaoxiao's call.

"Are you going to go racing with me?" Ye Zhe was as calm as water, he was already numb, and he wanted to end all this as soon as possible.

"You actually like racing cars, you look amazing, okay!" Tian Xiaoxiao agreed without thinking.

Ye Zhe and Tian Xiaoxiao went to repair the car together, Mijia modified the car, and Tian Xiaoxiao chatted.

On the day of the final.

Ye Zhe didn't want to continue, so he slammed into a tree by himself, but this time he was actually saved.

But the time point went back to the time before the death of the parents at the beginning.

"Ye Zhe, do you like racing cars?" Father asked.

"I don't like it." Ye Zhe shouted and rushed out.

He has collapsed, he doesn't want to continue this garbage game, is this a game?Or maybe his current life is a garbage life.

"This rubbish game, I don't want to continue anymore." Ye Zhe stood on the roof collapsed.

Why should the ending be irreversible, why should the ending go on forever? Why is there life and death, why can’t everything be changed, why is it so powerless?
Was his existence a mistake?

Mother called.

"Ye Zhe, what are you doing? We're worried if we don't come home late at night." Mother still likes to nag like before.

"Mom, I know I'm afraid that you will leave me again. I've tried many times. You left me. I'm devastated now." Ye Zhe couldn't stop his tears. He couldn't face everything anymore. I hope his parents treat him so well, because the better he is, the sadder he will be when he leaves.

"Although I don't know what you have gone through, I want to tell you that one day my father and I will leave you, so I hope you can thrive so I will be so strict with you. Thinking that you are not doing well enough, Ye Zhe, you have to know that one day you will have to live alone, but Mom and Dad still hope that you can live happily after we leave." Mother said softly rarely, what in this world? There are adults and children who are always together, and sooner or later they will leave their son.

"Mom, shouldn't I like racing cars? I'm sorry, your life is so bad because you gave birth to me." Ye Zhe wiped his tears and couldn't help crying. He was trapped in a vortex and there was no way out.

"It's not wrong that you like racing cars. Dad was also a racing driver before, but because of some things, there is no way to continue this dream. In fact, we oppose you becoming a racing driver because we are afraid that you will repeat the same mistakes. I hope you can have a better life." Life, but we thought and thought, you, you have to pursue your dreams, how long do we care about you? There is nothing wrong with anything you do, what is wrong is that parents will not see it from your perspective .” This time it was the father who answered Ye Zhe, but in fact, they all love their children.

Ye Zhe returned home and hugged his parents. He didn't seem so scared anymore. He hugged his parents to feel the warmth from them.

Maybe tomorrow, maybe after a while, the previous ending will continue again, but it is impossible to turn back time, he has tried too many times.

It seems that he should accept the fact that his parents have left, and say goodbye to them in the present days.

"Farewell, Mom and Dad. I know that I have never been a good son. I have never cared about you and always give you headaches, but I really love you." Ye Zhe let go of his parents, wiped his tears and smiled, Finally, he told his love to the one he loves.

"Ye Zhe, are you talking nonsense so suddenly?" Mother touched Ye Zhe's forehead, but there was no fever.

"I'm going to sleep, I'm sleepy." Ye Zhe turned around and went back to the room, he was no longer escaping from this ending, he accepted all the pain, he just wanted to leave this garbage game and return to a normal life.

In the dead of night, I drove my father's car alone.

Hit a tree, blood left along the head, and then it was time to quietly wait for death.

Ye Zhe clearly realized that if he wanted to escape from this garbage game, he had to let the consciousness in this game die.

He had always wanted to change the ending, but it was actually just an escape. He had tried thousands of times, and each ending was irreversible.

Ye Zhe's mouth moved when he was still a little conscious at the end, "Mom and Dad, I love you, I'm sorry, I still can't save you back."

Life and death are separated, yin and yang are separated.

Ye Zhe felt that enough was enough. After trying thousands of times, although the ending was still the same, but he had been with his parents for a long time, at least he could still hug the person he loved the most.

Although he still hasn't changed everything, but after thinking about it, no one will leave me.

Maybe they turned into stars, looking at Ye Zhe.

Close your eyes, this time you didn't return to the starting point at the beginning, but returned to another world.

"Ye Zhe, you're back." Lin Muxing hugged Ye Zhe.

"Yes, I'm back." Ye Zhe wiped away the tears on his face.

"Just come back, I was afraid that you wouldn't wake up just now." Lin Muxing was timid this time.

"Ye Zhe, welcome home." Micah hugged Ye Zhe with a kind smile.

What is home, where there are people who care and love, that is home.

The ending has not changed, but it has been able to face all that.