The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

It all started again, and he never gave up.

Learning from the previous experience, Ye Zhe will avoid everything related to racing this time.

He still seemed a little tired, and another failure hit him hard.

At this moment, Ye Zhe came to the desk and was doing homework.

"Ye Zhe, have you finished your homework?" My mother ran over to check Ye Zhe's homework. This was my mother's daily work, because my mother hoped that Ye Zhe could go to a good school if he got good grades.

"Not yet." Ye Zhe shook his head, there were piles of homework in front of him, and it looked like he was going to spend all night.

Ye Zhe turned off the mobile phone that was playing the racing video.

"Let me tell you, your father has become a racing driver coach. This is really good news! Even your father's left eye was reimbursed by the team for medical expenses. Our family is lucky this time!" Happy, because father's left eye may recover.

"It's really good news." But Ye Zhe couldn't be happy, he knew that the car accident started because of a racing training class, and how could Ye Zhe avoid his parents from going?
"Okay, okay, I won't bother you with your homework." My mother left without forgetting to close the door.

After finishing his homework, Ye Zhe lay on the familiar bed, and it was really a good thing that his father could return to the racing track. Then his parents should support him to become a racing driver, right?But this time Ye Zhe will not become the racing driver he wants to be, because now he only wants his parents to be good.

On the second day, I arrived at school as scheduled, and waited until school was about to end.

Ye Zhe rejected the male classmate who invited him to the Internet cafe, and also rejected Tian Xiaoxiao's invitation.

Ye Zhe rode his bike home directly, and the hair tie that Tian Xiaoxiao gave him had long since disappeared.

Maybe the feelings for Tian Xiaoxiao will be blown in the wind?This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss.

"You came back so early today? Don't you usually like to hang out with your classmates?" Mother was surprised by Ye Zhe's early return. Mother was cooking at home at this time. Mother is a housewife without a job. In fact, it is because the parents don't want to let the hard work of the mother show up outside.

"Well, mom, I'm hungry." Ye Zhe threw down his schoolbag and sat on the sofa, and took out today's homework, but he didn't expect that he still couldn't escape homework.

"Go wash your hands, and eat after washing your hands." The mother poked her head out and said, today she made Ye Zhe's favorite sweet and sour pork ribs and braised fish.

Ye Zhe went to wash his hands, and after washing his hands, he waited at the dining table for dinner.

Do homework after dinner, watch TV after homework, and play games after watching a movie.

It was an unremarkable day, and life went on as usual.

Ye Zhe clearly knew that if his parents sent him racing suits, then the next day would be the day when his parents would leave him.

"Ye Zhe, shall we go to the same high school in the future?" Tian Xiaoxiao said as his deskmate. Almost everyone knew that Tian Xiaoxiao liked Ye Zhe, but they didn't know that Ye Zhe actually liked Tian Xiaoxiao too.

This time Ye Zhe's choice is...

"I'm sorry, I don't think it's necessary." Ye Zhe knew that no matter what, he and Tian Xiaoxiao couldn't be admitted to the same high school, and they were destined to drift apart.

"So it's like this, I know." Tian Xiaoxiao was very disappointed, but she still had to pretend to be a strong smile.

"Teacher, I want to change my seat. I feel that classmate Tian Xiaoxiao hinders my study." Ye Zhe offered to change his seat. He knew that anyway, he would only let Tian Xiaoxiao down during this period of time. It is better to stay away from Tian Xiaoxiao Takes a little less damage.

"I agree, I also want to change the tablemate." Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes were red, and he changed his position to Lin Muxing's side.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, don't cry..." Lin Muxing looked at Tian Xiaoxiao who was lying on the table and crying with his head buried in his arms. He felt very distressed, but he didn't seem to know what to do.

Ye Zhe bit his lip and looked at Tian Xiaoxiao and then at Lin Muxing. He seemed to make Tian Xiaoxiao unhappy again, but what should he do?

When Ye Zhe was leaving school, he was blocked by Lin Muxing.

Obviously the other party was not kind.

"Lin Muxing, what do you want from me?" Ye Zhe got off his bicycle.

"Why are you treating her like that, trash—" Lin Muxing changed his usual gentle appearance and punched her.

"Stop making trouble, take good care of Tian Xiaoxiao." Ye Zhe caught Lin Muxing's fist with his hand. He could see that Lin Muxing liked Tian Xiaoxiao, and it was natural to see him upset. If he was Lin Muxing, he would probably give himself a treat punch it.

"I really want to know why you treat Tian Xiaoxiao so much. You weren't like this in the beginning!" Lin Muxing defended Tian Xiaoxiao. He is someone he holds dear, how could he be treated like this by Ye Zhe? !
Ye Zhe got on the bicycle and left without looking back. Who knew that he and Lin Muxing would become good friends later?It's okay to have cp, but if Ye Zhe insists on changing history, then everything in the other world will no longer exist.

After Ye Zhe finished his high school entrance examination, he got into the key high school that his parents wanted.

When I went home to eat on the sofa, my father also came back to eat at this time.

"Ye Zhe, this is for you." His father is now the coach of a certain team, and he gave Ye Zhe a cowhide bag.

"What is this?" After Ye Zhe opened the bag, he found that it was a familiar racing suit, and his heart sank. From now on, he couldn't let his parents leave the house for half a step.

Ye Zhe was afraid that once his parents left the house, they would be separated forever.

"I am now a coach. I think my son is not inferior to the students I teach. In the future, you will become a racing driver. Your mother and I met through racing. Our family and racing are actually very close. " Father said solemnly, patted Ye Zhe on the shoulder with high hopes.

"Dad, I don't like racing cars, let's forget it..." Ye Zhe said against his will, he doesn't want any racing cars or dreams now, he just wants his parents to be well.

Ye Zhe doesn't want such a miserable life, Ye Zhe just wants to be a child with parents, Ye Zhe doesn't want to wander in a foreign country, be ridiculed for racial discrimination in the end, and finally become the person he hates the most.

Ye Zhe didn't want his hands to be covered with blood before, but the reality forced him to be covered with blood because he wanted to survive.

Now Ye Zhe has the ability to change all of this, he must change, even if this may just be an infinite loop of knots.

Regarding Ye Zhe's resistance and rejection, his father expressed doubts and disappointment.

"It turns out that you don't like racing cars at all, but I still want to train you as my successor, so I'll think about it." His father lowered his head so that Ye Zhe couldn't see his expression clearly. At first, his father thought that Ye Zhe liked racing cars , but Ye Zhe didn't need it.

"Father, I don't mean that. I just don't think it's necessary for me to be a racing driver, and I don't think I can be a racing driver either." How could Ye Zhe not like racing?It's just that he doesn't want his parents to leave.

"Yeah." Father may need some time to get used to all this.

At the dinner table, the family had nothing to say.

The mother couldn't help but said, "Ye Zhe, we are actually doing it for your own good. If your father's eyes hadn't been injured, he could still stand on the racing track until now. In fact, you have inherited me and your father. Dream, my previous dream was to be a racing driver, but because my family has no money, I can only be a racing fan.”

Ye Zhe bit his lips and said in silence for a long time, "I know you are all doing it for my own good, but I really can't become a racing driver, I want to live my own life."

The atmosphere dropped to freezing point again.

Ye Zhe went to do his homework after eating, and went to bed after finishing his homework, but he couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning.

Ye Zhe thought of a method, that is to pretend to be sick. As long as he pretends to be sick, his parents will not die because of some training courses they want to watch.

Ye Zhe induced vomiting with a spoon, and then called his parents to come to his room.

"Ye Zhe, what's the matter with you? Let's go see a doctor." The mother eagerly touched Ye Zhe's head, which turned out to be a little hot.

"I'll drive my son to the hospital, let's pull him up first." The father wanted to pull Ye Zhe up and send him to the hospital.

"Don't go, parents, don't go." Ye Zhe held his parents' hands, and he didn't let them go anywhere, he was afraid of losing his parents again.

"Okay, we're not going anywhere." Mother comforted Ye Zhe and poured him a glass of water.

"Thank you..." After Ye Zhe drank the water, his eyelids became extremely heavy. He was so sleepy, but he couldn't sleep. He was so afraid that his parents would leave him.

"Go to sleep, it's okay, we won't leave you." Father wiped the cold sweat off Ye Zhe's forehead with a hot towel.

Those words seemed to have a magical power, Ye Zhe couldn't control his drowsiness, he fell asleep.

When he wakes up...

"Little brother, your parents had a car accident in order to send you to the hospital." The doctor said emotionlessly.

It turns out that nothing has changed...

Ye Zhe rushed into the morgue and hugged his parents' corpses, this time he couldn't cry.

A line of words popped up in front of me: Do you want to start over?
"Start again." Ye Zhe was tired, but he still hoped to go back to his parents.

Could it be that his parents left because of his existence?
Is racing wrong?No.

Is he wrong?No.

Are the parents at fault?No.

Was it wrong for him to want to save his parents?

One failure after another, the repetition of endings again and again.

What should he do?

Shouldn't he be asking for all this at all?

The ending of the wireless loop, hugging the departing parents again and again, can't he really change anything?

Powerless watching his parents leave because of him, no matter how many times he tried, he could never stop his parents from going out that day and being hit by a car that day.

This is not the ending he wants, but the ending he wants will not come true.

Ye Zhe just wanted his parents to grow up with him well. He knew that sooner or later his parents would leave, but he didn't want that day to be so early.