The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

After reading the blue notebook, Tian Xiaoxiao closed the notebook, and she remembered all the memories about the past and Lin Muxing.

Tian Xiaoxiao should also have something to do with this matter. In her heart, people like Lin Muxing will always be happy and joyful.

Tian Xiaoxiao stared at the sleeping Lin Muxing, afraid that Lin Muxing would disappear after a while and really turn into a wind, just like Su Lan back then.

When Lin Muxing woke up.

"Lin Muxing, stop thinking about it, okay?" Tian Xiaoxiao hugged Lin Muxing tightly, she was really scared and distressed.

"I'm sorry, I let you down." Lin Muxing still feels that his mental illness made Tian Xiaoxiao unhappy, and it was a fault. After all, he hoped that Tian Xiaoxiao would keep smiling.

"Let's go to the doctor, okay? Everything will be fine." Tian Xiaoxiao hoped that Lin Muxing could become a forever happy Lin Muxing.

"Really?" Lin Muxing forced a smile.

"You have to try everything." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't want Lin Muxing to give up hope.

"But I think my life is meaningless." Lin Muxing lowered his head, how disappointed he was.

"You still have me here, you still have your teammates! Don't think so wildly." Tian Xiaoxiao pinched Lin Muxing's fleshless face and said.

"But..." Lin Muxing didn't say anything, because he didn't want to bring unhappiness to Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Come on, promise me to live well? I'm really worried about you." Tian Xiaoxiao was the first person who made Lin Muxing feel warm, so Lin Muxing was willing to stand by her side forever.

Tian Xiaoxiao took the initiative to cook for Lin Muxing.

"Brother Mu Xing, hurry up and eat. Although the food is not particularly delicious, you should eat some." Tian Xiaoxiao made a lot of food for Lin Muxing. These are what Lin Muxing likes to eat in Tian Xiaoxiao's memory.

"I...can't eat that much." Lin Muxing was in a bad state of mind and had no appetite.

"Eat as much as you want, this is also my heart." Tian Xiaoxiao took food for Lin Muxing.

"Okay." Lin Muxing lightly picked up a piece of potato and ate it without moving his chopsticks.

"Brother Mu Xing, why don't you eat more? I promise to cook delicious food for you in the future, so you can eat as much as you want." Tian Xiaoxiao persuaded earnestly.

"Okay..." Lin Muxing forced himself to eat more. Lin Muxing became thinner visible to the naked eye. He was already very thin before, but now there is no trace of flesh on his wrists.

Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to do something to make Lin Muxing happy. She took Lin Muxing to the amusement park that Lin Muxing wanted to go to when he was a child.

Lin Muxing forced a smile all the way, "Sister Xiaoxiao, thank you."

How can a person without a soul be happy...

Lin Muxing knew that someone cared about him, someone cared about him, but he just couldn't control his sadness.

"Brother Mu Xing, are you hungry?" Tian Xiaoxiao asked suddenly.

"Are you hungry? Let's go to eat." Lin Muxing saw that Tian Xiaoxiao was hungry, so he took Tian Xiaoxiao's hand.

"I'm sorry, brother Muxing, I forgot that you are unhappy, and I hope you can make me happy." Tian Xiaoxiao still acted like a baby to Lin Muxing habitually, but Tian Xiaoxiao forgot that Lin Muxing was the one who should be protected the best.

"It's okay, I don't eat much, it's enough to see you eat me." Lin Muxing's smile is pretty, but it looks very distressing.

Lin Muxing ordered a bunch of dishes for Tian Xiaoxiao, including boiled eggplant, fish-flavored shredded pork and boiled pork, all of which Tian Xiaoxiao likes to eat.

But Lin Muxing still has no appetite.

Tian Xiaoxiao chooses to live in his own home, but for the sake of QTQ's group soul, the four of them still live together.

When Lin Muxing came out of the shower at night, Mu Yixuan stood at the door and looked at him with sizing eyes.

"What are you curious about?" Lin Muxing could clearly see the emotion in Mu Yixuan's eyes.

"As expected, you can tell what I'm thinking just by looking at each other. I want to ask you if you have been suffering from insomnia recently?" Caring always seems to be tempting.

"Yeah, I'm suffering from insomnia." Lin Muxing followed Mu Yixuan's words.

"I made lavender in your room, which can help you sleep." Mu Yixuan didn't know where to trouble his hands, and didn't dare to look at Lin Muxing.

"Thank you." Lin Muxing's eyes lost all the original light, and his whole person was lifeless and spiritless.

"It's okay, I have something to tell you." Mu Yixuan patted Lin Muxing's shoulder, thinking that he, Mu Yixuan, is the captain, so he can't be shy or embarrassed.

"I...as the captain, I still have to take care of the health of the team members. You want to have more fun, how can you do it without me?" Mu Yixuan continued.

"What without me? Why can't I understand your speech." Lin Muxing's expression was a little puzzled.

"I mean, our team can't do without you, so Lin Muxing, you must be well." Mu Yixuan raised his fist and waited for Lin Muxing to respond.

"Okay, I'll try my best to live." Lin Muxing also raised his fist in response to Mu Yixuan, the meeting of the two fists was an agreement.

Everyone noticed something was wrong with Lin Muxing.

The manager put Lin Muxing on leave, "Lin Muxing, rest well, I'm really afraid that something will happen to you, we can't lose you."

Lin Muxing didn't want to be idle, "It's the best thing to let me work if I don't have to take a vacation. I will be unhappy when I calm down."

"Brother Muxing, I remember you always wanted this limited-edition AR glasses." Micah bought Lin Muxing his favorite AR glasses, but Micah couldn't play games with Lin Muxing anymore. Not even interested in games.

"Thank you, Micah, I like it very much." Lin Muxing accepted the AR glasses from Micah, but his eyes still had no light.

"Brother Mu Xing, you must get better." Micah didn't want to see his brother Mu Xing disappear under his nose.

"I'll do my best." Lin Muxing didn't want Micah to be unhappy, but he couldn't say that he would be fine, because he didn't know when he would be fine.

But go to another shot.

Lin Muxing was throwing his pillow and quilt, he didn't know who to get angry with, he didn't want to hurt others and could only torture himself.

The mother called and said, "No matter what, I am your mother, and I must take care of you."

Lin Muxing yelled at the phone, "I'm already like this, can you leave my world? Do you have to watch me die to be satisfied? As I said, I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear your voice. Money? I'll give it all to you, please leave my world."

Lin Muxing no matter what outsiders say about him, whether he is not filial or a white-eyed wolf, he no longer wants to look at those people who hurt him.

He was sick, but the whole world thought he was fine.

How desperate was he when he hurt himself with a knife?If he could, he wouldn't want to be so sad and unhappy every day. If he could, he would also want to live happily.

But he couldn't do it, despair shrouded his life, he was used to being ignored all the time, but Lin Muxing was fed up with being hurt all the time in the name of loving him for his own good.

What is good? Is it good to live unhappy, like a puppet without a soul?
Mu Yixuan pushed open the door and wanted to enlighten Lin Muxing, "Lin Muxing, I know how much pressure you have and how sad you are. I know that when everyone is depressed, everything will get better."

But Lin Muxing saw that Mu Yixuan's seemingly perfect heart was full of scars, "But are you really not depressed? But why do I see the same despair as mine in your eyes."

Mu Yixuan also turned around to get two bottles of wine, this seemed to be the first time the two of them drank.

"Lin Muxing, let me tell you, I am also miserable. I have been redundant since I was a child, and I will always be a substitute for others. Who is not miserable?" Mu Yixuan opened the wine and handed Lin Muxing a bottle.

"You don't have a mother, but I have a mother, she wants me to die." Lin Muxing sneered.

"We are both hard-working people, so will you forgive your parents in the future?" Mu Yixuan asked, after all, Lin Muxing has given all the money that should be given.

"How to say once or twice is okay, it's been so many years, I don't think I can forgive them and they probably won't in this life." Lin Muxing's disappointment is accumulated more than once or twice. If it is not good at the beginning, it will always be bad. Lin Muxing It's also less painful.

Now when Lin Muxing closes his eyes, it's all the past, and his head hurts like it's about to explode.

"Lin Muxing, if you want to open it up, I don't worry if you want to open up like this." Mu Yixuan patted Lin Muxing's shoulder.

"Mu Yixuan, please be happy too. You have to know that you are you and not someone else's substitute. You are the captain of our QTQ." Lin Muxing also hopes that Mu Yixuan is doing well, he and Mu Yixuan belong to that kind of I would rather torture myself than hope that others will live well.

"En! Cheers." Mu Yixuan raised his glass.

"Never get drunk." Lin Muxing replied.

Lin Muxing's goal is to live to be 30 years old. Now he is 27 years old, and he doesn't know if he will choose to kill himself one day.

The happiest thing these days is that Ye Zhe woke up.

When Ye Zhe woke up, the first thing he saw was Mijia.

"Ye Zhe, you've finally woken up. I'm so worried about you." Mijia was unexpectedly happy.

"Idiot, I'm your enemy, don't worry about your own enemy easily." Ye Zhe's tone was disgusted, after all, he was the murderer who killed Mijia's best friend.

"I'm sorry." Although Mijia hates Ye Zhe, he is not a policeman and has no right to hurt Ye Zhe.

"What are you saying sorry for? You did nothing wrong. A trash like me is called acting on behalf of the heavens." The difference between Ye Zhe and other bad guys is that Ye Zhe is clearly bad and sometimes even cheats on others. consider.

"And Mijia, you are young, what will you do if that Tang Tang deceives you and refuses to let him go?" Ye Zhe still thinks that Mijia is an ignorant child who is easy to be deceived.

"Ye Zhe, you finally woke up, how worried is your brother these days?" As soon as Mu Yixuan knew that Ye Zhe had woken up, he immediately ran over to hug Ye Zhe.

"Second Cousin, let go of me quickly, the wound on my body is still not healed." Ye Zhe was almost suffocated by Mu Yixuan's hug.

"Heal well." Mu Yixuan immediately let go of his embrace.

"It's good to wake up." Lin Muxing smiled.This is the happiest thing for Lin Muxing during this period of time.

Lin Muxing's smile is like a smile from the heart that has let go of the alienated and empty skin.

Lin Muxing's smile is like a haze full of mist, suddenly falling into a ray of sunshine and shining on people's hearts, it is a naked heartbeat, but when he smiles reluctantly, it is like a crippled moon. Although it is still beautiful, it is more beautiful. Countless sorrows.

In Lin Muxing's beautiful and slender eyes, there is always a cloud of water mist floating in those originally clear eyes, sentimental but can see through your inner thoughts, how gentle it is to be able to warm others, but there is still a touch of alienation, like The bottomless lakeside blue of Lake Saigal.

People can't help but feel pity but can only watch from a distance.