The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

The relationship between the two is very delicate. As long as it is a small matter, He Xiaoran will change her view of a person. No matter what time it is, she has always been a person who is more emotional than rational.

Now the Lu Siyuan in front of her is no longer that person, no longer the one who can say anything, no longer the one who will feel safe whenever she sees him wherever she goes.

Lu Siyuan walked back to the restaurant, obviously this is a restaurant that is very difficult to book, now it seems that Lu Siyuan in front of him is no longer the one who is willing to eat at the roadside stall with him, the sudden sense of distance makes He Xiaoran's My heart tightened.

What brought the two of them to where they are today?What makes everything less clean than it used to be?He Xiaoran once again asked herself these three questions that even she couldn't answer.

Yes, time, it’s time, it’s reality, it’s the unfamiliarity that you haven’t seen for a long time, it’s the cruelty that you can’t change the reality after seeing it, it’s the lies she weaves again and again, as if all of this is caused by herself, what is she really? If you can't do well, the people around you will not end well. This may be a big joke God made for her.

Lu Siyuan looked like that gentleman the whole time, but in He Xiaoran's eyes, it seemed to be another feeling. The guilt in her heart seemed to be less. She knew that Lu Siyuan was not depressed because of herself, and she was relieved. Tone.

From the destruction in Luoyang, He Xiaoran felt that she had always been sorry for Lu Siyuan, and was being led by the nose by Luoyang. She ruined Lu Siyuan's beautiful imagination for the future.

If it wasn't for her, at Lu Siyuan's age, he should have a happy family and a virtuous wife who can spend the rest of his life with him in peace.

He pulled He Xiaoran's chair away and signaled He Xiaoran to do it. He Xiaoran's expression was very strange from the moment he entered the restaurant. She had been paying attention to it all the time. Lu Siyuan seemed to be familiar with the environment here, and it wasn't the first time he came here. Even the manager looked at him with a different expression.

Did he bring his part of her here without her knowing?He Xiaoran laughed at himself in his heart.

A woman has a needle in her heart, she is such a person, her head says she doesn't care, but her heart is so painful.

"Xiao Ran, take a look at the menu and order whatever you want." Lu Siyuan's voice came from the front. This is a private room. For He Xiaorankai, it is so uneconomical for two people to eat in a private room, and Still tired.

She looked up at Lu Siyuan, nodded, picked up the menu and simply ordered a Chinese dish for herself, then closed the menu.

Lu Siyuan saw the helplessness on He Xiaoran's face. He looked at the waiter who had been waiting for a long time. Now that outsiders are here, Lu Siyuan didn't want to ask He Xiaoran what happened today, from the moment her eyes met his. It's changed already.

Sometimes he saw a stranger's look in her eyes, and he was really flustered. He was always afraid that when he was not by her side, Luoyang would be like a predator, stealing the tenderness that belonged to him Township.

He Xiaoran feels like a dandelion to him now, and he always gives her a feeling that she can't catch it. The first thing he does when he wakes up almost every day is to open the location to determine where He Xiaoran is. It seems that only when he is sure that He Xiaoran is at home can he relax his hanging heart.

Gradually, even Lu Siyuan was about to forget why she let go of her pride and went after He Xiaoran. In the past, she never thought that there would be times when she couldn't control her emotions. In his life, he fears but desires so much.

But he thought that everything could be carried out according to his previous plan. He thought that at this stage, he would not be so easily tempted by an affair between a man and a woman, but he was wrong. Facts have proved that many times it is not you. Think you can perceive everything.

It wasn't until the appearance of Luoyang that Lu Siyuan's thought began to change from calmness to panic. He didn't know when He Xiaoran had stolen his heart, and it was broken just like that.

She began to stay in his heart and walked into his heart that had been empty for many years, and could never come out again. He regretted, regretted not being better to He Xiaoran, regretting not appearing by He Xiaoran's side before He Xiaoran met Luoyang , Regret everything about He Xiaoran.

There is no order in love, but he confidently thought that if he could appear by her side before Luoyang, maybe now it would not be the end.

It's just that in her world, it seems that her position is not so important in her heart, she is in a dilemma but he can't do anything.

Luoyang can give her the most expensive thing in the world, support her expensive dreams, and make her live a carefree life, but he can't give her anything.

Lu Siyuan can only be regarded as a middle class at best, while Luoyang has always been a figure who lives at the top of the pyramid. He never needs to live as hard as him. Naturally, it is better for He Xiaoran to choose him than to choose himself.

When facing He Xiaoran, Lu Siyuan realized that he could be so humble, as humble as a speck of dust. She was the factor that made him happy every day and the motivation for him to persevere.

Today she made Lu Siyuan really feel that she has completely lost him in her heart. She felt that although she was sitting in front of him this time, she was so far away, as long as she didn't look at her in the next second, she would disappear.

Lu Siyuan took the menu, and according to what he knew about He Xiaoran, he ordered a few Chinese dishes for He Xiaoran and handed them to the waiter. He Xiaoran just looked at Lu Siyuan, he is a good man, From the moment he realized it to the present, he has always been so upright and full of genuine energy.

No matter how big the temptation is, he can't let his balance shift a little bit. This has always been what He Xiaoran admires the most.

Lu Siyuan met He Xiaoran's dark eyes, he could always read them before, but at this moment, it seemed to be covered with a layer of tulle. Today, from the moment he got into the car, he suddenly felt that He Xiaoran had something to say , but along the way, she never saw her wanting to speak, which made Lu Siyuan more like the ant eager to jump out of the hot pot.

The private room suddenly became quiet, without the polite voice of the waiter who was ordering food, but the air in the room became very condensed.

"you"

"Xiao Ran."

The two spoke at the same time, wanting to break the embarrassment in the room, but somehow they reached a tacit understanding.

Lu Siyuan touched the back of his head in embarrassment, looked at He Xiaoran and said with a smile: "Xiao Ran, you go first."

Xu didn't sit together for a long time, but He Xiaoran felt that Lu Siyuan's face seemed a little more shy, as if he had come to strike up a conversation with her for the first time.

She looked at Lu Siyuan and coughed, but her expression was very serious. The purpose of her visit today was not to come over for dinner, she wanted to ask everything clearly, to give herself an explanation and give Lu Siyuan an explanation.

"Siyuan, if what I'll say later hurts someone, I have to say sorry to you first." He Xiaoran was the first to express her stance, and now her emotions have become very weird, and she is a little out of her control.

One of the most unbearable things for people is betrayal, no matter what kind of thing it is, it is easy for people to lose their original rationality.

Just like the current He Xiaoran, although she doesn't know the feelings she has for Lu Siyuan now, when she saw those romantic photos, she couldn't control her tears and kept streaming down for the first time.

Betrayal is the most uncomfortable thing. If he could choose, He Xiaoran really thought that he should not give Lu Siyuan an impossible miss for a long time.

He Xiaoran looked at Lu Siyuan and said, "Is it related to you that the two of us published the newspaper together last time?"

She threw the question out, but only He Xiaoran knew about it. He Xiaoran thought about such a simple question for a long time, and she thought over and over again, how to ask it so that it would not look so like asking a teacher for a crime posture.

Obviously, after listening to He Xiaoran, Lu Siyuan, who was sitting opposite He Xiaoran, visibly shook his body, his eyes began to dim, and his face changed from white to blue.

"Xiao Ran, listen to me, things are not what you think." At this moment, Lu Siyuan tried to panic like never before, as if he had been caught all the secrets, watching He Xiaoran's face no longer had the old smile , he just wanted to restore his brain that was blank due to panic.

He Xiaoran leaned on the chair, her expression looked very relaxed, she didn't come here to accuse the teacher, she wanted to come here to ask why he was willing to betray herself and her like this.

She has always believed that Lu Siyuan is not that kind of person, not the kind of person who does some outrageous things for the slightest benefit.

He Xiaoran was angry when he was published in the newspaper before. She thought it was Luoyang, but this time, she thought it was because Luoyang's playfulness once again disregarded her feelings and told the whole world what he thought was fun.

But this time, He Xiaoran did not expect that it was Nan who was on the newspaper together, but how did she know what happened in the middle, I am afraid that he is the only one who understands better in this world.

At that time, she went up to Luoyang like crazy, and she wanted to ask Luoyang why and why he treated her like that. She obviously had a life of her own, so why was she still being interfered with after three years? To be interfered by him?