The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

I have often heard people say this before: People who want to be together, no matter how loud the chamber pot is, they will find their own steps, and they will get back together quickly;

The current He Xiaoran is the latter. She doesn't know that in her subconscious, she seems to have lost her original hope for this relationship. She doesn't know when, he has already walked out of her heart.

Lu Siyuan didn't know when he had already walked in front of He Xiaoran, took He Xiaoran's hand and said, "Xiao Ran, I'm sorry, I'm just in a hurry, this matter does have something to do with me, but I just did this to want Let Luoyang understand that you are mine."

This is the first time that He Xiaoran heard such domineering words from Lu Siyuan's mouth. Looking up at the firmness in his eyes, He Xiaoran suddenly had an illusion. She felt that the person in front of her was not known to her. He is as gentle as jade.

"Even if it's like this, shouldn't you tell me in advance?" He Xiaoran's tone was still light. She didn't want the conversation with Lu Siyuan to be full of quarrels like Luoyang, and the room was full of gunpowder.

"So then I knew I was wrong. I knew that what I did was not effective, but it troubled you. I knew it was wrong, Xiao Ran. I'm sorry, but I love you." Lu Siyuan explained, his tone became a little bit dumb.

He Xiaoran sat on the chair in a daze, she took Lu Siyuan's hands away from her body, he was still the same as He Xiaoran thought before, it was all because of love that caused big troubles, he thought he could give What I want is happiness, but I don't understand how troubled this kind of happiness is to He Xiaoran.

"So this is also because you love me?" He Xiaoran took out the picture of the envelope from his bag and put it on the table, looking at Lu Siyuan who was half kneeling on the ground without saying a word.

The photo was thrown on the dining table, the original white tablecloth suddenly became so glaring, He Xiaoran's eyes became moist all of a sudden, she looked at Lu Siyuan's reaction.

He fell to the ground, and his eyes did not move away from the photo for a long time. When the scene began to get out of control, she stood up and walked past Lu Siyuan.

Turning her back to him, her voice came over: "I don't belong to anyone, neither you nor Luoyang. Love should be the way it was in the first place. No one owes anyone. You don't need to love me just because you like me." Do something that I didn't want to do. Siyuan, you are fine, but it's impossible for us."

After He Xiaoran finished speaking, he got up and walked out of the private room. Fortunately, the waiter didn't come over, otherwise this meal should be a big gossip point in this restaurant.

She touched the tears in the corners of her eyes and raised her head. It was still He Xiaoran who had never felt inferior because of her family background. When she went out to the restaurant, He Xiaoran turned off her mobile phone. He Xiaoran didn't want to be so absolute. Let Lu Siyuan think clearly by himself, why did he do some things that he would never do before.

After getting along for such a long time, He Xiaoran has already understood that if he can't be together, then don't leave too much concern for the other party, it's not good for himself or for others.

Since God doesn't allow him to be happy, He Xiaoran doesn't want to implicate anyone.

The atmosphere in the private room suddenly became very dignified. What He Xiaoran said just now lingered in the small private room. At this moment, Lu Siyuan only felt that the private room suddenly became so big and so dark.

He reached out to pick up the photo on the desktop. From the moment He Xiaoran closed the door just now, he already knew that he had no chance to get close to her, and he would stay by her side as a lover.

She has always known that He Xiaoran is a man of one word and one word. Today she can talk like this, and he should understand without thinking about it. This time it is impossible.

The photo was held in his hands, and all of this was caused by Luoyang.

The waiter just opened the door and saw Lu Siyuan sitting on the ground. She didn't dare to go in again. Lu Siyuan often comes here, but it's all for business entertainment. This time, he saw a beautiful woman with him. You don't need to think about it. You know it's Mr. Lu's lover, but Seeing that the beauty was no longer in the private room, it didn't take much thinking to know that the two of them broke up unhappy.

After He Xiaoran left the restaurant, she touched her growling stomach. She thought that her mood would affect her diet, but it was not the case. The earth will not stop turning because of your emotions alone, and life will not change because of you. It's short, let alone now, no one belongs to anyone, why should you hurt yourself for something that has passed in the last second?
There has never been a moment when He Xiaoran felt that she was living so clearly now, but today she did not speak to Lu Siyuan with the slightest bit of vicious language, nor did she use the slightest bit of weakness to give in to those hateful betrayals.

Now I gradually understand that most of the time, she is herself and does not belong to anyone. In the past, she always thought that she belonged to Luoyang. Regardless of the vicissitudes of life, she was willing to hold Luoyang's hand and never let go.

But what the reality gave her was a fierce ridicule, and she also woke up from the blow, only to understand that many things are right or wrong.

For example, Luoyang's love for her was not love, but teasing; another example, what she felt for Lu Siyuan was not love, but moving.

She was walking on the street. When she came out of the restaurant at this time, the lights on the street were already brightly lit. Today’s experience was really ridiculous. She wanted to eat at noon but broke up unhappy. She also wanted to eat at night, but she looked like this Feel like.

Think about whether you were too lucky in your previous life, and now you can only suffer the suffering that you didn't suffer in your previous life.

Before she met Luoyang, she felt that even a single-parent family could still be happy. Later, after meeting Luoyang, she found that she had the best person in the world. After she was hurt again and again, she realized that This is actually a sugar-coated cannonball.

No one will be attached to anyone, and no one will not pity someone.

Couples along the road came towards each other, He Xiaoran suddenly felt a little sad, she really said goodbye to them this time, she doesn't belong to anyone now, she doesn't belong to anyone from the past.

She gave Lu Siyuan a sense of relief and gave herself a sense of relief. The daily consultation between the three of them was now completely over.

As for He Xiaoran in Luoyang, she doesn't want to be bothered anymore, but she still has to say sorry to Luoyang about that matter. She said so many ugly things to Luoyang at that time, and now thinking about it, she looks very much like herself. shrew.

No wonder Luo Yang's face turned black like a Bao Gong at that time, but at that time Luo Yang didn't open his mouth to explain, allowing himself to curse.

He really has always been a wooden character, unwilling to say anything, even with her, it seems that every word has become so stingy.

The temperature difference between day and night in Jiangcheng has always been very large. The clothes He Xiaoran is wearing now seem to be shivering under the current evening wind. Now that the mobile phone is turned off, He Xiaoran suddenly feels that it is so rare for him to walk quietly like this. very leisurely.

The breeze blew He Xiaoran's hands together, the carnival played by one person is the loneliness of a group of people, and now He Xiaoran realizes that he needs such a person by his side.

Her requirements are generally not high, she doesn't need to be very rich, she doesn't need a good job, as long as it suits her and they are together stably, He Xiaoran will feel very happy.

For so many years, He Xiaoran has never felt that she regretted meeting Luoyang. She just blamed herself for not realizing that the two of them are actually people living on two parallel lines. No matter how hard they try, they will never cross. out, they will not have focus.

In the past, He Xiaoran thought that Luoyang didn't care, and she didn't care, thinking that two people could continue to love each other happily, but in reality, they realized that going against the sky would lead to such an end.

It will only make her self-confident start to shake, and start to be bruised all over by life.

Up to now, she has learned that if she can't bear it, she should choose to hide, if she can't love her, she must know how to let go, and if she can't care, she can only choose to turn a blind eye.

Thinking of this, He Xiaoran couldn't help feeling a little pain in her heart. When did she become so accidental?

The wry smile at the corner of her mouth and drooping eyebrows and eyes are a beautiful sight in the eyes of others. He Xiaoran has always been 100% understanding of people on the street. No matter how embarrassed she is, the temperament she exudes is always That's how it stands out from the crowd.

A sound of a horn frightened He Xiaoran to recover from her thoughts. She turned her head and saw that it was a black Porsche. Say hello.

The car window was rolled down, Luo Yang's handsome side face was exposed, her delicate willow eyebrows were slightly frowned, she stared into his dark eyes, the two just looked at each other, as if everyone around them stopped.

Didn't she turn off her phone, and this place is not near Shengshi, why is he here?He Xiaoran thought secretly in his heart.

After a while, Luoyang got off the car and came in front of He Xiaoran when He Xiaoran lost his mind, until she was covered with the smell of Luoyang.

She took a few steps back, looked up at Luoyang and asked, "Why are you here?" He Xiaoran's voice trembled because of a little nervousness. Could he be Radar?How did you find yourself?Jiangcheng isn't too small, is it?

"Passing by." Luoyang just gave He Xiaoran two words, and he refused to add even a modal particle, which made He Xiaoran really a little dazed all of a sudden.