The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

Time passed bit by bit, sometimes He Xiaoran felt that time passed quickly, and sometimes felt that time was so slow.

And at this moment, it was He Xiaoran who felt that she and Lu Siyuan had been together for such a long time. The lumps in her heart were like small cells at the moment she saw Lu Siyuan, and began to spread to He Xiaoran the whole body.

Lu Siyuan was still such a gentleman, seeing He Xiaoran coming out of Shengshi gate from a distance, he got down from the driver's seat, and He Xiaoran opened the other car door. At this moment, He Xiaoran didn't know how ugly his expression was.

Looking at these two cars that Lu Siyuan had been driving for a while, He Xiaoran suddenly felt that this car was not so simple, and now Lu Siyuan was no longer a person who would not ask for anything.

He seems to have touched the bottom line he has always insisted on, as if she, who was not able to socialize before, has now started to embark on this seemingly innocuous path for some of her own interests.

But time is like this, a ruthless and sentimental thing, she herself is no longer the original He Xiaoran, why would she expect someone to sit happily after such a realistic life pressure.

Stick to your bottom line?In this world, here, in a materialistic society, how many people can keep your original intentions and still be a teenager in the face of temptation?

The answer is obvious, she can't guarantee that she can do it herself, don't do to others what you don't want to do to others, He Xiaoran has always understood that in this society, Lu Siyuan has always been a person just like her, without any background, I can only rely on my own efforts to climb up step by step with difficulty.

Her expression was very stiff, and at the moment when she got back into the car, He Xiaoran's sudden thank you made Lu Siyuan's body stiff.

At the same time, she was the one who was forced by Lu Siyuan not to say thank you to him. Lu Siyuan always felt that although these two words were very polite, they were still a little bit of life. With He Xiaoran, he always enjoyed them. He Xiaoran is the one who can tell him anything at the first time.

For some unknown reason, He Xiaoran saw Lu Siyuan's previous kindness suddenly disappear, even though he had already found a thousand reasons in his head for Lu Siyuan's actions to explain why he did such a wrong thing , But the feeling in my heart is really so real, so contradictory.

Lu Siyuan looked at He Xiaoran with strange eyes, to be honest, he really panicked this time, and it has been a long time since he saw her, she is already indifferent now, no matter what she does, it is so useless.

The air in the car suddenly condensed, and she clenched her bag tightly on her lap. Meiou raised her head and Lu Siyuan looked up. The sound of the car starting made He Xiaoran's breathing suddenly relaxed. At that moment just now, she almost felt Even breathing is difficult.

Although Luoyang abandoned her and left without saying a word, but for He Xiaoran's cowardly escape instead of betrayal, at most she just looked down on Luoyang and stopped trusting Luoyang.

But what Lu Siyuan did today filled He Xiaoran with betrayal from the bottom of his heart, a kind of physical derailment, even though he was strong in his heart, he couldn't resist this kind of external interference.

She is giving her affection. For this person in front of her, a person who has been chasing her ass for two years, He Xiaoran has never thought that he is Luoyang's substitute in her heart, but now it seems that she has a subverted world view. It feels like such an excellent and good person can actually do things that are not what they appear to be.

Lu Siyuan looked at the way He Xiaoran lowered his head and grasped the bag tightly, his face was pale, according to the way He Xiaoran was not a talkative person in the past, but he would not say a word from the time he got in the car to now.

He stretched out his hand to cover He Xiaoran's cold hand, and just about to speak, but He Xiaoran shrank back reflexively. She raised her head in embarrassment, biting her lower lip with her upper lip. Lu Siyuan didn't need to think about who He Xiaoran was right now. How nervous.

"Xiao Ran, what's the matter with you? Tell me if you're not feeling well and I'll take you to the hospital." Lu Siyuan looked at He Xiaoran with concern, and caringly pulled over and stopped the car.

To be honest, He Xiaoran seems to have a little fear of the most familiar stranger in front of her. She feels terrible. He has done so many things without telling He Xiaoran, but he can still pretend in front of He Xiaoran She looked like she didn't know anything, she was really scared.

He Xiaoran shook his head busy, swallowed and said, "I'm fine, is there any water in the car?"

He Xiaoran wanted to drink water to calm her heart. She felt that her appearance was not fair to Lu Siyuan at all. Now she was rejecting him from the bottom of her heart when he didn't know anything.

Seeing that the color on He Xiaoran's face had recovered a lot, Lu Siyuan got out of the car in a panic and said to He Xiaoran, "There is no water in the car. I'll go down and buy it for you. You can rest in the car."

She looked into his shining eyes, her throat choked up, she was like a person standing at an intersection, with the red light from Luoyang on one side and the green light from Lu Siyuan on the other, she I don't know where I'm driving now.

The car door was closed, and He Xiaoran let out a long sigh of relief. He thought he had sorted out his mood in the company, but at the moment he saw Lu Siyuan, all the previous efforts were in vain.

The feeling in her heart succeeded in the challenge this time, and now she has to admit that she still cares.

But what's the use of caring? He Xiaoran is still the one who can't give Lu Siyuan a future. It is very difficult for one person, and Lu Siyuan also has his own relatives.

Now that the matter of He Yuzhi hadn't come to the fore, the big trouble in Luoyang had already appeared, and he could rely on his power in Jiangcheng to put Lu Siyuan under his feet at will.

He Xiaoran doesn't want to see this kind of scene. She doesn't want to see a person who was living a good life be implicated because of her own misfortune, and lead a miserable life. She has to save money every day to pay off her debts .

She can do it, but it may not be possible to be loved by others. Maybe after a few years of marriage, this seemingly problem that they thought they could overcome together suddenly became a factor of quarrel between the two after marriage.

He Xiaoran didn't dare to think that she carried too much behind her back, and she herself was a big trouble. If she continued to pester Lu Siyuan so shamelessly, it would still be a bad ending. This would not only hurt Lu Siyuan let himself be laughed at by everyone.

Lu Siyuan came back panting, and He Xiaoran looked at his sweaty face. She took out a few tissues from the car and handed them to Lu Siyuan, trying her best to make a smile that wasn't too ugly. Lu Siyuan said: "You don't have to be so nervous, I have nothing to do."

He Xiaoran's smile made Lu Siyuan a little stunned. He looked at He Xiaoran's sunny smile again, his white teeth clenched into a line. He smiled and said to He Xiaoran: "I'm fine, you Take a sip of water first."

She took the water that Lu Siyuan handed in front of her, and the two people in the car pretended to be their own business, making the small space suddenly seem to be covered by dark clouds, depressed and melancholy.

Cold water came down her throat, and He Xiaoran felt her heart calm down a lot. She closed the lid and said to Lu Siyuan, "Siyuan, do you have anything to say to me today?"

"No, I just feel like I haven't seen you for so long, and I miss you a little bit." Lu Siyuan said while driving the car, his voice was like a child's, she turned her head and looked at Lu Siyuan, what should she say, how should she speak? Not hurt him that much?He Xiaoran was thinking in his heart.

She wasn't talking, she was looking at the window, silence is the only way to solve the problem, now for He Xiaoran, she doesn't know if she will say some hurtful words all at once and hurt this person who looks so Simple people.

It was only when the car stopped that He Xiaoran came back to her senses. She looked around and saw that it was a very high-end restaurant.

If someone asked why He Xiaoran chose a poor and white Lu Siyuan separately from Luoyang, then He Xiaoran would definitely answer that the reason why two people have the motivation to love each other must have a common topic.

In He Xiaoran's subconscious mind, she worked hard. The moment she met Luoyang, she knew that her love was so humble. No matter how long time passed in this love, she was still the one who loved her. humbler people.

But it is different from Lu Siyuan. In her subconscious mind, she has always felt that Lu Siyuan and her are people from the same world. Two people can use their meager power to change their lives in the same city. There will be no relationship between the two. Who must humble status.

You can love easily, without being so hard, without being so timid, and being the purest self in love.

But now, the sense of comfort that Lu Siyuan has always given to He Xiaoran has disappeared, just such a thing has wiped out Lu Siyuan's concern in He Xiaoran's heart.

This meal should already be her last meal as Lu Siyuan's girlfriend. No matter what this time, He Xiaoran hopes that he will be free, and that he doesn't need to pretend so hard in front of her. When you love someone, make a good fight and love easily.