Black-bellied doctor, addicted to love

Therefore, for her "work" back then, she more or less wanted to be able to confirm how much Chi Xiangbei really loved herself.

Girls in love are all worried about gain and loss in this way.

It's all because they were too young back then. If they weren't so young, the two of them would have discussed many things, and they would have been able to find simpler and clearer solutions.

Shang Yuxi felt the body temperature surrounding his back, and Chi Xiangbei's words were still echoing in his ears, and the words Chi Xiangbei just said were in his mind.

He hugged her again, and he made a firm promise that he would not let go, no matter what happened, he would never let go again.So, can she...

Shang Yuxi's brain went blank, and before he could react, he subconsciously said: "Go away, don't hug me, don't watch me cry."

She was used to talking to Chi Xiangbei like this before, using this kind of coquettish tone and commanding tone to act like a spoiled child to Chi Xiangbei.

That's right, Shang Yuxi felt that she was acting like a baby.

As soon as the words were out of her mouth, she regretted them again.Four years ago, Chi Xiangbei had never hugged her like this, but every time she said that, Chi Xiangbei would immediately let go, and then walked away, with a somewhat sad expression, and just said so sadly: "I'll come back when you're better, and you can tell me anything."

Shang Yuxi never spoke to him.Shang Yuxi also has her own pride, and she doesn't want to say this to Chi Xiangbei.But that Shang Yuxi who is so proud to the sky is already the Shang Yuxi who was in the past four years ago, and she is still proud now, but this kind of pride is not as proud as it used to be. It has become a kind of pride immersed in the bones.

"Xixi..."

Chi Xiangbei's voice came from Shang Yuxi's ear. It was deep, breathy, and so sexy that one's bones would melt away after listening to it. Just hearing such a voice, Shang Yuxi's voice I yelled unconsciously in my heart: "Foul!"

The voice continued in her ear: "I'm behind you, I can't see you crying, let me hug you, don't drive me away."

Hearing what Chi Xiangbei said, Shang Yuxi's tense body softened instantly, and his heart softened at the same time.

In Shang Yuxi's memory, Chi Xiangbei has been very good since he was a child, so he has always been very strict with himself. Shang Yuxi has never heard him say such soft words.

It is precisely because Shang Yuxi has never heard him say such words, so when he heard them this time, the lethality was huge!

Shang Yuxi never thought that Chi Xiangbei could say such rogue words, and could also beg her coquettishly and hopefully, so no matter what worries she had in her heart at the beginning, once she heard Chi Xiangbei say this, In an instant, the whole person softened, and any worries were no longer worries.

Shang Yuxi lowered his head quietly, and then let out a long breath.

When Chi Xiangbei heard Shang Yuxi's long breathing, he immediately understood that she had softened, and immediately hugged the person in her arms even tighter.

"Xixi, I... miss you very much." Chi Xiangbei was silent for a long time before saying this.

He turned his head slightly to look, and found that Shang Yuxi's ears were even more red before the words were spoken.

Still as shy as ever.Chi Xiangbei thought so.

Shang Yuxi pursed her lips tightly. In a place that Chi Xiangbei couldn't see, not only the roots of her ears were already turning red, but even her cheeks were extremely hot. All of a sudden, she felt that she still The flustered feeling when I was a girl, I didn't know what I should do all of a sudden.

Chi Xiangbei hugged Shang Yuxi tightly, and seeing that she calmed down and stopped struggling, and didn't say anything to make him leave to keep making him angry, he finally felt a lot better.

Just now Shang Yuxi said that, he insisted on letting himself go and so on. In fact, although he fooled this matter in a very shameless way, if he didn't feel sad at all, then it would be okay. possible.

After all, every time Shang Yuxi said this, it was tantamount to pouring a big basin of cold water on the heart of the person who comforted her. If you throw cold water like this when excitedly wanting to comfort you, no matter how good the other party is, it will definitely not be acceptable if there are too many times.

It's just that Shang Yuxi was born with pride and never thought of this.In fact, if she is willing to calm down and recall it, she will know that when she was still in love with Chi Xiangbei, her personality was not as weird as later. Although she was also arrogant, she did not like it as much as later. To the point of pouring cold water on her, Chi Xiangbei still likes to comfort her and hug her when she is sad.

But later, due to some special reasons, Shang Yuxi didn't want to tell Chi Xiangbei about her difficulties, and she didn't want to let Chi Xiangbei see her embarrassed appearance, so she subconsciously and insincerely said again and again Chi Xiangbei pushed away from him.

Although Chi Xiangbei's personality is indeed exceptionally good, even if he is pushed away again and again, his feelings for Shang Yuxi have not changed badly, but because he is sad, it may not be the same in the beginning. It's just that positive.

But at that time, Shang Yuxi was so sensitive in his heart. Although it was only such a small change, it was also a very important difference for Shang Yuxi. Xi couldn't help but think about it for a long time.

Even when Shang Yuxi recalled later, she also felt that Chi Xiangbei's attitude of gradually cooling down later took up a large part of the reason why she proposed to break up all of a sudden.

At that time, Shang Yuxi was exhausted physically and mentally, and he didn't realize that the reason why Chi Xiangbei would become indifferent was because of himself, and he didn't have the mind to act like a spoiled child like before, trying to prove that he was in Chi Xiangbei's heart. It's very important, but instead, I lost my previous self-confidence. When my mind got hot, I decided to talk about breaking up first, so as not to wait until Chi Xiangbei thought it through and said the word "breakup", and I would be more confident. sad.

That's right, Shang Yuxi has such a proud temperament, even if it's a breakup, she is determined to say it by herself.

However, recalling those childish actions when he was young, Shang Yuxi still feels that he did a lot of unkind things in his heart.

Of course, those are things in the past. Now, since Chi Xiangbei can take the initiative to come back, hug himself in a way that he has never done before, use a tone that has never been done before, and play tricks in front of him like this, it means that , Four years have passed, not only I have been obsessed with the previous relationship between the two, and I have reflected a lot. In fact, Chi Xiangbei should be the same, otherwise, there would not be such a big change.

Both of them were silent for quite a while, their bodies were very close to each other, and their heartbeats slowly jumped to the same frequency in such an extremely close distance.

Shang Yuxi tilted his head slightly, listening to the sound of Chi Xiangbei's heartbeat coming from the thick and warm chest behind him, his mood gradually calmed down.

She thought for a while, and said slowly: "I remember, we used to like this look the most, right?"

Hearing Shang Yuxi start talking about the past, a very rare smile finally appeared on Chi Xiangbei's face. For him who has been serious for a long time, this smile is even rarer than the sun coming out of the west .

He smiled and said, "I didn't expect that, you still remember."

Although Shang Yuxi couldn't see Chi Xiangbei's smile, she could clearly feel Chi Xiangbei's smile.Just like four years ago, she was invisible most of the time, but being invisible didn't mean she couldn't feel it.

Now, Shang Yuxi, who felt Chi Xiangbei's smile, couldn't help but relax, leaned back slightly and said, "I didn't expect that you also remembered."

Shang Yuxi's movement of relaxing and leaning back is almost exactly the same as when they snuggled together four years ago, and it immediately brought back many memories of Chi Xiangbei about the past of the two of them.

Chi Xiangbei paused, raised his hand, and hung his palm over Shang Yuxi's head, as if he wanted to touch her hair, but for some unknown reason, he kept it hanging in the air without falling down.He hung his arms like this, and said slowly: "Xixi, I often dream of you."

Shang Yuxi's whole body was shocked. He never expected that Chi Xiangbei, who had never been able to talk about love before, had changed so much after four years of absence. Shang Yuxi's heart was extremely shaken, and he didn't even have the slightest room to refute.

She couldn't even refute his nonsense, because she could feel his sincerity, and Shang Yuxi himself, too, would dream of Chi Xiangbei from time to time, but she felt that her dream probably It should be different from Chi Xiangbei's dream.

Sure enough, seeing that she didn't respond, Chi Xiangbei didn't mind. Instead, after hesitating for a long time, his hand finally landed on the top of Shang Yuxi's head, and then gently stroked her half-wet and half-dry hair, gently Authentic: "At that time, I was still young, and there were always many aspects and things that I didn't understand well, nor did I do well enough."