Black-bellied doctor, addicted to love

Chi Xiangbei comes from a good family background and is also smart. He has always been the kind of "other people's child". He is the envy of others in everything. He has never failed, so he never allows himself to fail. Until, at Shang Yuxi's place, he tasted what he would taste for the first time since he grew up, the so-called taste of failure.

During the time just after we broke up, Chi Xiangbei was actually resentful.He didn't know why, he didn't know where he was wrong, let alone what was wrong with him.He has never encountered such a big setback, so he can't understand. Day and night, he thinks about Shang Yuxi over and over again, thinking about all the bits and pieces of himself and Shang Yuxi together, trying to figure it out. What's wrong with Yu Xi, and why was she suddenly broken up.

Emotional bedtime is not a math problem. Besides, even if it is a math problem, there will be several answers. It is even more impossible for emotions to have only one answer.Chi Xiangbei thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't figure out why he was doing this, but when he thought about it, he thought about it...

Reminiscing and reminiscing, he fell into it inexplicably and couldn't get out.

He has devoted too much to this relationship. When the two were together in the beginning, Chi Xiangbei was always serious and focused, and he liked Shang Yuxi very much. When the two broke up, he still couldn't let go of it immediately. , On the contrary, he grasped the horns more and more, so, unconsciously, he deepened the bond he had with monk Yuxi before.

By the time Chi Xiangbei realized it by himself, it was already too late, he couldn't come back, he had already sunk deeply, and he could no longer escape from the curse named "Shang Yuxi".

At this time, after four years, seeing Shang Yuxi crying with his back to him again, looking at her shoulders that he thought he was trying to suppress himself, but still couldn't help but shrug slightly, Chi Xiangbei felt extremely emotional in his heart.

Four years ago, when he was young, he was stunned. Later, when Shang Yuxi was depressed, he often saw her crying secretly by herself.But he firmly remembered what Shang Yuxi said to himself, saying that she didn't want to be seen crying, so he always watched silently from the side, thinking that he could Let the other person feel caring and warm.

But the truth is, with such a distance, with so much cold air in between, how can there be caring and warmth?
Chi Xiangbei was young at that time, didn't understand, and never really gave Shang Yuxi who needed comfort a shoulder to rely on.At this moment, when he saw Shang Yuxi crying like this again, he suddenly understood something in his heart.

When girls speak a lot, you don't need you to listen to the content of the words, but to learn to grasp the key points and understand the core ideas.What you don't want to see crying, those are all false, "comfort me, coax me, hug me", these are the most important things hidden in Shang Yuxi's words.

It's just that Shang Yuxi was too proud back then. She wanted comfort, coaxing, and a shoulder to rely on, but she refused to let go of her pride, and she refused to speak out her thoughts. She could only use Such a tactful way to remind Chi Xiangbei.

So the young Chi Xiangbei was ignorant, and only received half of it. He didn't understand the core meaning of Shang Yuxi at all. The two of them just missed it by accident.

Now, at this time, recalling what happened back then, Chi Xiangbei understood what he did wrong back then.He took a deep breath and told himself, no matter what, this is the first opportunity he can see in four years, and it must not be let go, so, no matter what, he will not let This opportunity just slipped away.

Under such circumstances, Chi Xiangbei unconsciously held his breath, then slowly, lightly stepped forward, and took a step forward.Then, he realized that he was walking like a thief. Unconsciously, a self-deprecating arc appeared on his face, and he changed the way he walked out. He stepped a little harder, and made a sound on the ground. .

In fact, Shang Yuxi has already heard the sound of someone's shoes hitting the ground, but because she is really depressed now, she doesn't want to react to this sound at all, so she didn't even turn her head, just whispered sullenly He said, "I'm fine. I'll be fine after just sitting down for a while. I'll go out in a while. Don't worry about me."

Hearing what Shang Yuxi said, Chi Xiangbei knew that she didn't realize that it was herself who came over.

Still so proud.

Chi Xiangbei subconsciously thought, even in this situation, she still doesn't want people to see her gaffe, and she insists on making that so-called "decent" appearance, and she refuses at all. Accept help and comfort from others.

If this girl wasn't so proud and stubborn, then the two of them wouldn't have become a tragedy back then, but if she wasn't so proud and stubborn, he probably wouldn't be determined to be with her, right?

Chi Xiangbei thought about it, walked over a few steps, and hugged Shang Yuxi directly from behind.

Shang Yuxi was startled, and immediately struggled.

"Xixi, it's me." Chi Xiangbei said.

His voice was still familiar to her after all.That kind of voice that is very familiar, deep, thick, and magnetic, as if it can warm people's whole body, as if soaked in mother's amniotic fluid, it makes people feel full of security.

Just hearing such a voice, Shang Yuxi's body relaxed unconsciously, and his tense back softened into Chi Xiangbei's arms before his brain gave instructions.

Her body is more honest than her own, and she has long since discovered that she has no resistance at all to this man.

It was only after Shang Yuxi softened her body that she realized something was wrong, her pretty face blushed immediately, she pursed her lips, her voice became much softer, and she insisted: "Let go."

"Don't let go." Chi Xiangbei also insisted.He used to always like to pamper her, but Chi Xiangbei four years ago was too young to understand what kind of pampering should be called pampering, so he was obedient to this girl , she is unwilling to do anything that goes against her will.

In fact, does she really want him to do this?
This time, Shang Yuxi's words did not make Chi Xiangbei loosen his arms like four years ago, on the contrary, Chi Xiangbei tightened his arms even more.

So the young Chi Xiangbei was ignorant, and only received half of it. He didn't understand the core meaning of Shang Yuxi at all. The two of them just missed it by accident.

Now, at this time, recalling what happened back then, Chi Xiangbei understood what he did wrong back then.He took a deep breath and told himself, no matter what, this is the first opportunity he can see in four years, and it must not be let go, so, no matter what, he will not let This opportunity just slipped away.

Under such circumstances, Chi Xiangbei unconsciously held his breath, then slowly, lightly stepped forward, and took a step forward.Then, he realized that he was walking like a thief. Unconsciously, a self-deprecating arc appeared on his face, and he changed the way he walked out. He stepped a little harder, and made a sound on the ground. .

In fact, Shang Yuxi has already heard the sound of someone's shoes hitting the ground, but because she is really depressed now, she doesn't want to react to this sound at all, so she didn't even turn her head, just whispered sullenly He said, "I'm fine. I'll be fine after just sitting down for a while. I'll go out in a while. Don't worry about me."

Hearing what Shang Yuxi said, Chi Xiangbei knew that she didn't realize that it was herself who came over.

Still so proud.

Chi Xiangbei subconsciously thought, even in this situation, she still doesn't want people to see her gaffe, and she insists on making that so-called "decent" appearance, and she refuses at all. Accept help and comfort from others.

If this girl wasn't so proud and stubborn, then the two of them wouldn't have become a tragedy back then, but if she wasn't so proud and stubborn, he probably wouldn't be determined to be with her, right?

Chi Xiangbei thought about it, walked over a few steps, and hugged Shang Yuxi directly from behind.

Shang Yuxi was startled, and immediately struggled.

"Xixi, it's me." Chi Xiangbei said.

His voice was still familiar to her after all.That kind of voice that is very familiar, deep, thick, and magnetic, as if it can warm people's whole body, as if soaked in mother's amniotic fluid, it makes people feel full of security.

Just hearing such a voice, Shang Yuxi's body relaxed unconsciously, and his tense back softened into Chi Xiangbei's arms before his brain gave instructions.

Her body is more honest than her own, and she has long since discovered that she has no resistance at all to this man.

It was only after Shang Yuxi softened her body that she realized something was wrong, her pretty face blushed immediately, she pursed her lips, her voice became much softer, and she insisted: "Let go."

"Don't let go." Chi Xiangbei also insisted.He used to always like to pamper her, but Chi Xiangbei four years ago was too young to understand what kind of pampering should be called pampering, so he was obedient to this girl , she is unwilling to do anything that goes against her will.

In fact, does she really want him to do this?
This time, Shang Yuxi's words did not make Chi Xiangbei loosen his arms like four years ago, on the contrary, Chi Xiangbei tightened his arms even more.