Black-bellied doctor, addicted to love

Shang Yuxi has an extremely proud temperament, and this kind of pride hidden in her bones, even now that the Shang family has such a big problem, she has never changed.Even if she felt that she needed to beg her grandpa and grandma everywhere to find a solution to the problem, she didn't think that these behaviors would make her lose her inherent pride engraved in her bones.

But now, when Chi Xiangbei suddenly said such a sentence, Shang Yuxi was shaken.

Back then, after saying the word breakup, it was absolutely impossible to say that Shang Yuxi had no regrets at all.She is indeed very regretful.Chi Xiangbei has paid so much, invested so much, and planned so much for this relationship, and Shang Yuxi actually invested no less than Chi Xiangbei.

For Shang Yuxi, Chi Xiangbei was her first love, a prince who came out of a dream and fulfilled all her fantasies about beautiful love.From the first time she saw Chi Xiangbei, she felt that this was given to her by the heavens, and it would definitely belong to her.

She used to be so proud that she and Chi Xiangbei were such a match made in heaven no matter what.

But later, the reality gave her a big slap in the face without hesitation, telling her what is meant by "impermanence in the world".

Chi Xiangbei is indeed excellent, very excellent, and at some point, even so good that Shang Yuxi can hardly accept it.She had to work very hard and catch up desperately, so as not to be thrown too far by this excellent Chi Xiangbei.

At the beginning, Shang Yuxi was under a lot of pressure to be with such an excellent "child from other people's family", but later, as time went by, as she got to know him slowly, Shang Yuxi also felt that it was great to have such a person who would accompany him along the way and constantly spur him to work hard.

In addition, later, Shang Yuxi herself got used to the rhythm of working very hard, so she didn't feel that Chi Xiangbei was forcing herself.

However, it was precisely because Shang Yuxi had adapted to that rhythm of hard work and felt that Chi Xiangbei was not pushing herself anymore, so she gradually discovered more problems with Chi Xiangbei.

In Shang Yuxi's view, Chi Xiangbei is really excellent in both success and failure. As a high-quality Virgo diamond king, he simply has all the mess that a Virgo should have. little problem.

Shang Yuxi is a delicate and sensitive Pisces. When he has love in his heart, he naturally thinks that Chi Xiangbei can do whatever he wants, and say there is a reason for everything he does. Just be happy, and whatever you say is right, anyway, you are the most beautiful girl in the world. Handsome best man ever.

Later, Shang Yuxi had other things in her heart, and because she was very proud, she didn't want to tell Chi Xiangbei, so if you look at Chi Xiangbei's little Virgo problems, there are problems everywhere.

On the one hand, Shang Yuxi convinced himself that these were not problems and that he shouldn't care about these details, but on the other hand, he couldn't help but put his focus on these details again and again, and made himself gasp more and more. The chances are gone.

Gradually, Shang Yuxi also felt that the more she talked about this love, the more tired she became, the more uncomfortable and fearful she felt, and finally, she couldn't hold on to it.

For a Virgo who is a perfectionist who admits death, it is simply impossible for him to admit that he has made mistakes.Maybe Virgos will realize that they have done something wrong, but that is just a secret recognition in their own hearts, and they will make a silent note in their hearts. No one can expect them to tell what they have done. It was said by mistake.

Therefore, when Shang Yuxi heard Chi Xiangbei say that, he could imagine the huge shock in his heart.

Shang Yuxi thought about it, and finally stopped Chi Xiangbei from continuing.Four years have passed, and she has also grown up, matured, and knows a lot of things. She just needs to listen to the beginning. If she really talks about everything and sees it clearly, it will actually not be beautiful.

After being silent for a while, Shang Yuxi wanted to change the topic, but for a while, her heart was still in a mess, with a thousand thoughts, her lips moved several times, and it was hard to even start from where to change the topic. If he couldn't figure it out, he could only obediently be held in Chi Xiangbei's arms.

Chi Xiangbei seemed much smarter than before. Although he couldn't see the expression on Shang Yuxi's face at all, he couldn't help but guess. After all, he and Shang Yuxi have been together for so many years, even if they haven't been together for four years. I've seen it before, but he still guessed all kinds of entangled thoughts in Shang Yuxi's heart in a few clicks.

"Since I have said such things, you know that I am very serious." Chi Xiangbei said.

In fact, back then, long before Shang Yuxi broke up with Chi Xiangbei, Chi Xiangbei had already revealed that he hoped to marry Shang Yuxi. Small problems, whether they are big or small, made Shang Yuxi's heart messed up by these problems, so although he heard Chi Xiangbei's suggestive "marriage proposal", he didn't think about it at all. go with your heart.

Shang Yuxi is a proud person, but a child from a family like Chi Xiangbei is not the son of heaven.As for things like marriage proposals, as long as they are spoken out, the party who "asks" is naturally weak.The family background of the Chi family has always been better than that of the Shang family. Therefore, even if it is just a small hint of "marriage proposal", it would be good if Chi Xiangbei can say it once. You can't expect him at that time to be able to Say it a second time.

But now, probably because people have grown up, their thinking seems to be more mature than before. Although it is still in that suggestive tone, Chi Xiangbei still unknowingly said something similar to a marriage proposal for the second time. .

When Chi Xiangbei said this for the first time, Shang Yuxi was still just a little girl, and she didn't quite know what special meaning was in it when Chi Xiangbei said it back then, and at that time, her heart was already in a mess He didn't think about what Chi Xiangbei said to him at that time, so he didn't take what Chi Xiangbei said seriously.

Until a long time later, the two had already broken up. Shang Yuxi, who was studying and working hard in Europe, recalled the details of the two when they were in love, and almost took out every detail in his mind over and over again. It was only after replaying it that I found out that Chi Xiangbei actually had such deep feelings for him back then.

But what was he doing at that time?

Thinking of this, Shang Yuxi secretly blushed, feeling that he had actually failed Chi Xiangbei's expectations of him.But this time, when Chi Xiangbei said something similar to the last time, similar to "marriage proposal", Shang Yuxi was stunned.

When Shang Yuxi reacted belatedly to what she had missed, it was absolutely impossible to say that she had no regrets at all, but it was also impossible to say that she really regretted it to the extreme. .

There was a time when Shang Yuxi wished that he could sit in a time machine or something, and then go back to the past and try to correct the things he had missed one by one. , It was his casual attitude when he heard Chi Xiangbei say to himself "I am willing to take care of you all the time".

Every time he recalled his attitude at that time, Shang Yuxi felt blush for himself, and felt that he was really naive and selfish at that time. He didn't know whether Chi Xiangbei was blind or his eyes were covered with shit. Therefore, Shang Yuxi has always felt that if she misses it, she misses it. Although she has simulated it many times in her mind, Chi Xiangbei said to herself such hints, how should she answer, but But it never occurred to Chi Xiangbei that Chi Xiangbei would actually say this hint again.

What's more, he said it so suddenly, so that he was so defenseless, unexpectedly, on the spot when the two of them unraveled their knots, Shang Yuxi didn't have any buffer time, just so immediately, immediately, without any delay He hesitated to say it.

It made Shang Yuxi feel a "buzz" in his head, and before he had time to think about anything, it exploded all of a sudden.

"You... What did you just say?" Shang Yuxi was stunned for a while before stammering a word.

Chi Xiangbei is actually a very thoughtful person. In fact, it was because he thought too much back then that he said very little.Moreover, the nature of his work is also determined, so it is impossible for him to be a person who talks a lot.

However, in the past four years, Chi Xiangbei has thought of Shang Yuxi from time to time. Every time he thinks of Shang Yuxi, his little Virgo problem makes him unconsciously sum up his relationship. What exactly failed.

In fact, when Chi Xiangbei summed up at the time, he always felt that it was not necessarily because he had to do something, or because he had to reunite with Shang Yuxi, etc. It was a feeling of not being reconciled.

And it wasn't until Chi Xiangbei saw Shang Yuxi that he realized that all those little resentments actually came from his subconscious that he couldn't help but love Shang Yuxi.

My previous self thought too much and said too little, so Shang Yuxi, a delicate and sensitive guy, also thought too much and dared not say it. The last two people you love me and I love you, but because of Poor communication has completely wiped out a relationship.

After thinking about this, when he met Shang Yuxi again this time, Chi Xiangbei had already corrected his dislike of talking and difficulty in communicating with his lover.

He decided that since he was thinking too much and talking too little, he might as well just say what he was thinking. Anyway, Shang Yuxi might be surprised at first, but if he was surprised, he probably would Get used to it.

It was precisely because of Chi Xiangbei's decision that Shang Yuxi was so frightened that he couldn't even speak.