love addiction

"Wild, I don't want to think about it, I just want to bury it, and I don't want anyone to know. After I came back from there, I spent a long time, saw a lot of psychiatrists, and took a lot of medicine. I walked out, and later, I returned to Su's house. I thought that this memory would never be mentioned again, even if I would wake up from the nightmare in the middle of the night sweating profusely, but gradually, I would always suffer from it. In the past, but fate played a big joke on me, the person who hurt me in WILD was He Xijue."

"Mu Yan, stop talking!" Liang Xiaoyun suddenly couldn't listen anymore, she walked over, wanting to hug Su Muyan.

But she just shook her head lightly and continued, "Let me finish slowly. When I knew this fact, I just learned from the hospital that there was a faint. At that moment, my first thought was that this child should not stay. Come on, so I want to kill the child, He Xijue used many methods to force me, even locked me in the room, guarding me 24 hours a day and night, never leaving, afraid that I would act rashly, at that time he , I don’t know about WILD, after he came back from WILD, he was locked up by grandpa for a while, and he didn’t remember anything after waking up, so he didn’t even know why I wanted to kill the child.”

"Later, I slowly felt the existence of the child, and I couldn't bear it anymore. I subconsciously comforted myself that it was He Xijue who forced me to give birth to this child, and I didn't want to keep it myself. Later, I told my grandfather In this matter, he agreed to our divorce and agreed to me leaving Hexi's house. I thought, it might be the best for him and for me. I know that after you agreed with Su Yunxi and He Xijue, the first thing I thought of was Yinyin. I was afraid that Su Yunxi would treat Yinyin badly, not against her being with Hexijue. Su Yunxi also saw my objection and thought it was I wanted to ruin their relationship again, so it was unkind to me."

"The more unfriendly she is to me, the more I'm afraid that she will spread her resentment towards me on Yinyin, so at that time, He Xijue treated me as if she were away from me, I didn't object, I just wanted to prevent Su Yunxi from being with He Xijue In short, it can be anyone, it can't be Su Yunxi, I know her too well, maybe because of this, she put all the grudges on me, and started to drive me away from He Xijue, so she went to Digging my past, for Mu Wenwen, whoever gives him money is the closest, and he can say anything, Su Yunxi knows a lot of things about me from him, including my previous cases."

Su Muyan closed her eyes, in the end, she was not sad, but disappointed.

After she had done so many things for the Mu family, she got such a result. She was really just disappointed.

"In that case, after I came back from WILD, I had a hemorrhage. After I was sent to the hospital, the doctor wrote me a medical certificate. She thought it was my fault, and then used it to negotiate with my grandpa. Grandpa first Naturally, time is to destroy that case, so Su Yunxi started arguing with his grandfather, who accidentally rolled down the stairs. You didn’t tell me, because you don’t want to mention this matter again, and you don’t want to cause me pain.”

Liang Xiaoyun didn't know what expression to use to face this moment, guilt?Distressed?sad?Or remorse?

Su Yunxi was taught by her, she loves her daughter so much, what happened?

What methods did she use to hurt others?

For what she wants, can she dig other people's privacy and hurt a person who wants to protect Su Muyan?

And this person is her own daughter!

how ridiculous...

Liang Xiaoyun really thought she was ridiculous...

"After the incident, Su Yunxi hid at home and did not dare to go out. She wanted to inquire about Hexi's family every day. She was relieved when she heard that Grandpa was unconscious. Sending him abroad, at that time, He Xijue personally found his father and asked him to make this decision. She resisted and struggled because she fled the country after hearing that the old man showed signs of waking up, but her character, how could it be so easy? Just admit defeat? So she came back with the determination to destroy me, guess where she went after she came back?"

Su Muyan, who had been talking all the time, suddenly asked Liang Xiaoyun a question.

This really stopped Liang Xiaoyun, she shook her head, her heart was so hollow.

"She went to WILD."

Liang Xiaoyun stood up and looked at Su Muyan in astonishment.

Su Muyan smiled sarcastically, "It's unbelievable, right? When I first found out, I thought the same way, but I soon realized that I don't think she has such a character to do such a thing. Unexpectedly, the result of her risk-taking, she just wanted to get my handle in WILD, and then destroy me, that's it, there is no more reason."

"How could she do this..." Liang Xiaoyun couldn't understand.

"Maybe you have never seen her true face clearly, or maybe her true face will only appear when you face me." Su Muyan smiled faintly, "WILD is such a scary place , in order to destroy me, she did not hesitate to gamble with herself, as for the result..."

Su Muyan looked at Liang Xiaoyun, but did not explain immediately.

But Liang Xiaoyun seemed to have guessed it, she slumped back to the chair heavily, lost her voice for a while, and couldn't find her own voice.

"Karma retribution." Su Muyan simply used an idiom to describe, "Everyone will be responsible for what they do, Su Yunxi planted the cause herself, so she has to taste the bitter fruit herself, and it has nothing to do with others. "

She said what she wanted to say and what should be said, and it was up to Liang Xiaoyun to judge the rest.

Su Muyan got up and said to Liang Xiaoyun, "It's getting late, I have to go back, faint is still waiting for me, it's cold, you should go back earlier."

"Mu Yan..." Liang Xiaoyun actually wanted to say something else.

But she turned around and left without stopping.

Perhaps for her, not staying is the best protection for Liang Xiaoyun.

Warmth is not a superficial thing, but a long stream of water.

***
It's winter in Jiangcheng, and it's getting colder every day. In the evening, the sky is still full of red clouds, and when I get home, it's still so cold that I can't breathe.

Su Muyan came in from the house, and Qin Wen immediately ordered Yue Ma to bring her the warm soup, "It's such a cold day, and you're still outside so late, don't you know how to take a good rest? You have to get up early and stay late, thinking that you can have a good rest on weekends."

Listening to Qin Wen's nagging voice, Su Muyan drank a whole bowl of hot soup, and her body became much warmer. She went to play with her in her arms, "Baby, look, did you make grandma unhappy again today? Grandma misses mom again."

"Talking about you, don't change the subject." Qin Wen said immediately.

Su Muyan burst out laughing, and hugged Yinyin from the sofa, "Mom, I'm taking Yinyin upstairs, I'll let him sleep with me later, I might have to sleep in bed tomorrow."

"Okay!" Qin Wen quickly agreed, "That's right, go and rest now."

Su Muyan just walked to the stairs, and she said again, "No, if Yinyin sleeps with you, you have to take care of him at night, otherwise let Yinyin sleep with me."

"Mom, faint sleeps like a piggy at night, what needs to be done to take care of it, sleep with me, tomorrow I will sleep until I wake up naturally."

Qin Wen didn't believe her, "I hope, then you go upstairs first, and I will ask Yuema to bring you some supper upstairs."

Holding Yinyin in her arms, Su Muyan knocked on the door of Jue's house in Hexi when she passed by.

He Xijue came to open the door weakly, his nose and mouth were red, it looked like he had just vomited.

Seeing this, Su Muyan asked worriedly, "Is there a big reaction? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No, once I go to the hospital, my mother will definitely know." He Xijue nestled on the beanbag sofa, shaking his head sullenly, "Why is it so hard to conceive a child?"

"What else?" Su Muyan laughed, "But after the baby is born, seeing his cute appearance, you will feel that all the hard work is worth it."

He Xijue's eyes flickered, he remained silent, thinking about something.

Su Muyan and Yinyin stayed with her for a while, then went back to the room, and Yuema also brought supper, she ate while feeding Yinyin, both mother and child were full.

Qin Wen was still worried, so she asked Yue Ma to help her take care of Yin Yin, took a bath and fell asleep before going out.

Every time the little guy eats and drinks enough, he sleeps soundly, never being naughty, which makes people worry a lot.

Even Yue's mother, who brought him up, said that Yin Yin was the best child she had ever seen.

Qin Wen also said that she vaguely looks like He Xijue, but her personality is very similar to Su Muyan, so she is very well-behaved, very quiet, not mischievous, and not at all like He Xijue when she was a child.

Su Muyan pinched her faint nose, he waved her hand, and went back to sleep, she chuckled, "Baby, when your father comes back, you have to be naughty and torture him a little more."

Originally, Su Muyan said that she wanted to sleep until she woke up naturally in the morning, but He Xijue came to knock on her door very early, and Su Muyan opened the room wrapped in a blanket. Seeing her red eyes, she felt a little worried . ,

"Mu Yan, I've thought about it for a long time, but I still decided not to have this child. Can you accompany me to the hospital today?" He Xijue asked with red eyes.

Su Muyan looked at her, and finally nodded, "I said before, no matter what choice my sister makes, I will stand by your side. If you really decide, then I will accompany you and wait for me. I'll come right after I wash up, and you clean up yourself too."

"Okay, call me later." He Xijue finished speaking and went back to his room.

Seeing her door close, Su Muyan shook her head, sighed and went to wash up.

While washing, he used his mobile phone to inquire about the things that need to be paid attention to after a small childbirth, as well as the preparation work. After washing, he had already written down a lot of things.

He Xijue had already tidied herself up and put on a delicate makeup. If she didn't know about her affairs, she wouldn't be able to see how bad her mood was at this moment.

Everyone is learning to hide their heart, just want to live with the best side, pretending to be strong is also part of life.