love addiction

If it was before, Su Muyan would definitely avoid his behavior of teasing herself.

But today, she didn't evade, but nodded generously and admitted, "Yes, I miss you, so I came to see you."

He Xijue is such a smart person, once he saw her eyes, he understood it, and asked with a gentle smile, "You know everything?"

"I'll always know, won't I?" The smile on Su Muyan's face was very similar to the smile on He Xijue's face at this time.

"A little earlier than I expected."

Su Muyan looked at him, "How long do you expect?"

"At least when there is a result on my side."

Su Muyan didn't speak, but looked at him so earnestly and intently, her eyes were very bright.

"Now that you know everything, I will leave everything to you. I will support you in whatever you want to do." He Xijue reached out and touched the glass, as if he could touch her at this moment. The face is the same, the corner of the mouth is raised, "But, my Yan'er, don't be too soft-hearted, because I can't protect you now."

"Okay." She nodded, "No matter what the result is on your side, I will wait for you."

This is the best promise she made to him at this moment.

"You must wait for me." Even though she had already agreed, He Xijue emphasized it domineeringly.

Su Muyan burst out laughing, delighted by the man's domineering, "Then you should go home quickly."

"Yes." He nodded and gave her an affirmative answer.

Su Muyan's heart was extremely stable, and when she left the detention center, her mood was like the sunny weather in Jiangcheng, suddenly enlightened.

She called Liang Xiaoyun and asked her to come out and meet.

At this time, the sunset was shining on Jiangcheng, and the rare sunset became the most beautiful scenery at this time. Su Muyan took a photo of the sunset with her mobile phone and sent it to Moments. The message was still counting down.

Many friends asked her about the meaning of these circles of friends, Su Muyan didn't explain, but just posted so stubbornly, from the first one to now, there are already six.

As long as it is something worth remembering, she will record it in this way, waiting for that person to return.

Liang Xiaoyun arrived at the meeting place with Su Muyan half an hour later, she knew from the phone that she was looking for her, so she came out without telling Su Tanxuan.

As soon as she arrived at the coffee shop, Su Muyan hurriedly asked her for a cup of hot water before asking, "Mom, didn't Dad know when you came out?"

"He didn't know. He was preparing things for the meeting the day after tomorrow, so he didn't know I was out." After drinking hot water, Liang Xiaoyun's body warmed up a lot, but her face still looked anxious, "Mu Yan, what are you looking for?" I'm here, do I already know where Yunxi is?"

"Mom." Su Muyan called out to her, "You and I, mother and daughter, are here today, so let's have some heart-to-heart talk."

Liang Xiaoyun froze for a moment, as if she didn't understand what she meant.

Su Muyan stirred the coffee cup lightly, eyes half down, "Actually, I have blamed you since I came back."

Liang Xiaoyun was stunned by the success of these words, "Mu Yan..."

"Listen to me." Su Muyan smiled, and raised her eyes in a cloudy and windy manner, "Since I returned to Su's house, you and Dad have treated me very well, but you At the same time as being good to me, Su Yunxi is better. I know all this, because you think she is very pitiful. From the daughter of the Su family to the daughter of the Mu family, you are afraid that she will not be able to accept this fact, so every day I was thinking about how to comfort her, how to take care of her mood, and I was afraid of irritating her when I did anything, I actually knew all of this."

Liang Xiaoyun was really surprised, she thought that what she did was not so obvious.

Yes, Su Muyan is back, as a mother, she is naturally the happiest.

But while she was happy, she also felt sorry for Su Yunxi, the daughter she brought up with her own hands.

Su Muyan's personality is cold and indifferent, which is more or less related to her growth environment. She feels that she is not close to herself, so she is very sad. After she is sad, she will naturally think of Su Yunxi's caring, and there will inevitably be some prejudice in her heart. I think it is more caring to have a daughter raised by myself.

In addition, she was afraid of Su Yunxi's grievances, so she always treated her twice as well. On the contrary, Su Muyan married He Xijue not long after returning home. She rarely came back, so naturally she cared less for her.

At that time, Su Yunxi always said in her ears that she was the one who loved He Xijue. When Su Muyan came back, she not only took away the love of her parents, but also the man she had loved for a long time, so she was in a bad mood , Liang Xiaoyun always wanted to make it up to her.

She thought that Mu Yan would not know about these things, or that she would not mind these things at all.

It turns out that the truth is not what I thought.

Su Muyan smiled faintly, "What's the saying? Children who can cry have sweets. I think Su Yunxi is such a smart child. She knows how to ask for your care and love, so you I think she is close to you, and I always hide everything, and never want anything from you, how should I put it? It’s not that I haven’t thought about it, but the strangeness prevents me from opening my mouth. The living environment has formed my current personality. No matter what happens, I always think about solving it myself. I never want to trouble anyone. It used to be because my parents couldn’t give me such help. Now I don’t want you to think I’m home It's just a hassle."

Liang Xiaoyun felt a sharp pain in the area of ​​her heart.

But Su Muyan didn't stop because of this, but continued, "Besides, Su Yunxi, indeed, she and I are both the most innocent one, the difference is that she fell from the world to hell, and I Climbed from hell to the world, so she can't bear such a change, and I'm used to such a change."

"I blamed you, but then I was relieved. Even though Su Yunxi caused me so much trouble after I went home, I never mentioned it to you. In front of you, she is still the good girl you think, Thoughtful little padded jacket, but when you can’t see her, all she thinks about is how to drive me away. She will try her best to snatch or destroy the things you gave me, making you think that I don’t cherish the things you gave me , or say something bad about me in front of you, and then persuade you not to be angry with me in a very sensible way. I know all of these. I never said anything. It doesn't solve anything."

"What can it solve? Make you feel that our sisters are not in harmony? Or am I fussing? Speaking out will only disrupt the peaceful phenomenon you maintain, and it will not change anything. Over time, I will not care about it, as long as she doesn't do it. I don't care about things that are too much and don't touch my bottom line."

Holding the cup in her hand, Liang Xiaoyun slowly lowered her head.

In the end, she still didn't do a good job, as Su Muyan said, what she did was just to maintain a superficial peace.

"But this time, it's different." Su Muyan's tone sank, "The thing about grandpa falling down the stairs was actually done by Su Yunxi, you probably don't know yet."

"This..." Liang Xiaoyun was indeed astonished.

"I only found out today. After she pushed grandpa down the stairs, she hid at home. She was relieved when she heard that grandpa was unconscious. At that time, you were going to send her abroad. With her temperament , I definitely don't agree, if it wasn't for the fact that Grandpa is waking up, I don't think you can send her away." Su Muyan speculated.

Liang Xiaoyun was very shocked, and nodded after hearing what Su Muyan said, "At first she heard that she was going to be sent abroad, but she was really against it, and even committed suicide."

Su Muyan had an expression that I had guessed a long time ago, and glanced at her mouth in disdain, "That's her nature, after going abroad, she was not reconciled, so she came back quietly, and many things happened after she came back. "

"What happened to her?" Liang Xiaoyun asked in panic.

"This incident, speaking of it, is longer. The facts are cruel. It involves my past. Even though it has been so many years, I don't want to think about it, and I even want to erase this memory. I have never talked to anyone about it." I told you about it, so Mom, are you sure you want to hear it?" Su Muyan looked at her firmly.

Liang Xiaoyun was frightened by Su Muyan's eyes. For a moment, she seemed to see He Xijue's eyes, so resembling, so resembling...

She was a little scared and didn't know whether to nod or shake her head.

Su Muyan didn't urge her, but just quietly waited for her answer.

Liang Xiaoyun was struggling in her heart at the moment. On the one hand, she wanted to know about Su Yunxi, but at the same time, she faintly felt that this matter was very complicated, and knowing it might not be a good thing.

After thinking about it, she finally nodded, "Tell me, just treat it as... let me have a result in my heart."

Su Muyan smiled faintly, stopped stirring the coffee, put her hands on her knees, then looked at Liang Xiaoyun, and said slowly, "Back then, Mu Wenwen owed a fortune in gambling. Huge sum of money, a family like the Mu family couldn't afford to pay it back at all. The law and order was very chaotic at that time. The three of us, Li Jieyu and Mu Yan, were in danger of life at any time, and the culprit, Mu Wenwen, had already fled to another place. Seeing Li Jieyu cry every day, and seeing my young brother hiding at home and not daring to go to school, I had no choice but to stand up and follow the loan sharks. At that time, 30 was really a lot of money A huge sum of money, even if they sell me, they can’t get so much money, so they thought of sending me to WILD, maybe they can get this money, I didn’t know what kind of place WILD was at that time, I just heard that I could get so much money in exchange, so I went. There are always times when people have no choice but to grit their teeth and go down. I had to grit my teeth to bear it, so that in the future, this memory became my nightmare, and even affected my entire life."

Liang Xiaoyun covered her mouth, looked at Su Muyan in astonishment, tears rolled down her eyes.

Compared with the distress just now, at this moment, she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.

What happened to her daughter?