love addiction

The sunset yesterday foreshadowed the good weather today. Although Su Muyan and He Xijue got up early, the sun was already shining when they went out.

The snow accumulated in the past few days slowly melted under such warmth.

The temperature was still very low, Su Muyan drove the car, and looked at the person sitting in the co-pilot from time to time.

From the time she set off until now, she hadn't spoken a word, she just shrunk half of her face into the scarf, her eyes looked straight ahead without focus, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Because of He Xijue's identity, he chose a relatively confidential clinic.

Su Muyan heard from her that this clinic was introduced by Zhuo Ran and it is very safe.

When they arrived at the hospital, Su Muyan parked the car, and He Xijue followed her out of the car. When she stepped into the hospital gate, she obviously hesitated.

"What's wrong?" Su Muyan asked softly, "If it wasn't for you..."

"It's okay, let's go." After taking a deep breath, He Xijue stepped into the gate of the hospital.

Because they had made an appointment in advance, the two didn't need to line up, and a beautiful nurse came to take them to the doctor directly.

The doctor is a kind aunt. She made routine inquiries and arranged preoperative examinations.

These are all accompanied by Su Muyan by her side.

He Xijue's performance was calmer than Su Muyan's. Originally, she thought that if she hesitated at all, she would try to persuade her.

But she didn't hesitate, she just kept the same expression and finished these checks.

When the doctor handed over the consent form for the operation, Su Muyan looked at He Xijue, her eyes turned red, "Sister, do you really want me to sign it?"

"Sign it." He Xijue forced a smile, "I'll go in first, you sign it."

She got up and went into the operating room. The doctor smiled at Su Muyan and said, "If that man really doesn't love her, it might be the best choice for her without this child."

She froze for a moment, finally sighed silently, and signed the consent form.

Doctors who are used to this scene may be the ones who have the most say.

In this society, there are too many similar news. If the children cannot be given a happy environment to grow up, it is okay to end like this.

After handing over the consent form to the doctor, Su Muyan's heart sank, and she sat quietly on the chair outside the operating room, even breathing so quietly.

After waiting for a long time, her heart gradually calmed down, and she slowly accepted this fact.

She thought that He Xijue would come out of the operating room bravely, but when she saw the nurse pushing her out, her face was full of tears.

Su Muyan hurried over to hold her hand, and called her softly, "Sister, are you okay?"

"Mu Yan, it hurts so much." He Xijue choked up and said a word, closed his eyes, and couldn't continue talking.

The doctor arranged He Xijue in the VIP ward, where there were no idle people, it was quiet, and the air didn't even seem to flow.

He Xijue cried for a long time, she used up all the tissues Su Muyan bought, and they were everywhere on the ground and in the trash can.

Su Muyan didn't interrupt her crying because she knew that although crying could not solve the problem, sometimes crying could release a lot of pressure accumulated in her heart.

When she finishes crying, maybe everything will be fine.

***
Zhuo Ran got up again and replaced all the tea in the tea tray.

This is already the fifth time. He looked at the clock on the wall. It has been five hours since Qin Pianran entered the door. He has not said a word. If he is not so big and sitting there, he probably would have noticed it. Less than his existence.

Zhuo Ran boiled the tea again, poured it for him, and said, "Although these tea leaves are not priceless, they are also hard-earned by me. I am reluctant to take them out when others come. Are you really going to be so reckless?"

After all, Qin Pianran stretched out her hand and took a shallow sip.

Zhuo Ran breathed a sigh of relief, put down his teacup and said, "If you want to ask anything, just ask, but I may not be able to answer it."

"Did she come to see you?"

"Well, I have looked for it." Zhuo Ran admitted frankly, "I came to look for me two days ago."

Qin Pianran lowered her eyes and said nothing.

Seeing this, Zhuo Ran raised his eyebrows and asked, "It seems that you know, otherwise you wouldn't come to ask me, do you want to ask her why she came to me?"

"If you will."

Qin Pianran and Zhuo Ran are good friends and have a doctor-patient relationship. He is Qin Pianran's psychiatrist.

Perhaps no one can imagine that a man like Qin Pianran also needs to see a psychiatrist.

Everyone has some problems in their hearts more or less, it just depends on whether it is serious or not, Zhuo Ran is a very trustworthy psychiatrist, Qin Pianran is very clear about this, so Zhuo Ran is completely clear about her own affairs.

After he knew that He Xijue had also come to look for Zhuo Ran, Qin Pianran's heart became somewhat complicated. On the one hand, he wanted to know, but his reason did not allow him to know.

Zhuo Ran knows this kind of battle best, so most of the time, he will be a quiet listener.

"You know, I can't tell, but I can tell you something else." Zhuo Ran smiled slightly, "Xiao Jue is sick."

"Ill? What kind of illness? Is it serious?"

Seeing his concerned look, Zhuo Ran spread his hands, "This is what I can't tell you."

He raised his hand to look at the time, and continued, "She should go back from the hospital now, if you really care about her, then go and see, if it's not true, or you don't want to care, then be You haven't heard of this matter, just as you think, in the future, your Qin Pianran's life will have nothing to do with Hexi and Hexi's family. You are just you. "

When Qin Pianran left from Zhuoran, it was already dark outside. In the twilight, he was standing on the street, wearing a black windbreaker, but he looked so thin.

Driving the car, he circled the city again and again, obviously the way home was just ahead, but at that time, he would always avoid it.

He didn't know how many times he turned, but he hit Fatty hard, stepped on the accelerator, and accelerated to the front.

That road was obviously so dark, but he drove so fast.

Su Muyan went out for a whole day, and when she came back, it was completely dark.

He Xijue was the same as when he came, half of his face was shrunk in the scarf, and his eyes were more empty than when he came.

Arriving at the door of the house, He Xijue stopped her, "I'll go down for a walk."

"I'll accompany you." Su Muyan said without thinking.

"No need, I'll just walk along this road and I'll be home in 10 minutes, don't worry." He Xijue politely declined her offer.

Su Muyan was very worried, but seeing her firm eyes, she could only nod her head in agreement, "Then be careful, don't walk for too long, it's cold, you have to keep warm now."

"I know." He Xijue smiled hard, opened the car door and went down.

Su Muyan entered the gate and drove the car to the garage.

He Xijue just walked along the road, walking very slowly, with his hands in his coat pockets, walking slowly.

In fact, it is not cold at all, because when we came, we did enough work to keep warm.

But for some reason, there was no warmth in her heart.

The street lamps illuminated the road with circles of light, and she passed one after another...

The steps were still so slow, but slowly became lighter.

After bypassing a large garden, she turned back again, her palm-sized face was exposed, and the makeup she put on in the morning had been thoroughly washed, clean and gentle.

When he was about to reach the door of the house, a beam of car lights shone over, and He Xijue squinted his eyes to see, but couldn't see clearly.

She thought, someone must have taken the photo by accident, so without thinking too much, she walked in through the small door next to the main door.

The lights of the car dimmed in an instant, and the original visibility was restored, and everything became quiet again, as if nothing had happened.

Sitting in the car, Qin Pianran stared straight ahead, as if she could vaguely see the slender figure just now.

It seems that I was thinking too much, she looks very good.

Qin Pianran threw away the cigarette butt in her hand, started the car, turned around, and disappeared into the quiet night.

Just as Su Muyan parked the car, she got out of the garage and walked towards the house. When she reached the door, He Xijue had already returned.

"Sister?" Su Muyan looked at her, with worry flashing across her eyes.

He Xijue smiled, "I said I'd be back soon, so you're keeping your word?"

"Then go in, it's a bit cold." The two opened the door and walked in.
The living room was warm. Su Muyan saw that Qin Wen was teasing Yin Yin and the two of them came in, and immediately said, "You two are back? Well, your grandpa and the others are back, and we are still waiting for you to have dinner. Yuema, Yuema, it's time to serve."

"You should eat first, what if we come back late?" Su Muyan said apologetically, "If we don't come back by meal time, don't wait."

"It didn't take long, and your grandfather said that if you want to have a meal with the family, the old man's wish will come true, right?"

"Yes." Su Muyan took off his coat and took over Yinyin.

Qin Wen went to Zhang Luo, and after He Xijue gestured to her, he went upstairs to tidy himself up.

Half an hour later, everyone in the family was sitting at the dining table.

The old man sat in the first seat, looking at the people present, he was very satisfied, and said with a smile, "I, I finally saw this scene again, very satisfied."

"Dad, there will be more days like this in the future, don't be so easily satisfied." He Xihao served him hot soup, "Drink more of this soup, it's good for your health."

"It's your daughter-in-law who worked hard again, right? You recommended it so enthusiastically." When the old man took it over, he gave him a slap in the face.

He Xihao laughed embarrassedly, "My daughter-in-law made it, of course I have to recommend it, and I can't make her hard work in vain."

Qin Wen kicked her husband under the table, "There's no such thing as hard work, it's all due, Dad, I don't mean to take credit, you should drink more."

"En." The old man drank contentedly, glanced around, landed on the seat next to Su Muyan, put down the bowl and said, "When my grandson comes back, we will be reunited, and I have no regrets. "

"Dad has no regrets, but I do." Qin Wen smiled and picked a dish for He Xijue, "Xiaojue, you are not young anymore, you are already two years old, how long are you going to spend?"

He Xijue, who was named, was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "How about, Mom, can you arrange a blind date for me?"

"What?" Qin Wen thought she had heard wrong, and asked uncertainly.