Despite Chen Man's reluctance, he still reluctantly drove me to Xiwen's address under my insistence and silent plea.

Chen asked me if I wanted to go in directly to find someone. After a round of intense struggle and hesitation, I still shook my head and told him to wait and see downstairs. After all, I didn't know if Xiwen was at home.

But I know, this is just my excuse, maybe I don't want to face reality so soon.

Chen probably guessed what was going on in my mind, and from time to time gave me worried eyes through the rear-view mirror. I didn't dare to make eye contact with him anymore, so I used an excuse to look at the scenery outside the car.

Xiwen's home is located in an area of ​​the city where rich people gather. The luxurious and beautiful building reflects dazzling light in the sun. Even the clothes and manners of people walking on the street are obviously different from those of ordinary citizens. Everything looks so beautiful, but it is as distant as a fog.

Looking at the towering and cold building, tulle-like uneasiness surged from my heart, and the beating of my heart became louder and louder, echoing fear in my chest.

I clasped the hands on my knees tightly, trying to regain the little confidence I had in Xiwen in the past, and at the same time prayed hopelessly to heaven in my heart.

It's a pity that things in the world are never satisfactory. It didn't take long for Xiwen to appear in front of me. My heart tightened, and I subconsciously opened the car door and walked out. But the next moment, I saw the woman beside him holding Xiwen's arm. arms, looking very intimate.

Just when I was at a loss in front of the car, I saw with my own eyes that she gave him a kiss outside the gate of the building. The sunlight passed through their embracing figures, and under the soft white clouds, it was a beautiful and cruel scene.

All of a sudden, I was struck by a thunderbolt from the blue sky, as if I had been hit hard by lightning. I stood aside in a daze, unable to move my eyes away, staring straight at them who were looking at each other and smiling.

I should leave, just turn around. If I turn around, everything about Xiwen will officially end. In my Shurou memory, I will close all the memories about Xiwen from now on. In this way, I can fight against Xiwen hurt me.

It's a pity that my footsteps didn't listen to me at all. Even though Chen kept calling me, it couldn't stop me from moving forward.

"Xiwen..." I will not allow myself to shed tears in front of him, this is my last attachment.

He was startled when he saw me, then looked at the girl next to him, and said softly with a smile on his face: "You go up first, I'll go up later." Smiling and nodding into the building, the background gave me an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

He glanced at Chen who was walking behind me, and this time he didn't respond at all. When he looked back at me, his eyes instantly turned cold in the wind. I was so frozen by his eyes that I was about to lose my breath, and my heart ached. Incredibly.

"Okay." He didn't care, except for the cold look in his eyes, his attitude was as gentle as usual, as if nothing had changed and everything had changed: "Yu Yan, what's the matter for you to come to me on purpose?"

"You still ask? Master Xiwen should still remember what he has done?" Chen retorted faster than me, and said angrily: "Who was that girl just now? You cheated Miss!? Could it be that you What I'm doing is to make the young lady obey you obediently! It's a pity that you asked me to stay away from the young lady before, so you are the one who has been lying to the young lady!"

Chen seemed to hit something, Xiwen fell silent, and of course Chen guessed the reason for Xiwen's silence, he immediately clenched his fists and wanted to rush towards him, I subconsciously rushed towards Chen, pulled his arm to stop him, and said : "Chen, don't!"

"Miss, are you still helping him?" Chen stopped his movements and asked unwillingly.

"Chen, can you leave temporarily? I want to talk to Xiwen alone." I begged him, Chen's sad eyes pierced me, but I could only silently bite my lower lip and look at him.

Chen sighed heavily, and walked back, only Xiwen and I were left here, and Xiwen's smile had disappeared, maybe the real him was the one who had nothing to do with him now.

However, I am not Yuyan now. In the end, I hope that what Xiwen sees is me who loves him to the point of bruises, not Yuyan.

"I saw the behavior of you and that girl just now, even if you didn't tell me, I can guess the relationship between you." I mustered up the courage and asked: "But is it true that your tenderness and consideration to me were all fake? Is it? The ambiguous behavior you did to me...is it all a lie to me?"

My heart was pounding with urgency, and I waited for his answer like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced.

Please, Sivan.Even if it's just a second, let me know that your heart has been moved for me, for my comfort.

He sighed, pressed his forehead with one hand, and looked up at the blue sky.

"It's not fake." He replied, "It's true. I've always treated you in the same way."

I dare not take my eyes off him, his face is expressionless, I don't know if he is really expressionless or he is hiding his emotions.

"But the you in the past didn't respond to my feelings at all. It may be God's will. After losing your memory, you actually fell in love with me. I always hoped that you could recover your memory, so that you could become my beloved Yu Yan before, and you will be able to return to me. You can be with me." He looked at me out of the corner of his eye, even though the sky was blue, it couldn't cover his gray eyes with disappointment.

My heart has been stabbed by his expression and words, I try my best to cover up the wound, but he won't care if I get hurt anymore.

"However, I understand that I can't go back to the past, right? You still can't restore your memory, and you don't just listen to me like before, so I have to give up." He said it easily, as if it was no longer his business. Yes, it seems that my feelings are not worth mentioning in his eyes, what he wants is Yu Yan's feelings, not my Shu Rou's feelings.

"Is it really that important before?" I felt my eyes getting hotter and hotter. No matter how hard I tried, in Xiwen's heart, I was still no match for Yuyan, and I would never be no match: "I can't do anything without the memories of the past, you...you Can't you pay attention to me now?"

He turned his head and stared at me firmly, a faint fire flashed strangely in his eyes: "Now...then are you willing to drive that bodyguard and Xia Yujun away?"

I looked at him in astonishment and asked, "What do you mean?"

He grabbed my arm tightly, and the eyes of the past reappeared in his eyes: "If I don't ask you to recall the past memories, can you drive away other people and only listen to me?"

I looked up at him straight up, the old smile appeared on Xiwen's face again, and he said to himself: "Yuyan, you obviously only listened to me in the past, but now you can do it too, as long as you drive them away That's it! Then you are my old Yuyan!"

The last words in his mouth were like a plate of cold water being poured on my head, I shuddered and said in a low voice: "Xiwen, have you ever loved Yuyan in the past?"

He looked at me suspiciously and said, "Of course."

"Then why do you want Yuyan to only listen to you alone? Why do you regard the idea that I am different from yours as my rebellion against you?"

A strange look flashed across Xiwen's face, he let go of my hand again, and took two steps back: "Yuyan, you're not listening to me again, as expected I should have kept them away from you in the first place." That's right."

In an instant, I understood the reason why he wanted to stay away from me in the first place, trembling all over my body, I stared at the stranger in front of me, I really couldn't believe that I fell in love with such a cold-blooded person.

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