Double daughter: double-faced president stay away from me

I don't want to hear these voices anymore!Covering my ears with my hands, I shook my head desperately to resist, and the diary fell to the ground with a bang, as if mocking my self-deception.

"Miss..." The voice was close to my ears, and the stalwart figure covered my small body. I looked up and saw Chen's eyes gently enveloping me.

"Chen..." I still wanted to smile instinctively, but my voice couldn't pretend, and I couldn't stop trembling no matter what.I am struggling, I know, there are some answers that only Chen can give me.

Chen's face was extremely ugly, as if he was severely hurt by accompanying me.

"Miss, I'm very worried about your appearance." He bent over and held my shoulders tightly, the uneasiness on his face became more gloomy under the sunlight: "Did Master Xiwen misunderstand something? I'm going to explain to him..."

I stared at him sadly, tightly clenched his hand that was about to leave, stared straight at him and asked, "Chen, tell me, do you know anything about Xiwen?"

Chen's face froze, the impulse disappeared immediately, and the gloomy eyes confirmed the suspicion in my heart. I was already wondering why Xiwen was talking about Chen at that time?Does it have anything to do with him?
I raised my head and stared firmly at Chen's eyes. His usual gentle eyes drifted from side to side, and he didn't dare to meet me. I knew that he couldn't be forced because of his temperament, so I just stared silently and persistently. with him.

Sure enough, it didn't take long before Chen lowered his head, and his shoulders, which had always been straight, followed suit, exuding a dejected air: "Sorry, Miss..."

I couldn't help shaking my head, I didn't want to hear him apologize, because it meant that he and Xiwen were indeed hiding something from me.

Still staring at a spot on the ground, Chen mumbled, "Miss, are you arguing with Master Xiwen because of me? Sure enough, I hindered you as he said..."

What Xiwen said to me at the end flashed into my mind again. I grabbed Chen’s sleeve and asked anxiously, “What do you mean by saying that? Tell me from the beginning to the end!” My intuition told me that I want to know everything .

Chen raised her head and looked at me again, her face was full of guilt, she didn't answer my question, but she was still muttering: "I really don't want Miss to be sad, I will explain clearly to Master Xiwen." Seeing his figure about to turn around, I couldn't take it anymore, I pulled the corner of his clothes hard, tears rolled in my eyes, and even my voice revealed my collapse.

"It's useless." I took a deep breath, not wanting to let tears flow, but unfortunately this time, I couldn't even put on a smile.

"No, as long as the miss wants, I will explain it to Master Xiwen. In addition, I will officially resign and leave you, miss. Master Xiwen will come back to miss you." Chen smiled bitterly. His words were very sincere, but more and more It made me puzzled, as if his clear eyes no longer cared about himself, instead he held my hand tightly, and said with concern: "Miss, I understand how much you love Master Xiwen, it's my fault, it's my fault... "His words startled my confused thoughts.

"Chen, what are you talking about?"

Chen let go of her hand, sighed softly and closed her eyes, and finally made up her mind to explain: "Do you still remember...that I left Miss before? Actually...I saw Miss was very sad because of Master Xiwen before, So I said self righteously to Young Master Xiwen, please take good care of you, miss... But he said that it was me who hindered you, so that's why I was... miss, I'm sorry. I'll go to him now and explain clearly, It's Madam who told me to come back, and it has nothing to do with you, Miss! I don't want to see you sad again."

As Chen spoke, unbelievable feelings hit my heart wave after wave. In this way, Xiwen's gentleness to me at that time was not because of being interested in me, but because of Chen's request! ?
I was so dizzy that I almost collapsed on the ground. Is Xiwen in my eyes the real him?He showed different faces in front of me again and again. Are those gentle and caring, which ones are true, and which ones are fake?

Now I can't tell the difference.

"Miss, miss, are you okay!" Chen, who was about to turn around, saw my expression at first glance, and was so frightened that he held my hand. I shook my head weakly, and only felt a cold feeling in my heart. The expression on his face should be extremely pale.

Chen's cry attracted Haisha, and she ran in quickly, looking at my face in distress as ugly as Chen's.

I tried to smile, but I didn't expect that my sadness would affect others, even Chen and Haisha were worried about me.

"Haisa, madam and lord..."

"Don't worry, Miss used to stay here often and never went out. So Madam and the others didn't ask any more questions." Chen replied.

I nodded, and Haisha bent down and held my hand tightly, with a sad expression on her face. My smile became bitter, and I couldn't help but asked her softly, "Did Xiwen come to see me?"

Since Xiwen disappeared, this is a question I have to ask. I always feel that the matter is not over yet. After listening to Chen's words, I feel that I have to face all of this.Haisha let go of me, and Chen looked at each other, the embarrassed expression on her face told me the answer I didn't want to face.

I sighed softly, stood up slowly, walked to the window and pushed it open, letting the wind blow over me, brushing my long hair, the beautiful scenery in front of me, but not even a tiny bit of it was reflected All I had in my eyes, in my mind, was a painful blankness.

"Chen, Haisha. I want to hear the truth." The voice came out of my mouth automatically: "What do you actually think of Xiwen?"

No one made a sound behind, what I learned from Chen's mouth made my head very calm, so calm that even I felt scared, only I knew that I was almost at the limit.

My eyes fell on Yuyan's snow-white hands, only the white fingers reflected the turbulent waves in my heart, trembling non-stop, I clenched my fists hard, the pain from my nails touching my palms was not as painful as my heart, I said to myself I whispered to myself: "If I puncture all the truth, how painful can it be?"

I clenched my fists, and gently asked the two silent people behind me: "Is the Xiwen I knew real or not? Who is the person I fell in love with?"

Unexpectedly, it was Haisha who made the first sound this time. Although her voice was hesitant, it was full of firmness. When it echoed in my ears, it seemed that something was slowly breaking.

"Miss, forgive me for telling the truth, Master Xiwen is really not worth your pity for him. I'm afraid that what you fell in love with is just his phantom." She seemed to have made up her mind, and told me bluntly: "Miss, have you ever thought about Why did you prefer to marry the unknown Young Master Xia before choosing Young Master Xiwen?"

I was woken up by Haisha's sudden words, and I could only stare back at her.

"Haisha." Chen anxiously wanted to stop her, but she looked at Chen firmly, shook her head and said, "I'm just telling the truth, I don't want to see such an uncomfortable young lady again!"

Chen glared at her, as if he wanted to say something, I waved my hand to stop him, subconsciously clenched my lower lip, my thoughts surged, I didn't want to get depressed for no reason, I took a deep breath, desperately brought up the stiff legs, trying to take a step towards the door, although every step is very difficult, but I decided to face it, I want to find out everything about Xiwen until I give up.

"Chen, I want to find Xiwen, can you take me to see him?"

"No need. Miss, I will explain to Master Xiwen." Chen is still persistent. He thinks that I will be happy when Xiwen comes back, but I know very well in my heart that I am not Yuyan. Can't pretend.What Xiwen gave me were all phantoms, and now... it's time for me to break it with my own hands...

The ups and downs of my heartbeat accompany me, and the time has come for me to take a step forward.

"No need to say any more." I held the clothes on my chest tightly, and it was very difficult for me to say this sentence: "Chen, I want to see Xiwen." I left this sentence and slowly walked towards the door in front of me.

Even though I had already vaguely felt in my heart that maybe this was the last time I saw him, I still had to go out.

For Xiwen, I have done a lot of things that Shu Rou would not do, but I don't want to do even the most annoying escape in the past, it is time for me to recognize the truth.