my naughty female president

Mu Xichun's tears finally welled up when I said this sentence.My heart throbbed violently again. This is not an adjective, but a real pain. I think the so-called heart-wrenching pain is probably this feeling.

I want to reach out and wipe away her tears, I want to hug her in the past, I want to kneel in front of her and confess to her, I want to cut open my chest and ask her to give me a few more knives...

However, I still stood there without moving, I can't do this, I can't... I can't even show the slightest bit of softness.Because I know that all the hurt she's going through will be meaningless, and I can't be so selfish anymore, and I can't...

She looked at me like this, tightly pursing her lips, trying not to cry out, letting the tears roll down, her thin shoulders trembling violently with her sobs.

I only feel that my soul has been tortured again and again, looking at her crying face, I know that my soul will never be redeemed, and I will fall into the endless hell and suffer from the ten halls of hell forever. atonement for the tears she shed because of me...

I couldn't watch it anymore, I was worried that I would never be able to get out of this room if I stayed for another second, so I finally took steps to go outside.

She didn't move when I stepped out, and she still didn't move when I passed her, and when I thought I was finally leaving this house with all my sins, she suddenly turned around and rushed up Take my hand.

"You can't leave, you still owe me money, you can't leave, I want you to use your salary to pay off the debt, you can't leave, who can I ask for money if you leave?" Her voice suddenly became urgent and high-pitched.

The moment she said this, my body shook violently, and I felt my soul was instantly pulled out of my body, which made me almost unable to stand still, and felt dizzy for a while.

I forced myself to calm down the emotions that were just a hair away from the collapse of the whole line. I only felt that my eyes were blurred.

my dear girl!Is this your last resort?Can't you think of any other way to get me to stay?Do you think that this method is effective every time it works?
My poor girl, don't you know I can't stay with you anymore?Don't you understand that I will only bring you endless disasters?How can I have the heart to stay by your side and hurt you?how can i...

"I will find a way to return the money to you as soon as possible. If you are afraid that I will not pay it back, you can go to the court and sue me!" I tried my best to restrain my voice, so that she would not hear that I almost said it through gritted teeth. This sentence, on the contrary, is a bit sonorous and cold.Fortunately, I didn't look back. Fortunately, she just held me behind me...

After saying this, I struggled to break free from her hand, and rushed out the door as if I was running away.

I gritted my teeth and ran to the elevator, her heart-wrenching cry came from behind me...

I almost rushed into the elevator, and the moment the elevator closed, I couldn't collapse anymore, and I collapsed on the ground and burst into tears...

I'm sorry, my dear girl...

In contrast, the person I love the most...

sorry!I'm really tired...

I was walking on the street at midnight with my empty suitcase, and it was raining again in the sky.I looked up at the sky, and there was only endless darkness, which seemed to engulf the whole world.

The rain mixed with my tears and flowed into my mouth, only feeling a little salty. It turns out that tears and blood have the same taste...

I stood on the empty road and looked around blankly. There was no one around, and it seemed that I was the only one left in the whole world.

I suddenly became frightened!I want to shout, I want to know where all the people in this world have gone?Why do you leave me behind, why don't you take me with you...

In fact, I did so. I tried my best to yell hoarsely at Shino, and my voice seemed to be swallowed up by the night in the rain and fog, without even a trace of echo.I yelled again in all directions, but there was still no response.

I suddenly felt a little hopeless, and sat down in the wilderness. For the first time, I felt that living in this world is such a terrible thing. At this point, I have never thought about what is the purpose of my indifferent life?
How ironic this is, I want to laugh and cry.Then my consciousness stopped abruptly amidst my tearful laughter and I fell to the floor.

The rain gradually became heavier, and the stagnant water flowed past me lazily, washing away my slightly warm body, and carrying my sinful soul to the deepest part of hell...

However, it is not easy to fall asleep without waking up. In the end, I just walked on the edge of reincarnation, and I had no choice but to return to this world where people have tasted all kinds of human feelings and can't get an epiphany.

It was white in front of my eyes, and the air was filled with the smell of formalin. There were several bottles of clear and transparent liquid hanging directly above my head, and the liquid was poured from a tube into my blood vessels by turning the bubbles one by one.

This is the great invention of people to save lives, and I finally survived.

I wanted to turn over and sit up, but I immediately felt dizzy when I moved slightly, and the muscles in my whole body became stiff and numb, like meat that had been in the refrigerator for a long time.

I tried my best to twist the only head that was still under my control, trying to figure out my current situation, but I couldn't do anything because there was no one around me.

The sky outside the window has cleared up, and from the perspective of the sun, it is probably close to noon, and I was surprised that I had slept for so long.

The autumn wind blows in from the window, and the transition of this autumn rain seems to be cooler.

Other than that, the world is still the same as before, nothing has changed.Some people are separated and some are reunited, some are born and some die. It's just a drama that is performed every day, but there is no audience.

"You're awake!" While I was thinking wildly, a nurse in white came in. Her expression was stern, and she didn't show the slightest joy because the patient she was taking care of woke up.

This is probably due to her profession. How can she be happy when a patient wakes up when she is used to seeing life and death?Maybe in her eyes I'm just a sick creature, a bunch of carbohydrates.

"What's wrong with me? Who sent me here?" I asked hoarsely.

"You're physically exhausted and you're suffering from the wind and cold, and you still have a lot of trauma to your body, and your emotions seem to be greatly stimulated, which leads to a decline in your body's dysfunction and immunity!" The nurse answered my question while quickly changing the medicine bottle for me. Seeing my dazed expression, she paused for a moment, and then continued: "Simply put, you have a cold! But your cold is not a common cold, because many of your body functions are not up to the standard or exceed the standard. That's why the virus enters your body when you get a little wind and cold, so your condition is more serious than a common cold!"

Seeing that I was still half-understanding, she couldn't help but burst out laughing, revealing a pair of beautiful little canine teeth.

"Just don't worry, it's nothing serious, don't worry!" She finally showed her kind side and comforted me.

"How did I get to the hospital? Who brought me here?" I asked the question again.

"It was a truck driver who found you on an abandoned section of the ring road at dawn. He thought you were dead, but found that you were not dead, so he sent you to the hospital! That road died a few months ago. It has been diverted at both ends, fortunately the driver master’s truck was overloaded and turned to that road in order to avoid the checkpoint, otherwise you might not be so lucky!"

"I don't know why you went there?" She whispered, and suddenly said as if she remembered something: "Your blood sample test results show that your blood BAC content is seriously exceeded, no wonder you ran there !"

I was surprised: "What is BAC?"

She rolled her eyes at me: "I love drinking so much that I don't even know the BAC? BAC is the alcohol concentration!"

It dawned on me that when I heard that the BAC content exceeded the standard, I thought I had some serious illness. It turned out that it was just because of drinking alcohol.

"Where's the driver?" I asked again.People helped me so much, which is rare in this indifferent society.

You must know that in the past few years, many electronic eyes have photographed some drivers who have run over and disabled people, but in order to avoid future troubles, there have been occasions when they deliberately backed up and ran over the injured to death. The indifference of human nature is not just a simple change in human nature, but It is the social environment that changes human nature.

In the face of the truth of survival that has nothing to do with self-awareness and self-preservation, it is rare to see such a kind person, so I must thank this kind-hearted person.

"He left after bringing you here! He said that the boss would deduct the money if the delivery was late!" The nurse's expression became kind, and she probably felt that such kind people are rare.

"Then did he leave his contact information?" I asked again.

"Why do people leave their contact information? Do you think that they saved you so that you can repay them? You are overthinking! He is just purely kind. Not only does he not want your repayment, but he is even a little afraid that you will blackmail him. He insisted on showing us his driving recorder before he would leave!" The nurse gave me another look, as if she was very disgusted with my words.

I couldn't help being taken aback for a moment, and then felt a little sad, what happened to this world?Even a good man has to be so frightened when he does a good deed!Evidence must be prepared before it can be done!It's no wonder that human nature has become indifferent. If he had knocked down a bad guy who was pencied before and suffered a loss, I'm afraid he would rather back up and go back than come up to help me, but whose fault is this?

"The doctor said that you have to stay in the hospital for a few days to observe the recovery, so you should call your family and friends to bring over your daily necessities, and someone will take care of you by the way!" Said to me after finishing the record on the bedside list.

I was startled: "How many days will I stay?"

"Of course!" She glared at me, as if she was very displeased with me for not being able to figure out the situation: "Your body is dysfunctional, and many tests are not within the normal range, so the doctor didn't say that you can be discharged from the hospital." You'd better be honest! Don't think that you don't take your body seriously when you are young, and you will regret it when you are old!" She spoke sharply and didn't care about her angel image.

After she finished speaking, she took the tray and went to the next ward, leaving me dumbfounded on the bed.

Inform relatives and friends?Huh, who else can I notify now?My relatives are long gone, but I do have a few friends, but I have caused enough trouble for them, and I really can't let them run around for my affairs anymore.

I don’t care about daily necessities, I have them in my bag, and I can buy them even if I don’t go out, and I don’t have to worry about eating. The hospital has a special food seller every meal time, and you can order takeaway online.

As for needing someone to take care of me?I don't think it's necessary anymore. I just have a cold and some skin trauma, and it's not that I can't move because of my muscles and bones. Why do I need someone to take care of me?

At this moment, I was the only one left in the ward, and the instantly quiet environment suddenly aroused my sadness.

Thinking of so many years of recklessness, and the separation and separation along the way, I couldn't help crying.

My mother has been dead for many years, my father is missing, Anne has never been heard from, and Li Liang and I have a secret rift. Even Xiang Dong, who I thought would be a brother for life no matter what happens, is probably heartbroken by me. You won't treat me as a friend anymore.Until now, I have finally inevitably lived in a situation where I have nothing and am alone...