my naughty female president

"The mud won't stick to the wall?" I looked at her and smiled sadly: "Are you finally disappointed in me?"

Mu Xichun was trembling all over, the tears in his eyes flowed down like a flood that burst a bank.

"Your father found me this morning, do you know what he said to me? He said that I am a rotten wood that cannot be carved, and a dog that cannot be lifted! Ha ha! You are really a father and daughter, and you even have the same ideas , you finally think that I am a piece of mud that can't be pasted on the wall! It seems that this is what you all agree on about me! Good! That's great! It's really great!"

Speaking of this, I suddenly felt a heat in my throat, and an uncontrollable wave of air rushed straight up, and spit out a big mouthful of blood with a puff.I staggered and almost fell!
Mu Xichun hurriedly stepped forward to help me, but I pushed her away fiercely, and because my throat seemed to be blocked, I said angrily: "I don't want you to care, I don't want you to be pitiful! I am Don’t get your hands dirty with mud that won’t stick to the wall!”

Mu Xichun stood there dumbfounded, and broke down in tears, and said, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...it's all my fault, I, I shouldn't have said that!"

"You don't need to apologize, what's wrong with you? I love you because I overestimated my strength! It's because I didn't recognize my own weight. Now I finally know what I am! Sorry to bother you! Hehe, hehehe !” I smiled miserably, turned around, and walked forward step by step.

I just feel that every step I take is like using a mighty force, and it seems that every step I take will consume all my life...

Mu Xichun caught up to me again and took my arm, crying like a tear!
"In this life, can you forgive me, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, can you forgive me?"

Her tone was almost pleading!
I stood still, and indifferently pulled out the arm that was held by her, and took another step.

She still wanted to step forward to pull me, but Ah Wei held her tightly.

"Let him go, he hurt you so selfishly, why do you still beg him like this, he doesn't deserve you to treat him like this, let him go, let him go!" Ah Wei held back and struggled Mu Xichun, who was about to come after me, yelled at Mu Xichun hysterically, as if to vent his anger, but also as if to wake her up!
At this time, I saw a car heading east coming from a distance, and suddenly stopped beside me.He probably saw the scene just now in the car, which can be explained from his behavior.

He jumped out of the car and grabbed my clothes, and asked me with a sad and angry expression: "Old Wei, what are you crazy about? How could you treat Miss Xichun like this! Do you know how anxious she is for you these days?" It's..."

"Enough!" I yelled, interrupting his series of questions from me.He obviously just saw Mu Xichun begging me sadly with tears on his face, and just saw my indifference and unfeeling towards her. I was almost physically and mentally exhausted, so I preconceived that I treated Mu Xichun so indifferently that he was angry.

I'm emotionally broken right now, how can I not be angry when I see him coming up to question me without asking any questions indiscriminately.

I pushed him away and took my hand: "I'm crazy? You think I'm crazy too? Don't you always think I'm causing you trouble? Don't you want me as a friend? Well, I'll satisfy you, From now on we will never be friends again!" I yelled at him hysterically.

I have completely lost my mind, like a game cock whose hair has been fried, I will peck out the eyes of anyone who touches me, regardless of whether you have good intentions or malicious intentions.

"Are you crazy? Do you know what you are doing?" Xiang Dong could hardly believe that I would say such a thing.But obviously he was also suddenly angered by what I said, because he never thought about what I said, and he knew it, and I knew it too.But I said that anyway, since my life is already rotten like this, it doesn't matter if I lose another friend.

"Yes, I'm crazy, I'm fucking crazy, so you all stay away from me, don't infect you!"

Xiangdong frowned and ignored me, probably he felt that my current state was unreasonable.He turned around and supported Mu Xichun, who was already crying so hard that he couldn't straighten up, and seemed to want to say something, but he couldn't.He and Awei supported Mu Xichun on one left and one on the right. The three of them watched me turn around with different expressions, and then walked away step by step.

……

It was late at night, and the sky was still intermittently covered with ox hair-like rain. The autumn wind blew by, bringing a chill that could not be felt yet. The sycamore trees on both sides of the road began to have yellow leaves falling, and the branches and leaves seemed to be still there yesterday. The noisy cicadas seemed to disappear after only one night.

I walked unsteadily in this gradually icy city, feeling as cold as iron.

Has it finally come to an end?Is the pursuit of the so-called good and the so-called hope just a dream?Is the happiness I long for and the future I look forward to empty after all?
it's over!it's all over!I have long realized that there should be no hope in life, right? Why do I have to do those unnecessary challenges?Is it just because who said that as long as you do it, there is hope?Why didn't he tell me how to bear the price of failure?

I was walking on the dark street, the world was dark, only the street lamp was still struggling to carry the last glimmer of light in the world, it was still making my shadow follow me as much as possible, so that I would not look too lonely.

The road in front of me finally became familiar with my uncoordinated pace, and the towering high-end community units not far in front of me were still standing there in an unclean and unclean manner.

I thought this was a road to my happiness, and I thought that there would be evidence of my happiness in one of the squares, but now, am I finally coming to take away all my traces?And who would know what a big dream I once had here...

I opened the door gently, and the room was quiet and pitch black.I don't know if the owner here is fast asleep or hasn't come back yet?
I didn't turn on the light, but I still found my door in the dark with great precision. It turned out that I was already so familiar with this place.

I closed the door and stood with my back leaning on the door for a long time, breathing deeply every strand of familiar air here. There was a faint scent of lavender in the air, which was placed on my window sill by her own hands. Yes, that day she looked at my dark circles and said to me that the scent of lavender helps me sleep...

The breeze blows, and gently lifts the sheer gauze curtains, which are dotted with beautiful stars, which look mysterious and spectacular under the faint light in the distance.

This is the pattern she personally chose for me. She said that this pattern would make her feel the depth of time and space. She said that when she saw this picture, it felt like time stopped turning. She said she liked this feeling very much. She said she Every time I see this picture, I think of eternity...

Her every frown and smile, her anger and anger, her every move... At this moment, thinking about it, it was like a pair of sharp knives, piercing my heart deeply, and the pain made me twitch almost uncontrollably.

I tried my best to hold back my almost uncontrollable thoughts, and finally sighed secretly, turned on the light and started to pack my things.

I stuffed the clothes into my bag one by one, and when I saw the pair of knee-length shorts, I couldn't help thinking of the ten house rules she listed.Thinking of her explanation of the tenth clause in order to make up the whole number, my soul seemed to be scalded and sizzled, and I was in a trance.

I clearly remember each one in my heart, and I carefully abide by each one, but from now on, I will finally no longer be bound by those ten family rules, because I will no longer belong here.

Although I moved slowly, it didn't take much time for a few sets of clothes. I finally found that I could take away only the clothes and nothing else. After all, I came in a hurry as a passer-by. Gone and gone in a hurry, leaving no trace, nor taking away a trace of nostalgia...

Finally packed up, everything is no more than the volume of a suitcase.I looked around, but I couldn't find any trace of my past.

The quilt on the bed was a bit messy, but it has been folded by me!I've watered enough lavender on the windowsill to believe they'll live a long time, even if they're temporarily forgotten, and there's only so much I can do.

I looked at the sky outside the window. It was still dark, and it seemed that a heavy rain was still brewing. I closed the window to ensure that the rain would not come in with the wind.After doing all this, I packed my bags, turned off the lights, turned and left the room.

Just as I went out and returned to the living room, the door of the living room was suddenly opened, and then the light in the living room was turned on.

As the lights came on, I saw Mu Xichun standing at the door with red and swollen eyes, and the tired look on his face made people feel distressed.

It was only then that I realized that after not seeing her for a few days, she became visibly thinner. My heart was twisted into a ball like someone twisting a towel, as if I wanted to squeeze out the blood inside, which made me feel like I wanted to suffocate. Feel.

Both of us froze at the same time, and I stood motionless in the middle of the living room.She stared at me for a while, then looked down at the luggage in my hand, she seemed to suddenly understand something!
"Where... are you going?" Although she tried hard to keep herself calm, I could still hear the trembling in her voice!

"The world is so big, there must be a place to accommodate me!" I replied hoarsely.

She moved slowly and stopped two meters away from me. At this distance, I could clearly see the tears gradually gathering in her eyes.

"Can you not leave?" Her voice finally trembled uncontrollably.

I looked at her silently, and felt a sting in my heart. If I could see my heart, I believe it would already be riddled with holes.

When she saw that I was silent, her tone suddenly became louder: "You are my boyfriend, I won't let you go!"

"...If you really feel the need, I can say that... let's break up!" After a long silence, I finally spoke.