my naughty female president

Anne became more and more emotional, almost trembling all over her body. Her helpless eyes pierced deeply into my heart like thorns, piercing my humble soul.

I kept silent, not knowing what to say to soothe her hurt heart.

If she vents out, it can make her feel better. I would rather cut my chest open and let her vent wantonly, because I know that I should bear these sins.

"You find one girlfriend after another, I never feel bad, because I know you don't really love them, you spend the night with one strange woman after another, I don't think it's ok, because I know the world owes you Yours! You want to vent, I think it should be. I just want you to get tired of all this one day, and then you will understand that I have been waiting for you silently!"

"But I never thought that my silent waiting would lead to such a result! Should I congratulate you?" Annie looked at me, her lips trembling slightly, her eyes filled with infinite despair.

"Annie, I'm sorry..."

Annie raised her hand to stop me, and I continued: "Don't say sorry, if you don't love me, you don't love me. No matter how much I do, it's useless if you don't love me!"

"Actually, I realized Mr. Mu's feelings for you early in the morning, but I still had a little fantasy. At that time, I should understand that what I did was just wishful thinking. If you love me, why wait until now?"

There was a wry smile on the corner of Annie's mouth, which seemed to be self-deprecating, but also desperate.

"Do you know what my father said to me before he died? He said let me come back to you, he said you are a person worth relying on, he said you promised him, no matter what, you will not do anything to hurt me !"

"Hehe!" Annie laughed miserably again.

"It seems that he, like me, thinks he knows you very well. It turns out that we were all wrong. It is such a difficult thing for a person who doesn't love you to not hurt you!"

"I thought I still had you guys after my father left, and I even told Brother Liang that I only had you guys left, haha, how ridiculous I am, I naively thought that you would never leave me, it's really ironic Yes, haha, hahaha..."

Annie suddenly laughed out loud, bent down so much, and burst into tears...

I was going to say: Anne, no matter what happens, I am your best friend, and that will never change!

But in the end, I just opened my mouth and didn't say anything. I know that these words will not comfort her, but will make her more sad. Maybe I will think that I sympathize with her, and say Some dry words.

Who will fall in love with whom?This is an irrational decision, but the injury is like a grain of sand in the shoe, which can make people feel its existence clearly.

In this game, it is impossible to trace who is wrong and who is right. Although there is a relationship between hurting and being hurt, the hurt is heartbreaking and painful, but no one will pay for it all.I'm sorry, after all, it's too pale, powerless like an insect that can't stop the arrival of autumn.

Annie laughed and cried, crying heartbreakingly, as if she wanted to vent all her grievances with her tears. However, when the tears finally run out, the pain in her heart can only be slowly relieved by time. To heal, this will be a long-term process, and it may take a lifetime if you are not careful.

In fact, I have not seriously considered a question for a long time. For Annie, do I really not love, or dare not love?If I leave behind my inferiority complex, wouldn't I really fall in love with her?

I'm not sure, for a beautiful woman like her, I'm afraid a man can't help but fall in love with her.

If time can really be restarted, I think I will seriously reconsider this issue, but there is no second choice in life, every step you take, every choice you make, you have to bear the consequences .

I am sitting on the floor of an office building in the center of the city. Outside the window is the beginning of the city’s nightlife. The noise is exciting and restless, and the slight breeze that comes in seems to carry a hint of unfinished taste.

It's just that my heart has been sinking, to the deepest bottom of the sea, and I know that from now on, in the depths of my heart, there is a place that will never see the light of day.

Annie's crying face is right in front of my eyes, it is really like my soul that has been hacked into pieces, but I no longer have the courage to wipe away tears for her, Annie, Annie...

Annie was finally tired of crying, or maybe she was heartbroken and she had no more tears to support her sadness.

Her eyes were red and her cheeks were pale.

With a hoarse voice, I said to me who was standing aside: "You go, I don't blame you, I don't hate you, but please don't tell me that we can still be friends, I don't need your pity, and I don't want to see you again You, please give me the last bit of dignity!"

I stood up silently, ready to say something to Annie, my throat was dry, and finally I didn't say anything.

I mechanically turned around and mechanically raised my legs to walk out. Just after taking two steps, Anne's voice sounded behind me.

"Brother!" Annie called me softly, just like in the past, she called me brother, this name has been called me since I became friends with her in high school, she has been calling me this name for several years without knowing it , cordial and familiar!And this is probably the last time she will call me that.

I suddenly felt sad, turned around and looked at her, my nose was sore, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, two lines of tears came out of my eyes.

"Brother, I just ask you a question. Over the years, have you never fallen in love with me for a moment? Even for a moment! Even for a thought!" Annie's voice was hoarse, and she stared at me sadly.

I looked at Annie, and I wanted to say to her loudly: No, Annie, it’s not what you think, you’re wrong, it’s not that I don’t love you, it’s that I dare not love you, you are pure and innocent in my heart But I am an evil worldly person. I am afraid that if I get close to you, I will tarnish your purity. How dare I say that I love you?You deserve a better future and a better life, but I am afraid that I will drag you into the endless quagmire, so how dare I get a little closer to you?

But after all, these words were only in my heart, and I didn't say a word.I know that if I say these words, it may be another curse for her.

Perhaps for her at this moment, these words can make her feel better, but if it makes her sink into another quagmire, I am afraid it will be another sin of mine. Instead of this, it is better to let her die completely This should not be thought, if it is inevitable to be hurt in the end, if it is necessary to bear the crime after all, then it doesn't matter if the crime is more violent.

I know that my cruelty at this time may allow her to break out of the cocoon and be reborn earlier. If this is the case, I am more willing to bear more of her resentment towards me. After all, until now, there is only so much I can do for her .

Anne's hopeful and sad eyes finally faded gradually in my silence.

She smiled wryly, and tears welled up in her eyes again: "I understand, I understand!" Annie murmured.

"Even if there is no Mr. Mu, no matter how long I wait, you will not fall in love with me! I am so naive, I still have a little fantasy until now, thank you for making my last little fantasy shattered, you go, I wish you happiness!"

The last few words she said, she finally couldn't help but look away in sadness, maybe she didn't want me to see her tears again.

I turned around in silence again, my legs were as if they were filled with lead, and I had just turned around, only to find that I was still holding the paper bag containing 10 yuan in my hand, and then I remembered that the only thing I could repay Annie , I almost forgot.

"Annie, I know that I hurt you, and I know that no matter what I do, I can't make up for the harm I caused to you. I don't even have the face to say sorry to you! Over the years, you have been silently caring about me, which makes me Nothing to repay..."

My voice gradually lowered, and I really couldn't continue. These words sounded too blunt and too formal, so like the last parting words of a heartbroken man to the woman he hurt.

I know that these words may make me feel better, but for Anne, it is undoubtedly another hanging.

"I owe you a lot over the years, this is 10 yuan, I know it can't make up for the harm I did to you, but this is the only thing I can make up for you..."

I finally said it, and with a throbbing pain in my heart, I gently placed the paper bag in my hand on her desk.

Annie turned her head and gave me a sad smile, her eyes were full of distress!

She just looked at me like this, and walked towards me step by step, I clearly saw her tears pouring out of her eyes uncontrollably again, but her expression was smiling, she just smiled like this Looking at me, I let the tears flow down my cheeks unscrupulously.

Looking at her expression, I just felt that my heart was broken into pieces and scattered on the cold floor, and I was stung by her salty tears forever.

She walked up to me, picked up the paper bag on the table, her voice trembled slightly, but she still said with a smile on her face: "So my love for you is worth 10 yuan!"

"Annie, I..." I wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Annie.

"If I don't accept the 10 yuan, can you tell me that you love me?"

"I……"

"Say it! Say it! Why don't you say it? Why don't you even say that you love me? Say it! Say it! Why don't you say it?"

Annie suddenly became crazy. She grabbed my skirt and shook my body like a stake vigorously, screaming shrilly.

"Say it! Why didn't you say it? Why didn't you say it..." Annie still grabbed my skirt and shook my body, but shouting, she finally fell on me as if she had lost all her strength. The screams in his chest and mouth also changed from hysterical to angry!
I feel that my soul has been forcibly pulled out of my body by some force, like a walking corpse, standing in the same place dumbly.However, this walking corpse instinctively stretched out his arms, ready to embrace the sad woman in front of him.

However, just as the walking corpse's arm touched Annie's body, she pushed the walking corpse away like a spring. The walking corpse took a step back, and stood still in place again.

"Okay, okay, since 10 yuan can't buy you, you love me, then I will accept the 10 yuan..."

Annie picked up the paper bag and slowly backed away while talking. While backing up, she opened the bag and took out the neatly bundled 10 yuan inside.

"...Since 10 yuan can't buy a sentence of yours, you love me, then I will accept the 10 yuan. From now on, we will not owe each other, and we will have nothing to do with each other!" She said the last sentence, she turned around abruptly, Yang raised the 10 yuan in his hand and threw it out of the window at once.

I still seemed to be nailed to the same spot, and I was not surprised by her actions. I knew that the 10 yuan had completely cut off the relationship between the two of us for so many years. As she said, from now on , I owe nothing to her, we have nothing to do with each other...

If you lose money, you can make money again, and if you lose friends, you can make friends again, but you have to forcibly strip away a real, flesh-and-blood, unforgettable past from your life.

So, is this still a full life?What should be used to make up for the incomplete part?

I can never make it up again, I can never go back to the past, I can never meet that girl who called me brother again...

The walking corpse stood there blankly, speechless, expressionless, not even breathing!

The sad woman yelled at him, telling him to go, but he didn't move, and she told him to roll, but he still didn't move, until she rushed over and pushed him hysterically, then he mechanically raised his stiff leg and took a step Go out one step at a time.

He didn't know how he left that office building, and he didn't remember how he got back to his residence. In his vague memory, the only impression he had was that when he came to the bottom of the office building, there was a group of people gathered downstairs. They were screaming and making noise, they seemed to be looking for something, they seemed to be very happy...

This was the only thing he could remember when he left there that night, and every time he recalled it after many years, it was as clear as yesterday...