my naughty female president

I don't know when I got home, and I don't know how I got home.My heart was as empty as if my heart had been taken out, and I couldn't feel any pain anymore.

In the silence, the mobile phone rang suddenly. I mechanically took out the mobile phone and pressed the answer button blankly. This was almost an instinctive action. I didn't even look at who the call was from?
"Old Wei, I have good news for you. My son Xiang Nan was born an hour ago!"

A voice rang in my ear, I heard it, I could hear it clearly, but my bewildered brain didn’t give any instructions, it just kept the handset of the phone close to my ear without saying a word, the whole person seemed like A puppet out of control, empty and indifferent.

Probably because of my indifferent reaction, Xiangdong's high emotions couldn't find a place to take over for a while, and finally felt a little wrong after not getting my response for a long time.

"Hello? Old Wei, are you listening? What's wrong with you? Talking?"

Hearing Xiang Dong's series of questions, I suddenly realized that Xiang Dong just said that his son was born an hour ago. I should congratulate him now, yes, I should congratulate him.

I tried my best to brew my emotions, trying to make my tone sound as if I could empathize with his joy, but I failed.After hesitating for a long time, he still just said dryly: "Congratulations!"

Xiangdong, who was thick on the outside and thin on the inside, finally heard some clues from my tone, gathered the joyful emotions just now, and asked calmly: "Old Wei! What happened? What's wrong with you?"

Slowly put down the phone, Xiangdong's concerned inquiries were still coming from the receiver intermittently: "Old Wei, talk, what happened..." I hung up the phone gently without saying a word .

One hour ago, the son of a good friend of mine came into this world. An hour ago, I learned that the father of another good friend of mine left this world. It seems that newborns have not yet perceived the meaning of this world at this time. Whether it's cold or warm, does the person who has passed away still have nostalgia for this world?

Is this the absolute balance that God pursues?For a new life to be born, a life must die?A person who has happiness and joy must have someone who bears sorrow and despair?Why does God pursue this absolute balance in such a cruel way?

I walked to the balcony in a daze, staring at the world indifferently, my heart seemed to be covered with weeds.Where the neon lights shine, the rotten nightlife is still in full swing, and in the invisible darkness, there are countless lonely souls looking for a home.

My Annie, my angel, please hate me, it is I who made you never go back to your heaven, please hate me, it was I who broke your wings with my own hands...

I looked up at the direction where Annie was, and suddenly felt a great sadness. I wanted to cry, so two lines of tears fell silently.

After standing there for a long time, the cool wind in the middle of the night finally restored my consciousness. I took out my mobile phone and dialed Li Liang's number.

"Old Wei, have you seen Annie? How is she?"

Li Liang seemed to have been waiting for my reply all this time. As soon as the call was connected, he couldn't wait to ask me.

I took a deep breath and said to him: "If your matter is settled, come back as soon as possible, Annie is the only one left now!"

"What do you mean by that? What happened to Anne? What does it mean that she is left with me?" Did Li Liang feel something? He asked a series of questions eagerly, but I couldn't even answer a single question. come up.

After a long silence, I finally just sighed and said, "Don't ask, come back quickly! I will tell you everything when you come back!"

As soon as I finished speaking, Li Liang didn't give up asking, but became more irritable: "Old Wei, what do you mean? What are you going to tell me? What are you hiding from me? Tell me now!"

I closed my eyes and fell into silence again. My heart, which had just calmed down, became agitated again by Li Liang's series of questions.

"Please don't ask, okay? I'm not in the mood to explain to you right now. I'll tell you everything when you come back! If uncle is fine, you'd better come back quickly. Annie may only need you most now..."

"What do you mean by that? Why is it only me? Aren't you his friend? Wei Jinsheng, tell me the truth, what the hell happened..."

Li Liang seemed completely irritated by my attitude, almost yelling at me.

In my impression, he has never lost such a temper with me, let alone scolding me by name.

It's just that I was really not in the mood to explain all this to him, so I hung up the phone before he finished speaking.

But then he called again and I hung up.He called again, and I hung up again.When he called for the third time, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and slammed the phone on the floor.

The clatter and scattered debris were particularly harsh in the stillness of the midnight.After the sound, I feel that the world has finally completely quieted down, and no one will ask me what's wrong again?What the hell happened?It seems that my soul will not be tortured this way.

It was finally dawn, and I opened my sore eyes, and found that I had fallen asleep on the sofa at some point. I looked up at the balcony, and the bright sunlight hurt my eyes.

It turned out that it was already noon, and I was wondering why the set alarm didn't go off, and then I realized that my mobile phone had been smashed to pieces by me last night.Thinking of this, he remembered a series of things that happened last night, and couldn't help feeling a splitting pain in his head.

I remembered the agreement with Mu Xichun, and decided to go to work, but when I walked into the bathroom and saw myself in the mirror, I gave up this idea again.

In the mirror, my eyes were swollen, the white eyeballs were bloodshot, my face was dull, my hair was disheveled, and the fine and dense stubble finally protruded from my skin overnight and grew wantonly when I was not prepared.After washing his face indiscriminately, he came to the living room feeling disappointed again, not knowing what to do next.

I want to go to work, but this state of mine will definitely scare Mu Xichun. I want to see Annie, but thinking of her hysterical sadness and despair last night, if I appear in front of her again at this moment, it will undoubtedly be another blow to her spirit. After being ravaged and devastated, I gave up this idea. I think it's better to wait for her to calm down a little later before going to see her. If it is possible, I don't want to lose her as a friend anyway. What I mean is if it is possible...

However, the more difficult it is, the slower time seems to be.I can't count how many times I've walked around the living room, or how many times I've tried to lie in bed and sleep, but never got my way.

Finally, the sun was gradually pulled to the west in my extremely restless mood, and I knew that another long night was coming.

When the setting sun was like blood, Mu Xichun came to my residence as I expected.

I know that she must also suffer a lot this day. She is the lover I am emotionally attached to. When I know that the other party has something but can't know what it is, no matter who I am, I will be extremely anxious.But my mobile phone was smashed by me again, and I couldn't be contacted under such circumstances, so you can imagine her mood.

So I concluded that she would definitely come to me as soon as possible after get off work.Speaking of which, I was also too selfish. I knew she would worry about me, but I didn't take the initiative to explain it to her. On the contrary, it made her feel anxious all day long.

Maybe it was because I was too decadent to frighten her. The moment she saw me again, she was obviously surprised and then changed into an expression of infinite worry.

She didn't ask me what happened, but asked me immediately: "Have you eaten yet?"

I shook my head, the cold heart inside was activated by her words, and gradually warmed up.

"I just guessed that you didn't eat, didn't you even eat lunch?"

I nod again.

"I packed a fast food for you, you can make do with it!"

There was a tinge of reproach in her concerned tone, as she spoke, she opened a bag in her hand and took out two lunch boxes and put them on the coffee table.

"No matter what happens, you have to eat well before you have the energy to deal with it. If you don't eat or drink like you, not only can't solve anything, but it will make yourself a problem!"

"No matter what happens in the future, even if it's a big one, you have to eat well and sleep well, can you promise me?" Mu Xichun helped me open the lunch box, looked at me seriously and said.

I nodded a third time, hearing those words bring a little warmth to my barren heart on a day of mental devastation.

Until now, she has never mentioned what happened to me!Instead, she only cares about my situation at the moment. It seems that what happened in her heart is not important at all, but whether I have eaten or not is the most important thing.

There was a trace of sadness in my heart, and I wanted to cry, but I finally held back it.

I sat on the sofa, picked up my chopsticks and started to eat. The food was very delicious, but I didn't taste it. Instead, I had mixed feelings in my heart.

Mu Xichun sat next to me, watched me eat quietly, and poured me a cup of hot water during the meal.

I lowered my head and ate my meal without saying a word, nor did I look up at her. I knew that every grain of rice and vegetables in the lunch box contained Mu Xichun's deep affection for me. Except for Anne, no one seems to know me better than her. However, Annie will never treat me like her from now on.

During the meal, I never looked up at her, not because I didn't want to look at her, but because I didn't dare. I was afraid that as soon as I looked up, she would find that my red eye sockets were gradually filled with tears.