With Love and Time

I only said the word ‘hello’, Kuang Yiyang immediately heard that something was wrong with me, and he asked aloud: “Senior sister, what’s wrong with you?”

Standing on the street with a mobile phone, white mist exhales from my mouth and nose.

Adjusting my breathing secretly, I tried my best to reply as usual: "It's okay, it's cold, I have a cold."

Kuang Yiyang immediately said: "What's the matter, is it serious? Have you been to the hospital? It's really not possible. You can ask for leave and go home to rest."

I suddenly thought of the words Xu Lu said to me. She said: "Zi Jin, I really can't find any man like Yi Yang in these years who can treat you with all his heart and soul."

Yes, along the way, it seems that Kuang Yiyang's heart has not changed. Sometimes I wonder, how can he persist? What does he like about me?

In contrast to my secret love for Luo Xiangdong, I feel that I am really bad, and there is such a good man in front of me that I don't want him, so I just grab other people's things.

Now I'm in such a mess, I don't blame anyone, I only blame myself for being cheap.

The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart. I held back the tears and dared not speak.

Kuang Yiyang asked exploratoryly during the interview on his mobile phone: "Sister? Are you okay?"

I gave a ‘um’, and then replied in a dull voice: "It’s okay." After that, I was afraid that Kuang Yiyang would doubt it, so I took the initiative to change the subject and asked aloud: "What are you doing?"

Kuang Yiyang replied: "Just after class, the teacher of the National Economics class did not show up at home today, so we will temporarily notify the holiday."

I smiled and asked, "There are surprises every day, are you happy?"

Kuang Yiyang laughed and replied aloud: "Actually, I am okay, it doesn't matter if I attend class."

I said, "You seem to be unwilling to go to class like this, so I'll repeat."

Kuang Yiyang smiled and said, "Actually, I'm happy. I said I don't care, but to hide my excitement. You haven't seen me, I'm happy to blossom now."

I was amused by him, walking all the way from the company to the apartment, talking to him on the phone all the time.

When I arrived at the elevator entrance, I said to Kuang Yiyang, "Yiyang, I am going to enter the elevator. The signal inside the elevator is not good."

Kuang Yiyang said: "Okay, you hang up, senior sister, I know you are fine."

Hanging up the phone, I took the elevator upstairs and then returned to the apartment.

While standing in the hallway to change shoes, I suddenly thought of Ji Guanxin, not knowing what happened to him.

Walking inside wearing slippers, sitting on the sofa in the living room, I picked up the phone and made a call to Ji Guanxin.

The phone rang for a long time, and when I thought he would not answer, suddenly a familiar voice came from inside, with a husky and low voice that didn't wake up, and only said one word: "Hello?"

I said: "What time is it, are you still sleeping?"

Ji Guanxin was quiet for a few seconds, and then said: "Well, I slept late yesterday."

I asked: "How is your health?"

He had a cold and fever to the point of hospitalization. It must be very serious. He spent half the night outside with me that night. I was afraid that his illness would come back again, and then I would be troubled.

Ji Guanxin whispered back: "It's okay, I'm all going home."

I subconsciously replied: "That's good."

Ji Guanxin no longer speaks. I think he is a bit weird today, because in the past, don't say that I took the initiative to call him, but he called me, that is also babbling. Why does it seem a little silent today?

I couldn't help but ask aloud: "What's wrong with you?"

It took a few more seconds for Ji Guanxin to reply: "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep."

I said, "Oh, then you go to sleep, I just ask if there is anything wrong with you."

Ji Guanxin only replied me with an'en'.

I wanted to ask him when he was free to come out so that he could have a meal to show his gratitude, but I just said a few words and died.

Hanging up the phone, I was sitting in an empty room alone, indescribably empty.

Luo Xiangdong was right. In the huge night city, I have no relatives and few friends. Now I am angry with Luo Xiangdong and actively refuse to play with him; while Kuang Yiyang is still far away at school and can't come over right away; the only Ji Guanxin that can make me think of, he still doesn't know what crazy he is driving.

I have a feeling of being abandoned and alone.

After feeling sorry for myself on the sofa, I got up and went upstairs. Since I broke up with Chen Wenhang, I have practiced a stunt myself. As long as I feel bad enough, I sleep. As long as you fall asleep, you can temporarily forget all your unhappiness.

I have to say that this is an extremely useless way to escape reality. But now I am exhausted physically and mentally, I really can't think of other ways to make myself a little bit happy.

After taking a shower, I fell on the bed and slept with the curtains covered. Because it is dark and early in winter, and I am a person who judges morning and evening by light, I fell asleep. I thought it was eleven or twelve in the evening, so I woke up once or twice in the middle, and I didn’t care. Turned over and continued to sleep.

When I fell asleep, I felt soft, and I vaguely heard a familiar voice. The sound lasted for more than ten seconds, and then I slowly opened my eyes and found that the phone on the bedside table was lighting up.

I reached out and held the phone, my vision was blurred, and I finally saw the words "Yiyang" on the screen.

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With the phone stuck to my ear, I whispered: "Hello"

Kuang Yiyang's voice came clearly: "Senior sister, are you not at home?"

"Huh?" I couldn't react at all.

Kuang Yiyang said, "I'm at the door of your apartment. I rang the doorbell for a long time. Didn't you hear it?"

I subconsciously asked, "Why are you here so late? What happened?"

Sleepless, I was so scared that I sat up straight out of the bed.

Kuang Yiyang said: "It's only seven o'clock in the evening. Senior sister, are you confused?"

I was really confused. After talking to Kuang Yiyang, he urged: "Senior sister, can you come down and open the door for me?"

I later realized that he was still standing in front of the apartment.

I quickly replied, I hung up the phone and got off the bed. I found a big sweater to put on, and went downstairs to open the door for him.

The door opened, and I saw Kuang Yiyang, wearing a white fur-collar down jacket, appearing in front of the door. He was carrying a few big bags in his hand, and he could vaguely see that the colorful snacks and delicious foods inside.

I took out my slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them at the door, and reached out to help him pick up the bag. The first sentence that Kuang Yiyang said was: "Sister, please go in quickly, the door is too cold."

I slept with red cheeks, Kuang Yiyang really thought I was sick with a cold.

I took a bag from his hand and took two steps back. After Kuang Yiyang came in, he closed the door and said to me: "I can rang the doorbell for three minutes, thinking you are not at home."

I said, "I'm asleep, I can't hear you unless you call."

We walked in together, Kuang Yiyang took off his big white fur collar coat, I couldn't help but touched it twice, and smiled and said, "This one looks good."

In fact, Kuang Yiyang looks good in everything, and the key looks is high.

When Kuang Yiyang heard the words, he smiled and replied: "I'm here for you."

I said, "I can't wear it if you give it to me. You can take off the fur collar and give it to me later."

Kuang Yiyang said: "You like furry things so much, why don't you keep a dog?"

I said, "Look, I can't even support myself now. I buy a dog and suffer with me."

He was sitting on the sofa, I brought a few big bags to the kitchen, and then raised my voice and asked, "What do you want to drink?"

Kuang Yiyang asked: "What's there?"

I said: "Only mineral water."

Kuang Yiyang replied eloquently: "Oh, forget it, stop drinking."

In the end, I took a pot of rose tea and went out and said with a smile: "I'm kidding you, I know more about life."

Kuang Yiyang looked at it and said, "Sister Xu Lu bought this, right?"

I subconsciously raised an eyebrow and asked: "How do you know?"

Kuang Yiyang grinned and said: "Senior Xu Lu said that you are very rough, and you even take cold granules directly in your mouth and swallow them with water. You are so afraid of trouble, how can you buy scented tea yourself? "

I deliberately drooped my face, pretending to be unhappy, and said: "Ya dare to chew on the roots of my tongue behind my back. I haven't said that she has used body wash as a shampoo for more than half a year, and she has been nagging about the new brand and it doesn't foam. ."

Kuang Yiyang couldn't smile, looked up at me and asked, "How come? Has she never seen it clearly?"

With a heart that hurts others to the end, I glanced back and said, "The new brand is Korean. She doesn't know Korean."

Our university majors in Japanese, German, and English. I can only speak a few sentences of Korean, but I don't know anything about it. At that time, Xu Lu was laughed at by our classmates for several years.

Speaking of Xu Lu, I said to Kuang Yiyang: "You can call her and see if she has time to come and play together."

Kuang Yiyang responded, then took out his mobile phone and called Xu Lu.

When he turned on the speaker, I heard Xu Lu’s familiar voice: "Hey, Yiyang."[^*]

Kuang Yiyang said, "Sister Xu Lu, what are you doing?"

Xu Lu gave a "reck" first, and then said: "Don't mention it, the company sent me out for business. Grandma's didn't know what broken hotel he was looking for. There was not even a shampoo in the bathroom, which made me take a shower. The liquid-washed hair has no foam at all, and it is very dry after washing. I am combing my hair. What are you doing?"

As soon as I said this, Kuang Yiyang and I burst into laughter. Especially me, falling down on the sofa and unable to laugh.

Xu Lu heard my voice and immediately asked: "Are you two together?"

Kuang Yiyang replied while wiping his tears: "Senior sister, isn't it the first time you wash your hair with body soap?"

"Huh?" Xu Lu was surprised at first, then called out my name loudly, and said: "Liang Zijin, are you talking bad about me behind my back!"

I smiled and replied: "I didn't say anything, just discuss your regrets about not learning Korean over the years."