With Love and Time

This series of things happened so suddenly, even if I had a golden bell and iron shirt, it was difficult for me to face the allegations. To be honest, I don't even know how to get out of this door or how to face the people outside.

Sometimes the sentence of a clear conscience is really **** self-deception.

After all, no one can live in his own world, and no one is not in the eyes of the unexpected world at all. Now I am suspected by Du Ting and jealous by Zhou Mengyi at the same time. I am simply a "double junior".

I don't know when I started to fall into such a vicious circle.

After hearing what I said, Luo Xiangdong was silent for a long time, and then said aloud: "You don't need to worry about me. Du Ting is nothing at all."

After all, he turned his head and glanced at me, then said: "You and Ji Guanxin"

He didn’t finish, but I was tired of coping, and truthfully replied: “He rushed over from the hospital the night before. I was in a hurry when I went out. I forgot to bring the key and the room card, so we went to the hotel. One night. Suite, sleep on your own."

Luo Xiangdong said: "I can trust you, but I can't trust Ji Guanxin."

I said, "But I can trust him."

Upon hearing this, Luo Xiangdong couldn't help but stared at me with his head sideways.

If it were in the past, I would not dare to talk to Luo Xiangdong like that. After all, I would not be at ease with Ji Guanxin. But after that night, I can finally give a definite answer.

I said, "The grievances between the two of you have nothing to do with me. I only know that he can stab him for me and he is very loyal. I will treat him as a friend, and I will never stop following you because of what you say. He plays together. And"

I paused, not sure if I should say this, but after hesitating for a few seconds, I turned my mind and said blankly, "I don’t want to do anything if this matter is over. Anyone is held accountable, so you really don’t have to quarrel with Du Ting and lose your temper after you go back. This will only make me feel bad."

"The two of you talked well. I really shouldn’t be sandwiched between my friends and lovers. It’s not that Du Ting takes her too seriously, but that I sometimes take myself too seriously. Seriously. I always think that the two of us have a good relationship, and I can call you to help me anytime and anywhere, but I forget, we are not teenage children, and we are not the ones who can make people feel at ease. age."

"That's why I have been reviewing myself for the past two days, whether I did it myself, that made Du Ting feel uncomfortable."

Looking down slightly, I told Luo Xiangdong what I said in my heart.

Luo Xiangdong almost immediately replied after hearing this: "You did not do anything wrong, like things like the night before, you must call me first. You have no relatives and no friends in Yecheng. Who will take care of you if I don't take care of you? "

After that, a flash of disgust flashed in his eyes, and he continued: "Du Ting is ignorant, you don't need to take her words to heart, let alone feel awkward, what will happen in the future."

I thought to myself, I will never go back.

Maybe I was awkward. Anyway, since I received Du Ting's call that night and learned that she was sleeping with Luo Xiangdong, I have been faintly sick for the past two days.

Now that I can't even deceive myself and others, how can I pretend to be a okay person and talk and laugh with him like before?

Secretly sighed, I didn't say anything, but after a while silent, I whispered: "I want to ask for a leave today."

When something like this happened, I didn't have the face to stay at the company anymore, and I couldn't wait to go back and be quiet.

When Luo Xiangdong heard the words, he asked instead: "What's going on today, do you want to ask Ji Guanxin to tell you? Or I will help you settle it."

I shook my head slightly, and replied: "No, I will solve it myself."

I also carefully remembered what Luo Xiangdong said before. She said that I was ashamed of myself, and even ashamed of him. So I won't let him intervene in this matter again.

Luo Xiangdong also saw that I was calm on the surface, but in fact, I was still flaming in my heart. He said aloud: "I didn't figure out what happened today. I'm getting angry with you. Don't take it to your heart."

Without changing my face, I replied: "It's okay."

Luo Xiangdong looked at me and asked, "Why don't I apologize to you? How can you not be angry?"

Seeing him eager to coax me, I couldn't tell whether it was happy or sad. Fortunately, he still cared about me. The reason that Du Ting never came that night was because Du Ting hadn’t told him that I had called; but it was also the reason for the sadness. The person lying next to him was not me. They turned their faces apart, what position do I have here to accept Luo Xiangdong's kindness to me?

If I accept, will it be no different from a third party's intervention?

Thinking of this, I tried my best to control the emotions on the verge of collapse, and calmly replied: "I'm really not angry, you don't have to apologize to me."

Having known Luo Xiangdong for so long, I have always been happy and angry on one face. Xu is that Luo Xiangdong has never seen me like this, and for a while, he doesn't know what to do. After two seconds of silence, he said aloud: "Let's go, then I will send you back."

I stood up, walked to the hanger on the side, put on my jacket, and said, "No, I will go back by myself."

My heart is very tangled and contradictory, and I don't know who I am to blame for a long time.

After putting on my coat, I stretched out my hand to open the door of the room, and walked out. Luo Xiangdong was behind me, and we came out of my office together. Not far away, Guan Yue, Han Xuetong and several intern assistants stood aside, as if there was something to discuss. When the door opened, several people came over to hear the reputation.

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Everyone knows how to act, but it depends on whether the acting is good or not. When they saw me and Luo Xiangdong coming out of the same room, the surprise in their eyes and the suspiciousness on their faces were uncontrollable for a second or two.

Although they nodded quickly and shouted: "Mr. Luo."

Luo Xiangdong was naturally not in a good mood, and did not respond, and walked out with me behind him.

I don't care what they think of me, and I feel like a broken jar.

Luo Xiangdong followed me out of the gate and walked in the corridor. I said to him: "You go back."

Luo Xiangdong said: "It's very uncomfortable in my heart to see how you feel down."

After repeated ups and downs, the best thing for me is that I will no longer be moved by Luo Xiangdong's words. Perhaps that heart was broken long ago and was dying.

Hearing this, I replied faintly: "I said I was not angry, at least not with you. If you were scolded by a madman in the company, can you laugh?"

I turned my attention to fighting with Zhou Mengyi.

Sure enough, Luo Xiangdong quickly replied: "That woman is Ji Guanxin's girlfriend?"

I said, "I don't know, it should not be."

Luo Xiangdong frowned and said aloud: "Do you know if he has a girlfriend?"

I subconsciously replied: "Is there any difference? The genuine ones are also scolded, and the non-legal ones are also scolded at me. I really don't know who I provoke!"

After all, I still can't get through the hurdle between Luo Xiangdong and Du Ting.

When Luo Xiangdong heard this, he immediately stopped answering.

I was consciously embarrassed. I just said I didn’t care. I really hate myself for being owed, so why bother to say this.

We walked to the elevator entrance, and the president’s dedicated elevator always went straight up and down. I stood in the elevator, but did not let Luo Xiangdong in.

Blocking the door, I looked at him and said, "If you really treat me as a friend, don't quarrel with Du Ting at night. If you have something to say, I hope you two get along well."

After all, I pressed the button and the elevator door slowly closed. I looked at Luo Xiangdong, who was standing outside the elevator door. His handsome face showed no joy or anger, but his tight lips slightly revealed his emotions.

I know that when he is upset, his lips will squeeze into a line.

The elevator doors finally closed completely. I took a step back and saw my face reflected on the silver elevator wall. My facial features were tightly clenched together, and tears ran down.

It turned out that it was so uncomfortable to talk nonsense with your eyes open. I obviously didn't want him to be with Du Ting, but I just said the opposite against my will.

In fact, I didn't just tell Luo Xiangdong to hear this, but I also told myself. I must always warn myself that Luo Xiangdong and Du Ting are a pair, and if it is because I separated the two of them, then I will become the person I hate the most.

And most importantly, dismantling Luo Xiangdong and Du Ting was just paving the way for the next woman.

Luo Xiangdong doesn't like me, so no matter who the woman next to him changes to, it is always not me. And I have been fed up with the expectation and disappointment again and again.

How long can one person's enthusiasm and expectation for another person last?

Before, I was always afraid that if I secretly like Luo Xiangdong like this, one day I will get angry. And Du Ting's response on the phone that night has also proved my inference.

People really cannot be too greedy, especially in love.

I have gotten a lot, but secretly love him as a ‘selling dog’. Those self-deception, now even I can't deceive myself, how can I deceive Du Ting? [

I'm afraid that if Luo Xiangdong quarrels with Du Ting, Du Ting will tell me everything I like about him. Will Luo Xiangdong and I become embarrassed then? Or does he still firmly believe that I am just a friend and brother to him?

Seeing the red numbers gradually become smaller, they will reach the first floor soon.

I quickly stretched out my hand to wipe away the tears on my face, and when the elevator door opened with a ding sound, I was able to walk out of it without any difference.

It is now December. Even if the sun is shining at noon, the temperature can be cold at any time.

I gathered my sweater jacket and felt that my crying face seemed to freeze in minutes.

The phone in my pocket vibrated. I took it out and saw the caller: Yiyang.

After answering the phone, I said ‘hello’, inexplicably, my heart was sore, tears came to my eyes.