Self-guided daily life after rebirth

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Chapter 294 Turning Point

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The movie ends here.

Or insisting that this film is a movie is not appropriate - it should be said that it is a documentary.

It records most of the life of an illusory but extremely real "Su Tong" from birth to middle age.

But it didn't fully explain.

The movie ends abruptly when the middle-aged man sits on a park bench and closes his eyes, leaving countless room for imagination.

For example, a middle-aged man was exhausted physically and mentally and lost his enthusiasm for living, so does the action of closing his eyes imply that he will eventually die?

For example, after spending the painful and gloomy first half of his life, will he be redeemed in the unknown second half of his life?

are all unknowns.

This is the so-called blank space.

Deliberately not explaining clearly, allowing readers to imagine and play on their own, is even more ingenious in most cases than explaining all the plots and the established ending.

The only one who knows the final outcome is probably the director, right?

The director is Su Tong.

The girl struggled to maintain her calm, turned her head to look at Su Tong who was holding her, and asked in a low voice:

"how do you feel?"

"...how about what?"

"Of course... how about the movie..."

Su Tong's voice was quite high at the beginning, but in the middle of the speech, it suddenly became softer and softer, and it was almost completely silent at the end of a sentence.

She just raised her head and stared at Su Tong expectantly.

And Su Tong finally came to his senses, scratched his head quite honestly and said:

"It's not bad. I'm not a professional after all. When I watch a movie, I just watch the content. I can't see how superb your shooting skills are... I just think it looks very comfortable."

"anything else?"

"Also... and the storytelling is also very good, at least I, who usually don't like watching movies very much, can understand the plot."

"Only in this way?"

"Is there any more?"

Su Tong's face was full of doubts that didn't seem fake.

Su Tong was stunned, the eagerness on her face was suddenly extinguished like a bonfire in the rain, then she lowered her head and looked down, feeling that a big stone fell to the ground in her heart...but a new stone appeared, weighing heavily on her heart.

She was a little breathless.

Su Tong didn't think about it at all, did he?

The previous agreement said that as long as he guessed her truth, she would marry him... Now it seems that Su Tong may have been doing useless work from beginning to end.

He didn't guess it, not even a trace of doubt, otherwise he should be able to think of something no matter how stupid he is when he sees this movie now.

Also.

Is such that.

I have never believed in the so-called ghosts and gods since I was a child, and I firmly believe in science. Naturally, I will not believe that there is any "rebirth" of strange powers and gods in this world-that kind of concept or brain hole is only found in novels and animated movies. Absolutely It can't happen in reality, can it?

She can understand...she can understand!

It is difficult for normal people to believe that there is such a thing as rebirth in this world.

She can understand Su Tong.

But there was great sadness and disappointment pouring out of my heart like a tide, submerging the eagerly beating heart just now, so the temperature dropped sharply, and even became ice cold.

She was suddenly at a loss.

It doesn't matter, no matter what Su Tong says, he is just an ordinary person. It is normal for ordinary people not to believe in the fact of rebirth, right, so there is no need to be disappointed or uncomfortable. He believes.

Su Tong struggled to sort out her emotions, and then spoke again:

"You understand the plot, right...how do you feel?"

"It's not bad."

Su Tong nodded to give praise, and after a little consideration, he evaluated cautiously:

"It's just... I don't quite understand why you insist on choosing this kind of subject, miss. It's obviously not interesting, but it makes people feel hopeless and uncomfortable... Although it's just for personal interest, there's no need to make this kind of movie. Bar."

Su Tong organized her thoughts and tried to explain:

"As you said, I just did it for personal interest. As for why I made this kind of movie—you should have heard of the saying "Wen Yi Zaidao", the movie itself can also be said to be the director's idea of ​​a certain idea. Trying and expressing it, can you understand it if you think about it this way?"

The boy became silent when he heard the words, his expression slightly moved.

it is good.

Su Tong encouraged herself.

well.

Although Su Tong didn't seem to think in that direction at all, as long as he was guided, he should be able to understand her thoughts - just like what she had been doing for the past year and a half.

Just guide it down.

While Su Tong was so anxiously expecting, the boy finally seemed to understand something, looked at her suddenly, and said:

"So this is ah!"

He raised his hand, clenched his fist, and smashed his palm:

"I understand!"

After all, Su Tong couldn't hold back her excitement, and leaned over to ask:

"Understood? What do you understand? Tell me quickly!"

The boy probably finally noticed her abnormal state of excessive eagerness, so he asked casually curiously:

"Why do you feel that something is wrong with you today, Miss? Why are you in such a hurry?"

Su Tong's heart trembled, and she wanted to explain, but she chose to remain silent after all.

Fortunately, Su Tong didn't continue to ask, but began to analyze the content of the film for Su Tong with a serious face:

"The protagonist in the movie is called Su Tong, who has the same name as me, so it must not be a coincidence?"

It was just the first sentence of analysis, and Su Tong's heart started beating wildly.

And Su Tong's analysis continues:

"To put it bluntly, movies don't need to be completely faithful to reality, and can be properly artistically processed on the basis of reality, right—so comparing reality, you can clearly see what your movie wants to express, Miss."

Correct.

That's right.

That's it!

Su Tong was silent but thought happily.

That's it, Su Tong, continue to analyze, continue to guess, it is not far from the truth...

But Su Tong in front of him suddenly grinned.

Unlike the silence, doubt, shock or pain after learning the truth.

He just smiled and hugged Su Tong's shoulders, and then came to a conclusion:

"So Miss, you just want me to understand what my life would be like if I hadn't met you at the beginning...and cherish you even more, right?"

Like a bolt from the blue.

Su Tong was stunned, then closed her eyes weakly.

He didn't guess it.

God made a joke with her—Su Tong had indeed sensed something was wrong, but he didn't guess the truth as she thought, but ran all the way in the wrong direction.

So there is no longer a correct ending.

Su Tong clenched her hands tightly and lowered her head sadly.

She was suddenly tired.

It doesn't matter if it's all good or not, in fact, whether Su Tong knows it or not, anyway, wouldn't it be good for the two of them to be together now?Wouldn't it be nice to just enjoy such happiness without thinking about those messy things?

She lightly opened the hand interlocked with Su Tong's fingers, and whispered wearily:

"That's it, the movie is over, let's go home."

But Su Tong's sudden and gentle voice sounded in his ears:

"Go home? Why go home? The movie isn't over yet."

Su Tong was stunned and turned her head.

Sure enough, the big screen that had just finished the screening was dark again, as Su Tong said, and a new movie began to play.

[to be continued]

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Chapter 295

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The film that Su Tong spent three months making is about Su Tong.

From his birth to growing up to his old age, he grasped several key nodes like recording the growth process of a plant, and then faithfully restored it in the way of a movie.

But the following film is no longer about Su Tong.

It's about Su Tong.

……

Unlike Su Tong's film, which uses a documentary approach, it looks advanced and full of ritual.After Su Tong said that the movie hadn't finished yet... Following his voice, what appeared on the big screen was a video that seemed to be shot in a rather rough and casual way.

The scene is a high school campus.

Familiar scenery and familiar appearance, accompanied by melodious music, let people instantly go back to the upstream time and return to the age of innocence.

A familiar voice suddenly sounded in my ear:

"Miss! Look at the camera!"

It was Su Tong's voice.

It's just not as mature and low-key as it is now, but youthful and vigorous, with the immaturity unique to boys.Then the screen wobbled and turned to another direction, and then a pleasant female voice sounded outside the screen:

"Tell me to watch the camera, then you should turn the camera around, silly roe deer!"