Self-guided daily life after rebirth

This is conspiracy.

She wanted to know Diu...Su Tong's reaction.

Whether it's accepting it frankly, asking back in shock, or being completely intolerable...she is mentally prepared.

She had predicted this day would come a long time ago.

Of course, she could choose to ignore it at that time, and even hide the truth that she is a reborn person for a lifetime. Although doing so is irresponsible to Su Tong, there is a saying that "ignorance is sometimes a kind of evil." Happiness"?

Maybe... just maybe, Su Tong is actually not willing to accept the truth at all, he doesn't want to know, he wants to escape?

Of course, Su Tong understood that this might just be an excuse for her to excuse herself.

Since she was reborn, there were seldom times when she couldn't guess Su Tong's embarrassing idea, but now she couldn't understand what Su Tong was thinking about this matter at all.

Does he know?

Did he guess it?

Su Tong always felt that this embarrassing thing was playing tricks on her. On the surface, she pretended to be stupid and didn't understand the situation, but in fact she already understood the situation completely, so she was just pretending.

Just pretend.

But when I turned around, I found that the embarrassing thing was still staring at the big screen with the fire service advertisement in front of me with great interest, studying the structure of the theater while watching, as if thinking about what would happen if there was a fire later Where should I go.

So Su Tong silently looked away.

She suddenly felt that she was so stupid for thinking that she had seen through everything just now.

And suddenly the silly roe deer's curious and doubtful voice sounded in his ears:

"Miss, speaking of which film you made... what subject is it?"

"theme?"

"That's right, the theme, three months is not long enough, it shouldn't be enough to do special effects, plus you told me about the urban type... so it's a love theme?"

Su Tong took out her mobile phone to check the time, and answered vaguely:

"Probably...maybe...anyway...anyway, you'll know it after reading it, and it should start to play when you look at the time, right?"

As soon as the words were finished, the lights above the head suddenly went out, and hazy darkness suddenly enveloped the entire theater.

The heartbeat stagnated almost instantly as the lights went out, then accelerated, soared, and almost jumped out of the chest.

Su Tong was suddenly out of breath.

Nervous, apprehensive, and mixed thoughts rolled in my mind, collapsing and falling like an avalanche, gradually rolling into an inextricable ball of wool.

She remained silent, bent her waist slightly, covered her chest, and breathed heavily.

It seems that she hasn't been so excited for a long time. Back then, the last time she was so emotional seemed like yesterday...

Indeed yesterday.

She was teased by the shameful thing and told her to be responsible to her and to marry her. At that time, her heart was beating as fiercely as it is now.

That's fine.

But this time it was panic.

He couldn't breathe, his hands and feet were cold and even numb, he couldn't hold onto the arm of the chair, and was trembling slightly.

Su Tong watched the big screen gradually light up, and heard the narration of the opening of the movie.

Suddenly an arm stretched out beside him.

Su Tong put his arms around her shoulders.

"Is it cold?" He asked in a low voice, "If you turn on the heater, it shouldn't be so cold. Would you like me to warm you up?"

Su Tong froze for a moment, her body gradually relaxed, and then gently rested her head on the boy's shoulder.

"not cold."

She said with a smile.

"Let's watch a movie."

[to be continued]

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Chapter 293 Alive

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What is the purpose of human life?

Everyone has their own reasons, and so on.Of course, there may not be any reason needed, just to grow wildly in this world, and to survive day by day.

But in the end you have to live.

Is it just like the saying - alive is still possible, but if you really die, you have nothing.

So have to live.

Even if you are muddled like a walking dead...

You have to live too.

And the protagonist of this "alive" story...is a little boy named Su Tong.

Xiao Su's family is neither poor nor rich.

My father is a retired long-distance runner and works as a physical education teacher in a middle school near home. My mother is also a teacher, but not a middle school—a primary school teacher.

Therefore, the economic conditions of the family are not very good, nor can they be said to be poor.

And his parents love Xiao Sutong very much, and they will try their best to give him the best - the best milk powder, the best toys, and the best education.

They are just ordinary people, so naturally it is impossible to give their children the so-called quality education elite education, even if they wanted Xiao Su to enter the best elementary school in the area, it took a lot of effort.

Living in such a harmonious family environment, Xiao Sutong grew up happily, bathed in the love of his father and mother, and soon entered the third grade of elementary school.

But his father died unexpectedly.

The reason is not clear, it is only said that it was a car accident, but the specific circumstances are ambiguous, and there may be other secrets in it.

The young Sutong didn't understand so many things at that time, so naturally he didn't notice the strangeness. He was just sad, just sad—from that day on, under the incandescent sunlight, the head teacher of the primary school came to inform him that something was wrong at home. The image of him rushing back after something had happened was etched in his soul forever.

He started to hate women in white dresses.

But no matter what, Su Tong's life continues.

After the death of the father, it was difficult for the mother to see a smile on her face, but she was getting more and more busy—busy earning money to support the family, maintaining daily expenses, and secretly investigating the cause of her husband's death.

So it became increasingly difficult for Xiao Sutong to see her mother.

Children from single-parent families probably have some personality defects.

Maybe it's the lack of love, maybe it's the shock of his father's unexpected death, in short, Xiao Sutong is becoming more and more reticent,

But luckily it didn't turn out to be an anti-social personality.

He just loves reading more and more.

Read all kinds of books—Chinese and foreign classics, romance, science fiction, urban fantasy, and even some unexpected pornographic books.

Xiao Sutong absorbed all kinds of values ​​and messy knowledge from various miscellaneous books like a sponge, but he failed to use it for himself, after all, he just wanted to have fun.

Some people want to escape from real life, so they indulge in the Internet.

Xiao Sutong also escapes from real life, but he has no money and cannot afford a computer at home, so he is not even qualified to indulge in the Internet.He can only read books, and borrow books if he can't afford them. If he can't afford them, he secretly picks up beverage bottles and sells them on Saturdays and Sundays, and uses the money from selling the bottles to borrow and buy books.

In this way, after graduating from elementary school, I go to junior high school, and after graduating from junior high school, I go to high school. The difference between them is nothing more than being older and having more messy knowledge in my mind...

He still likes to read, still taciturn, still has no friends—oh no, he did have a friend after high school.

There was no entanglement, no messy fate, it was just that when the head teacher arranged the seats, he and that stupid big man named Cao Bin happened to be at the same table, and they chatted occasionally and felt that they got along, so they became friends.

Friendship between men may be as simple as that.

I fell asleep in class and the teacher found out that you woke me up, and you climbed over the wall and went online and brought me along, then we are good friends.

In this way, three years of high school life passed by.

Perhaps the only difference from reality is that Su Tong didn't meet Su Tong near his home, and he didn't meet that girl who fell from the sky... like an angel when he was bullied on campus not long after the beginning of his third year of high school.

That was the turning point.

Standing at that turning point and looking forward, reality is no different from what is described in the movie.

Looking back, because of the arrival of the angel, the reality and the fate of Su Tong in the movie are wonderfully divided by a pair of invisible hands, becoming two completely different world lines.

After all, reality is not a movie, and movies are not reality after all.

In reality, Su Tong, with the help of angels, walked out of the childhood shadow of his father's death, took revenge, changed, made progress, and finally became an enviable winner in life.

But Su Tong in the movie didn't have such good luck.

He didn't wait for his angel.

But he is still alive.

After graduating from high school, the score in the college entrance examination was only enough for him to enter a second local college.

Su Tong went.

Four years in college, the only friend I still have is Cao Bin, and I haven't talked about any relationship - after all, his own conditions are quite poor, and he has no right to delay other girls, but he once liked a senior named Wang Renran ...But after all, it was a wrong payment, and the so-called liking disappeared after the senior sister went abroad.

Maybe not like it either.

He just lacks love.

Like a puppy abandoned by its owner on a rainy night, huddled alone in the corner to shelter from the rain, looking at the outside world in horror with its big eyes.At this time, as long as a passer-by throws a meat bun at it, it will wag its tail and happily go up to rub the pant legs of others.

But it's okay, it's not so lacking in love that I can't live.

So Su Tong worked hard while working part-time and studying, and finally finished his university studies stumbling.

After graduation, he chose to work hard in a big city.

Just like every young Beijing drifter who still has a dream, working hard during the day, huddling in a small rental house at night, looking at the skyscrapers and flashing neon lights outside the window, dreaming of buying a house in this city and settling down. .

Until being slapped by life.

That slap was the news that my mother was critically ill.

Su Tong hurried back to his hometown, but he didn't even see his mother for the last time.

He wept bitterly, he regretted it too much, but he could only choose to accept the reality anyway-the last relative in this world would die after all.

There is still a long way to go, but the only thing he can rely on is himself.

Then there is a flashing fast switching screen.

Su Tong in the picture matures and ages quickly, and finally changes from a young and strong youth to a middle-aged man.

After decades of hard work, he finally realized his youthful dream and bought a house in this big city where every inch of land is expensive.

But he is also old.

He is not bald, but his hair is gray in large patches, the wrinkles on his face are like ravines, and his body has lost the vitality that belongs to young people, and he is depressed.

No home, no love, just grow silently like a plant, grow old, wither, wither.

Finally, accompanied by a sad melody, the changing picture finally freezes.

A middle-aged man named Su Tong sat on a park bench with his back bent, looking up at the sky with a blank expression, and remained silent.

Then, slowly closed his eyes.