Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Even though it was painful, even if the hope was slim, he was still unwilling to give up.

after all……

He is Chihara Nozomi, hopeful Nozomi!

——So the past he clings to it, and the future he lifts it up.

If no one saves him, he saves himself.

……

Qian Yuan didn't know what his Xiao Xi was going through, after finishing all the housework, he sat next to Qian Yuan Xi, and hugged his Xiao Xi tightly.

Like an octopus, and then he stretched out his hand to feed the pieces of fruit from time to time, and he boasted in a low voice while feeding.

"Xiao Xi, it's really great."

"So Xiaoxi doesn't have to force her. She can rest when she's tired. Look at everything and me, right?"

"I will definitely make Xiaoxi fat and fat."

Qian Yuan said so, and then he pinched the little ball of light that was arching into Xiao Xi's arms and threw it aside, and buried his head in Qian Yuan Xi's neck.

"Xiaoxi, let's post."

"Xiao Guangtuan is disobedient, but I am obedient, we stick to each other and hug each other."

"Xiaoxi, I've decided to keep my pigtails, so that you can pull and grab whenever you want in the future."

"Do you want me to be more mature? After all, I'm taking care of Xiaoxi, and I'm already a grown-up."

Saying this, Qianyuan lowered his eyes, suppressing the sudden rising violence, and then he knocked back the world consciousness that was touching.

That kind of violence is like a wolf that has been hungry for a long time, and his hungry stomach seems to have ordered some prey.

But he raised his head again, and he couldn't see the tenderness deep in his eyes. He rubbed Qian Yuanxi's neck again, "Xiaoxi, I'm always here."

"Xiaoxi, I'll push you out in the evening to get some fresh air."

Speaking of this, Qianyuan smiled and rolled her eyes, "So Xiaoxi, you should take a good rest this time, I won't disturb Xiaoxi, and I don't think Xiaoxi doesn't want me to disturb you, right?"

"I also know that Xiaoxi is very strong, and she will definitely come back to look for me, right?"

"I won't cry or make trouble, I will obediently wait for Xiaoxi to come back."

at the same time.

On the other side, the energy that was beaten back to the world consciousness program could no longer support him and he went down again.

He was at a loss, his eyes flustered, and he wanted to ask for help.

He knew that the boy was sent back by that energy, and he didn't go back this time to let the boy come back, he wanted the boy to tell him.

——How to choose between two target characters who need to be protected at the same time.

He read that manual for a long time, but he couldn't find the answer of how the boy wrote it. He wondered if the boy forgot to write it.

But the world consciousness didn't know that the reason why the teenager didn't write it was because it was already a perfect world and there was no need to save it.

The reason why the manual was written was to prevent Qian Yuanxi from being unable to persevere and leave it to the children behind.

Secondly, Qian Yuanxi has faced this kind of problem more than once, but every time the world consciousness always ignores and doesn't care.

If you watch the world carefully, you will find that the boy's answer is very simple.

——Give all your escape routes to the first person, and the second person will take his own life to protect it.

This will save two people at the same time.

All it takes is one sacrifice.

Chapter 066: A boy will be born facing the sun!

Is it easy to take care of someone?

Qianyuan found that taking care of others is not easy. Even though he has read many books, he still practices carefully.

He began to study what fruits to eat to supplement his body's nutrition, the nutritional combination of three meals and even what needs to be paid attention to when changing clothes. At the same time, he also had to communicate more with his Xiaoxi.

He was afraid that his Xiaoxi would not find his way back.

—The Patronus fears that his savior is lost.

At night, Chihara will use a wheelchair to push Chihara Nozomi out, and he will carefully prepare a water bottle and a blanket.

He wanted his Xiaoxi to breathe some fresh air, the sun was too strong during the day, and he didn't want his Xiaoxi to be hurt by the sun.

As long as it would make Xiao Xi painful for him, he would not let those things get close to the past.

And during this time, Qianyuan refused the temptation of that world consciousness again and again, and his actions became more and more ruthless.

He admitted that he had selfish intentions, he wanted that world to disappear, but he couldn't.

That world was obtained by his Xiaoxi desperately, and those people's lives were saved by his Xiaoxi falling into despair again and again.

He couldn't do anything, he could only kick the world consciousness back again and again.

However, the consciousness of the world in the back was panicked, begging him frantically to see the boy, Qian Yuan still found it very interesting.

So he said that if the world consciousness could bark like a dog, he might send him where he should go.

He originally thought that the world consciousness would hesitate for a while, but to his surprise, the world consciousness did not hesitate to let go of its dignity and learn how to bark like a dog. The way it whispered made Qian Yuan feel bored.

Then he sent world consciousness back to his world.

Isn't the place where this kind of garbage should go?He didn't agree at first.

In places that Qianyuan Xi didn't know, Qianyuan teased the world consciousness again and again like a dog. Every time he could see the voice of the world consciousness getting weaker and weaker, until one time he finally saw the world consciousness light up red light.

It was only then that he disliked and blocked his world consciousness forever. He didn't want to be stuck by dirty things while taking care of his Xiaoxi.

Besides, when the red light is on, it means that the world is probably going to be in chaos, but what does it have to do with them.

Qianyuan thought of this, and then looked down at the sunflower that he placed on the window sill in front of him.

——Sunflowers are born facing the sun.

——And these sunflower seeds are the bag that grandpa bought.

After Qianyuan thought about it, he turned around and glanced at Xiao Xi who was still on the sofa, and walked over.

"Xiaoxi, the sunflowers are blooming."

"Although I cheated and let the sunflowers grow ahead of time, I just want Xiaoxi to be surrounded by sunflowers."

"Xiaoxi, do you still remember that many people said that Xiaoxi was a sunflower. At that time, Xiaoxi was still denying it, and Xiaoxi who defended it was also very cute."

After Qian Yuan finished speaking, he bent down and hugged Qian Yuan Xi in his arms, then he walked to the second floor: "Xiao Xi, if you miss me, just call me, I can find Xiao Xi."

"No matter where it is, I can rush there immediately. After all, I am your patron saint, Xiaoxi."

As he said that, Qian Yuan's ears suddenly turned red, he coughed, and then he retorted in a low voice: "Don't secretly laugh at me in your heart."

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After Chihara Nozomi knew what his weakness was, he smiled wryly.

He wants to quit the addiction of those people.

Thinking of this, he felt pain.

No matter what the addiction is, it is always the hardest to quit.

Qian Yuanxi thought this way, he tried hard to overcome the fear in his heart, tried hard to overcome the thought of wanting to get closer, and he said silently in his heart over and over again to survive.

There were countless hands below trying to drag him down, Qian Yuanxi struggled, ignoring the voice beside her ear.

This is not his grandpa.

——his grandpa comforted him until his death.

He had a clear conscience about those things, and he saved them from the bottom of his heart without complaint or regret.

He has done everything he can, and he has no responsibility to continue to pay attention.

Qian Yuanxi suppressed it, the feeling made him very painful, his body twitched, and his teeth chattered from time to time.

He still couldn't give up hope.

——Grandpa doesn't like him going on like this.

He didn't want to go on like this forever, it was he who made up his mind to recover, and he couldn't let everyone's efforts be in vain.

Chihara Nozomi worked hard, but this time he was alone.

On one side was the voice of death, and on the other was the voice telling him to go home.

He even hesitated, does he want to live?

But whenever he was so confused, his voice would sound, and then he sounded the words he used to persuade the girl who was abused by her parents and jumped off the building to come back.

——"Why do you want to let yourself end up like this for those scumbags? You should work hard to recover, and then punish with justice."

——"I know you're soft-hearted and won't let go, but you're not the one who did something wrong, so there's no need to end up like this. If they did something wrong, send them to prison and let them repent."

——"You shouldn't die in the mud, you have to grow, and let them get what they deserve. They are the bad guys, aren't they!"

He remembered that after he rescued the girl, he found a special agency for the girl.

Later, he paid attention to it for a long time, until she saw the girl come out, and then came to him to say thank you, and finally told her that she wanted to be a lawyer.

She said she wanted to be a pro bono lawyer dealing with people like her.

When Qian Yuanxi thought of this, he suddenly felt that he was not as strong as a girl, and he could persuade him at that time.

Then why can't he persuade himself.

Qian Yuanxi knew.

He still has obsessions, he can't fade away, he can't forget.

But...why did he have to forget those pains? It was an experience and a lesson.

——It is experience.

No matter good or bad, he should accept it, and then discuss the matter to solve the problem.

But then what.

Qian Yuanxi seems to have fallen into an endless loop, the surrounding darkness still has not dissipated, and there is still no voice of rescue, he can only appease his restless heart.

While looking for how to get out.

——The young man is like a newborn baby, groping for the direction of progress bit by bit. He can't hear the sound and has no one to accompany him. He is very at a loss.

Surrounded by a frightening and oppressive darkness, it was so quiet that only the sound of his own heart could be heard clearly.

This situation is terrible.

This time, the boy thought about it again.

——Can a withered sunflower come back to life?

—Maybe, he thought.

Asked three times and got three different answers, Qian Yuanxi may not be aware of his changes.

For the first time, he firmly said that the late sunshine cannot save the withered sunflower.

The second time he said no.

This time he said maybe.

what is that?

——It is the germination of hope, the breaking of the seeds, the breaking out of the cocoon and becoming a butterfly, and the sunshine outside hitting the darkness again and again trying to snatch the boy back.

Those subtle changes were ignored by the teenagers, and the warmth that was left behind by the teenagers has become bigger and bigger.

The boy doesn't know how strong he is, his vitality is always the most exuberant.

——That is the best sunflower.

……

Qian Yuanxi was lost in time, and he also felt forgotten by time, maybe many days had passed outside, or maybe it was several months.