Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Only the tears in the corner of his eyes showed that the boy was sad.

And in the inner world.

System No. 3's program was on the verge of collapse, and he couldn't cry, but he still carefully sewed the gap in the soul fragment of his host, and he still silenced the sound so that his host could not hear it.

In case his host came to comfort him after hearing it.

System 3 thought he might be crazy too, how could he not be crazy, he was with his host when he was forced to save those people.

He almost felt sorry for his host.

Maybe from that moment on, he was crazy.

System 3 took another look at his host lying motionless on the floor, but still didn't speak, and then he took a look at the accumulated energy.

He doesn't need so much energy at all, but he can obtain energy with his own ability, and the reason why he gave the task is just to make his host better.

And he can use these energies on his host, but now, System No. 3 is lost in thought.

They returned home, but this time they witnessed the death of their family members.

Witnessed how he became a child without a home.

System 3, he glanced at the progress bar of his figure, and pursed his lips as if making a decision.

This is a risky behavior.

Forcing him to have a human form would violate the laws of his system, but he didn't want anyone outside his host.

He needs someone to take care of his host.

——Even if it violates the rules, so what, he is the only host, and Xiaoxi is the only one for him.

Thinking about it, he still clicked.

Almost at the same time, he heard the voice of his host: "I want to sleep."

That wasn't a sleepover, that was a final goodbye.

His host sealed his heart.

But even so, System No. 3 still coaxed with a choked voice.

[System No. 3: Then Xiaoxi can rest assured and go to sleep. Grandpa and the outside situation will be left to me. I will take good care of Grandpa and Xiaoxi. 】

Even though his host might not be able to hear his voice, he still comforted him like that.

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Qian Yuanxi's grandfather died in a car accident. This incident made the neighbors worried. They all knew that the child had just left the hospital, and now they met his grandfather again.

They were afraid that the child would not be able to withstand the blow.

But the door of that house has never been opened, and they dare not disturb it hastily, but they will pay attention to the movement coming from that room, and will pay attention to whether the child will appear at the intersection.

They wanted to help, but they were afraid that their enthusiasm would make the child feel sudden, so they could only quietly pay attention to the situation.

Even they have already done it. If there is no movement for a long time, they will call the police. That grandpa is dead, and this child can no longer have an accident.

However, on the fifth day of their long wait.

The doors were opened, and even the windows on the second floor were opened, letting in the sunlight from outside.

The warmth of the sun began to disperse the coldness in the house, and they saw a child who looked very similar to Chihara Nozomi running out of the house, drying the quilt in the yard.

From time to time, I take care of the flowers outside, and then bring out pots of sunflowers and put them on the windowsill outside.

That young man clearly resembles Chihara Nozomi, but they can see the changes between the two at first glance, when some of them go up to ask about the situation.

That boy was not shy of strangers, but instead showed a maturity that didn't match his age, just like a little adult.

Then they got the teenager to introduce himself.

His name is Chihara, and there is no such hope.

Then he said that he was Qian Yuanxi's relative and was entrusted by his grandfather to take care of Xiaoxi.

Chihara said that, with more vigilance in his eyes, and then he accepted the kindness from the neighbor.

In the end, he returned home, holding various supplements and fruits from his neighbors in his hand, Qianyuan just glanced at the living room that he had cleaned.

Then he walked to Chihara Nozomi's bedroom on the second floor.

He opened the door and walked in, with a smile on his face: "Xiaoxi, when I went out just now, many people cared about Xiaoxi, and they gave away a lot of things."

"I couldn't get it up, so I put it in the living room, Xiaoxi, I tidied up the bottom, I used energy to make those sunflowers grow, they look very beautiful."

As Qianyuan said this, he came to the bedside and looked at Qianyuan Xi who had woken up but didn't respond, and his mouth stopped when he was speaking.

He sat down and stretched out his arms to hug Qian Yuanxi, took the clothes he had prepared, and began to take care of his Xiaoxi like a child.

Qian Yuanxi was like a doll, she didn't move and was at her mercy, her eyes were lifeless and unwavering.

This appearance made Qianyuan feel more and more distressed the more he looked at it, he put on his clothes and hugged him up, then he glanced at the urn he placed on the table not far away.

Withdrawing her gaze, she hugged Qian Yuanxi and walked downstairs to the living room, "Because I have to clean the room, Xiaoxi wants to go to the living room with me, but Xiaoxi don't worry, I closed the curtains in the living room."

"So Xiaoxi doesn't have to worry about sunshine."

As Qianyuan said this, he rubbed Qianyuan Xi's cheek with his face, "I'll cut fruit for Xiao Xi, and Xiao Xi watches TV. I'll clean it up, okay?"

"This way Xiaoxi can also see me, Xiaoxi don't have to be afraid, I won't let the neighbors come in and see Xiaoxi like this."

From the beginning to the end, only Qianyuan muttered to himself, and Qianyuan Xi remained motionless like a puppet.

——a lifeless puppet.

Chapter 065

If it wasn't particularly urgent, System 3 wouldn't dare to take the risk of forcing him to have a human form, and even he didn't even simulate the appearance of a human form in an emergency.

He could only use the appearance of his host.But even so, only a seven-point image was made.

After becoming an adult, he learned to control his figure and speech in the shortest time, and at the same time he began to absorb human knowledge, allowing him to integrate into it without any abnormalities in the first place.

Originally, it was enough to achieve this level, but he forgot that becoming a human form would get energy rebound.

He had all the pain of his host in that moment, those desperate and painful emotions flooded his mind, and he almost died the day he became an adult.

He and his host didn't go out for five days because he had to take care of him and his host, and he wanted to make his condition as good as possible.

While enduring the pain, he must take good care of his host, coax his host to eat, help his host change his clothes, and then let his host close his eyes and sleep.

He put the urn on the table in his host's bedroom. Afterwards, as long as his host had eaten, he would sit on the bed with his host in his arms and talk to his host.

But he came out late.

His host has no response, like a lifeless puppet.

But even so, he still had to take care of System No. 3. He even exchanged energy for some small light clusters in order to make his host happy.

Let those little balls of light surround his host, and on the fifth day he opened the door.

He gave himself a name, after the name of his host.

It's called Qianyuan.

One word was missing, because he felt that his Xiaoxi was his whole world from beginning to end, not his hope.

If the whole world disappears, he will disappear too.

Instead of breaking down because of the loss of hope.

He only wants Xiaoxi, as long as Xiaoxi is his whole world.

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Qianyuan made a copy of all the clothes he needed to wear. He looks the same as his Xiaoxi, but he still wants to distinguish them.

He dresses his little Xi in strong colors, in warm tones.

Seeing Qianyuan Xi sitting on the sofa motionless, even in a bad mood, Qianyuan still didn't speak, he just hooked his fingers, and let some small light groups approach him actively.

He remembered that his Xiaoxi never contradicted these things.

So let Xiao Guangtuan accompany his Xiaoxi, and he only needs to take care of the house.

Thinking about it, Qianyuan looked down at the fruit in his hand, and then he peeled it in different ways.

But Qianyuan didn't notice that the moment he bowed his head, Qianyuan Nozomi's eyes became clearer, but it was only fleeting.

The speed is too fast, even the system cannot catch it.

It was a little bit of struggle and hope.

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Qian Yuanxi only felt that he was in an empty and dark world, he couldn't hear the sound outside, he couldn't see the color, he was wrapped in darkness and couldn't escape.

He wanted to move forward, but he couldn't move. He called the system in his heart, but this time the system's voice didn't sound as expected.

This time, it was really only him.

No grandpa, no system.

He was alone in the dark, and those who would have helped him had disappeared at this moment.

This made Qian Yuanxi at a loss, but he couldn't back up, even if he wanted to open his mouth to call for help.

He is bound.

He cannot move.

Qian Yuanxi panicked in his eyes, he couldn't let him go on like this, there were too many things he couldn't let go of, he was thinking about the system that said he was very important, if he was gone, would something happen to him.

He thought about that voice, he wanted to leave here, but he couldn't do it no matter what.

He was bound by something he didn't know what it was, he wanted to struggle but he couldn't move his body, he seemed to be trapped here forever.

He was worried about System 3.

He was worried about his home and his grandfather's ashes.

He couldn't let go of anything, but he was in so much pain, he wanted to be relieved, and he wanted to be relieved without hesitation.

Qian Yuanxi gave up struggling, he thought he might know what was restraining him.

what is it then.

——It is regret, pain, tenderness and concern.

Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi smiled wryly, he was bound by the things he cared about most, and the things he cared about most in the past held him back.

The pressure on his shoulders made him unable to move, not even to breathe.

Before he could react, Qianyuan Xi's pupils shrank suddenly, and he looked forward.

He heard voices and saw things clearly. He saw how he was tortured to death again and again, and saw how his dignity was broken and his spine was broken again and again.

He was in a mess like a dog, and he always ended up in a mess.

Qian Yuanxi's body trembled, he looked at it over and over again, he knew it was his inner demon, it was something that had been bothering him.

Just thinking about it like this, he heard his grandfather's voice next to him saying that he was going to take him away.But it was obviously his previous wish, but he couldn't open his mouth at this time.

Before he could react, he heard all kinds of abuse - saying that he deserved to be in such a situation, and whoever made him a good person would soften his heart.

Qian Yuanxi frowned, not being confused for the first time, but he felt that he couldn't breathe no matter what.

Gradually, he was surrounded, he was buried.

But he was thinking, he obviously gave up his hope, but why did that hope catch him.

Qian Yuanxi forgot his value, forgot his preciousness.So he lost his way and couldn't find the way forward.

That's why it hurts when you break free.

Qian Yuanxi also forgot that he told others over and over again before not to give up hope, everyone is the most precious, and one cannot easily deny one's own value.

Even if no precious points have been found so far, it means that those points are shy and need to emerge slowly.

——Youth is the embodiment of hope, he throws hope to others without hesitation, and makes them stronger.

——The boy forgot that he was originally a strong person.

Maybe it wasn't hope that caught him, but Qianyuan Xi who was earlier, earlier, he tried his best to hold him now.