Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

The movement froze for a moment, and then he pretended nothing happened and planned to pretend he didn't see it.

But those scars seemed to be engraved in his heart, and he couldn't get rid of them.

He was driving the car with Gin in the driver's seat. There was a smell of smoke in Gin's car. Although he deliberately concealed it, Qian Yuanxi still smelled the smell of tobacco.

"Have a cigarette."

As he said this, his eyes fell on Gin's unbandaged shoulders, he stretched out his hand to put it on, and then exerted great force.

The blood stained his hands, and the sticky feeling made Qian Yuanxi feel familiar.

Gin raised his eyebrows, ignoring his wound: "Do you know how to smoke?"

"I have learned that because I have to integrate into the organization, I can't be a good boy."

"Who taught you that."

Gin started a normal chat, and Qianyuan Xi didn't evade. He pressed Gin's wound a few more times before taking his hand away.

Then he fumbled around Gin, trying to find what he wanted.

Gin didn't stop him, he watched Qian Yuanxi find the cigarette and lit it skillfully.

Then take a deep breath and slowly exhale the smoke.

"I was addicted to nicotine for a while, and I smoked like crazy, trying to keep my mind from being less clear."

"I really want to die like that, never being able to open my eyes again, but you know the ending, this is my fantasy."

Qian Yuanxi was talking on his own, Qin Jiu didn't agree, he just acted as the driver.

Chihara Nozomi didn't ask where she was going or what she was going to do.He was just smoking a cigarette and staring at the scene outside the window.

【Cigarettes do harm to your body. 】

"Why didn't you come out just now? Are you also conniving at my illness?"

[Sorry, I just think it's better for you to vent. 】

"It's strange, you look exactly the same as when I couldn't bear it and begged you to stop at the beginning."

When Qian Yuanxi said this, Gin in the driver's seat gave him a look, and when Qian Yuanxi saw it, he turned around.

His eyes fell on Qin Jiu, and there was dependence deep in his eyes, but also hatred.

***

Qian Yuanxi didn't know what her emotions for gin were, because it was too complicated.

In the organization, it was Gin who taught him the killing skills little by little; it was Gin who taught him interrogation skills;

Even directing how to catch undercover agents is gin.

Gin was a teacher to him.

After his undercover identity was exposed, Qin Jiu almost exhausted all means to torture him. During that time, whenever he saw Qin Jiu, his body would tremble uncontrollably.

Breathing becomes short and difficult, and he becomes weak and unable to kill gin.

He knew what Stockholm Syndrome was, and because he knew it, the moment he used it on him at Gin, he could already imagine what would happen to him.

While he hated the inhuman torment gin had given him, he became dependent on gin.

At worst, he couldn't speak where there was no gin, and he became like a fool, at a loss.

At that moment, he knew that if he ran out of gin, he might take the initiative to die.

But in the next world, it was Gin that abruptly made him break free from dependence.

This may be the reason why he hates gin - dependent and hated.

Now Qianyuan Xi is still afraid of Gin in his bones, afraid of everything about Gin, and afraid of Gin's instructions.

……

As soon as Chihara Nozomi thought of this, his breathing became short of breath, and he pinched the cigarette with his fingertips hard, and the driving gin just frowned upon seeing this.

He still opened his mouth to appease Qian Yuanxi's emotions.

"clam down."

"Are you going to compete with Gin from another world? Let's see if I die at the hands of that Gin first, or be rescued by you first."

Qian Yuanxi still has time to joke at this time, Gin Jiu frowned and disagreed with Qian Yuanxi's words: "Shut up."

"What, am I right?"

"So where are you taking me now, the interrogation room? Or your bedroom."

"Are you sick again?" Gin's tone gradually became heavy, but Qian Yuanxi didn't hear that something was wrong with Gin.

He was about to put out the cigarette in the ashtray, but found that there was no ashtray in the car, and he hardly hesitated when he saw this.

He pointed the cigarette at the back of his hand and hit it hard.

The hot cigarette seemed to burn the meat, and the smell of burning spread in the car, and Qian Yuanxi didn't show any pain.

Then he let go of the cigarette butt and looked at Gin. Before he could explain, he saw Gin park the car on the side of the road with a serious expression on his face.

"Chihara Nozomi."

"Angry?" Qian Yuanxi's voice was a little brisk, and his eyes met the past without flinching.

The two looked at each other, and neither of them looked away first.

"Gin." Qian Yuanxi spoke first, and then he began to undress on his own. He took off his shirt, revealing those scars.

Then Chihara Nozomi picked up the gin and placed his hand on his own heart, where there was a very ugly scar.

That is the trace that gin once dug out.

"At that time, I was not completely dead. Gin, you didn't use anesthesia, you just dug it out with a knife."

As he spoke, Chihara Nozomi frowned, then he continued as if he was thinking about something.

"The knife edge was 15 centimeters long, and you only scratched it once. After I died, you dismembered my body, put it in different bags and threw it at the gate of the police station."

"You lied to them in Scotland. You didn't want to take me for treatment at all. You wanted to solve my accident alone. As long as I'm still alive, you will always have weaknesses."

"The gin I know never allows weakness, so how are you going to kill me this time?"

Chihara Nozomi seemed to be a child who guessed right. After he finished speaking, he raised his chin, as if he was looking for a reward.

— reward him for guessing correctly.

Gin's thumb, however, just fumbled back and forth over the scar.

After pondering for a moment, Qin Jiu slowly opened his mouth: "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

Chihara replied with a smile.

"I am used to it."

"Little liar." Qin Jiu laughed, and then he pressed in Qianyuan Xi's direction, but Qianyuan Xi didn't struggle.

Qian Yuanxi silently leaned back, he was ready to face death.

"I won't struggle this time, so you don't have to worry about things not going well."

"I will be very obedient and will not make a sound, so I don't have to worry about being discovered."

【Are you kidding me? 】

"I don't think Gin is going to be kidding me about killing me."

[However, Gin has no intention of killing you. 】

"That's what you said before."

World Consciousness froze upon hearing this answer.

At this moment, he finally realized one thing—that is, the boy would no longer trust any of them.

I won't believe any more words.

——Juveniles treat everyone equally, and equal resistance to everyone's approach.

Qian Yuanxi didn't believe that this was a perfect world from the very beginning, and she didn't intend to live from the very beginning.

The world consciousness panicked.

And Qin Jiu, who was listening to himself talking to himself, sighed after a long time, he can't coax people, and he can't explain gently.

He just kills.

The hand touching the wound trembled slightly, feeling the beating heart.

Gin still lowered his head, and then apologized for the first time in his life.

"Feel sorry."

But Chihara Nozomi finds it rare and incomprehensible.

He tilted his head and thought for a long time.

at last!

Qian Yuanxi thought of something, he fumbled for something in Gin Jiu's car, and finally found a pocket knife in the pocket under the passenger seat.

He opened it and handed it to the gin, with a sincere expression and an apologetic tone: "Sorry, I forgot."

"You can start, but I won't guarantee that my blood will be spilled."

"So I'm sorry for getting your Porsche dirty."

After all, Chihara Nozomi closed her eyes, waiting for the arrival of death.

He felt he was doing the right thing, following all the rules Gin had taught him.

——Qianyuanxi is still considered the best student under Shangqinjiu until now.

Chapter 017 Angry

[Fuck. ]

[Wait a minute, my Xibao!Don't say such scary things so calmly! ]

[My Xibao!How can you take off your clothes in front of Gin and hand over a knife!Gin is a bad guy! ]

[I understand why Xibao is so afraid of gin but still relies on it. This is a disease, the kind that cannot be cured. ]

[So Chihara Nozomi didn't trust anyone from the beginning? ]

[Isn't this more knife? ]

[Qian Yuanxi: Are you going to kill me?Then you have to be gentle, or my blood will stain your car. I can't control it, but I will be very good, and I will hold back the pain and not make a sound. ]

[Fuck, don't translate Chihara Nozomi's words at this time, it's really uncomfortable, hey! ]

[Here is a summary, what has Gin done to Qian Yuanxi?Picking off the tendon of the hand, taking out the heart and feeding it to the dog, crushed the dignity and personality, and made Qian Yuanxi unable to integrate into the society again. ]

[Having said that, I don't think Gin was badly injured. ]

[I kept frowning at Gin's violent treatment, he wanted to force Qianyuan Xi to stand up, but wasn't it Gin who told Qianyuan Xi to stay in the dark! ]

[Xibao!My Xibao! ]

……

Gin didn't move his hands, the doctor's advice to him in his mind made him recover and calm down, and he didn't continue to follow Qian Yuanxi's footsteps.

He was lost in thought while looking at the folding knife in his hand, Qian Yuanxi couldn't wait for the familiar pain, even when he opened his eyes and saw that Gin didn't make a move, he just felt strange.

"Aren't you going to do it?"

"Get dressed and come home with me."

Gin folded the folding knife back and put it in his pocket, "I'll take the knife back."

After continuing to sit in the driver's seat and start the car, Qian Yuanxi was a little slow to respond, "Why."

"Why should I kill you in this world?"

"Because I found an undercover agent and covered up an undercover agent, isn't that what you hate the most?"