Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Chapter 015 This is the Worst Decision He Ever Made

Qian Yuanxi's voice was full of weakness and struggle, Gin lying on the ground did not struggle, he just silently watched Qian Yuanxi's reaction.

Bourbon outside wanted to go forward many times but was stopped by Scotland. The two watched every move inside through the small window on the door.

They knew the cure of gin.

- Violent treatment.

It is in line with Gin's style, even if Gin does not do this, it is not Gin.

It's just that they didn't expect that gin would push people to such a point, but they had to admit that Qian Yuanxi's appearance had changed from before.

If it is said that Qian Yuanxi closed her heart before, looking lifeless like a marionette.

So now that Qianyuan Xi seems to have a human form, he will be angry, and he will react excitedly because of some things.

Gin used the most brutal and direct method to pull him back.

Scotland remained silent, leaning against the door, his mind echoing what Gin had said earlier.

"I'm not the same kind of person as you are."

indeed.

How can they be the same kind of people, even if their memory has problems, that doesn't mean they are the same kind of people.

Listening to the choking sound that appeared inside, even though they were not by the side, they felt powerless just listening to that sound.

At most, they just have more memories, and they don't feel empathy, but Qian Yuanxi has experienced it many times.

They watched it over and over again as bystanders, and sometimes they couldn't understand why Qian Yuanxi was so persistent.

Are they not strangers?

They didn't know each other at first!

That being the case, why do they have to work so hard, but every time the answer they get is only Qian Yuanxi's self-introduction.

——"My name is Chihara Nozomi, Nozomi of Hope."

Maybe they should ask a few more questions at that time, to clarify this question, whose hope is it.

Why is it their hope that this teenager didn't count himself in?

Is he stupid.

Scotland only felt that his heart ached to death, and he felt that he could no longer hold on.

Chihara Nozomi's soft crying sounded beside her ears, which gradually became heart-piercing.

At this moment, Qian Yuanxi's previous appearance also appeared in his mind. The young man got to know him time and time again, then helped him, and finally protected him.

Scotland lifted his feet and walked to the window not far away, he wanted to take a breath.

The crying in his ear was like a spell. Seeing that the situation in Scotland did not stop him, Bourbon fumbled in his pocket and took out a cigarette.

He didn't leave with Scotland, he leaned against the door of the ward, listening to the cries behind him, smoking crazily like masochistic.

His throat was burning, his heart was throbbing as if being caught by someone, and his eyes were red.

It was the first time for him to look so embarrassed.

Bourbon He heard the questioning of the boy in the room.

He said why not let him go.

He said why he reached out to him when he did this.

He said why he was forced to make a choice again and again.

He said why they don't take their own lives seriously, they should be so contemptuous.

Sentence after sentence of hysteria, emotional breakdowns flooded the entire ward.

"Where did I not do well enough? Your future is bright and bright, you can live a happy life, and walk hand in hand with your family in the sunshine."

"I'm someone who shouldn't exist. I shouldn't continue to be in your world. Anyone who gets close to me will die. Don't you even understand this truth after recovering your memory?"

Chihara Nozomi's voice suddenly raised, Bourbon's hand shook, he took a deep breath and lowered his head.

He suddenly understood why Scotland wanted to leave, because listening to the boy's crying and questioning made his heart really hurt.

Bourbon squatted down slowly, obviously there was only one door separated from the ward, but Bourbon felt that there were many things separated.

With his back against the door, he took all the boy's questioning into his heart, and suddenly, he laughed at himself.

"I'm very obedient and obedient. I won't secretly watch your life, and I won't appear in your life."

"I will disappear completely and will not affect your future. I will eliminate all possible butterfly effects from the root."

Chihara Nozomi's voice began to be full of confusion, Bourbon's fingers grabbed his heart fiercely, and he suddenly began to gasp for breath.

It was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he couldn't breathe just hearing the boy say that.

He admits he's mean, he can't empathize.

"It's... terrible."

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in the ward.

Qian Yuanxi's emotions are out of control, but he still has a sliver of reason at this point, he can't completely lose control.

Because that would make him vulnerable.

He can't have a weakness, that hurts him.

He sat on Qin Jiu's body and didn't move. The corner of Qin Jiu's mouth was bloodshot, and he watched Qian Yuanxi's movements without moving.

The black overcoat was in stark contrast to the white plush pajamas, Chihara Nozomi hated the expression of gin.

His eyes were very red with bloodshot eyes, his voice became hoarse due to the hysteria just now, tears rushed out like kites with broken strings.

"You said I hated you."

"Yeah! Of course I hate you! When you cut off my tendon and cut out my heart and fed it to the dogs, I hated you to death!"

"You killed me, why can't I hate you, I hate why you do this, hate why you look lonely and have no friends, but refuse my help."

As Qian Yuanxi said, he gripped the collar of the gin tightly and said it almost through gnashing of teeth.

Then he suddenly seemed to lose his strength, he let out a long sigh, "But, it's too ridiculous."

"Even if I hate you so much, even if you tortured me inhumanely, I still can't do it."

"How could I be able to do it? Because of my appearance, such an accident will occur. Because of my appearance, your future trajectory will be changed abruptly. Because of my appearance, you will die."

"I hate myself for saving a few people, but I can't do it."

"I hate myself for being powerless, I hate myself for being caught by you, powerless and eventually dying, I hate for asking you for help but being rejected and then hating your self."

Qian Yuanxi's voice was full of melancholy, and his hand gradually stroked Qin Jiu's face, and he looked at Qin Jiu.

Neither of them continued talking, but Qian Yuanxi only found it ridiculous, "I hate myself."

"You can't deny me the right to hate, I just hate you for a little while."

"When the new world comes, when I open my eyes again, I will no longer hate you, because I know clearly that you are innocent in the new world."

Chihara Nozomi is too sensible, he knows everything clearly, and it is because of knowing that he suffers.

He may be punishing himself, punishing him for not being able to save people, punishing him for wanting to be the savior of everyone despite his lack of ability.

Punish him for being powerless but wanting to hide the pain.

……

[Let me die!Let me die!I can't stand it! ]

[What are you doing!Why is Xibao emotionally broken!Why are you forcing him! ]

[I'm really going to cry!If this continues, I will cry for you! ]

[He is crying, he is questioning, he is trembling, he is afraid, but he also has strong moments, that is when he tries his best to save people. ]

[Qian Yuanxi never broke his promise. He hated everyone, but he never hurt anyone. When he opened his eyes again, he would force himself not to hate, and repeated this countless times. ]

[Xibao, do you feel pain? When you are abandoned by them, you must be feeling uncomfortable. Let me give you a hug. ]

[Xi Bao is crying!He said he hated everyone!He said don't save him! ]

[Help!What kind of knife is this!He's been stabbing me all the time!It never stopped! ]

[It can only be said that it is worthy of Gin. If it is Scotland, it may take a long time for Xibao to come out. Gin directly treats with violence. ]

[Qin Jiu has been shot and slapped a few times, it's a real blow, it's too miserable. ]

[Sure enough, Xibao hates Gin even more. I saw that in the pilot film, Gin was trying to amuse Xibao, causing Xibao to have emotional problems, distorting Xibao's ideas, and finally crushing Xibao's dignity. ]

[Fuck, stop talking, I just frowned just reading this sentence! ]

[Give me a happy time!I'm really sick, you know that feeling?My heart is very depressed!But I can't fucking cry! ]

……

Qian Yuanxi's crying gradually weakened, and the whole person breathed heavily, as if he had difficulty breathing.

Gin sat up at this time, the injured shoulder didn't bother Gin's body too much.

Qian Yuanxi knew that Gin never showed pain, no matter where it was.

"Finished?"

"Ginjiu, you're teasing me again."

like a pet.

"This is called treatment, not teasing."

Gin seriously corrected the mistake, and then he put his uninjured hand behind Qian Yuanxi, "They will be gentle with you, I can't learn."

Hearing this, Qianyuan Xi also realized that the distance between him and Gin Jiu was too close, and was about to leave when Gin Jiu sneered.

"Are you afraid now?"

"You have to be with me all the time during this time. They are easy to soften their hearts, but I won't."

Gin said, he stood up.

And Qian Yuanxi struggled to stay away from Gin, but ended in failure.

Gin moved his injured shoulder, and finally he bent down slightly, and directly hugged Qian Yuanxi.

The sudden sense of weightlessness made Qianyuan Xi's struggle more intense, Qian Yuanxi was like a sniper rifle being carried on his shoulder by Qin Jiu.

Qian Yuanxi grabbed Gin Jiu's hair with one hand, and Gin Jiu's clothes with the other hand, "Gin Jiu, are you crazy? Let me down!"

"Gin Jiu, I will kill you! I will really kill you!"

"Damn gin!"

Hearing Qianyuan Kina's non-aggressive words, Gin Jiu glanced at the ward, and then he walked directly to the door.

As he walked, he explained: "With your current body, you might not be able to beat it without vodka."

"Also, if you want to kill me, you have to wait until your body functions better, but now I'm letting you in."

"Finally, you have to say goodbye to Bourbon and the others, because I'm going to take you away, and handing you over to them is the worst decision I've ever made."

"They are so useless that no one can look at them well."

As Gin said, he kicked the door open, looked at Bourbon who had already avoided, and grinned sneerly: "You trashy mouse."

Chapter 016 Handing over the knife with my own hands

Chihara Nozomi watched Gin take him away from the hospital, while Scotland and Bourbon just watched.

Seeing this, Qian Yuanxi didn't know what these people were going to do.

Shouldn't it be really necessary to save him?

He sat in the co-pilot's seat, resting his chin with his hand, and inadvertently saw his wrist with countless scars.