I saw the countdown to their death

In the end, another brother came out of that guy, who opened his mouth to say that she was in a bad mood and went to comfort him, and opened his mouth to shut his mouth to ask for money, and then he suddenly realized that he was cheated.

As for the writers of web articles, most of them have rich people and few friends. In fact, they are still quite lonely in their hearts. At that time, they didn’t want so-called stir-fried fans, but really wanted to develop a relationship, so they never looked back and had no doubts at all.

Getting together with someone who likes to read your own books and really understands you is like a cartoonist marrying a voice actor, or a baseball player marrying a team manager. How romantic isn’t it?

Money is a small problem, the main thing is that being cheated is very tragic, like a fucking clown with cerebral palsy.

"I remember when she asked me for money again, I just wrote a small composition and went back. I was really sad at the time. Laughing at this online dating being cheated, laughing at that online dating being cheated, and in the end, I was also recruited, so fucking funny .”

Yin Yu shook his head with a smile, "In the end, I still suspected that I had wrongly blamed her. I was cheated of two thousand, and in the end it seemed that I did something wrong, so I blamed myself for a long time. You are young, frivolous and ignorant , People like me, if I write it in my book, the readers will call the author a fool."

"Who didn't do a stupid thing or two when they were young? Drink, drink."

Li Dong followed suit with a loud laugh, and the two raised their glasses and clinked again.

Yin Yu can say it without hesitation, which proves that the past is over, or he will only talk about his embarrassing things with Fa Xiao without any scruples?

Just after drinking a glass of wine, the two suddenly fell silent for no reason.

Li Dong felt that Yin Yu was becoming more and more unfamiliar, as if he didn't know him anymore. As he said, he was a fool... Sometimes it doesn't take external force to crush a man, he is enough.

The summer breeze blew by, and the street at three o'clock in the middle of the night felt a little chilly. Yin Yu pushed the frame of the mirror, and his tone was a little quiet, "Dongzi, do you still remember which year we graduated from elementary school?"

Li Dong replied softly: "[-]."

"What year was our biggest flood?"

"The great flood in [-], when we were just six years old, didn't your father and my father take us to the bridge to see the flood?"

"What year was the pneumonia outbreak?"

"[-]." Li Dong replied without thinking, "We were in primary school at that time, but this side was not affected."

"What about the first time we missed class?"

Li Dong thought for a while, "In [-], it's the last physical education class in the afternoon of the second day of junior high school."

"How many years ago was the first time we were tricked into screwing in the factory by a black intermediary after graduation?"

"About... In [-] years, neither of us was admitted to college, and we spent a year looking for a job after graduating from high school."

"What year did you get married? What year was Li Xiaoqi born?" Yin Yu picked up the chopsticks and threw the last peanut on the plate into his mouth.

Li Dong scolded with a smile: "Are you an idiot?"

"Well, I'm an idiot."

Yin Yu didn't scold back abnormally, but nodded lightly, then stretched out his finger and tapped his temple, "I have lived for more than 30 years, and I can remember all the major events I have experienced, but I have forgotten the specific year. The road is really absurd."

Li Dong finally sensed something was wrong, and with a hint of caution in his doubts, he pretended to be joking and joked: "You are only 32 years old, and this is the most attractive time for a man."

"Yeah, I'm only 32 years old, and it's the most attractive age for men, the age that can be called 'uncle'."

Yin Yu raised his head, reached out and nodded his expressionless face, "Do you think I look like an uncle?"

Li Dong stared intently at Fa Xiao's face, his thin cheeks were slightly yellowed, his brows were sharp and his eyes were starry, his lips were thin... The rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose gave him a bookish look, and the worry between his brows also showed a mature man Unique charm and depth.

But the bookish smell is fake, and myopia is not caused by studying, it is caused by playing games all night and reading novels.

I used to have a crush on many girls because of their appearance, but now they are getting more and more sloppy, with flip-flops on their feet, a pair of big pants on their legs, a wrinkled white T-shirt on their upper body, and the collar of the previous party. wine stains.

The pupils are dull, the beard is unshaven, and the hair on the head is messy, with a few white hairs mixed in.

Only handsome, rich, successful men can be called 'uncle' by girls when they are old, but if Yin Yu is carrying a motorcycle on the street, girls will only call him a master and ask how much it costs to go to the station.

Although he was free and easy and indifferent, he didn't mention regret in a sentence, but the words he said were full of remorse and regret between the lines.

Li Dong suddenly felt sad, took a sip of wine, and forced a smile, "Are you planning to go on like this?"

"how?"

Yin Yu curled his lips indifferently, "I have always been an ignorant idiot. I was an idiot before, and I will probably be even more idiot in the future. Tell me, what would you do if you were me?"

Li Dong opened his mouth, but he couldn't say what was on his lips.He had been like this since his uncle and aunt passed away a few years ago.

I used to be able to say nonchalantly that if I don’t get married in the future, I’ll go out and play if I have money... But the courage not to get married actually comes from my parents, Uncle Yin died of lung cancer, and Aunt Sun died in a workshop accident...

When the two close relatives passed away one after another, he could no longer say the phrase 'I will not get married in the future'.

"Speaking of which, you really feel like the protagonist of a novel."

Li Dong changed the subject with a smile, and popped a bottle of Yanjing to refill his cup, until the foam overflowed the disposable plastic cup and barely stopped.

"Don't tell me, I really thought that such a thing as rebirth would happen to me. After all, my parents died, I have a car and a house, the standard protagonist template." Yin Yu raised his glass, raised his head and took a big gulp, and then He burped contentedly.

"Really, how did you flirt?" Li Dong himself took a sip of wine and said with a smile: "Reborn to elementary school? Study hard, catch up with gentleness, rewrite history, and reach the peak of life..."

He laughed and laughed, but couldn't stop laughing.

Yin Yu took out two cigarettes from the cigarette box in front of him, threw one to him and put one in his mouth.

The crisp sound of the lighter sounded, and the bright flame illuminated his sallow face.After he took a deep breath, accompanied by the lingering smoke, he said softly: "Go back and persuade my dad to quit smoking and my mother to retire."

Li Dong fell silent, he didn't know how to answer the words, he felt like a stick in his throat, and his throat was uncomfortable.

Why is human life so fragile?He was alive and well, but he died out of nowhere.

There was no warning, no time for people to react, only a cold house and a second-hand car were left...

And Yin Yu stared intently at the former Fa Xiao, and at his childhood playmate who had become a father.His eyes slowly swept down, and the hideous scar on his right arm caused some ripples in his dead pupils.

Back in [-], the law and order were not so good. One day after school, the gangsters wandering in that neighborhood took on Gentle. Without even thinking about it, he rushed up, picked up a brick and hurled it at the back of a person's head.

As a result, he was overtaken and stuck in a dead end.

When this happened, in fact, Li Dong had just stepped out of the school gate, and he chased after him without even thinking about it.

Those bastards were carrying knives, but the guy in front of him knew that the other party had hidden knives in his clothes, so he rushed in with a brick without hesitation. This knife scar was left at that time.

Li Dong has also changed, his eyes are not so pure, some hair is missing on his head, and his face is also less fierce.

On the contrary, he now has a little more introverted vicissitudes, a little more sophistication and tact, even when talking to Yin Yu, he has to think a little bit more carefully.

If it was in the past, he would have yelled at himself, 'Are you playing? I'm married and you're still fucking around, and you're fucking messing around for the rest of your life.' '

How long has it been since we chatted together like this?It has been many years.

Life is like this, childhood friends will cry when they are dragged home by their parents, struggling to continue making sand and mud with you, and meeting by chance on the street a few years later, it’s just not salty Nodded, then passed by, and said something to keep in touch in the future.

Brothers from the student days, together in DOTA and European Cup, exchanging privately the teacher Cang collected in the hard drive.

Many years later, they got married and started a business. At the class reunion, they looked at each other's faces that were getting more and more vicissitudes. They compared houses, cars, wives and children.

"Go home, Dongzi."

In the silence, Yin Yu stood up before Li Dong could respond.He shouted to the aunt who was sweeping the floor in the distance, and then took out 200 yuan from his pocket and put it on the table.

I bought it as early as the boss closed the stall. The 200 yuan is for my aunt's hard work. Please let her clean up the garbage here.

Yin Yu turned around and left without hesitation, and walked staggeringly in the middle of the road. Li Dong didn't hold back, didn't follow, and didn't even say goodbye.

The brother who dared to block the sword for him is long gone. He used to not comfort himself, he would not consider his own thoughts when speaking, and he would not be afraid of hurting his pathetic self-esteem. speak out.

Maybe it's already a farewell from the two people's small wine party tonight.

Like the song says, 'Warrior graduates from college, priest marries mage, hunter restaurant is booming, thieves are floating in New York...'

It seems to be alive, but somehow alone?

Yin Yu looked up at the sky, and the dreary sky, like ink, was stained with a dim mist by the neon lights... Everyone has already been on the line with life.

"I dare to say that the confidence to be single for a lifetime really comes from my parents."

Walking on the bridge across the Lujiang River, the evening wind blew over from afar, chilling the drowsy Yin Yu.Class reunion tonight, drank and vomited, vomited and drank.I was already drunk, and I was already awake from the wine.

He reached out to touch his trouser pocket, car keys, mobile phone, and a version of 'Cefradine Capsules'. He reached into his trouser pocket and squeezed the pills tightly, but he still didn't have the courage to take them out.

What else can I do, I can't die.

In fact, life is still very long, and I am only in my early 30s.

It's just that I have no education, no education, no business acumen, and even good at web writing... After my parents passed away, I couldn't write anymore.

Such rubbish, no matter how hard they try, they are just people struggling at the bottom of society.

Many people choose to go with the flow, and Yin Yu is one of them, who is intermittently complacent, and continues to eat and wait to die.

Relying on bragging, chatting and supporting your dreams and hopes, you don't know that people who are better than you work harder than you, and you will only be more aggrieved.

Occasionally, after a moment of introspection, he immediately opened the game again, winning Lao Tzu C and losing to teammate C.

The giant baby is not counted, at least Yin Yu wasted his youth with the money he earned.He worked as a screwdriver, worked as a security guard, wrote a novel, learned to cook, worked in sales, set up a street stall, and sold a house.

I have done everything, but I have never done anything well, and my situation is only a little better than that of Sanhe Dashen, but I have not reached the state of "work for one day, play for three days" in the legend.

As for cheering up and talking seriously about a relationship, how can you dare to enter the bustling world if you are poor, and how can you mislead others with your two sleeves?

At thirty, nothing is achieved.

All of his own making, a complete loser, a worthless piece of shit.

Yin Yu is not stupid, he is just greedy for pleasure, has no sense of responsibility and self-motivation, and plays foolishly all day long like a fool, only to wake up when he is alone.

Li Dong said that a person will always do one or two stupid things in his life, but he is running wildly on the road of being stupid.

Yin Yu took a deep breath, and unconsciously flirted in his mind again.

It would be great if you can really be born again. If you can really do it all over again, you must enjoy life.At a new start, I will definitely study hard and make progress every day. The grades don’t need to be too top-notch, as long as I can be admitted to an ordinary university.

If you can do it all over again, you must live seriously and love someone with all your strength. The wife doesn’t need to be very beautiful, just be gentle, and the son doesn’t need to be too smart, as long as he doesn’t cause trouble.

If you can do it all over again, you must communicate with your parents and do things you haven't done before.They don't need to worry too much about the family, as long as they are in good health.

It's really possible once, the family doesn't need to be too rich, as long as they live comfortably.Life doesn't need to be too brilliant, just plain and plain...

Looking at the desolate and empty bridge, Yin Yu suddenly laughed, and sang softly: "An excellent person like me should have lived a brilliant life~ Why is it that after more than 30 years, he is still floating in the sea of ​​people~~~"

A lonely voice sounded on the bridge, and the occasional speeding vehicles did not stop for it.

The singing voice is not good, singing is easy to go out of tune when drunk, and choking with regret is even worse.

A person who is obsessed with the virtual world in a daze, so dazed that he can't even remember his own past, sings a song in a daze with an indistinct accent.

As he walked, he sang: "Smart people like me have long said goodbye to innocence, why did they use a relationship to replace their scars~~~ People like me who are confused~~ People like me who are looking ~A mediocre person like me, how many people have you seen~~~"

Yin Yu's voice became more and more high-pitched, with a miserable smile and a crying voice unique to grown men, his wobbly body was so desolate and lonely...

"A vulgar person like me~ I never like to pretend to be deep~ Why do I suddenly feel dazed when I hear old songs~~~ A cowardly person like me, I have to save a little bit of everything, no matter who I used to be for someone ...Thought...Thought...Despite..."

Yin Yu was stunned, and the ugly singing stopped abruptly.

Looking at the figure not far away with cloudy eyes, the pupils slowly focused.

Wearing a pure white dress, as the cold wind blows, the dress and messy blue silk flutter gently, revealing a beautiful neck like a white swan, and also outlines a perfect back curve.

Compared with young girls, a 30-year-old woman is less youthful, more charming, less brilliant, and more charming.Although she has long been married as a woman, she is still fresh and elegant, extremely pure.

The black high-heeled shoes were thrown on the ground casually. She was barefoot, and her frail body was standing straight on the guardrail of the bridge.Just standing there is like the dazzling white moonlight in the dark night.

How do you feel about her?

In the muddle-headed life, maybe she had been forgotten long ago, and she was only remembered by accident in a certain sleepless night.Or weeping, humming Lao Lang's "You at the Same Table" softly.

Regret, or regret?After realizing that she actually has a deep-rooted love for him, an uncontrollable self-blame and regret emerged from the bottom of my heart?

Not only did I and Dongzi not go home tonight, it turned out that she was the same.

It's just that she...why...she...

Yin Yu's pupils are slowly shrinking, slowly shrinking...

The stopped footsteps picked up again, and ran towards her, fell, got up, fell down, got up again...

She finally noticed the abnormal movement, and turned her head from a trance in doubt, her beautiful and charming face was gradually filled with surprise and astonishment.

The woman stared blankly, watching the person who had disappointed her to the core rush over without thinking about his own safety.He broke his knee, shattered his glasses, lost one of his slippers, yelled an out-of-key song, and snarled onto the guardrail...

Ten years have passed since the last class reunion, everyone was drunk, and Yin Yu was also drunk.

Drunk enough to be a person in his 30s, holding Fa Xiao who has become estranged and drinking until midnight, so drunk that two old men are talking about their first love, talking about love, and talking about the past.

Yin Yu stumbled and rushed up, climbed up the guardrail and pulled her back, but the paralysis of alcohol and the stimulation of the cold wind made his brain dizzy for a moment, and he turned over by himself when he exerted too much force.

After reacting suddenly, he only felt that after his body accidentally turned over, he was wrapped in endless dizziness and fell rapidly.

In the gap between the railings, there were shock, fear, and disbelief on that beautiful face... Various emotions gradually merged and turned into endless sadness.

Her hysterical cries broke through the howling wind and entered her ears. The bright street lights were getting farther and farther away from her, and the woman's face became more and more blurred.