I saw the countdown to their death

Yes, waiting to die is the cruelest torture, and dying is a relief.When I wake up again and realize that I have regained my life, I will tremble and be afraid, but in the end I will be filled with endless joy.

The senior sister raised her head and looked into the boy's eyes intently, "I want to see you."

Hojo Satoru looked at the senior in a daze. She was sitting on the floor, with her arms around her legs, her chin resting on her knees, and she turned her face slightly, her own image was reflected in her bright eyes.

At this moment, she finally showed the weakness that a little girl should have. She didn't show the fear, the fear and helplessness at that time. The only way to express it was to cry expressionlessly.

Because I am used to digesting my inner emotions alone, I have a lot of things I want to say to myself after I come back to life.

Hojo Satoru suddenly remembered that he had seen a passage before, which said that some women are a book, an exclusive book that can only be opened by one person.

Her cover may be very simple, even boring, but after reading it, you will be amazed, deeply attracted by the content, and your heart will be touched by the jumping words in the book, and you will be deeply addicted and unable to read. Extricate yourself.

After reading word by word, line by line, and page by page carefully, you will feel a long aftertaste and feel lost, so finally take that book away and treasure it forever.

Maybe Miyajima Qingluan is such a book. Others will only notice her hot figure and think her character is rigid and lifeless like a piece of wood, but in fact she is very rich in heart.

Others don't know the real her, it's just that this book is unwilling to open for them.

Hojo Satoru approached slowly, and out of nowhere, he stretched out his hand to touch the senior sister's head, but this sudden action made her slightly stunned, feeling the temperature on the head, and even took the initiative to rub it.

Very warm, very comfortable, very reassuring.

"I can feel happy after being alive again, so I gave up meaningless things and plan to do my own thing?"

Miyajima Qingluan didn't answer, but stretched out her hand, and lightly pressed it on the back of the boy's hand.

The boy had seen and touched his own body, but he was not alone at that time, and this was his first real touch.

"juvenile."

"Ok?"

"I will do some things during my leave of school this month. I don't want to tell you the details for now. I will take you to see it after I finish it."

"Okay, I'll wait."

"juvenile."

"Ok?"

"Do you have anything to say to me?"

"I?"

Hojo Satoru was slightly stunned, but he didn't know how to talk about what he wanted to talk to her before, so he could only withdraw his hand helplessly, and said softly, "Senior sister, it's time to sleep."

As the hand on the head was taken away, Miyajima Qingluan was briefly absent-minded, and then nodded slightly after two seconds.

Hojo Satoru lay down on his side again, but this time with his back to her. There was a soft sound of undressing behind him. Since he put the blanket over, there was no need to sleep in his school uniform, which was very uncomfortable.

A few seconds later, there was no movement behind him, and the dark room was silent. It was about eleven o'clock now.

Another ten seconds passed.

"juvenile."

"Ok?"

"I know what you're thinking, and I'm also confused." Miyajima Qingluan's voice was calm, she hesitated for a moment, and continued: "I've never liked someone before, I don't know what it feels like to like."

"..."

"Qianhe forced me to watch a lot of idol dramas with her. When you stared at me, I didn't feel my heart beat faster or blush, but I knew that I didn't hate you, and I didn't reject what you did to me. What, I feel at ease and happy with you."

Miyajima Qingluan paused for a moment, as if organizing her words, and continued after a while: "We've only known each other for a few days, but I've had the illusion for a long time. So it's natural to act relatively intimately, and I don't know why."

"..."

"Young man, why don't you answer me?"

"..."

Hojo Satoru finally couldn't bear it anymore, and sighed leisurely, "Senior sister, you make me very embarrassed."

"Did I embarrass you?"

"I think you are brushing my favorability."

"Favourability...what is it?"

"It's because you deliberately let me deepen my affection for you and fall in love with you." Hojo Satoru felt a little headache, hesitated for a while, and finally moved his body to face the senior, and had a good battle with her.

But as soon as he turned around, he felt a gust of fragrance blowing to his face.

In the next second, a fiery body squeezed onto his tatami. Before he could react, his eyes went dark, and his body was covered with a light blanket.Then the whole head was suddenly wrapped in something warm and creamy, so soft...it smelled so good.

Suddenly, Hojo Satoru's mind buzzed, and his thinking went blank.

Sister, did you put on your school uniform after taking a shower without underwear?

No, why did you suddenly make such a move?

Just when Hojo Satoru was about to struggle, Miyajima Qingluan's voice suddenly sounded again.

"juvenile."

The senior sister hugged Hojo Satoru tightly, and said softly: "You have confessed to me three times, the first time was because of death threats, the second time was to ridicule me, and the third time was a joke. I can see that you I don't have that kind of relationship, we've known each other for too short a time."

"I will stay by your side in the future. When we get to know each other longer, maybe I will understand the feeling of liking. At that time, if you really like me, please confess to me again."

Miyajima Qingluan tightened her arms, and the touch of the boy's head against his chest was very reassuring and comfortable, and she didn't feel it at all.

She lowered her head slightly and murmured: "You gave me everything about me. You not only brought me back to life, you also gave me a lot of things...Young man, I died once."

Because her head was tightly hugged, her voice was muffled, but at the same time, the sound of her heartbeat reached Hojo Satoru's ears. It was the first time she heard a girl's heartbeat, and she felt inexplicable palpitations.

Wouldn't Miyajima Qingluan be shy?The answer is yes.

When she cut the chest strap for the first time, she showed a look of embarrassment and indignation on her face, and her face turned red.At that time, she still had energy left, maybe it was the only reason left, or the way of a gentleman, which made her not choose to die together.

Is she shameless?The pair of safety pants under the skirt proved that she is a very conservative person.

Is she casual?When I first entered school, I received love letters every day, but there were too many people who failed to return. After the reputation spread, almost no one sent letters in the second grade.

So, a woman is a book, and when she decides to unfold the pages for you, she will present you with the most exciting content.

As for the current situation, maybe it was the wrong way to open it, so it was accidentally caught in the head.

Extra: Prologue, I'll Come to the World

Prologue: I Come to the World

After turmoil for thirty years, half my life has been muddled, gains and losses will never wake up, only a glass of wine is the most intimate

The warm yellow street lamps illuminated the empty streets, and also dyed the sky at three o'clock in the morning with a hint of mist, making it look less depressing.

Under the street lamp, the sanitation workers had already started to work, and the sound of brooms rubbing against the road sounded a bit desolate and harsh.

Under a streetlight by the side of the road, two men in their thirties were sitting on a low table talking softly, raising wine bottles and touching them lightly from time to time.

The boss had already closed the stall, and there was only this simple low table in the originally bustling open-air night market. From a distance, the two of them were sitting alone on the street, which seemed a bit out of harmony.

There was a mess on the simple folding table, the dishes were almost eaten long ago, but there were still a few bottles of wine.

The two are about 30 years old, and the one on the left is called Li Dong, who has shown the decline of a middle-aged man, with a slightly fat body, and his sparse head can be seen under the light of the street lamp.

The one on the right is Yin Yu, he wears a pair of rimless glasses, he looks a little younger, or the one who is a little handsomer, doesn't look so old.

"Squad leader Wen doesn't look right today?" Yin Yu suddenly asked in confusion, "By the way, why didn't Xie Jun come today?"

"Go in."

Li Dong picked up the beer bottle, refilled his glass and said nonchalantly: "Telecom fraud, I was arrested from Cambodia, and I have been in it for several years."

"Ah."

Yin Yu sneered, shook his head helplessly, picked up the wine glass and took a sip of the wine.

Seeing the doubts in the other party's eyes, he smiled again: "It's not gloating, it's just that it's funny."

Because of family education problems, Xie Jun did not learn well at an early age, and was arrested several times for stealing money since elementary school. Yin Yu was not surprised that he had this ending.

Li Dong thought for a while, then suddenly said: "I remember, you have always liked Squad Leader Wen, right?"

"I used to like it. After all, it's my first love. It's always a bit regretful."

Yin Yu paused, and continued: "I'm not afraid of your jokes. I have thought about who she will marry countless times, but no matter what, I never thought that she would be chased by that idiot."

Rourou and Yin Yu have been classmates for 12 years from elementary school to high school. In fact, Yin Yu has had a crush on her since he was vaguely curious about the opposite sex in the fourth and fifth grades of elementary school.

Ke Wenda's squad leader has been very beautiful since she was a child, and she has been a class flower from elementary school to high school. Not only that, she has excellent grades and a gentle personality. She is a typical treasure girl of the Bai Yueguang type.

Xie Jun also liked her since elementary school, but that kid was ignorant since he was a child, and he acted like a bum all day long, and his liking for the opposite sex has also turned into teasing, instead of pulling the belt around her neck from behind, It's just pulling her hair, so Wenrou has always hated that idiot.

"Although Xie Jun dropped out of middle school, he is still pursuing tenderness, but we don't know it."

Li Dong recalled a little bit, and continued: "Although he is a bit stupid, at least he is persistent enough. It is outrageous to chase after elementary school to graduate from university."

Yin Yu pondered for a moment when he heard the words, then nodded slightly.

That person is indeed an idiot. It is not too much to describe it as a lack of education since he was a child, and he has a bad outlook. He dropped out of middle school to mix in the society, knives people, fights, and even got into it for two years because he smoked D. The only advantage may be his persistence.

Back then when he heard that Xie Jun had chased everyone's Bai Yueguang, Yin Yu couldn't figure out why Bai Yueguang chose him.

"Women are all emotional animals, and they are easy to believe in love no matter what age, and they are very naive."

Li Dong took a sip of his wine, and said in a regretful tone, "I naively thought that love can change many things, including washing away a completely distorted person... Don't you regret it?"

"It's a pity indeed."

Yin Yu nodded, and said with a smile: "You say Xie Jun is an idiot, but I am actually an idiot."

Recalling the past, Li Dong fell silent.

Rourou has always liked Yin Yu, maybe since elementary school, but the girl’s reservedness and she is relatively introverted, so that feeling is well hidden, from the obscurity in elementary school to middle school, and then to high school. The indications were almost always ignored.

The psychological growth process of boys is completely different from that of girls. After graduating from elementary school, Yin Yu completely forgot about that relationship. He has entered the rebellious period. He will always be distracted by various things, such as games, basketball, and billiards. Category.

Sometimes boys of that age will get annoyed when asked if you like someone.

So just as Yin Yu said, he deserves to be called an idiot.

Because it wasn't until many years later when I suddenly recalled that I suddenly realized, oh, it turns out that she likes me!

For example, Ruan would occasionally bring breakfast to Yin Yu, although she said that she bought too much and threw it away as a waste.

He would copy homework for him, and secretly use correction fluid to erase Yin Yu's name on the late notebook.Facing Xie Jun's stalker on the way after school, he would say with expectant eyes, "Go back to grandma's house after school today, let's go on the same road, shall we go back together?" '

But boys' middle and high school years are also when their emotional intelligence is at their lowest, and even these obvious cues are ignored.Faced with Bai Yueguang's request to go home together, he would laugh like an idiot, and run to the Internet cafe impatiently...

Seeing Yin Yu's brows wrinkled as he fell into memories, Li Dong sighed softly, "What are you going to do? Keep going like this?"

"How to go on? If you miss it, you miss it. As for my life..."

Yin Yu opened his mouth, showing a row of neat teeth and smiled, "Dongzi, how old are we this year?"

Li Dong was taken aback, raised his wine glass and smiled wryly, "Drink."

The two clinked glasses lightly and drank the beer in one gulp.

how old are you?This year his daughter is in elementary school, and as the first batch of post-[-]s to age, she turned [-] two years ago.

"It's nothing."

Yin Yun laughed at himself and said, "I've lived for more than 30 years and still haven't achieved anything. What else can I expect?"

"Not so much."

Li Dong frowned, "Stop writing novels? Didn't the first book get results?"

"What's wrong with your grades? If you're not interested in writing, you can stop writing. Writing novels is a dead end." Yin Yu held a disposable lighter in his hand, and lightly tapped it on the desktop.

"It's just that you were cheated out of thousands of dollars by online dating?"

There was no disturbance in Yin Yu's heart, and he asked cheerfully while pouring a small wine, "Who did you listen to?"

"There is always a channel." Li Dong also smiled, "You just wanted to make fans when you got some grades. You weren't so coquettish before, were you?"

Yin Yu didn't know if it was right or not, so he drank the wine sullenly, "To be honest, I really don't want to eat fried noodles. As for being cheated... I'm too stupid, I haven't been in love much, and I have a little The money became generous. It's a bit funny to say, but I don't even know if she is a woman. She is still too young, and it is really funny in retrospect."

At that time, the novel had just achieved some results, and when I was in high spirits, I met a girl who was a fan in the same city, and I fell in love with it after chatting.

But as soon as they met, they asked Yin Yu for 1000 yuan, saying it was a test.In the next few days, I sent two more 520s... In fact, I haven't doubted much here. 2000 yuan is not too much, and it is not too much.