There was something wrong with my past life

I remember that after my confession was successful and the two officially became a couple, I said that when I saw her introducing herself in front of the podium for the first time in the new class, I felt like she was like a fairy shrouded in a halo.

"Ning Ye, do you know what you were doing when I first saw you?"

But she came closer and spoke mysteriously, as if she was hiding some earth-shattering secret.

After thinking about it carefully, I seemed to be sitting in the classroom seat at that time and didn't do anything special.

Asked her, she smiled slyly, like a little fox who successfully stole a chicken: "Actually, I have known you, Ning Ye, for a long time! But, this is a big, big secret. I will wait for you later. Ah, only at the most appropriate time can I tell you this secret, hehehe!"

She didn't understand it at the time, but now, Ning Ye finally knew the answer to this question.

At that time, because I had been rejected by a girl I had a crush on for a long time, I was crying alone in an alley. I cried so sadly that it felt like the world had been destroyed, and I also talked to the stray kittens in the alley. .

All of this was heard through the window by Jiang Jingyi, who was waiting for her fate to be decided due to a heart problem at the time. She also saw her in the most embarrassing state.

This was...the first time in my life that I met her.

"You're really cunning... You deliberately kept this big secret from me because you were preparing to scare me by telling it in public at the most solemn and important moment in your life, and then unscrupulously tricked me into tears."

Ning Ye spoke slowly, a choked voice echoing in the room.

He knew everything and understood why she was only paying attention to her ordinary self in the sea of ​​thousands of people.

Her love has nothing to do with status and is so pure that it does not contain any impurities.

Although it was only a short week since they officially declared their love, the two hearts have been close to each other for a long time.

Ning Ye knew everything, but also lost everything.

Those flashing futures that the two of them had longed for together, those promises that they had made with unyielding momentum, those dreams that they thought would eventually come true... all came to nothing with the cold fireworks on the Ferris wheel that night. Gone without a trace.

If we had never met, maybe there wouldn't be so much pain, right?

Ning Ye looked at the family photo placed on the desk. In the photo, she had become completely blank, as well as her parents who had lost their lives due to being implicated in it.

Although now he has recovered all his memories and his cultivation is astonishing, he still feels helpless sadness at this moment. Even if he tries to save it, he can no longer do it.

Unlike her love affair with Long Aojiao a thousand years ago, Ning Ye, who was born ignorant in this life, met this girl named Jiang Jingyi. It was an accident that transcended her own calculations. The other party was not like Long Aojiao, who had What special bloodline and powerful cultivation, she is just an extremely ordinary girl.

If she had not met him and had a heart condition, she might have lost her life on the cold hand speed stage, or she might have regained a new life after succeeding in hand speed, getting to know and fall in love with another very good boy. Entering the palace of marriage, and then being together for the rest of your life, with children and grandchildren around your knees, and a hundred years later, you will be buried under a spring when your life span is exhausted...

Perhaps in the eyes of others, such an ordinary and humble girl, like a grain of dust in the world, together with Ning Ye, who was once the supreme heaven, is completely high-spirited, or to be more ruthless, she is a burden.

In terms of appearance, as an ordinary person, she is completely incomparable to Long Aojiao, who is a real dragon. She can't even compare with many worldly stars, let alone accomplished practitioners like Dongfang Qingyue. .

In terms of force, she knows nothing. It is estimated that even if any danger occurs, she will only become a burdensome character who needs Ning Ye's protection, unlike Long Aojiao, who can protect Ning Ye with his unparalleled cultivation.

In terms of love, it is just a common love among students on campus. Studying together in the classroom, and explaining exercises in the library to Ning Ye, who is a bad student, are very ordinary. This kind of relationship cultivated in daily life, without experiencing any life or death, is nothing like the relationship between Ning Ye and Long Aojiao a thousand years ago. She volunteered to be his hostage and fled to the end of the world together, and the whole world was surrounded by enemies and depended on each other for life and death...

Really, really... too ordinary and ordinary.

But do you really need so many reasons and conditions to like someone?

The emotion of Long Aojiao who would rather give up the privileged life of the little princess of the dragon clan on the Kunwu Sacred Mountain and willingly be the hostage of this man to accompany her life and death is truly heartwarming. For the sake of Ning Ye's return, he took his daughter to stay on the Kunwu Holy Mountain for thousands of years. In the end, in order to help this man, he was willing to give up even the most important dragon beads. This feeling is naturally unswerving.

But, does it really mean that if there is no such thing, it proves that one person does not love the other person enough?

Jiang Jingyi couldn't do anything for Ning Ye. The only thing she did for him was to study very hard in class, improve her grades, and then take the trouble to catch Ning Ye to make up classes for him. I took notes in class and explained some unknown knowledge points to him. I wanted to help him improve his grades as much as possible so that he could get a good score in the college entrance examination, find a good university and a good major, and find a job after graduation. A job that pays well…

If Ning Ye failed to do well in the exam, Jiang Jingyi would be willing to give up the better colleges she could apply for and choose to accompany him, whether she was repeating her studies or choosing another school. Because in Jiang Jingyi's view, university diplomas and other things can be compensated the day after tomorrow, but if the person you like disappears, you can never get it back...

This is the only thing she can do, and she has tried her best to do it.

Compared with what Long Aojiao did, it was really not worth mentioning.

What is the college entrance examination? What about finding a good job?

Completely different.

Whether it is Long Aojiao or Jiang Jingyi, they are very clear about their sacrifices for Ning Ye, and they also know that they have regarded themselves as everything to them. Although there is indeed a huge gap between what they do, they are not on the same stage at all. , but he knew that there was no difference in their feelings towards him...

There is no distinction between high and low.

There is nothing wrong with liking someone.

Ning Ye just stood aside, quietly watching Xu Chuyan meditate in front of the desk, and then she felt sleepy, so she lay down on the desk and fell asleep...