Technician’s Manual

The latest website: Felix returned to her room, and lay on the bed after a simple wash. Because the temperature in the room was very comfortable, she only wore a loose shirt on her upper body and underwear on her lower body. She turned sideways and hugged Lala's fat pillow, burying her face in the soft doll.

Freya's behavior after recovering her memory was not surprising at all. What surprised Felix was that even the cold, arrogant and calm Siflyn accepted that she liked Ash after recovering her memory.

It seems that only she is different.

Whether it's from the Senluo Kingdom, he sent a few large-scale selfies to Axiu every day, or used makeup as a reason to secretly make out with Axiu a few days ago... Even though he kept finding reasons to deceive himself and others at the time, but now re-examine this memory, Felix also understands that he really likes Ash.

But now she doesn't want to like Yaxiu any more.

How can she like this kind of person?

Not to mention that she is unwilling and afraid to share favor with Jian Ji and the others, even if she is willing to join in, she cannot accept this chaotic way of getting along. She has watched several developer conferences at close range, and on the wedding night, she even caught a glimpse of the cream flowing out of the puffs... Just thinking about being in it made her feel ashamed and hot all over.

She just doesn't want to lie down and watch Ah Xiu mess around with other people!

As Freya said, everyone's standards are different, and no matter how she breaks her bottom line, her standards remain firm: it must be pure love between two people, otherwise it is heresy.

It's ridiculous when you think about it carefully, the legendary magician who is stronger than her, and the demigod magician far surpassed her (now the Seraphim Lord), can accept this form of affection, but she is a little The sanctuary magician is so hypocritical, it's a bit ignorant...but she is really scared.

She is afraid that she will be neglected and abandoned in the corner, and she will only touch herself in the end when she is deeply in love;

She is also afraid of being valued, being rejected and hostile by others, and falling into an emotional vortex of intrigue;

It's fine if it's just her being wronged, what if she has a child in the future? Not everything can be solved by miracles, some things are not fair at all, just like the total share of the supreme share, if you have more, I will get less, the more people share, the less... Love is the same.

Sometimes Felix is ​​really envious of Freya and their love brains, they can love without any scruples and don’t have to think about the consequences, but she can’t do it, every time she thinks about the future, about her children, about not being able to get complete love What a wretched wife and children... She herself was born as an illegitimate child, and she knew what it was like.

She and Di Mi, her mother and Mrs. Beverly, even her father...all of them suffered because of this unblessed relationship, and couldn't ask for more.

How could she repeat the same mistakes?

Amnesia is the best escape window for her, but recovering memory now does not mean falling into the abyss again. Unlike other people who accept her past in its entirety, she can pull away from herself, examine these memories from a third-person perspective, and correct these wrong feelings with the correct three views, as if God took pity on her wrong love and gave a spider thread to let her go. She has a chance to escape from the purgatory of despair.

Negating what Ashura has done,

deny what you did,

Deny all wrong moods,

This is very simple for her, as long as she thinks about the tears of the sword princess, the loneliness of the witch, the indifference of the silver lamp, and the grievance of Vichy, she can deny their feelings and her own feelings from the bottom of her heart, but why...

"Why..." Felix hugged the doll tightly, tears wet the plush: "Why do I still want to see him..."

In the Xingqiao Hall, facing the coercion of the ancestor Sword Law Angel, he defended himself and refused to let go...

In Senluo Kingdom, after seriously discussing various issues in the harem with him, he was so defensive that he really wanted to repent and stay away from Jian Ji and the others...

In the Blood Moon Kingdom, before the small wedding theater, he saw his loneliness and told him to close his eyes to satisfy her self-deception, and kissed her forehead for the first time...

Felix opened the light curtain to call up the photo album, and found a group photo of the four brides. She rubbed her eyes and saw

Yaxiu, who had disappeared in the group photo, returned to the photo now. He stood behind the bride, his gentle eyes full of love, and the four brides looked at the parade of floats outside, with either coquettish or holy or cute or charming faces They all wore smiles from the bottom of their hearts.

During this long journey, she did see the sad and wronged expressions of Jian Ji and the others, but she also saw more...the beauty of their laughter and touching.

Looking at this picture, she was stupefied for a moment. Big tears hit the doll, and she whispered aggrievedly: "Why is it so uncomfortable for me to recover my memory..."

"Because you are both yearning and afraid."

Felix jumped up from the bed in fright, turned around and saw Dedalus sitting next to him, sucked his nose heavily, and stammered, "Lai, Miss Lena!? When did you come?"

"I've been here since you took a shower, but you haven't noticed me, holding the doll and writhing on the bed." Dedalus said calmly, "I'm here to discuss the next plan with you. "

"Okay!" Felix said immediately, rubbing his eyes and trying to pretend that nothing happened: "What are we going to do next?"

"I'm going to work hard in the direction of becoming the angel of Ashura. It's best for him to guide me to the kingdom of heaven, and then I can join them after I cultivate to a demigod." Daedalus said: "There is no news from the four pillar gods. Xiu is ready to challenge the Supreme Throne again, I want to follow him and witness how he burns the world."

"Oh, then we—"

"There is no us, only me." Daedalus shook her head: "I never asked you to act with me. I don't mean to dislike you, but if you don't want to continue to follow Ashura, you can leave at any time. Recall Isn't it hard for you to like Ashura?"

Felix was dumbfounded, blushing to the base of his ears, he looked away and did not dare to look at Dedalus: "I didn't...I just..."

"Escape, denial, entanglement, pain, your liking is exactly the same as Irina's sister." Dedalus's face showed a look of reminiscence: "When she liked that guy back then, it was exactly the same as your current state."

Felix was taken aback, and asked, "Aren't mother and father in love with each other?"

"That guy had a marriage contract since he was a child, and he only met sister Irina later. Do you think Irina accepts that she can only be a third party so easily?" Didalus laughed: "She also struggled for a long time .”

"Since mom is in such pain, why are they still together in the end? Why did they give birth to me?" Felix couldn't help but said, "If they had separated long ago, if it wasn't for me, maybe mom wouldn't—"

"The first time I saw you, it was also the first time I saw that guy with Irina. I still remember that the sun was very good that day, and the warm golden sun shone on the hospital bed. You, she and that guy all looked at you tenderly...I pretended not to know each other, and went over to touch your little head." Dedalus came and sat on the edge of the bed, raised her hand to touch Felix's head, As if traveling back to that day twenty years ago, "The guy behind did fail Irina, but you are not a child without blessings...you are indeed their love crystallization, and their best wishes for the future." "At least in the future." Before taking over as the Duke, that guy really worked hard." Daedalus said softly, "But before his feelings could change, he accepted the blessings of the stars and left when sister Irina needed him most. Even if Lina wanted to hate him, she couldn't hate him anyway."

Felix was stunned, connecting many things together in a trance, and muttered: "That's why Miss Lena, you are pushing for the plan to smash the sky at all costs..."

Daedalus wiped the tears under Felix's eyes with her thumb, and said, "I tell this story not to influence you or push you, but just not to let you misunderstand Irina. No matter what decision Irina makes, It has nothing to do with you, only you can be responsible for your life.”

"But you and Irina struggle for the same reason, that is, you are afraid of the worst possibility, but you are willing to believe in the one you love. No matter how reasonable or difficult it is, you still think...he will create Miracle."

Didalus stood up and glanced at her: "Irina trusted the wrong person

, do you think your vision will be better? "

When Didalus left the room, Felix stared blankly at the starry sky outside. After a while, she took out her star diamond necklace, held it in the palm of her hand, and prayed for the peace of her mother who had turned into a star.

To avoid suffering, or to pursue happiness?

What should I do, life... what is the correct answer?

At this moment, Felix felt a gleam in her palm, she let go of her hand, and saw the star diamond necklace turned into a cocoon, and the starlight from outside poured into the cocoon, forming the stars in her palm.

With the sound of breaking the shell, four starlight wings broke through the cocoon, and a graceful and shining magic spirit came out of the cocoon and stayed on Felix's palm.

Four-winged Shuling Nian Xing.

A self-summoned four-winged spirit, a door of truth leading to Ruby Mountain.

Felix stared blankly at the Shuling, and held it tightly in his palm after a long time.

I see.

It is better to trust yourself than to trust others. If you are confused, if you are entangled, then go forward with great strides, don't be fettered by your emotions, try your best to reach farther places, see more scenery, and there are countless beautiful things in life waiting to be explored. Only hard work will not be let down, only hope should not be obliterated.

She breathed a sigh of relief and limp on the bed. Fate gave her a perfect and correct answer, she would no longer have any hesitation, she just had to follow this path to the end, everything was already arranged.

Thank fate, thank the stars.

Without further ado, Felix immediately activated the gate of truth of the astrology spirit, and his consciousness established a connection with the distant virtual world.

Following a brief absence, when she opened her eyes again, she had already come to a huge ruby ​​mountain.

The Holy Land of Magicians, Ruby Mountain!

From today on, she is a legendary magician!

Instead of chasing after the backs of talented female sorceresses, it is better to become a gifted sorcerer herself, this is the answer given to her by fate! What Ash, what love, it's all a "little Feili?"

Felix turned his head suddenly and saw four sorceresses behind him, and three of them were acquaintances—Vela Freya, Blood Saint Sifrin, and Witch Annan. The other girl who holds a heavy weapon like a shield ax, but is wearing a strapless tube top with translucent sleeves, sports shorts and a transparent skirt, Felix can guess who it is without asking: Black Raven Tamashi!

"It's really little Philly!"

Freya seemed to have forgotten that she was crying because of her just now, so she flew over and hugged Felix, and said happily, "You are joining our team too!? That's great, let's go on an adventure together in Ruby Mountain!"

Felix knew from the diary that they could form a team, but they themselves didn't know the principle of forming a team, so she never had extravagant hopes, and she never thought that she would have such luck: "Is it really possible?"

"Of course, in fact, even if you don't want to, next time you enter the virtual world, you will form a team with us." Siflin looked at her with subtle eyes: "You are directly teleported around our team. Everything that appears in a different way will be bound to us.”

Go on an adventure with this group of talented female sorceresses? Felix's heart skipped a beat. It felt like sleepiness met a pillow, and hunger met Lala Fat. "Of course I would!"

"Okay, we finally have five people!" Veela cheered, "One more than the queen group!"

"Queens?" Felix blinked.

"Jian Ji and the others are the queen group, and we are the princess group. This is Freya's name." An Nan's tone was a little strange: "Actually, we have two more cruel and direct names for this group before..."

"That's already in the past tense!" Freya said with her hands on her hips, "Since the bath, there is no winner or loser, only the difference between the queen and the princess!"

"Hello, I'm Tamashi the Crow." Tamashi greeted shyly. "Hello, I'm... Duchess Felix?" Felix was not sure about his code name for a while, so he made up a random one.

Although the name Queen and Princess made her feel weird, it was just a title.

Forget it, anyway, she was just following their adventures.

"Now we have five people, so next time we will definitely beat the queen team?" Tamashi asked.

Freya was full of fighting spirit: "Of course, how could the four of them defeat five of them!"

Felix was a little scared when he heard this: "Everyone, Swordswoman and the others are already Seraphim Lords. Even if we are legendary magicians, I'm afraid we won't be able to—"

"What are you afraid of? Love wars have nothing to do with strength." Freya waved her hand, "Sincere feelings are the decisive factor. Love can melt everything!"

Second Miss Vosloda was startled: "What love war?"

"The battle for Ashura." Freya hugged Felix's arm, with a naive face as if she was playing tricks: "Now we have one more person than them, and it's just around the corner to pull Ash to our side!"

"Ah?" Felix was taken aback, and quickly shook his head: "I won't participate!" "Why? Five outweighs four, we have a great chance of winning, and we will distribute it again when we win!"

"Because of me, me," Felix stammered, "I don't like Ash! Why should I fight for him?"

Everyone looked at each other, and Freya said to Siflin, "It turns out that little Feili is as arrogant as you are."

"I'm not Tsundere!" Siflynn and Felix retorted in unison. "There's no one else here, so you don't have to hide it." An Nan said, "There seems to be only one entry threshold for this team, and that is to have a love for Ah Xiu."

"But I really don't!" Felix was about to go crazy: "What I hate the most is a scumbag like Ash who climbed out of the trash can, who is shameless and unrepentant, and insists on making everyone wronged and sad to satisfy his selfish desires , I wouldn't—"

"Don't speak ill of Ashura!" Tamashi frowned, and took a step forward with murderous intent: "Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude."

"Oh, Tamashi, you don't understand now," Freya stopped Tamashi, and explained solemnly, "The so-called tsundere means that no matter how much you like it in your heart, you have to show an extremely disgusting attitude on the surface— "

Before Felix had time to move, Sifline hugged her first, and the latter's expression of watching a play, "See, it's your turn now," made Felix feel depressed. "Well, let's assume that you really don't like Ash." An Nan said, "But we will hold developer conferences with Ash on a regular basis."

Felix froze: "What's going on?"

"OO party."

"He's not in Ruby Hill—"

"The Fifth Pillar God Yinghuo Brilliant Princess will pull us into the space of remembrance," Sifline said, "The last time was the bathing scene, but the next time I don't know what it will be."

"Don't be nervous, you don't have to participate, anyway, Ash won't force you." An Nan said, but before Felix could breathe a sigh of relief, she continued, "You just need to watch from the side."

watching from the side...

looking at...

Thinking of the glimpse on the wedding night~www.readwn.com~ Felix's face was as hot as burning, and he felt steam coming out of his head.

"Huh?" Freya's IQ suddenly returned to the high ground: "You have been with Ashura for half a year, haven't you...?"

"No!" Felix hurriedly explained, "I told you I hate him—" "You're lying, you're always sticking to Ash, you must have passed."

"I also feel that when I saw her inseparable from Ash in the Gospel, even if I didn't have an O, I definitely did."

"A few days ago I saw her come out of Ashura's room with a happy face..."

"The most I've ever kissed is Ash!" Felix loudly defended his reputation: "There's really no more than that!"

The air in Ruby Mountain fell silent for a while, and the sorceresses blinked and stared at her together. Felix opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything, his face was so hot that he couldn't think, he turned around and wanted to run, but Freya rushed over to hug her first, and congratulated her cheerfully: "Welcome to the princess group! "

The stars have hurt me, next time I will pray to the Four Pillars God, Felix thought.