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Chapter 58 58. I can't go back

'here we go again'

Standing on the street, Hikaru shook his head violently, expelling the brief dizziness in his mind.

Just now, the power of that unknown evil god descended again, pulling him into that church.

Kota even remembered——

The priest in black robe asked himself in a bewitching voice, "Do you desire power?"

"Can you accept...life after losing your extraordinary power?"

These two sentences alone pointed directly at Kota's original heart, like an extremely sharp thorn, piercing into a vital point.

The answer is obvious.

He craves power!

I can't accept that kind of life either!

Kota's obsession with power is not only derived from his pursuit of a better life, but also related to his tragic childhood.

When his parents died at the age of 12, he saw the cruelty of the world.

He also deeply realized that the strong can do whatever they want, but the weak can only lick their wounds in the corner.

After being adopted by the church, the reason why Kota chose to believe in the Lord of Hui was not only for spiritual sustenance, but also for gaining the strength to protect himself.

Therefore, knowing that the running dog of the evil god is bewitching him, Kota still can't say negative words.

What frightened him the most was that.

The black-robed priest said.

"Then, I grant you a gift."

Then, something entered Kota's body and seemed to fill him to the brim.

'What the hell is this.'

This feeling of being filled did not disappear until the reality.

'Wait, this feeling? '

Kota suddenly raised his head and looked at the sun above his head.

It was still in the morning, and the weather was not bad. The bright sun shone on people, and it was warm.

These are not the point.

The point is, the kind and gentle touch of light is back!

At this moment, Guangtai was so ecstatic that he almost shed tears on the spot, Lord of Radiance, you really did not give up on me!

But in the next second, he noticed the abnormality.

At first glance, the two feelings are indeed very similar, but they are fundamentally different.

Kota stretched out his hand, and the light entangled and concentrated, condensing into a light cluster, which seemed to be able to evolve into a powerful attack.

The passers-by on the side looked sideways and silently stayed away from him. There are not without precedents for extraordinary people to suddenly go berserk in the main city.

Kota stopped quickly, and hurried to the side.

His face was as serious as water, and after repeated reflections, he came to the conclusion that this power did not belong to the Lord of Radiance!

Although both have an affinity for light, the way of controlling it is completely different.

The power of Hui is like treating the light as a respected elder, teacher, or the incarnation of "Hui". Only when you ask them with reverence can you get a response, and then drive the light.

But now the ability that Kota possesses is several times more brutal.

It's like treating the light as a lowly slave, forcibly controlling them and using them for myself.

But the opponent still had no intention of resisting, so he was easily manipulated in the palm of his hand.

As a believer of Hui, Kota understands the absurdity of this matter better than others.

There is a saying in the "Book of Radiance" - billions of brilliance, all are his incarnations.

but now.

Kota's cognition was once again impacted by reality, and his belief was shaken again.

'Doesn't this mean that I can obtain power stronger than the power of brilliance from that evil god? '

Guangtai quickly extinguished this arrogant idea.

But once the seeds are planted, they will take root one day.

'I am a believer in the Lord of Radiance, and I cannot accept this kind of power. '

‘Go to the old priest quickly and help me dispel the connection of the evil god. '

Forcibly expelling the distracting thoughts in his mind, Kota gritted his teeth and rushed towards the church.

After all, faith defeated desire. Even if he wanted to lose this power, he would have to get rid of the control of the evil god and return to the embrace of the Lord of Radiance.

Holding this remaining persistence, Kota came to the door of the church in a short while.

Different from the abandoned churches in the deserted city, this church can be described as rich and majestic, and there are people coming and going in an endless stream, making it a lively scene.

As I said before, Huijiao is the mainstream teaching in this world.

The status is very lofty, and believers are all over the world.

The scene of the church is as familiar as ever, and even the flowers and plants in the courtyard are the same as in memory.

After all, this is where Kota has lived for nearly 6 years.

When he became an adult, Kota left Huizhi Church and started to live independently, but basically came here to visit the old priest once a week.

But when he reached the door of the church, Kota hesitated, pacing on the concrete floor in front of the door.

What made him hesitate was not how to face the old priest and explain everything to him.

But this church of brilliance is vaguely repelling him?

Kota's perception was correct.

Not only the degree of repulsion, but even disgust!

In Kota's eyes, the whole church is no longer a friendly and friendly place, but a monster conveying malice to him, showing his claws to warn him - get out of here!

He even suspected that if he forcibly walked in, he would be directly attacked mentally.

Kota's eyes were empty and his body was cold.

It was as if something important in the bottom of my heart broke apart with a "click", just like the cracked statue, which could never be put back together again.

Let me give an inappropriate but appropriate example of his mood at this time.

Just like in the NTR book, the coerced girlfriend finally plucked up the courage to confess to the suffering master and seek his help, but was not only cruelly rejected, but even rejected and shut out of the door.

One can imagine the feeling of collapse.

To be precise, he had already sought help before, but the idol didn't work.

".Why?"

Kota muttered to himself.

What is his belief in the past so many years?

'It's almost like a joke. '

This huge blow caused his belief in the Lord of Radiance to collapse extremely quickly, thus turning him into the shape of another god.

Kota's experience during this period is like an invisible big hand pulling him into a dark abyss little by little.

Even though he was struggling all the time, he was like a traveler stuck in a swamp, the more he struggled, the deeper he got stuck.

Kota's doubts and wavering towards the God of Glory intensified bit by bit, and finally reached the limit now.

He knelt down and sobbed silently for a while.

When he raised his head again, Kota looked stern, as if he was a different person, and took one last look at the splendid church.

‘In that case, I am no longer your believer. '

A phone call came in.

The old priest from the Church of Radiance, he asked gently.

"Xiao Guang, didn't you say you were going to pray in the church? Where are you now?"

Kota said apologetically, "I'm sorry, there's an urgent mission from above, I may not be able to go to church recently."

"Hey, then be careful and be safe."

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Kota hung up the phone, walked in the direction he came from without hesitating, and said softly in his heart.

'I'm sorry, old priest. '

'I can't go back. '

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