[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

The Shangyuan Festival Lantern Festival is lively every year, but Xu Xiangyang doesn't like it.Last year, she ran into Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua hugging on the other side of the river.This year, Ding Yuehua traveled with them to the Lantern Festival.Along the way, Ding Yuehua's face was full of spring, and his brows were beaming with joy.Xu Xiangyang felt a dull pain in his heart, but he still had a smile on his face, and he couldn't relax for a moment.I don't know if Ding Yuehua was on purpose or not, he always followed Zhan Zhao's side, Xu Xiangyang didn't want to look too much, so he simply walked side by side with Guan Xu, teasing Bao'er, and going out with some thought.

In addition to looking at lanterns during the Shangyuan Festival, the most popular thing is to make wishes by setting river lanterns.The riverside was crowded with tourists putting on lanterns, Xu Xiangyang also bought a small lotus lantern in response to the occasion, turned around and saw that Ding Yuehua had already dragged Zhan Zhao to the riverside.Zhan Zhao looked back at her, with regret in his eyes, she smiled at him, and then found a space together with Guan Xu to put the river lantern into the water.

Guan Xu dialed the water and said with a smile: "A lamp, you don't know when it will be overturned by the waves, how can it carry the expectations of the world? It's just a trick."

Xu Xiangyang looked at the lamp he put down, and said quietly: "Who doesn't know this simple truth? It's just looking for a support." Who can carry whose expectations?

Guan Xu tilted his head to look at Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua who were not far away, Ding Yuehua pointed to the river lantern and said uncertainly, but Zhan Zhao was a little reluctant.He withdrew his gaze and sighed secretly, Ding Yuehua's thoughts were not difficult to understand, but he was dying.He is an outsider, so it's hard to talk or persuade.I believe that others have already said a lot of words of persuasion, so there is no need for him to repeat.Then she looked at Xu Xiangyang beside her, she was staring at the floating river lantern in a daze, with a touch of sadness in her eyes.She is a delicate girl, Ding Yuehua's behavior obviously makes her think a lot.

Bao'er was impatient, tired of looking at the river lanterns, pointed to the stalls on the slope, and asked Guan Xu to buy lanterns.Guan Xu dotes on his daughter, she can get whatever she wants.He smiled and said, "Bao'er wants a lantern? Okay, Daddy will take you to buy it." After talking to Xu Xiangyang, he carried Bao'er to the small stall on the slope.Xu Xiangyang withdrew his gaze from looking at the lamp, and looked towards Zhan Zhao. The two of them were talking for some reason, but they looked very good.Maybe it was because of her thoughts that she felt uncomfortable no matter how she looked at it, so she lowered her head and stared at the river in a daze.

The river bank is a slope on which many stalls are parked.Probably because there were many tourists, they accidentally pushed a car down the slope a little bit.The car was full of goods, and it suddenly rushed down the slope, causing everyone to exclaim.Xu Xiangyang, who was in a daze, was awakened by the exclamation. She turned her head, and saw the stall truck rushing down aggressively, and the direction was Zhan Zhao's end!

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Zhan Zhao hurriedly pulled Ding Yuehua away.The other tourists were not as sensitive as Zhan Zhao, and several of them were directly hit and fell into the river.Immediately, there was chaos on the bank of the river, and the laughter and laughter just now were replaced by cries for help, and there was a lot of noise.Xu Xiangyang was some distance away from the car, but he couldn't stand the crowds running around and pushing around.She was looking at Zhan Zhao distractedly, seeing Ding Yuehua half embraced and protected in his arms, her heart throbbed with pain.

She was overwhelmed, she was greedy, and she was sad.Today, she just doesn't want to see them like this.Thinking in another place, she deeply understands Ding Yuehua's feelings, she will be no less sad than her!In the chaos, she was bumped and pushed a few times, her figure swayed, and she fell down—the icy river flooded up, covered the sky, cut off the noise, blocked her vision, blocked her breathing, and kept sinking and sinking .She didn't even think about struggling to call for help, the biting coldness gave her an excellent excuse, her eyes were hot, she couldn't cry, a series of bubbles overflowed from her mouth, and the despair choked her breath.

It seemed like ten thousand years had passed, or maybe it was just a moment, when she was carried out of the water by the waist, and Zhan Zhao's anxious cry could be heard in her ears.

Xiangyang!Xiangyang!Xiangyang!Xiangyang!Xiangyang!Xiangyang!

The sound was far and near, false and real, and finally became ethereal.She didn't care to distinguish, she just felt sleepy, she was really tired, she couldn't hold a smile anymore, she wanted to have a good sleep.In a daze, she felt more and more cold, the cold wind kept blowing across her cheeks, and her lower abdomen seemed to be in pain, getting more and more painful.She frowned, her consciousness was confused, and she always felt that she had forgotten something important.The body temperature was slowly blown away by the wind, and finally, she fell into the darkness completely.

"Mr. Gongsun!" Zhan Zhao almost broke in, startling Mr. Gongsun, and saw that Zhan Zhao was drenched and rushed in with Xu Xiangyang, who was also soaked.He changed his face, and hurriedly led Zhan Zhao to the guest room on one side, Zhan Zhao quickly followed, and carefully put Xu Xiangyang on the bed.When he withdrew his hand, he was stunned, what was the blood in his hand?Could it be... He suddenly looked at Mr. Gongsun.

Mr. Gongsun hastily stepped forward to catch Xu Xiangyang's pulse, seeing his more solemn expression, Zhan Zhao's heart became colder and colder.For a moment, Mr. Gongsun frowned and shook his head helplessly, "Miscarriage."

Miscarriage? !Zhan Zhao couldn't help clenching his fists, how could this happen?She likes children so much, how can she accept such a result?Not only her, but he also can't accept it!They didn't even know that the child was coming, so they just disappeared... He couldn't help but raised his head and took a deep breath, how could this happen?At that time, if he could be by her side, it would be more than that.Why can't he stay by her side when they are together?Knowing that she is uncomfortable with Yuehua, why should she be reluctant to accompany her?

Why?Why!Because she tolerated it, he took it for granted that she could understand and tolerate her?He always made her suffer again and again, even the child... How could he tell her that the child was gone?How can she stand it?

Sister-in-law Wang knocked on the door, then gently pushed the door and entered as if she was afraid of disturbing the people inside.Xu Xiangyang had high fever repeatedly, and had been in a coma for a day and a night. Zhan Zhao stayed by the bed without sleep.A few days ago, everyone joked that Mr. Zhan was glowing all over, but now he was gloomy and gloomy.

She brought the medicine closer, and said softly, "Master Zhan, it's time to feed Xiang Yang the medicine." I don't know what Zhan Zhao was thinking, but she called him several times to bring him back to his senses.He nodded slightly, and carefully helped Xu Xiangyang up.She was completely in a coma, she didn't even utter a word, only shed tears occasionally.At this moment, I don't know what I dreamed of in my drowsiness, and tears fell from the corners of my eyes.Zhan Zhao's heart trembled, he wiped away his tears reluctantly, and said in a low voice, "Xiangyang, I've taken the medicine. After taking the medicine, I won't feel bad..."

Xu Xiangyang collapsed in his arms unconsciously, supported by him, and asked Mrs. Wang to feed the medicine spoon by spoon.The medicinal juice was bitter, but it failed to arouse even half of her reaction. In fact, most of the medicinal juice flowed down the corner of her mouth, and only a third of it was drunk.Sister-in-law Wang was very distressed, and sighed, "Xiangyang, drink the medicine, how can you get better if you don't drink it? My sister-in-law feels uncomfortable when you are like this."

Okay, why did such an accident happen?My child, live a life!How do you say it's gone?Don't say Master Zhan and Xu Xiangyang can't accept it, even she feels very uncomfortable in her heart!After a long wait, Mr. Zhan and Xu Xiangyang can finally live a peaceful life like an ordinary couple. Who would have thought that this child would not be destined, and it would be gone before it was too late.

After feeding the medicine, Sister-in-Law Wang looked at Zhan Zhao, "Master Zhan, I'm watching over here, so go and rest for a while."

Zhan Zhao shook his head lightly, "It's okay, I'm not tired." Don't worry if he doesn't guard him, how can he walk away with her like this?He couldn't, didn't dare.

Sister-in-law Wang retreated lightly, seeing Guan Xu and Ding Yuehua waiting in the courtyard, she sighed.Guan Xu rushed up to greet him, "Sister-in-law Wang, how is Xiangyang? Are you awake?" After the accident, Guan Xu blamed himself a lot. If he hadn't taken Bao'er to buy a lamp at that time, he would have been able to protect her more or less if he was with her. .Happily...

Ding Yuehua also came closer, "Sister-in-law, how is Miss Xu? Is there any danger? Can we go in and take a look?"

"The fever doesn't subside, and she's still asleep." Sister-in-law Wang glanced at Ding Yuehua, shook her head and said, "Don't go in at this time, Xiangyang is in danger, and lost a child again, Mr. Zhan feels uncomfortable, I'm afraid he doesn't want to see anyone."

Ding Yuehua's face turned pale, and he lowered his head.She thought they just got along better, but unexpectedly, they even had children... Sister-in-law Wang frowned impatiently, feeling a little worried.I used to think that Miss Ding was bright, lively and lovable.But why do you feel a little willful now?Xiangyang fell into the water and lost her child, and the husband and wife were sad. She knew that her status was embarrassing, so why didn't she know how to avoid it?She has a kind heart, but she doesn't know that such kindness will only make people uncomfortable.

What happened in the past is there, and it can't be erased.How does she want Xu Xiangyang to face her?It's embarrassing and embarrassing anyway.And how will the grown-ups face it?To be nice to her is to be unfaithful to his wife; to be bad to her is to be unkind!If she really thought about Mr. Zhan, she shouldn't pester him again and again.If she hadn't come this trip, these things wouldn't have happened there.

Guan Xu understood Zhan Zhao's mood very well, Xu Xiangyang's situation was dangerous, and he might not be able to wake up.He has tasted the pain of losing his wife and children, and knows how bitter it is.Nodding heavily, he said, "Alright, we'll come back later."

As soon as Guan Xu and Ding Yuehua left, Mr. Gongsun came.Hearing that Xu Xiangyang was still comatose, and the medicine was not enough to feed him, his face darkened instantly.Stepping quickly into the room to check the pulse, after a long time, he said in a deep voice: "If this continues, I'm afraid..."

"Sir! You have to think of a way! I..." Zhan Zhao looked at Mr. Gongsun earnestly, a real person who was fine the day before yesterday, how could he say that he can't make it?The last time the injury was so dangerous, she survived it, this time...

Mr. Gongsun shook his head, "It's up to her."

Zhan Zhao stared blankly at Xu Xiangyang, who was unconscious, as if exhausted, and when he came back to his senses, there was no one in the room.He slumped down on the edge of the bed, sighed heavily, bewildered.

After Xu Xiangyang was in a coma for two days, he finally woke up amidst the anxious anticipation of the crowd. The first thing he saw was Zhan Zhao's haggard face covered with stubble.After a moment of confusion, discomfort surged up her body, she was startled, grabbed Zhan Zhao tightly, and said in horror, "Son, child..."

Before he finished speaking, he was suddenly hugged tightly by Zhan Zhao, and his voice was suppressed and deep, "Children...there will be more..."

Child, gone? !

Xu Xiangyang seemed to be drained of strength, and he closed his eyes tightly in pain, and the warm tears continued, the child is gone, the child is gone!Why is she so careless?Obviously suspecting that she is pregnant, why not be more careful, why put herself in danger?Why!Why?Why……

The cry changed from a suppressed low cry to a heart-piercing cry, and she huddled in Zhan Zhao's arms and cried until the sky was dark.The child, her child, the child she had been looking forward to for so long... Zhan Zhao hugged her tightly, unable to say a word of comfort.He is also sad when the child is gone. She is so sad, he feels more sad than her.If she wants to cry, she can cry happily, and vent his sadness together.

After two days, Xu Xiangyang's mood finally stabilized a bit, but there was an uneasy tranquility.She drank the medicine silently to recuperate, and was in a daze, silent, not knowing what she was thinking.Sister-in-law Wang took good care of her and comforted her again and again. She always said lightly that she would think about it, but her sorrow did not fade away.

There was a charcoal basin burning in the room, and the doors and windows couldn't be closed tightly. She felt a little stuffy, but Mrs. Wang said that she couldn't see the wind, and the miscarriage hurt her body.While Sister-in-law Wang was going to the kitchen, she quietly got out of bed to exercise her muscles and bones. The window was opened a crack, and the cold and fresh air outside rushed in, which made her a bit more clear-headed.

In the past two days, she thought a lot, thinking about Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua, thinking about Zhan Zhao and herself, and thinking about the child who had no chance.The child was gone, and she was heartbroken. After all, it was her only blood in this world, and it was also the bond that maintained her and Zhan Zhao.Now that the child is gone, she suddenly feels that the relationship between herself and Zhan Zhao is in jeopardy.

She has been restless, and has been panicked since the time she crossed. All she asked for was a reliance.When Zhan Zhao told her to forget the past and live a good life, she thought she had found someone to rely on.She guarded carefully, not daring to relax even a little bit. Although she was full of guilt towards Ding Yuehua, she still couldn't restrain the desire in her heart, coveting the warmth that didn't belong to her originally.

Hearing that Ding Yuehua was engaged, although she was wronged, she felt relieved, thinking that those things had really passed away.Who knows, she still came here, still like that, like that... But, she still couldn't hate Ding Yuehua, she promised that she would return Zhan Zhao, but she broke her promise.After such a long time, she suddenly became confused about the future again, what should she do?Is Zhan Zhao really hers?Can she really reach the future he said?

With the windows open, the field of view widens.She froze for a while, but did not move, Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua were talking in the yard.

Ding Yuehua's voice was full of apology, "Brother Zhan, is Miss Xu feeling better? I'm sorry, if I hadn't suggested to see the lantern, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened."

Zhan Zhao's face was exhausted, but he still held his nerve and gave her a comforting smile, "Don't think about it, it has nothing to do with you, it's because I failed to protect her well." Guest, I thank you for your concern."

He said it tactfully, but she was not stupid and could hear what he meant.Taking a deep breath, he said in a low voice: "Well... I, I will go back tomorrow, this farewell, I'm afraid..."

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly saw the brothers of the Ding family rushing in from the outside angrily, and scolded Ding Yuehua in a cold voice, "What are you afraid of? In my opinion, you don't have to go back!"

Zhan Zhao was surprised, why did the Ding heroes come here?Could it be that Ding Yuehua ran out from home privately again?Looking at the panic on Ding Yuehua's face, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed, why did she act willfully and recklessly again and again?He couldn't help sullen, watching with cold eyes.Ding Yuehua took a few steps towards the Ding Heroes, "Big Brother, Second Brother."

Ding Zhaolan was furious, "Don't call me big brother! Our Ding family doesn't have a girl like you! Since you are so reluctant to part with Zhan Zhao, you simply broke off the relationship with the family and became his concubine!"

Zhan Zhao sullenly said displeasedly, "Ding Daxia be careful!"

Ding Yuehua was taken aback by the elder brother's angry words, and looked at Ding Zhaohui, "Second brother..." What's wrong?

Although Ding Zhaohui was also angry, his attitude was quite good, "Yuehua, you said you were going to visit your aunt's house, but you came to Kaifeng instead. How could you lie to us like this? You know, your fiancé-in-law knew about it, let alone their family Where did I find out about you and Zhan Zhao? You, you have been divorced!"

Retire?Ding Yuehua was stunned, she was divorced?Get divorced again?But this time she breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, "Retire as you please, I don't want to marry anyway."

With a snap, Ding Yuehua covered her cheeks in disbelief, staring at Ding Zhaolan with wide eyes.Ding Zhaolan's face sank, "You don't want to marry? Do you think you can still get married? Our Ding family is so unfortunate to have a daughter like you! Second brother, let's go!"

Ding Zhaohui looked at Ding Yuehua and sighed, followed Ding Zhaolan out of the courtyard.Ding Yuehua's cheeks were swollen high, and there were red five finger prints on it, and there were tears in his eyes, refusing to fall.Zhan Zhao watched silently, unable to say a word.Comforting or reprimanding made him feel exhausted.

Ding Yuehua didn't go after her brother, she knew that as long as she went back by herself, she would end up getting married.She pretends to be Zhan Zhao in her heart, how can she be willing to marry another woman?Turning back to Zhan Zhao, he smiled bitterly, "Brother Zhan, what do you think I should do?"

Zhan Zhao looked at the girl in front of him. In the past, she was so bright and cheerful, how could she become what she is now?Trapped in the past, unable to extricate themselves.He sighed slightly, "Go home and admit your mistake."

Ding Yuehua almost screamed, "Don't! I won't go back! If I can't be with you, I'd rather not marry for the rest of my life!" Zhan Zhao had no choice but to turn around and leave. Ding Yuehua chased him from behind and hugged him tightly, "Zhan Zhao Brother! Brother Zhan! Don't leave me behind!"

"Yuehua, what do you want from me? I can't do anything for you anymore, it's impossible for us."

Xu Xiangyang closed the window silently, afraid of disturbing the people outside, he let out a kiss.There were no waves in my heart, not even ripples.She thought, maybe her heart died with the child.How long will this entanglement last?The most difficult thing is Zhan Zhao, right?She was a latecomer, and she had the determination to leave, why not just leave and return Zhan Zhao to Ding Yuehua.The grief in Ding Yuehua's heart was no less than hers, if she quit, Zhan Zhao wouldn't have to be in such a difficult situation.

She was a little tired, and lay back on the bed and fell asleep.How I wish I could just fall asleep like this, and never wake up again, never face these troubles again.

She didn't know what happened to Ding Yuehua later, no one mentioned it to her, and she didn't ask.Sister-in-law Wang comes every day to talk about outside affairs and make her happy.Guan Xu has also brought Bao'er here several times, but when she sees Bao'er, she always thinks of a child who has no fate.Zhan Zhao was worried about her, so he specially asked Mr. Bao to take a few days off to stay with her at home.She was still greedy for the time with him, she didn't have to do anything, just looking at him and talking, she felt peaceful and peaceful.

He reassures her that they will have children again.She nodded meekly as always, put aside those worries for the time being, and said with a smile that she had to think of the name first.Seeing that she was in good spirits, Zhan Zhao really found a book of poetry to name her together.They snuggled together, flipping through the book page by page, or appreciating poetry, or reading travel notes together.She still remembered that he said that when he returned to the fields, he wanted to travel the mountains and rivers with her and enjoy the beautiful scenery of the world.

It turned out that they had unknowingly made an agreement like an oath, but it was a pity that the stolen things would always be returned, and she hoped that this peace would last forever.Moving her fingertips on the pages of the book, she pointed to the Heng characters and said, "How about the Heng characters?" For a long time, forever.

Zhan Zhao showed joy, "Heng, Jiuye, this word is good."

"Whether it is a son or a daughter, this word is used. You can see what word to follow after you see it."

Zhan Zhao pondered slightly, "Then I will be Heng Yang, Heng Le. My son will be called Heng Yang, and I hope he will promote justice. My daughter will be called Heng Le. I hope she will live a healthy and worry-free life."

"Well, Zhan Zhao, thank you."

"Why do you say thank you suddenly? My child, it belongs to both of us."

The days passed by quietly, although no one mentioned Ding Yuehua, but Xu Xiangyang knew that Ding Yuehua had been here several times and wanted to see her.She had never seen Ding Yuehua until she was able to leave the house after a month of cultivation.But she still overheard Mrs. Wang mentioning Ding Yuehua to others. It was said that Ding Yuehua stayed in Kaifeng and seemed to have broken with her family.

Xu Xiangyang felt apprehensive and didn't dare to listen too much.After a few days, seeing the weather getting better, she proposed to Zhan Zhao that she wanted to go back and offer incense sticks to her parents.This year Qingming will go back to his hometown with him, so he can't go to visit his father's grave, so it's better to go earlier now.Zhan Zhao wanted to persuade her to take better care of her body before going back, but seeing her insistence, he had no choice but to agree, but he would have to wait a few days before he could go back with her when he was free.

Perhaps it was God's will, after waiting for a few days, Zhan Zhao was not free, instead he came on an urgent errand, Zhan Zhao had to go to Jingzhao Mansion, it would take four to five days to go back and forth.As a result, the matter of going back to worship was delayed.Xu Xiangyang reluctantly sent him out, Zhan Zhao smiled apologetically and said he would come back as soon as possible.

On the second day after Zhan Zhao left, Xu Xiangyang combed back the girl's hair, packed his bags, and went back to Shangjie Village alone.My body is weak after giving birth, and I was already sweating profusely when I climbed to the mountainside.She stood quietly in front of the grave without saying a word, and turned around and went down the mountain after a long time.

That night, several huts left by Xu Xiucai caught fire.In the blazing fire, Xu Xiangyang cried heartbreakingly.This fire will burn the front and the back, and bury all.

In this world, there is no more Xu Xiangyang!