[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

Xu Xiangyang walked briskly for a long distance before slowing down, the smile on his face could not be stopped, he calmed down his heartbeat and went to the corner gate.When we got there, Mrs. Wang and others were already waiting there.When she saw it, she quickened her pace, "I'm late."

Sister-in-law Wang couldn't help smiling when she saw that she was dressed like a peach blossom that just bloomed. This is the way she should be dressed at this age, like smoke and clouds, light and pretty.I have to say that after getting well with Mr. Zhan, she became more and more beautiful.Her cheeks are rosy, her hair is pitch-black, and her temples are decorated with hairpin rings. She is elegant and chic, what a pretty lady.Women, it really takes someone to love and care for them to be nourished.Sister-in-law Wang smiled and said, "We just arrived too."

Xu Xiangyang smiled slightly, "Then let's go."

Aunt Chen at the needlework said: "Every year from the tenth to the fifteenth day of the lunar year, the eminent monks of Daxiangguo Temple will consecrate the peace talisman. Xiangyang, you must remember to ask Lord Zhan for one."

Peace talisman?Xu Xiangyang was stunned, she had never thought about this.After being reminded by Aunt Chen, she immediately felt that it was necessary.He smiled and said, "Well, thank you for reminding me, auntie."

Another daughter-in-law said: "It is best to have the horoscope of the adult's birthday."

This... birthday horoscope?She doesn't even know when Zhan Zhao's birthday is, let alone his birth date?what to do?Go back and ask?She was a little hesitant. Seeing this, Sister-in-law Wang knew that she didn't know Zhan Zhao's birth date, so she hurriedly said, "Go back and ask, we'll wait, there's no rush."

"Well, then I'll go back." She smiled apologetically, and hurriedly turned back.

Looking at her gradually disappearing back, Aunt Chen said: "Don't tell me, she has really changed her body after losing her memory. She is cautious and thoughtful in her words and deeds, and is always kind to others. If you don't tell me, you won't believe it's the same person."

"Isn't it? I didn't see how well Mr. Zhan took care of him. Recently, even I saw Mr. Zhan in a daze. Why is he so good-looking? I used to think that Mr. Zhan wore that red official uniform like a bridegroom official. I said it. Now, my whole body seems to be shining. Putting on the clothes she made, the body shape, the shoulders are shoulders, the waist is the waist, and the gestures of the hands are not enough for people to see."

"Tsk tsk tsk, why don't you say that if you are 20 years younger, Mr. Fei Zhan won't marry?"

"Don't tell me, I will not marry Mrs. Zhan! What's the matter?"

Everyone laughed, the Chinese New Year is already lively and festive, isn't it just a joke when everyone gathers together?Someone said: "Well, speaking of it, Miss Xu is really blessed. She committed such a thing, and she is still alive today. Miss Ding was wronged, and she lost her fiance."

"Don't mention this, Mr. Zhan doesn't care anymore, why should we mention that? The husband and wife are now mixed with honey, loving each other, it's as good as something, and it makes people jealous. Who can say anything about things in the world allow?"

"That's right, Miss Ding is fine. But, I see, what's so good about a girl being a heroine? Mr. Zhan can't even drink hot water when he comes home, isn't it pitiful?"

"Look at what you said, who is Miss Ding? How can she do things like heating hot water by herself?"

Everyone laughed again, Miss Ding is a lady of everyone, so naturally she has never done such a thing.Sister-in-law Wang said: "Everyone has their own fate, maybe Mr. Zhan and Miss Ding are destined to miss each other. Only you know how you live and how you live, and outsiders just watch the excitement."

This end is bustling with activity, but Zhan Zhao's place is embarrassingly quiet.Zhan Zhao stayed where he was, looking at Ding Yuehua at the gate of the courtyard, he couldn't help but tighten his sword hand.She has lost a lot of weight and is a little haggard. She thinks that these days are not good.Suddenly, he laughed at himself in his heart, after what happened, she has never been better, right?

"Brother Zhan." Ding Yuehua called softly and came slowly, "Long time no see."

Zhan Zhao put away the sword and smiled slightly, except for the initial surprise, his heart was actually calm.It's obviously not that far away, but there is a sense of a world away where things are changing and things are changing.His eyes were clear, his tone was calm, and he was in a calm state of mind, "Long time no see. I heard that you are engaged. I should congratulate you." The things that once made him heartbroken and drank his sorrows with wine are now calm.He thought, he had changed, he was taken in by Xu Xiangyang.

Ding Yuehua smiled bitterly, and said in a soft voice, "I... even if I don't want to, my family still... has a wedding date in May, and this will probably be the last time I come to Kaifeng."

Zhan Zhao looked at her, the tree was still and the wind was still, and the waves were calm, "How can a girl not marry when she grows up? Parents will choose a person, and they will not be bad."

Ding Yuehua was stunned, she thought he would have feelings, and Bai Yutang told her that he was drunk when he heard the news, she thought they were still in the same mind, seeing each other, but felt an unspeakable alienation.He seemed to be narrating an irrelevant matter. Time is so fast, so fast, has their past been cut off, ground up, blown away, and there is no trace?However, what if it is not the case?Calculate that he cares about her in his heart, he has a wife, and she will marry, what else can he do?Besides, no matter how inappropriate those feelings were, she could only smile palely and said, "I came to see you. Bao'er, Brother Guan, and... you."

"I'll be at ease when you're well."

"Brother Zhan..." Ding Yuehua was touched by this sentence of An Hao An Xin, and threw himself into his arms with absolute grief, "Brother Zhan, I don't want to marry, I don't want to marry!"

Zhan Zhao was startled, and hastily pulled away, when he refused, he suddenly saw Xu Xiangyang, who had already left the house, standing at the gate of the courtyard, feeling bewildered and shocked in his daze.Zhan Zhao was startled, and pushed Ding Yuehua away with force.Her voice was urgent, "Xiangyang!" Her mind was sensitive and meticulous, and she had always been cautious. When she suddenly encountered such a scene, she didn't know what kind of thoughts would arise in her heart.

Xu Xiangyang was awakened suddenly, looked at Zhan Zhao, then at Ding Yuehua, took a step back, and said in a trembling voice: "I, I... I didn't mean it... Sister-in-law Wang is still waiting for me, I'll go first... "Speaking, he turned his head and ran away.Zhan Zhao was worried, and hurriedly chased after him with big strides.Ding Yuehua was in a daze for a moment, she didn't expect Xu Xiangyang to catch her impulsive action, seeing Zhan Zhao anxiously looking for her, she suddenly grabbed him, "This happened because of me, I'll go and explain to her."

Zhan Zhao hesitated, she went?After such a meal, Ding Yuehua chased him out.Looking at the half-open courtyard door, he sighed deeply. This is really irritating. It's all right. How could there be such a misunderstanding?

Ding Yuehua quickly caught up with Xu Xiangyang, Xu Xiangyang turned pale and looked at Ding Yuehua helplessly.Ding Yuehua looked at her, she combed the woman's temples.Her heart ached, are they already a real couple?Mr. Zhan even changed his title, and called her by her first name.Look at her, her complexion is better, her dress is exquisite, if Brother Zhan didn't treat her well, would she have such thoughts?It's a lie to say that you want to return Brother Zhan to her!

The more she looked at it, the more glaring she felt, the more she thought about it, the more unwilling she felt, like a thorn in her throat, like a thorn in her heart.Those unwillingness, anger, annoyance, and resentment blinded her eyes, she hated her!She hates her!hate her!hate her!hate her!If it wasn't for Xu Xiangyang, Brother Zhan wouldn't have left her!She doesn't have to be forced to marry someone she doesn't like!How could she still have the face to act like a victim?The victim is her, okay?

Xu Xiangyang was frightened by her more and more sinister eyes, "Miss Ding, I still have to go to Daxiangguo Temple, so I can't stay for a long time."

"I just want to explain to the girl what happened just now. I hugged Brother Zhan and it has nothing to do with him."

Such an explanation sounded like a demonstration, Xu Xiangyang was dumbfounded.She felt guilty towards Ding Yuehua. At the beginning, she really wanted to return Zhan Zhao, but then... for some reason, she gradually couldn't let it go.She did snatch Zhan Zhao, she was speechless.

Just when she thought Ding Yuehua would reprimand her harshly, she suddenly let go of her hostility and lowered her voice, "Look at you now, brother Zhan treats you well, right? Oh, needless to say, I know, he I know that person very well. In the past, he treated me so well, so tenderly, so considerately. I thought we could grow old together, but you disrupted everything. He married you, and then, bit by bit , was slowly stolen by you. But I still foolishly believed in you, a thief, and believed that you would return what I stole! How can I blame you? I am stupid and have no one to blame."

It's not about not hating, but what about hating?Blame her to redeem what?On the contrary, it completely destroyed the last trace of friendship between her and Big Brother Zhan.She didn't come back this time to make things difficult for her, she just wanted to take a good look at the people and things here again, and finally spend a few days with Big Brother Zhan.

Xu Xiangyang felt extremely uncomfortable, if she spoke harshly to her, she would feel better.Facing her slightly desolate and sad confession, she was full of guilt.Ding Yuehua looked at her, and said apologetically, "I think you probably know that I'm engaged and my wedding is in May. This is my last visit to Kaifeng. I lost my composure just now, and it has nothing to do with Brother Zhan. Don't misunderstand him. "

"Miss Ding..."

"It's useless to say more about the matter now, I hope you and Brother Zhan... grow old together." Ding Yuehua's eyes were moist, and they grew old together. These four words made her heart ache.Let me ask, if it is not helpless, who can hand over the sweetheart to others?

"Miss Ding..."

Ding Yuehua blinked, stopped the tears that were too late to fall, waved to her, turned and left.Xu Xiangyang stayed in place and did not move for a long time.She didn't recover until a pair of warm palms touched her shoulders.Stretching out his hand to cover the palm on his shoulder, he said softly, "I'm the one who can't stand her."

Zhan Zhao shook his head, "Let him get over the past. From the moment I decided to marry you, this result was doomed. If she is well, I will be at ease."

Although Ding Yuehua's words that day were sincere, Xu Xiangyang was always worried.Especially two days later, when she and Zhan Zhao went to Guan Xu's as a guest, they bumped into Ding Yuehua again.Ding Yuehua's expression was as usual, and he could even say hello to her in a pleasant manner.The more she behaved like this, the more uneasy Xu Xiangyang felt.

Bao'er was over one year old, and started to waddle and run around. This was the time when people watched her most.Ding Yuehua followed her around the room, laughing constantly.Guan Xu looked at it with a smile on his face, "Miss Ding, Bao'er likes you very much, and when you leave in a few days, you will definitely look for you crying."

Ding Yuehua hugged Bao'er and kissed her on the cheek, "Bao'er will go home with Auntie? Don't want Daddy anymore." Bao'er looked at Ding Yuehua, then at Guan Xu, and said in a childlike voice: " Daddy, Daddy." Guan Xu laughed, and hugged her from Ding Yuehua's arms, "My Bao'er is the most caring, and she won't go anywhere."

Ding Yuehua's eyes turned away from Bao'er, and fell on Xu Xiangyang, "Miss Xu, I will stay in Kaifeng for a few days, and I will go back after fifteen. I want to learn cooking skills from you, and it's good to go to my in-law's house in the future." Show your hand."

Xu Xiangyang's heart tightened, and she felt unspeakably awkward. She and Ding Yuehua were supposed to be rivals in love, but now they are like sisters. Why don't you make her feel awkward?However, she could only accept it.Ding Yuehua smiled wide-eyed, and said again: "Let's go together for the Shangyuan Festival later, and treat it as a farewell party for me."

This matter was naturally accepted, she was about to get married, what else could she not agree to?

The next day, Ding Yuehua came as scheduled.She seemed to really let go of the grievances in her heart, looked at the chickens in the yard, and looked at the grape racks, and asked Zhan Zhao with a smile if he had eggs to eat every day and grapes in summer.Zhan Zhao said that the grapes were too sour to eat, which made her giggle.In her eyes, it seems that this small courtyard has endless fun, endless talk about Zhan Zhao.He even had a contest with Zhan Zhao.

Xu Xiangyang had a smile on his face, but his heart was inexplicably astringent, like a transparent person, silently doing his own thing.Near noon, Ding Yuehua seemed to remember that he came to learn cooking skills from Xu Xiangyang, and he went into the kitchen to ask for help.Xu Xiangyang didn't hide his secrets, she wanted to learn, so she let her take charge of the cooking, and she gave her a little advice and helped her.

Although some dishes were not satisfactory, Ding Yuehua did cook them with heart.Zhan Zhao looked at the dishes on the table, and still praised them a few words.It didn't take a day or two to get to know Ding Yuehua. He knew exactly what kind of person she was.It's fine to hold a sword, but not to cook. Being able to do this is already very rare.

Ding Yuehua put a piece of braised pork in his bowl, and smiled, "Brother Zhan, try this, Xiang Yang will praise me for the good cooking of this dish."

Xu Xiangyang smiled: "It's really good." Ding Yuehua didn't wait for Zhan Zhao to taste the braised pork, and put a chopstick of each dish into Zhan Zhao's bowl, piled his bowl high.Xu Xiangyang buried his head in his meal, pretending not to see it.To be honest, she felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.Ding Yuehua seemed to use her guilt to kidnap her, telling her not to show any innocence, but to greet her with a smile.The more she watched her joking with Zhan Zhao, the more she could imagine how they hit it off in the past.Ding Yuehua seemed to want to repeat yesterday, telling her to see clearly that she broke them up!

Zhan Zhao couldn't refuse, but thinking that she would be going back in a few days, he was a little bit indulgent, following her wishes.But she never thought that in Xu Xiangyang's eyes, there was still unrequited love, which made her feel a little chilly.

After the meal, he cleaned up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash. Hearing Ding Yuehua's hearty laughter from the living room from time to time, Xu Xiangyang couldn't help but get red-eyed.Maybe she was narrow-minded, she always felt that Ding Yuehua was not innocent, but came to protest.She suddenly thought of Ye Zhanzhao calling Yuehua to want her, and thinking of Ding Yuehua hugging Zhan Zhao, the bond between them could be broken at will?Zhan Zhao also told her personally that he would leave a place in his heart for Ding Yuehua.

Grievance welled up in her heart, but she still couldn't help crying, what was she in Zhan Zhao's heart?She wiped her tears and slowly washed the dishes.She was greedy, didn't she just want a shelter?Why are you greedy for Zhan Zhao's warmth?After wiping her hands and stroking her lower abdomen, the sad look faded away, and tenderness crept into her brows and eyes.Here, there may already be children.Even for the sake of the child, she cannot be weak and shrink back.No matter how Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua are, she can't let her child suffer the slightest grievance, let alone quit, how can her child have no father?

After tidying up her mood, she left the kitchen.Ding Yuehua stepped forward with a smile, "Miss Xu, can I also give me some pointers on needlework? I don't know anything about this."

Xu Xiangyang smiled slightly, how could he refuse.He took out the needlework and things, and sat down with Ding Yuehua to do needlework.Ding Yuehua is really unfamiliar, her stitches are crooked, but fortunately she just wants to make a simple purse.After sitting down, it was evening, Ding Yuehua resigned reluctantly, and said with a smile that he would come back tomorrow to continue making purses.

Xu Xiangyang's heart skipped a beat, did she come here every day before going back?Although I feel uncomfortable, I can't say no to it after all.The second day, the third day, the fourth day... Xu Xiangyang's heart was getting colder and flustered day by day, but he couldn't show it in front of Zhan Zhao.I can only pretend to be tired and go to bed early every day so as to hide from Zhang Zhao.

Zhan Zhao is careful, how can her inappropriateness escape his eyes?It makes sense to say that you are tired two days a day, and you are listless for a few days, either because you are sick or feel uncomfortable.Seeing her huddled in the corner of the bed with her back to him again, he stretched out his hand and hugged her, "What's wrong? But what's wrong? Please ask Mr. Gongsun to take a look at it tomorrow?"

She suddenly had a sore nose, shook her head and said in a low voice, "It's okay, I'm just a little tired, just take a nap."

He put his arms around her waist, "If you are tired, you don't have to greet Yuehua tomorrow, I will let her go back, I don't have to make you troublesome and teach her needlework. You can't learn anything after a few days of work."

"She has opened her mouth, how can she refuse? It's only a few days, it's okay."

Zhan Zhao suddenly sighed, and kissed the top of her head, "It's Yuehua who is wayward, I will apologize for her, you, bear with me."

Xu Xiangyang froze, and responded almost inaudibly.His heart hurts, he apologizes for Ding Yuehua, he still protects Ding Yuehua, and his heart is still full of her... After all, she is just a responsibility he has to shoulder. These days seem to be peaceful, but it is only because Ding Yuehua is not around, right?Her heart, which had been calm for a long time, was disturbed again. She really wanted to ask him what she was in his heart.But she didn't dare, she was afraid of his answer, afraid that he would give her the truth, and also afraid that he would not give the truth.

Contradictions and entanglements, perhaps in this unequal relationship, she is destined to suffer.Covering her lower abdomen with her hands, she fell asleep with deep sadness.Sister-in-law Wang told her the truth a long time ago, Zhan Zhao is a good person, but he may not be able to talk to her, only the child is completely hers and will never betray her.