After the divorce, the ex-husband has [Entertainment]

These words made Xiao Shu's body froze. He reached out and hugged Fu Qiuye's waist, trying to relax himself.

He still remembered what Lin Yi said, he didn't want his emotions to affect Fu Qiuye, so he raised the corner of his mouth slightly and said, "Is there?"

Fu Qiuye lowered his head and kissed his lips, the sadness in his dark pupils was almost overflowing, Xiao Shu didn't dare to look at him like this, he looked away, and heard him whisper, "I'm sorry."

Xiao Shu's heart was pricked with a needle.

He left Fu Qiuye's arms, curled his fingers into fists, covered up the trembling that had not stopped since he came back from the hospital, and said with a smile: "What are you sorry for? Are you sleepy and your mind is numb?"

Fu Qiuye stared at him intently. Xiao Shu had already turned around, turned off the TV, and subconsciously reached out to touch the cigarette on the coffee table, then suddenly withdrew his hand halfway, and picked up the flower next to him. Sprinkle, went to the balcony to water the flowers.

Fu Qiuye suppressed his throbbing heart, and said in a warm voice: "I called the auntie who cooks, you are too tired these days, finish your meal early tonight and rest, don't think too much, okay?" ?”

Xiao Shu let out a "hmm" and didn't speak any more.

Fu Qiuye accompanied him to finish watering the flowers. In the evening, the housekeeping aunt went through a "security" inspection at the door, and came to cook them a big meal according to the standard of a six-person meal. Xiao Shu ate a little of every dish. After two bites, watching Fu Qiuye clean up all the rest of the food, the tense anxiety eased a little.

After dinner, the two held hands and walked in the garden for half an hour.The weather has started to get warmer since the day before yesterday, and many flower buds have sprouted in the garden, and the dark fragrance floats in the twilight garden, Fu Qiuye tightly clasped his hand, humming softly beside him The song from the confession at the concert years ago.

Xiao Shu pulled out his hand and wrapped it around his waist.

Half of his soul is still contained in his body, and the other half of his soul is like a kite with a string, the end of which is firmly tied to Fu Qiuye's wrist, fluttering above his head along with his singing.Brother Ye stopped and said a few words in the middle, but Xiao Shu had nothing in his mind, and the topic was like a stone sinking into the sea, without getting any response.

After returning from a walk, while Fu Qiuye was taking a shower, Xiao Shu dug out the medicines he often took from the box Huang Qichen brought, doubled the amount, and drank it with cold water.

After the pill melted in his stomach, that familiar, numb-headed feeling cut off his thoughts that were beginning to spin out of control, creating a false sense of peaceful emotion.Listening to the sound of running water in the bathroom, he opened the tablet and found out the inspection report that Lin Yi gave him today.

In the middle of complex data analysis, a scanned picture was inserted.The wolf-shaped Fu Qiuye was leaning wearily against the special material wall. The bones and muscles of his whole body were clearly visible under the scanner, and there were two tiny shadow masses curled up in his stomach.Xiao Shu opened his eyes wide and stared at the two small pieces motionlessly, trying to distinguish which was bigger and which was smaller, but it was just a cloud of shadows to the naked eye.

Xiao Shu remembered what Lin Yi said today.

In twins, one may have stopped developing.

He looked at it, and for some reason, the emotions slowed down by the drug began to flow out bluntly, his eyes turned red unconsciously, his nose began to swell and become blocked, and he finally stopped his trembling hands. Press the button to turn off the tablet.

Xiao Shu stretched out his hand and gently wiped the corners of his eyes. Fu Qiuye opened the door wrapped in a bathrobe. He quickly turned around, lowered his head and started playing with his mobile phone.

"Xiao Xiao, go wash it." Fu Qiuye said as he rubbed his hair, "I opened a new bottle of shower gel, which smells like lavender. I heard it can soothe your emotions."

Xiao Shu responded, and quickly went in to take a shower. His five senses were blunted and he couldn't smell the smell of lavender. After he changed his clothes and came out, he saw Mr. Fu leaning on the sofa with his hair half blown, and he was already asleep. past.

He took the hair dryer in his hand, turned the wind to the lowest setting, and dried his hair quietly and carefully, then bent down and hugged Mr. Fu in his arms.

Fu Qiuye, who was in the air, woke up for a moment, but his expression was dazed, and he muttered something in his mouth. After being put on the bed, he turned over and fell asleep again.Xiao Shu turned on the light, and looked at the side face of the person on the bed with the sleeping light. After confirming that he was fast asleep, he bent down and carefully put his ear close to his chest to listen to his heartbeat.

"Boom, boom, boom..."

Xiao Shu pressed his left chest and sat by the bed for a long time.

Before going to bed, he gave himself two sleeping pills after a long absence.

Fu Qiuye was already sleeping hot in the bed, and as soon as he lay down, Mr. Fu in his sleep quickly took up his habitual position, grabbed Xiao Shu in a possessive posture, and pressed his face against his collarbone. .

Afraid of waking him up, Xiao Shu maintained this posture, lying flat and looking at the ceiling motionless.The two sleeping pills soon began to work, forcibly dragging him into sleep.

He slept quite restlessly, dreaming one dream after another, forgetting one after another, the whole person was floating back and forth in a sea of ​​emotions that was completely out of control, fragments of memory mixed and collided with false fragments, fused into half-truths and half-false A terrifying nightmare, firmly trapped his ankles under the water, not giving him a chance to escape upwards.In the dream, he was drenched in cold sweat, unable to go up or down, until someone shook his body vigorously, called his name in his ear, and forcibly pulled him out of sleep.

Xiao Shu sat up abruptly, panting heavily in the dark, the cold and sticky feeling left by the nightmare was still there, but he couldn't remember the content at all.

The person next to him reached out a hand from under the quilt and turned on the lamp on the bedside table.

A warm hug pressed against his back.

Fu Qiuye pushed his sweaty lips behind his ears, and asked him softly, "What did you dream about?"

Xiao Shu just panted, unable to speak, the light and human body temperature made him calm down slowly.

Fu Qiuye handed him a glass of water.

He didn't finish drinking the water before going to bed, and now it's terribly cold, Xiao Shu poured it all in one breath, took a deep breath slowly, turned his head sideways, and buried his face into Fu Qiuye's shoulder.

"I don't remember," he said hoarsely, "something not so good, a memory, or something."

Fu Qiuye stroked his icy spine back and forth like soothing a big cat: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Xiao Shu didn't speak, he was still shaking.Since entering the fusion period, he has had problems with memory and mental synchronization. Before the divorce, waking up in the middle of the night had almost become a part of his daily life. On the contrary, after the divorce, he hadn't woken up in such pain for a long time.

This time, Brother Ye was by his side.

Xiao Shuban closed his eyes and lay back under the quilt again.Fu Qiuye still hugged him, and asked in a low voice, "Did you take sleeping pills before going to bed today?"

"Yeah." Xiao Shu made this sound from deep in his nasal cavity, "I'm not in a good mood, I can't sleep."

Fu Qiuye's voice was close to his ears, it sounded low and sad, like some kind of musical instrument that had been restringed: "I used to suffer from insomnia because I was always anxious, thinking that I was not strong enough, Hua Hong was not strong enough, I can't hold anything in my hand, will I be unable to protect you, will I not be worthy of you, will I throw you away, so I am busy all day, I dare not stop, I will turn around and look back At that time, many things have been irreparable..."

"I'm sorry, Xiao Xiao," he said slowly, his voice was hoarse, and every word would pause, "As your partner, I did a terrible job."

Xiao Shu turned around, stared at his vague outline under the dim light, and let out a "shh".

"As you said, start over," he said, "with two little lives."

Fu Qiuye's eyes were filled with too much emotion, and they shone slightly in Liming's bedroom. He kissed Xiao Shu's lips, and said, "The two little wolf cubs will certainly not lose one of them, I have a hunch."

Xiao Shu flinched a bit, this topic stimulated his nerves that were a little sensitive today.

He put his hand on Fu Qiuye's abdomen.

In human form, nothing is felt there.But he persisted in stroking for a moment, his heart beating faster.

Fu Qiuye's breathing also became short of breath.He grabbed his wrist and said, "Don't touch it."

Xiao Shu then withdrew his hand, outlined his outline with his eyes, and said seriously: "Not one will be missing."

"Ah."

"They'll be all right," he repeated.

Fu Qiuye finally realized something: "...Xiao Xiao, are you a little stressed?"

Xiao Shu opened his mouth slightly, but did not speak.

The two were silent for a moment, Xiao Shu turned over and pulled the quilt over his head, his voice sounded muffled through the cotton wool: "Maybe, twins are different... from the beginning, you don't understand. "

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I really like how old couples reunite and fall in love again. Every day, I write about their little lives, emotions, and happiness. I feel that I have also been healed...